Happy Life [Rebirth]

Lin Shuzhen and Xia Chaobei didn't stay for dinner. It's not that Yang Lu can't walk, but the sequelae of the concussion are very serious, and now she feels dizzy after walking two steps, so Gu Tingsheng alone went to see Lin Shuzhen and Xia Chaobei off.

When Gu Tingsheng came back, he quickened his pace. He was worried that Yang Lu was alone at home. As soon as he entered the door, he didn't care about the pain in his leg when he heard the sound of vomiting.

He entered the living room and saw no one, followed the sound into the toilet, and saw Yang Lu bending over and vomiting into the toilet, quickly took a towel and a mouthwash cup to fill up the water, walked over and gently touched Yang Lu's back.

Yang Lu vomited for a while and rinsed his mouth. Gu Tingsheng wiped his face. He was sitting in a wheelchair, his face was still pale.

"What are you laughing at?" Gu Tingsheng complained, pushing the wheelchair out of the toilet, "How much food you ate in your stomach this night, and now you vomit it all out."

The author has something to say: "I can't eat it." Yang Lu said, "Can you squeeze me a glass of juice?"

"Do you think it's good?" Gu Tingsheng said, "Of course it's good."

Yang Lu laughed again, and looked at Gu Tingsheng very intently. Gu Tingsheng pushed him to the side of the sofa, took a step, swayed his body and stepped back, half sitting and half falling down on the sofa.

Gu Tingsheng said before Yang Lu said, "I'm fine!"

"Are you all right?" Yang Lu slowly got off the wheelchair and sat on the sofa, reaching out to support Gu Tingsheng's shoulder.

Gu Tingsheng leaned directly on his shoulder and said first, "My leg hurts." Before Yang Lu could remember and care, Gu Tingsheng put one arm around his waist and murmured, "You only have a handful of bones left now. When will this come back?"

"Brother, can you care about yourself first?" Yang Lu sighed and patted Gu Tingsheng's head, "I have nothing to do, and it will be better if I take a slow rest. Your leg hurts. Let's find a part-time worker to cook. You Don't be so tired."

"Not tired." Gu Tingsheng said, "Compared to you, this is nothing like an injury."

Yang Lu also wanted to say that Gu Tingsheng's cell phone rang on the coffee table, Gu Tingsheng answered the phone, said a few words, his expression gradually became serious, and when he hung up the phone, Yang Lu asked, "What's wrong?"

"Gu Xingsong has a heart attack." Gu Tingsheng went to see Yang Lu, frowning, with a very ugly expression, as if Gu Xingsong was a big trouble.

"Dead?" Yang Lu was also surprised.

"He's not dead, he's been sent to the hospital." Gu Tingsheng said, his brows still frowning, "Let me go see him, after all, I'm his only relative now."

Yang Lu carefully looked at Gu Tingsheng's expression, and it was hard to say that there was much hatred, because compared to Yuan Mengyu, Gu Xingsong was more like a bystander. He didn't do much bad things, but he didn't fulfill his father's responsibility either.

But also because of this, when Gu Tingsheng mentioned Gu Xingsong, he really didn't have a deep hatred like he did when he mentioned Yuan Mengyu.

"Don't frown, brother." Yang Lu stretched out her hand and slowly touched Gu Tingsheng's face, "Do you want to see him? If you don't want to, then don't go."

"The prison guard said that it might be the last time." Gu Tingsheng stretched out his hand and put it on Yang Lu's hand. He still frowned, which made him look a bit old-fashioned and preoccupied, and a heavy soul appeared on his young face. .

Yang Lu couldn't see Gu Tingsheng like this the most, because she would feel distressed and throbbing, but she was helpless against such a real "heaviness", so she could only accompany Gu Tingsheng quietly.

Seeing that Yang Lu's expression became heavy, Gu Tingsheng frowned, shook his head and smiled, "What are you worried about?"

Yang Lu: "I see that you are not happy, and of course I am not happy either."

Gu Tingsheng thought for a while, leaned over and coaxed, "Brother is unhappy, but it's actually very easy to coax, you come here and give me a kiss, and I'll be happy."

Yang Lu was quiet for a few seconds, then raised her eyes to look at Gu Tingsheng, Gu Tingsheng looked at him expectantly, Yang Lu leaned over to kiss Gu Tingsheng, and said, "You look like a rascal."

