Happy Life [Rebirth]

Gu Tingsheng wanted to hang up the phone, he said to me very tiredly: "Go to class."

But why do I still have the mind to continue the class? I didn't even go back to the classroom. I walked out with my mobile phone in my hand. I asked him, "Where are you now?"

Gu Tingsheng said, "Are you coming to see me?"

"You're leaving tomorrow." I took a deep breath.

Gu Tingsheng raised his voice and asked me, "Are you crying?"

"No." I wiped my eyes, "It's not enough to cry."

But I felt really uncomfortable in my heart. I felt that my mouth was very astringent, and my chest and throat seemed to be stuck in a ball of cotton, but I still tried my best to keep my emotions calm. I said to Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, where are you? I'll go find you."

"Pick up things in the apartment." Gu Tingsheng said.

It was still the apartment behind Jincheng University. I walked there for more than ten minutes. As soon as I entered the door, the suitcase was open on the floor in the living room, and Gu Tingsheng was sitting on the floor in a daze.

I walked over, and there were two pieces of clothes in the suitcase, but there were five kittens crowded in. Gu Tingsheng just stared at the five cats in a daze.

I sat next to him, sat cross-legged like him, and lay on his shoulder with my head tilted. Gu Tingsheng stretched out a hand to wrap around my shoulder. The two of us sat silently like this without saying a word. for a long time.

I don’t know how long it took, but the five cats snored together in the suitcase. When I asked Gu Tingsheng, I realized that my throat was very astringent, and the words seemed to contain something.

I asked Gu Tingsheng vaguely, "Aren't you packing up?"

Gu Tingsheng was silent for a long time before he said to me: "Besides you, is there anything else I must take away?"

I moved my lips, and I said to him, "I'll go with you."

Gu Tingsheng turned his head and looked down at me, I raised my head to kiss his chin, Gu Tingsheng kissed my lips to deepen the kiss, and the two kissed directly on the bed.

This time lasted for a long time, and in the end my whole mind was muddled, only my body's nerve reflex instinct was left, and when this long sex thing was over, I didn't even want to move my fingers, opened my mouth Zuo wanted to ask Gu Tingsheng what time it was, only to realize that his voice was so hoarse that he couldn't speak for a while.

Gu Tingsheng hugged me, and most of my body was leaning against his chest. He took my mobile phone from the bedside into his hand, opened it and pressed it a few times, and I looked up. Gu Tingsheng said, "Auntie made three calls. Yes, I sent her a text message back, saying that Zhang Yueyang and I went out for dinner, and we won’t be going home today.”

After Gu Tingsheng finished speaking, he made another call. He held my mobile phone the whole time, and he said, "Brother Yang, if Yang Lu's mother calls you, just say that Yang Lu is with you, but the battery is dead. , if you ask Yang Lu to answer the phone, you can say that he has diarrhea and went to the bathroom."

I stretched my arms around Gu Tingsheng's waist, and listened to him explain to Zhang Yueyang about a lot of things, and imagined how to deal with various scenarios, which was really funny.

Gu Tingsheng called Zhang Yueyang for about 5 minutes. I regained some strength and touched his lower abdomen. I found that his abdominal muscles, which were originally only thin, were gone. I touched his belly again. Ribs, Gu Tingsheng's thin ribs have been outlined by the skin.

Gu Tingsheng's phone was stuffed under the pillow, he turned around and pressed his forehead against me, Gu Tingsheng looked at me and said, "Everything you touch will make you touch the stone again."

"Then do it again." I went to touch his neck.

Gu Tingsheng was smiling, he wanted to say something, I lightly bumped his forehead with my forehead, I heard my voice was hoarse as if I was about to cry, I said to Gu Tingsheng, "Why are you so thin?"

"I love you so much." I looked at Gu Tingsheng and looked at him without moving. Although he was thinner, I looked at him and thought he was still so good-looking.

The smile on Gu Tingsheng's face fell away. He lowered his head and stopped making unnecessary movements. He just turned over and hugged me, and he hugged me in his arms again. The whole body is wrapped, like a fish melting into a vast lake.

