Happy Life [Rebirth]

I don't want to laugh. When they laugh, I don't think it's funny at all. I want to beg you in my heart, don't make fun of me. I also hate myself for being fat. "

Li Moxun paused, and the audience was silent at this time, Li Moxun said: "I also tried to lose weight, but it was really too difficult. Before I lost weight, I chose to take a year off from school. Go to school, because in fact, I have a very serious weariness of learning. I hate everything about learning. I only want to read some books that have nothing to do with learning. At first I read comics and novels. City, Utopia, and The Wealth of Nations are actually incomprehensible, but as long as it is not English, mathematics, physics, as long as it has nothing to do with learning, I can read it."

"I have read a lot of books." Li Moxun said, "Reading books is still useful. There is a book that says very narrowly, you are wrong if you care about other people's eyes. Facts have proved that this sentence is definitely problematic, but It was like a revelation to me at the time, and I thought—it was so fucking true.”

"Go fuck your friend!"

"Go fucking kidding!"

"Fuck me I'm fat!"

"Have I eaten your rice?"

There was a sound of breathing in the microphone, Li Moxun bowed to the podium, he said: "I used to feel inferior, I used to force a smile, I couldn't find my place, I was a wanderer in the world. A dead fat man with no support, my heart has no place to rest because of sadness.

"But I got the better of myself in the end, so now I'm here."

There was a strong applause from the audience, one after another. When Li Moxun returned to the backstage, I saw Xiang Linlin's eyes filled with tears as she looked at him.

I watched Li Moxun come over, he wiped his eyes, I think he is a sad fat man now.I walked over and gave the sad fat man a hug.

I told him, "You beat yourself."

None of us knew that among the six boys, it was not me who had the most inferiority complex, Zhang Mingchen who was trapped in the shadow of the past, and Li Moxun who had the most inferiority complex and who was trapped in the past.

I didn't expect that the person who seemed the happiest and calmest had so many pasts in his heart that he didn't want to mention.

After Li Moxun's speech, Xiang Linlin's speech was very regular. She talked about the exam review method, but she talked for a long time.

When I came to the stage, she gave me a sorry look. I stood in front of the microphone and saw that the students in the audience were drowsy.

I looked around, and then saw a person among the many young faces, looking up at me seriously and smiling at me.

I also laughed, and I spoke a short paragraph into the microphone.

"I used to think that my life was born to be miserable, but when I was born again..."

"I just realized that living itself is a kind of compassion."

The author has something to say: Lala refers to lesbians, Lalali T = Gong, P = Shou, generally the T in Lala is particularly man_(:зゝ∠)_