Gu Tingsheng was kissed on the right cheek, but changed to the left cheek. Yang Lu leaned over and kissed Yang Lu again. Gu Tingsheng changed his lips and kissed Yang Lu. Yang Lu hugged his head and took the initiative to deepen the kiss. But Lu let go of her hands and rubbed her head—the head started to feel dizzy again.

Gu Tingsheng didn't dare to play hooligans anymore, he rubbed Yang Lu's temples for a while, watched him take the medicine, took the car keys and prepared to go out.

"You still want to see him?" Yang Lu was lying on the bed, her body was wrapped in a quilt, only her head was exposed.

"If you don't want to go, even if you don't, no one will blame you." Yang Lu said again.

"I might still be unwilling." Gu Tingsheng squatted beside the bed, stroked the boy's hair, and said to him seriously, "I don't know what's the point of seeing him, but I still want to see him one last time."

"You go." Yang Lu reached out and shook Gu Tingsheng's hand, "Brother, I'll wait for you at home, come back early."

Gu Tingsheng nodded, got up and wanted to leave, then squatted down and kissed the top of Yang Lu's head, Yang Lu couldn't help laughing, Gu Tingsheng couldn't hold back after kissing the top of the head, then went to kiss the forehead, kissed the forehead, kissed the eyes, and then kissed along the nose Kiss, Yang Lu stopped laughing this time, pushed away Gu Tingsheng's big head and started to chase people away: "You go, don't kiss, I'm going to faint again!"

Gu Tingsheng drove for 10 minutes, arrived at the Fifth People's Hospital of the city, and followed the information sent to the ward on the third floor of the inpatient department. Prison guards were already waiting at the door.

The prison guard was a young man, and he briefly explained the situation. Gu Xingsong was rescued once, but he couldn't guarantee whether he would be rescued next time.

Gu Tingsheng thanked him, pushed open the door of the ward and went in, it was still a single room, he went in, Gu Xingsong was half lying down, leaning against the head of the bed, the light in the ward was bright, and the surroundings were white, Gu Xingsong turned his head to look at Gu Tingsheng, Gu Tingsheng It was found that this person's hair and eyes were still pure black.

Just like Gu Tingsheng's own hair and eyes, his facial features resemble his mother's, but his hair, eyes and eyebrows are like his father's, they are pure black, and his skin is white, so looking at the blackness, it is a kind of heavy black.

"Tingsheng, you're here." Gu Xingsong smiled at him, but his eyes were still warm, and inside were still the accumulated gloom and majesty.

Gu Tingsheng walked over slowly, his legs hurt, he stood for a while, but he would not sit by the bed, because he was really too unfamiliar with this person, so he pulled a chair and sat by the bed.

"What's wrong with your leg?" Gu Xingsong spoke in a very soft and weak voice. Gu Tingsheng looked at him carefully and found that he was indeed weak after a serious illness.

"I fell." Gu Tingsheng replied concisely, and then asked Gu Xingsong, "You want to see me, now you see me, is there anything else?"

Gu Xingsong looked at Gu Tingsheng, Gu Tingsheng was a little uncomfortable, this time the person who looked carefully was replaced by Gu Xingsong, he looked very carefully, as if he was seeing Gu Tingsheng for the first time, and he seemed to be looking at something very precious all of a sudden.

It even gave Gu Tingsheng the illusion that Gu Xingsong cherished him, his son.

"If you have nothing to say, I'll leave." Gu Tingsheng's voice became more alienated, with indifference in his heart, he looked at Gu Xingsong, "In fact, we have nothing to say."

"I'm dying." Gu Xingsong looked at Gu Tingsheng with a slight smile on his face, "So I want to see you for the last time, and I have something to say to you."

"What do you want to say?" Gu Tingsheng looked at Gu Xingsong, and he looked at Gu Xingsong indifferently, "Tell me, I will leave after listening to you."

"I'm not in good health, I have a congenital heart disease." Gu Xingsong said, "It's not a serious one, but when I was growing up, my mother, that is, your grandma, the only requirement for me was 'quiet', I don’t have a childhood, I have this character when I was a child.”

Gu Tingsheng looked at Gu Xingsong, not understanding the meaning of Gu Xingsong's words, or what he wanted to express.