"I was too busy a while ago, and I feel tired recently." Gu Tingsheng hugged me and said, "The company is very busy. It really went bankrupt and it would cost a hundred dollars, but the company is still there, and it just needs to change the city for development."

"But I can't see you, I can't touch you, I don't dare to be idle, and I feel uncomfortable when I think about you." Gu Tingsheng lowered his head, and he said to me in the same order, "Little Lu, raise your head, I want to kiss you again." is you."

I raised my head and raised my neck. Gu Tingsheng lowered his head and kissed him. His kiss was very gentle, so gentle that I felt very sad.

When he left, I raised my head and looked into his eyes, and he pointed to his chest: "I don't dare to be free, I miss you when I am free, but I can't touch you, I can only think, it hurts here. "

"I feel bad." Gu Tingsheng said.

He looked at me and said again, "It makes me sick to death just thinking about you."

I can't say anything, because any words are pale. When a person is really sad to the extreme, he can't speak or make unnecessary movements. People who are too sad are just as stupid , I could only curl myself up into a ball, curled up in Gu Tingsheng's arms, he hugged me, the two of us couldn't say anything.

We didn’t do anything else that day. The two of us slept on the bed for the first time, and after waking up, we continued to do the second time. It was dark until midnight, and the two of us were dizzy and dizzy from hunger. The kittens outside would go through the cat food bag by themselves. The cat was not hungry, and the two of us almost fainted from hunger on the bed.

Gu Tingsheng climbed down from the bed, put on a short-sleeve casually, and ran to the kitchen to find something to eat. He only found a bag of dried noodles, a tomato and a few eggs. He brought the noodles. I was so hungry that I panicked. He sat on the edge of the bed and let me lean against the head of the bed, and fed me noodles with chopsticks, as if I was a third-degree disability.

But I couldn't compete with him, and I was really hungry, so I opened my mouth and accepted Gu Tingsheng's feeding me with chopsticks.I finished my bowl of noodles and said to him, "Go and eat quickly, brother."

I rubbed my belly and said to Gu Tingsheng, "I feel [-]% full, so I don't need to eat any more."

Gu Tingsheng looked at me with gentle eyes and a smile. I suddenly found that his eyes looked like a mother looking at her baby. I was looked at by him in this night, and I remembered that when we were young Child, he hugged me to sleep, pretended to be an adult to coax the child, patted my back and said: "Good baby, go to sleep, if you don't sleep, you won't grow taller."

I couldn't help laughing, Gu Tingsheng asked me: "What are you laughing at?"

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I replied to Gu Tingsheng and said to him, "Look at me as if you were looking at a child."

Gu Tingsheng stood up, he looked at me condescendingly, Gu Tingsheng said: "You have always been a child with my brother."

What Gu Tingsheng said was very true and for a long time. Later, when I was 20 years old, 30 years old, 40 years old, many years have passed, but I know that in Gu Tingsheng's heart, he will always regard me as that Yang Lu who needs his care.

There are some people in this world who have passed half their lives in a blink of an eye, and still feel as if they met for the first time. Some people make changes day and night, and it doesn't take ten or eight years. After a day, the original intention is gone.

But it is obvious that Gu Tingsheng and Yang Lu are both single-minded people. After a lifetime, such a person is still that kind of person. When such a person falls in love with someone, they will never be able to pretend to be second in their hearts for the rest of their lives. personal.

I climbed out of the bed and ran to the living room to see Gu Tingsheng dipping a few slices of bread into the noodle soup. The fat cat and its cubs were very active at night, holding Gu Tingsheng's trouser legs and screaming loudly. Whispering and greedy.

Gu Tingsheng said: "This stuff is so unpalatable, please stop arguing."

I sat next to him, only to find that the slices of toast in his hand were all dry, I looked at Gu Tingsheng very strangely, Gu Tingsheng lowered his head and explained: "The bag is not sealed, and the remaining slices of bread are dry, not tasty. "

I wanted to ask him if he had no noodles, and I knew I had eaten them all. I wondered why Gu Tingsheng was always so stupid, so I said to him: "Brother, don't do this next time, it's good for us to be half a person. You don't have to."

