Happy Life [Rebirth]

Gu Tingsheng said "Oh", I thought that this matter would be exposed, but who knew that a few seconds later, Gu Tingsheng said to me: "I have one more thing I really want to ask you."

I intuitively felt that it was not a very good thing, and Gu Tingsheng had already asked: "Yang Lu..."

He called my name first, and after he finished calling, he obviously hesitated. He asked me: "Every time I see you, you look at me like... as if you are going to cry."

"Why do you look sad when you see me?"

"It makes me miss you all the time."

"Have I met you before?"

I turned my face away from Gu Tingsheng's question after question, and buried my face on his shoulder. I thought to myself, this big liar, doesn't he only ask one thing, one after another... How should I answer? ?One by one, every question I can answer for you.

Why is it always sad to see you?

It turns out that every time I see your expression, I feel very sad.

Probably because I like you, I like someone for too long, and when I like you, I feel sad when I see this person.Or every time I see you, I can't help but think of the past, what is the past to me, I don't know, is it full of ups and downs, sweet, bitter, spicy, salty and five tastes, or is it full of seven emotions, six desires and five poisons?

But all I know is that you don't have that past, which to you is just a big yellow dream, and when you wake up from the dream, you are still the young Gu Tingsheng, leaving me alone to remember the past that no one will remember anymore.

I feel sad when I see you, because I once had a dream in which I lived 26 years and loved you for ten years.

"That's your illusion." I buried it on Gu Tingsheng's shoulder, put one hand down from Gu Tingsheng's neck, touched his back, touched his arched spine, and muttered, "I saw you I'm sorry, you read it wrong, bro.

"...Brother, you are so skinny that I feel panicked."

Gu Tingsheng: "Don't change the subject!"

Have I met you before?

seen.

Adopted by your parents at the age of eight, she fell into a pit for half her life. The name of the pit was Gu Tingsheng, and the fool who fell into the pit was named Yang Lu.

How tragic, how angry, how innocent, how ridiculous and absurd.

How much I love you so much, willingly.

"I've seen it." I touched down, along Gu Tingsheng's spine all the way to his tailbone. Gu Tingsheng is really thin, does he even eat?

"Three years ago, you went to an orphanage called Happy Home. We met, don't you remember?"

I reminded Gu Tingsheng of the past three years ago: "You also gave me a coat, and that coat is still at my house. I have always wanted to return it to you."

But I haven't found you since then.

After listening to my words, Gu Tingsheng didn't ask any more questions. He seemed to be pondering and digesting my answer.

He didn't speak, so I just lay on his back and thought about many things. I also had a lot to ask Gu Tingsheng, how did you dress up like this, why did you fight, and after thinking about it, I thought about me a few days ago It's time for the novel I sent out to the editorial office of cute girls in Yuancheng, when will I reply?

It wasn't until the road leading to the old family courtyard that there were no voices and small shops on the street, and the street lights on the small road were dim and the night was quiet, that Gu Tingsheng made a sound again.

He said, "Little Lu, go straight ahead?"

I muffled: "Hmm."

Gu Tingsheng walked forward with his head bowed, walked past many street lights, and arrived at the gate of the family courtyard. He said in a very low voice, "What happened before... I don't remember very clearly."

I don't know why Gu Tingsheng said such a sentence suddenly, but when he blurted out this sentence, I just listened to it and just listened to it. When the meaning of this sentence circled in my mind, my heart stopped for a moment .

The feeling that my throat was stuck by the cotton that had absorbed water came back again, and I asked in a panic almost incredulously: "Before, what happened before?"

Gu Tingsheng asked me, "Which building? How many units?"

"...Go forward to the penultimate building, the fifth unit in the innermost."

Gu Tingsheng lifted his feet behind my back and continued, he continued: "I can't remember what happened when I was a child before the age of seven. It seemed that I had a serious illness when I was seven years old. I had a high fever that didn't go away. I don’t know, after taking the medicine for several years, I can’t remember many things clearly.”

What Gu Tingsheng said was an understatement, I was terrified when I heard it, and my heart was trembling. Gu Tingsheng, who didn’t mention his previous life in advance, didn’t have these things. Not sure what happened?

"Brother, you..." I have thousands of words to ask him, want to care about him, and wish I could go back three years ago and choose to be adopted by Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu.

But in the end I just sniffed and told Gu Tingsheng: "You have to take care of yourself, why don't you take care of yourself?"

After hearing what I said, Gu Tingsheng laughed inexplicably, and he refuted me a little harshly: "You care about me a lot, you give me a really strange feeling, you know?"

Then Gu Tingsheng said again: "I have endured it for a long time, can you take your hand off my back, what are you touching?"

I took my hands back, continued to wrap my arms around his neck, and told him sadly: "Your back is full of bones and there is no flesh at all. It hurts so much."

Gu Tingsheng: "You should fucking crawl back by yourself!"

I rested my chin on his shoulder, and the pain in my heart eased a little. Gu Tingsheng said in a low voice, "Is it really frustrating? Then I... go home and ask the nanny to cook more meat."

In the next second, my discomfort that had been relieved was like a strong warmth on one side, and sudden sadness for no reason on the other. The two emotions collided together. I put my arms around Gu Tingsheng's neck, grinning at the corners of my mouth and eyes. The nose is very sour.

"Brother." I called Gu Tingsheng, and Gu Tingsheng stood at the door of Unit [-]. He didn't let go of me, and he asked me, "Which floor is it? I'll deliver it to your home."

"The third floor."

I told Gu Tingsheng, and Gu Tingsheng carried me up the stairs.

It was not easy for him to walk this way. When he stood at the door of my house, he was already panting heavily. I saw him raise a hand and wipe his eyes. I think it should be from his forehead. Sweat dripped from his eyes, and it looked like he was wiping away tears.

Gu Tingsheng wiped his eyes and went to knock on the door. I lay on his back and said, "Brother, you are very gentle and kind. You are still the same as before."

Gu Tingsheng knocked twice, and Wanwan's voice came from inside: "Here it is! Who is it? Yang Lu has the key herself..."

The sound of Xia Wanwan's footsteps slapping her slippers was getting closer, and Gu Tingsheng's tone trembled the moment the door opened: "You talk...why are you so nasty."

I don't feel bad now, I just want to hammer him!