Happy Life [Rebirth]

Zhang Mingchen didn't take the final exam of the last semester of senior high school, or he didn't last until the final exam of last semester.

At that time, Zhang Mingchen had persistent hypoglycemia and neurasthenia.

Boss Li once got up to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night. In the dark living room, a man sat cross-legged on the sofa, muttering words. Boss Li has always been calm, and he has the courage to not change his face when a mountain collapses in front of him. He was also shocked. The fat man ran to the kitchen to weigh the pan on his feet, and walked back lightly.

Boss Li said: "As I got closer, I heard the black shadow on the sofa reciting eight honors and eight disgraces. I thought to myself that this is not right. Now that the thieves are so high-quality, why are they still reciting this stuff?"

"It turned out that Zhang Mingchen couldn't sleep in the middle of the night." Boss Li said with lingering fear.

Li Moxun thought it was just once in a while. In January, Zhang Mingchen's skinny cheeks had no flesh on both sides. He ran around the playground twice in physical education class, but he couldn't run. I grabbed his wrist and dragged him to run the second lap. What was pulled in his hand was a firewood stick, with no meat, just a layer of skin wrapped around the bone.

Zhang Mingchen still didn't finish two laps, he sat on the ground after one lap, I bent down and said, "You didn't even finish two laps before."

Zhang Mingchen said, "Xiaolu, I really can't run anymore." He said, "Leave me alone."

I was taken aback at the time. When Zhang Mingchen said this, his face was not like a boy of this age. I knew what happened to him. He was anxious because of too much study pressure in the third year of high school.

Li Moxun and I told him to relax countless times, but it was useless. Xiang Linlin read a lot of books, and she would always help us enlighten Zhang Mingchen. She spoke softly and softly, and what she said made sense. We Everyone who listened felt suddenly enlightened after listening to it.

But Zhang Mingchen would only say after listening, "I've tried my best, but it's useless."

The last monthly exam before the final exam, the last subject was politics. After the exam, Li Moxun, Zhang Mingchen and I went back to the apartment. Gu Tingsheng called us to gather at the supermarket. Tomorrow Saturday, he asked us what we would like to eat.

I asked Zhang Mingchen: "Do you want to eat fish?" Seeing how thin he is, I thought for a while: "Eat pork, Zhang Mingchen, you are too thin."

Zhang Mingchen shook his head. He didn't speak all the way. After six o'clock, Gu Tingsheng, Zhang Yueyang, and Li Xun carried several large bags of meat and vegetables. Li Xun carried a box of yogurt and a box of apples. Everyone gathered in Gu Tingsheng's apartment and I waited for Gu Tingsheng to cook. .

Now Gu Tingsheng is not Gu Ge, Zhang Yueyang and Li Xun call him Gu Ma.

Gu Tingsheng and I lay together at night and talked about this nickname. I felt a little embarrassed. Gu Tingsheng is Gu's mother, so I have become Gu's father...

"Xiao Chenchen." Li Xun opened a bag of yogurt and handed it to Zhang Mingchen.

Zhang Mingchen shook his head and said no to drinking.

Zhang Yueyang nestled on Boss Li, and said, "Xiao Wu, you look in a bad mood, and your complexion is even worse. Did you fail the exam?"

Thinking back that day, Zhang Yueyang was always blaming himself. He felt that he was the last straw that broke the camel's back, but it had nothing to do with him.The few of us, Gu Tingsheng and I have been human beings for two lives, and our mentality has long been different from that of real teenagers.Li Xun and Zhang Yueyang are typical carefree boys, who can think freely, like to play, and have typical outgoing personalities.

Needless to say, Boss Li is a philosopher, none of us would be anxious, and we all think that Boss Li would not be anxious either.

Only Zhang Mingchen, and we all have to admit that if anyone among the six boys can't stand the pressure of the third year of high school, it is only Zhang Mingchen.

After Zhang Yueyang said this, Zhang Mingchen glanced at him, and Zhang Yueyang paused. Boss Li and Zhang Yueyang sat on the side, and Boss Li's tone was full of very serious worry at this moment.

Li Moxun said: "Xiao Chenchen, are you sick?"

Zhang Mingchen stood up, he staggered as he walked, we were all startled, thinking that he had hypoglycemia again, Zhang Yueyang jumped off the sofa, chased him and broke his shoulder, Zhang Yueyang asked him in a very bad tone: "Zhang Mingchen, What's the matter with you, I'm so annoyed that you always look like you're dying, can you tell me something?"

Zhang Mingchen turned his head, moved his lips, and said, "I want to go home."

Zhang Yueyang said: "Are you sick? Did I bully you? How old are you, why don't you go home and find your parents?"

"I want to go home!" Zhang Mingchen roared.

Zhang Yueyang was also angry, and he said angrily: "You can't look like a boy—" Zhang Yueyang shut up halfway, and let go of the hand holding Zhang Mingchen's shoulder. Zhang Yueyang stepped back, and said: "Can you stop crying all the time?"

A few of us followed. Zhang Mingchen stood there and wiped his eyes. Boss Li walked over and patted him on the shoulder. Zhang Mingchen hiccupped while crying. The white scroll..."

Zhang Mingchen let out a wow and began to howl loudly. We boys are not particularly good at comforting others. At this time, I miss Xiang Linlin very much. I think it would be great if she was here, and I would definitely know how to comfort a crying little boy.

Gu Tingsheng ran out with a spatula and an apron around his neck, and saw Zhang Mingchen standing there crying.

Among the six of us, only Gu Tingsheng has been an older brother. Seeing Zhang Mingchen crying so sadly, he walked over and put his arm around his shoulders, patted him on the back, and asked Zhang Mingchen calmly, "Brother Gu is here, who bullied me?" And you?"