Gu Tingsheng said vaguely: "Well, it won't be like this next time, because I have to leave so I didn't buy any more things."

"It's not about that." I saw Gu Tingsheng pretending to be stupid, avoiding the serious and taking light, and felt very angry, but at the same time angry and distressed, I don't know what to say about this person, I think he is stupid, but he is so stupid because of me.I believe that people are selfish, so I feel very uncomfortable when I face Gu Tingsheng being so kind to me.

I hope he doesn't like me so much, because he doesn't have to be so sad.

I hope he just likes me more, and I like him very, very much, I am the only one who suffers, because when I see him suffering, I feel that my heart is throbbing and hurting.

The next day was quite busy. Gu Tingsheng did not abandon the fat cat and its cubs when he went to Haishi. He added a total of six cats and checked them together.As for Haishi, because it is KK’s hometown, her family can be called a “land snake” to some extent. KK is very loyal. Let them choose, they can choose to resign or follow them to Haishi.

There are far fewer natives in a company than there are foreigners in Beidiao, and Jincheng and Haishi are the same first-tier cities. Speaking of economic development, Haishi is slightly better than Jincheng, so it is almost three times the same as the employees who went to Haishi. One-third of them are basically technicians.

Gu Tingsheng answered a lot of calls the next morning. I helped him pack his suitcases. Lin Shuzhen called on his mobile phone in the morning. I didn’t wait for Lin Shuzhen to say anything more. Call here.

Because we had to check in pets, we went to the airport in the morning for the [-]:[-] flight. The airport was in the suburbs. Gu Tingsheng drove his second-hand car and took me and six cats in cat bags.

After checking in the fat cat and its cubs, it was already [-]:[-], Shen Mengyu also arrived at the airport and called Gu Tingsheng.

Two men came with Shen Mengyu. Gu Tingsheng and Shen Mengyu gave the car keys to them. Gu Tingsheng's second-hand car was about to become a third-hand car.Shen Mengyu said: "I still have to sell the car, and if I go back to Jincheng, I will buy it again."

But soon she said again: "No one will come back in two or three years. Why are your parents so foolish?"

"Hello." Shen Mengyu looked at Gu Tingsheng, then at me, and the corner of her mouth twitched, "Actually, Ting, you are not your own, or do your parents have illegitimate children?"

I, Gu Tingsheng, and Shen Mengyu were sitting on the seats in the waiting hall. Gu Tingsheng just shook his head when facing Shen Mengyu's complaints. Our two shoulders were next to each other. Gu Tingsheng said: "Just treat my parents as dead, Treat me like an orphan."

Shen Mengyu looked at what Gu Tingsheng had to say, Gu Tingsheng shook his head: "Stop talking, I don't know why they are targeting me so much, it's useless if you ask me."

Shen Mengyu closed her mouth, she lowered her head while holding the phone and began to button it, I also looked at the phone, it was exactly four o'clock, there was still an hour before Gu Tingsheng left.

Gu Tingsheng turned his head and put his mouth close to my ear. He whispered a lot of things, telling me to take care of myself alone, not to stay up late to write novels, to have a normal work and rest, and to set aside time for exercise every day. I talked a lot in bits and pieces, much like going to school when I was a child, Lin Shuzhen surrounded me and Xia Wanwan, telling us this and that and that and that, but in the end she was still worried about Xia Wanwan and me, always worried that we would not be able to take care of ourselves.

After Gu Tingsheng talked so much, he himself sighed at the end, and said to me in a low voice, "Am I being too wordy?"

I took his hand and told him, "Say more, I want to hear from you."

I thought, I would like to listen to you all my life, why would I dislike your long-winded words.

Gu Tingsheng also held my hand tightly, he opened his mouth, and finally he just whispered in my ear: "I really miss you, I haven't left yet, it's strange sitting here holding your hand, but I've already started Miss you."

My nose was sore from what he said. I turned my head and quickly touched Gu Tingsheng's lips lightly. I told him, "Me too."

Obviously Gu Tingsheng has not left yet, he is still sitting beside me, I hold his hand and listen to what he said, but I have already started to miss him.