But soon he knew that Gu Xingsong was comparing, and he said: "So after you were born, I held you for the first time, and the doctor told me that everything is normal, this is a very healthy baby boy, I think it is amazing , I was unhealthy, but my child, the continuation of my life, was a normal boy."

"I am not the continuation of you and Yuan Mengyu." Gu Tingsheng shook his head. He couldn't stand such words and couldn't help interrupting Gu Xingsong. He said seriously, "I am me. Although you and Yuan Mengyu gave me life, I am already a separate entity."

"I have no unnecessary relationship with you two." Gu Tingsheng emphasized clearly, "I am just me, and you are just you. We are two independent souls."

"You don't have children, so you don't understand this feeling." Gu Xingsong just shook his head.

Gu Tingsheng thought, I didn't come to quarrel with this person, not to mention that this person does not seem to live long, but he still feels angry, why is he angry?

Gu Tingsheng looked at Gu Xingsong, and the two pairs of eyes with almost identical shapes looked at each other. Gu Tingsheng said to him: "You have almost never participated in my life, whether it is in the previous life or in this life, you have not participated in the past, and naturally you will not in the future." There will be you."

"What's more, you don't love me." Gu Tingsheng said this sentence. It was a sentence he wanted to say to Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong a long time ago. He said such things to Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu, but he still wanted to tell these two people that he had been human for two lifetimes.

"For me, love and hate are both too burdensome things." Gu Xingsong looked at Gu Tingsheng, and he slowly closed his eyes, "I have neither hated nor loved anyone in my life, love and hate are both The things that will kill me are all feelings that I can't afford."

Gu Tingsheng looked at Gu Xingsong, he didn't understand why Gu Xingsong said such words to him, he didn't know the meaning, but after thinking about it, Gu Tingsheng still said to Gu Xingsong with a little sarcasm: "You can neither love nor hate , what is the difference between this and a monster?"

"I—" Gu Xingsong opened his eyes again, he looked at Gu Tingsheng, and said one word for me, but there was a sudden pause, and in the end he didn't say what I was going to say later.

Gu Tingsheng asked him, "Have you finished?"

Gu Xingsong then asked: "Is there anything you want to ask me?"

"Aren't you revenge?" Gu Tingsheng said, "Your ex-girlfriend committed suicide while pregnant, don't you hate it?"

"I have never really loved or hated anyone." Gu Xingsong looked at Gu Tingsheng with focused eyes, Gu Tingsheng couldn't stand his look, and turned his head sideways as if to avoid it.

"Since you have no intention of revenge, why did you watch Yuan Mengyu do this?" Gu Tingsheng asked again.

"I don't have the feelings of hate and love." Gu Xingsong said, "or I can't have such intense two feelings, so I'm very curious about your mother's feelings, I want to see how a person can rely on hatred live."

Gu Tingsheng thought about many reasons for Gu Xingsong to stand on the sidelines, but when he heard the real reason, he looked at Gu Xingsong and said to him seriously: "You are really a lunatic, what good will this do for you?"

"It's no good." Gu Xingsong said to Gu Tingsheng, "So I'm a lunatic."

Gu Tingsheng stood up, because he found that he had nothing to say, and he got the answer he wanted. Yuan Mengyu hated him, but Gu Xingsong was the one who was really cold-blooded. He neither hated him nor loved him, and he also found it ridiculous. Father is an even more unreasonable lunatic than mother.

"Tingsheng." Gu Xingsong called out again.

Gu Tingsheng nodded, and he said, "I'm leaving, don't worry about Xiaolu being alone at home."

"You are actually like your mother." Gu Xingsong didn't know what to think, and smiled again, "It's too crazy for you to fall in love with someone, but we should love ourselves the most, put others first, you will sooner or later Injuried."

"I'm leaving." Gu Tingsheng ignored Gu Xingsong's words, turned around, and the door of the ward was pushed open. The prison guards came in first, followed by the round nurses.

He looked behind Gu Tingsheng in surprise, Gu Xingsong stretched out his hand and made a gesture to shake Gu Tingsheng's hand, but in the end the frail man withdrew his hand, and the young and handsome man walked all the way to the door of the ward. Saying goodbye, he probably understood that this was the last time.

"Goodbye." Gu Tingsheng said to Gu Xingsong.

"Goodbye." Gu Xingsong nodded, "I wish you a bright future and a safe life."