Shen Mengyu spoke again, and she said, "By the way, Xiao Yang, you will graduate next year and you will be able to practice in the second half of this year. Do you want to come to Haishi for an internship?"

I went to see Shen Mengyu, Shen Mengyu smiled badly, and squeezed his eyes: "In this way, you can be with TING, I understand long-distance love-it's hard work, I have never eaten pork and I have seen pigs run away .”

I originally wanted to say that I was going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, but when I thought about it, I felt that what Shen Mengyu said was not unreasonable. Gu Tingsheng also looked at me, I thought for a while and said: "Then I... can give it a try."

Gu Tingsheng grinned, and he opened his mouth to say something. At this time, the broadcast began to inform the ticket check-in and boarding. Shen Mengyu stood up and pulled her apple-green trolley case, and looked at me with sympathy, just like Gu Tingsheng. I'm going to check the ticket, you two hurry up and say your last goodbye, I guess Xiao Yang will have a holiday when we meet next time."

After Shen Mengyu finished speaking, he pulled the trolley case and left. Many people at the airport started to move. There were many people going from Jincheng to Haishi. The airport was more than half empty at this time.

Gu Tingsheng and I were sitting in the same place, and when it was time to say goodbye, I didn't know what to say. I felt so much reluctance, but suddenly I didn't want to tell him how much I didn't want to, because I was afraid he would worry.

I went to pull Gu Tingsheng's trolley case, walked towards the ticket gate, and said to Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, I will see you off one more way, and I will leave after you leave."

Gu Tingsheng stretched out his hand to pull the suitcase by himself, and I said to him, "Let me do something for you, there will be no chance in the future."

Gu Tingsheng withdrew his hand, but soon he was side by side with me, standing on the other side of me and holding my hand.Both of us used to be very taboo to make such a move in public, not because we were afraid, but because we didn't like being watched.

But now that we are going to separate, we can no longer care about these things.It takes a while from the check-in to board the plane, which is not fast for many people. Gu Tingsheng has already reached the end of the queue. I followed his footsteps outside the isolation zone and moved slowly. When he was about to leave me completely, Gu Tingsheng watched Me, said to me, "I'm leaving."

I looked at him and said to him: "Well, when you arrive at the apartment over there, remember to message me on WeChat and take some photos of me where you live."

Gu Tingsheng said "Okay", there was a fault in front of him, and there was no one else, Gu Tingsheng said: "Xiaolu, goodbye."

I looked at him and wanted to say goodbye, but when I opened my mouth, my throat was so astringent that I couldn't make a sound, and I didn't say anything.

Gu Tingsheng turned around suddenly, walked to the side of the isolation belt, stretched out his arms and hugged me vigorously, leaned close to my ear, kissed my ear, and whispered to me: "You can live a good life by yourself. Isn’t it, my brother is gone, but I believe you can handle your own life well, Yang Lu, please give me a good word, or I won’t feel at ease when I leave.”

I endured it and put my mouth against his ear, I could hear my voice trembling, and I said to Gu Tingsheng, "Okay."

Gu Tingsheng just let go of his hand, he showed me a big smile, his eyes were gentle and affectionate, he rubbed my head vigorously, pinched my face again, he took a step back, but quickly came to kiss me I lip.Then he turned around and strode away with the trolley case.

I looked at his back, and I had a lot of words in my heart, like spring water gushing out suddenly, very, very many, and I also had a lot of words to tell him, I want him to remember to take care of himself, and pay attention to his diet when he just arrived in Haishi. Be careful not to adapt to the environment, and don't work so hard, the body is always more important than anything else.

But I only had time to shout at Gu Tingsheng's back: "Brother!"

Gu Tingsheng didn't look back, he waved with his back to me, and I couldn't see him anymore after turning a corner.

After Gu Tingsheng left, I sat in the terminal hall facing the runway at the airport. I kept watching the passenger plane fly away. I sat for a long time. A girl in the middle watched the passenger plane fly away like me. The girl just lifted her foot. When she left in front of me, she paused and glanced at me.

The girl asked me: "I saw it just now, is that your brother? He also went to Haishi?"

"No." I shook my head and told the girl, "That's my lover."

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It was past [-]:[-] p.m. when I got home that day. There was a subway from the airport to the city center. After I got out of the subway, I had to transfer to a bus to go home. As soon as I got home, I took out the key, and the door opened. Lin Shuzhen stood on the other side of the door and watched. I.

I watched her call "Mom" and wanted to say something more, so I said, "I'm back."

Lin Shuzhen's face was very bad, but she turned her body to let me into the room. Lin Shuzhen's tone was quite gentle, and she said to me, "Have you eaten yet?"

"I'm not hungry." I felt really bad.

Lin Shuzhen said: "So you haven't eaten? I'd better cook you something. If you don't eat at night, you will definitely be hungry in the middle of the night."

"I'm really not hungry." I raised my foot to go to the bedroom, Xia Zhaobei was watching TV on the sofa in the living room, he turned his head to look at me.

Lin Shuzhen raised her voice and said to me: "Yang Lu! You haven't been home for two days, at least eat something!"

Xia Chaobei said, "Hey, the child won't eat until he's hungry, don't you need to bother?"

"I'm really not hungry." I also raised my voice, and I heard myself say in a very aggressive tone, "Just leave me alone!"

Xia Chaobei immediately said to me: "Little brat! Why did you talk to your mother? Your mother has been worrying about you for two days at home. You have been playing crazy these two days, right?"

I put away my voice, I am in a very bad mood now, I am more uncomfortable than the a little bit of irritability just now, because now I understand very well that when today is over and tomorrow will come, but the sun will rise again tomorrow, but I have already touched It's impossible to get a hold of Gu Tingsheng.

I was really sad, and I knew my mother was also sad, she called me again, and even stretched out her hand to grab me, her voice was very sad, Lin Shuzhen said to me: "Xiao Lu, don't go out without saying hello like this in the future, you At least tell me in advance, mom is very worried about you."

Xia Chaobei also jumped off the sofa, his tone was already a little bad, Xia Chaobei's tone was serious: "Yang Lu, you are already an adult, don't let your mother worry about you all the time."

I turned around, looked at Lin Shuzhen, and apologized to her in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Mom..."

Lin Shuzhen shook her head suddenly, and she said to me: "Did you go to see Gu Tingsheng, don't you see him in the future, okay, why did you choose to take such a road, I am your mother, I don't let you see him because of you OK!"

When I heard such words, I wanted to answer nothing, so I wiped my eyes fiercely. Lin Shuzhen was silent for a moment, then she let go of her hand and said to me, "Son, why are you crying?"

"Brother is gone." I wiped my eyes again, and I said to Lin Shuzhen, "I sent him to the airport today, he went to Haishi, I don't know when he will come back."

"I'm very sad, Mom." I looked at Lin Shuzhen, "When I thought about not being able to see my brother anytime and anywhere, I would never be able to touch him anytime again. I thought that we were [-] kilometers away."

"I feel very uncomfortable in my heart. How could this happen?" I blinked, and those tears that hadn't shed at the airport fell down.

I asked Lin Shuzhen, "Why is this happening? I have never been so far away from him even before."

But Lin Shuzhen couldn't say anything, she just covered her face, she asked me: "Are you blaming me, but I'm doing it for your own good, how can you like a man? What did mother do wrong again?" ?”

Xia Chaobei embraced Lin Shuzhen's shoulders, hugged her into his arms to comfort her, he looked up at me, as if he wanted to scold me, but I wiped my eyes, Xia Chaobei just let out a long sigh, he just said to me Said: "Son, you go back to your own room and wipe your eyes, it's all... what's the matter!"

When I got back to the room, I closed the door, the phone vibrated, I wiped my face and eyes vigorously, took out the phone, Gu Tingsheng sent a WeChat message, and he said to me: I have arrived in Haishi.

I looked at this message for a long time, and replied to Gu Tingsheng: I'm home too.

Gu Tingsheng: Did Auntie tell you?

I don't.everything is normal.

Gu Tingsheng: Miss me?

Gu Tingsheng: I'm going to fetch the cat now.

Gu Tingsheng: Brother misses you very much now.

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