The answer to Gu Xingsong was the sound of closing the door. The prison guard didn't know what was going on. He could tell that the relationship between the father and the son was not good. He was a little bit aggrieved, but the man in front of him was indeed not worthy of sympathy, so the young prison guard walked to the bed conflictingly. , I don't know if I should say a word of comfort to Gu Xingsong.

Gu Xingsong closed his eyes tiredly, but the prison guard still couldn't hold back and said, "Why did you leave so quickly, are you coming tomorrow?"

"I didn't take good care of this child." Gu Xingsong said.

"Huh?" The prison guard questioned.

"The first time I saw him and hugged him, I was so excited that I had a heart attack and dropped him." Gu Xingsong let out a short laugh, "I can neither love nor hate anyone , Have I ever really loved someone in this life?"

The prison guards wondered if Gu Xingsong was insane, and suspected that they would need to apply for a psychologist to evaluate Gu Xingsong’s mental state. Fortunately, Gu Xingsong said nothing more, and the topic stopped. Gu Xingsong and Gu Tingsheng drove home, and from then on they each went their own way without any entanglements.

From then on, their respective love and hate are no longer entangled, thus ending all the troubles of the previous generation.

Gu Xingsong and Gu Tingsheng also made their own predictions, and it was indeed the last time they saw each other. Gu Xingsong died of another heart attack at six o'clock in the morning on the second day.

That night Gu Tingsheng came home, stood at the door for a long time, rubbed his face, his legs hurt so much that he opened the door and entered the house. It was a cold January day, so he took off his coat and went to drink again. After drinking a cup of hot water, I felt that the cold air on my body was almost gone, and my hands were warmed up, so I entered the bedroom.

It was only after entering the bedroom that the bedside lamp was on, and Yang Lu was staring at him with her head bare.

"Why aren't you asleep yet?" Gu Tingsheng walked over and covered his face with his hands.

Yang Lu narrowed her eyes and felt drowsy, muttering, "I'll wait for you, if you don't come back, I won't be able to sleep alone."

Gu Tingsheng withdrew his hand, took off his clothes and put on pajamas, lifted the quilt and hugged Yang Lu from behind, Yang Lu asked him: "Brother, you seem to be in a bad mood."

Yang Lu turned around and said to Gu Tingsheng, "Do you want me to kiss you?"

Gu Tingsheng lowered his head and kissed the child, and said with a smile, "I feel better now."

"I'm still a little curious." Yang Lu hesitated, "What did Gu Xingsong say?"

Gu Tingsheng did not hide from Yang Lu, he had a very good memory, he almost repeated Gu Xingsong's words, Yang Lu didn't know what to say after listening, but he found that he understood Gu Xingsong, because he realized that if it wasn't for Gu Tingsheng Appearing in his life, he may be a monster like Gu Xingsong, who can neither love nor hate.

"Don't think so much." Gu Tingsheng put his arms around Yang Lu, and slowly patted him on the back, as if the boy in his arms was still the eight-year-old, thin child.

"It's all over." Gu Tingsheng said, "You just need to remember that brother loves you."

"Brother loves you." Gu Tingsheng lowered his head and repeated it again. After he finished speaking, he thought about it and felt that the language was not enough, so he went to kiss Yang Lu's mouth again.

Yang Lu felt that the confession was too much, and she really felt that it was perfunctory, so he also said perfunctory: "Yeah, I love you too, big brother."

Gu Tingsheng was speechless: "Can you be more serious, I am very serious."

"I really love you." Yang Lu groaned, "But I want to sleep first, I'm dizzy!"

Gu Tingsheng: "Dizziness? Hey! I told you to sleep first, you are still waiting for me, go to sleep, go to sleep, close your eyes, I will turn off the lights."

"By the way, do you want me to sing you a lullaby?"

"……don't want!"

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This stinky and long article collapsed countless times, and it turns out that the idiot author wrote No.1 and called it very problematic. The article is finally over.Why on earth did I write such a long article, and I trouble everyone to read such a long and childish article...

If there are still readers who are willing to read the next article of the author of this article, a new article is tentatively scheduled to be published in early August. The third person is very sure. They are a group of stupid monsters. If you talk about supernatural things, you will inevitably feel that they are bordering on horror, but they are not scary at all...

The goal is to save [-] manuscripts and publish articles, and the goal is to continue to update the next article every day. Finally, I bow, I wish everyone can sit in an air-conditioned room and eat big watermelon with sweet water in July ^^

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