Zhang Mingchen's eyes were red, and he wiped away his tears. When the snot flowed down, he sucked it back again. Zhang Mingchen's eyes were as red as a rabbit's, and he glanced at Zhang Yueyang.

Zhang Yueyang: "..."

Gu Tingsheng waved his shovel and said to Zhang Yueyang, "Why are you bullying him? Are you full?"

Zhang Yueyang looked at us, and Li Xun said, "That's right, Brother Yang, why are you bullying Xiao Chenchen? You see everyone is crying, why don't you coax him back?"

Zhang Yueyang scolded Li Xun: "Which of your fucking eyes saw me bullying him, so I asked if I failed the exam. Is this bullying?"

Zhang Mingchen burst into tears again, Zhang Yueyang shut up, Boss Li waved his hand to signal us to stop talking, Gu Tingsheng put his arm around Zhang Mingchen's shoulder, comforted him softly, put the spatula into my hand, and let me watch the pot.

Zhang Yueyang followed into the kitchen, and he complained to me, saying that Zhang Mingchen was too weak at heart and was spoiled by others. Finally, he asked me: "I'll go and apologize, can he stop crying?"

"Brother Yang." I stirred the beef that was fried on low heat in the pot, and thought tragically that it was beef again, "You have a knife mouth and a tofu heart, why don't you just soften your attitude next time, you have to hurt Zhang Mingchen first A few words."

Zhang Yueyang sighed: "You still know Brother Yang, I'm actually a good person with a very soft heart, I'd better go and apologize to Zhang Mingchen... Yang Lu, are you confused?"

"What's mushy?" I tapped the beef in the pot, "It's not mushy."

"What does it smell like?" Zhang Yueyang walked over.

I looked at the beef in the pot, and it seemed that the water was a little low. I pushed the meat back and forth with a shovel, and Zhang Yueyang said, "Turn it over, you can't always fry one side."

"I don't know how to flip." I replied Zhang Yueyang.

Zhang Yueyang grabbed the shovel, and he turned the beef over. We saw that the other side was black, as black as the bottom of the pot. Both of them were silent, and Gu Tingsheng shouted outside: "Yang Lu, did you burn the beef? ?”

The piece of mushy beef was going to be thrown away, but Gu Tingsheng cut off the side of the mushy beef and said he would put it in the green area of ​​the community to feed the cats.

After eating, Zhang Mingchen stopped crying, Zhang Yueyang always looked at him hesitantly, I whispered Brother Yang, you have to apologize quickly, Zhang Yueyang said he was embarrassed.

It wasn't until the meal was over that the other boys took the dishes and chopsticks to the kitchen to wash them, and only Zhang Yueyang, Zhang Mingchen and I were left in the living room. Zhang Yueyang said to Zhang Mingchen: "Xiao Wu, Brother Yang didn't mean to hurt you. You also know that Brother Yang is just sloppy, and he just speaks in this tone, don't mind, okay? Brother Yang apologizes to you."

Zhang Yueyang said, "I'm sorry."

Zhang Mingchen looked over and I was startled, his eyes were red again, Zhang Yueyang was also startled, Gu Tingsheng came out of the kitchen, Zhang Mingchen shed a stream of tears, Gu Tingsheng yelled at Zhang Yueyang: "What are you doing again, I told you not to bully children Already!"

Zhang Yueyang looked at me, and I saw that he was so wronged that he was about to cry.

Zhang Mingchen said with tears in his voice, "Mum Gu, it's not Brother Yang's fault, it's my own discomfort."

Li Moxun and Li Xun also came out, Li Xun said: "Xiao Wu, why are you crying again, let me tell you, boys who love to cry are unlucky, such as not being able to find a girlfriend."

Zhang Mingchen hiccupped, and Gu Tingsheng knocked on Li Xun, asking if you can stop talking.

"It's my own problem." Zhang Mingchen started hiccupping and wiping away tears, and kept talking with his mouth open and closed, "It's nothing to do with Brother Yang, I just feel uncomfortable, I didn't tell you guys, I used to be the top three in junior high school, and the first place in our school Did you get into No. [-] middle school?"

Zhang Mingchen did not mention this matter. In fact, all the students in No. [-] Middle School, No. [-] Middle School and Class No. [-] should have scores within the top [-] of the city's high school entrance examination. All the students in Class No. [-] Middle School are top students in junior high school.

"But after entering high school." Zhang Mingchen hiccupped, put away his tears, and looked at us, "What am I, I used to think I was a child prodigy. Xiaolu, I know what a child prodigy is. She is one year younger than me but she is the number one student in the high school entrance examination. You know what a genius is when you meet the boss. You can be the first in the age just by going to school. Only when you meet Gu Ge do you know that someone is born to study science. .”

"There are also Brother Yang and Brother Xun..." Zhang Mingchen whimpered, "I used to think that if I worked harder, I could catch up with everyone, but the harder I worked, the lower my grades were. It's behind the hundredth place in the grade."

"I always thought I was unique." Zhang Mingchen stood up and walked to the kitchen, and the rest of us followed behind him in silence.

Zhang Mingchen picked up the beef that Gu Tingsheng packed in a fresh-keeping bag, and walked outside, he continued, "Now I have to face my ordinaryness."

"The gap is too big." Zhang Mingchen stood in the porch changing shoes, and said goodbye to us, "I'm going home to find my mother. Boss, I won't live with you tonight, although you kindly let me sleep with you tonight, But you snored so loudly that I couldn't sleep at all."

"Gu Ma, Brother Yang, Brother Xun, Boss, Xiao Lu." Zhang Mingchen opened the door, "Goodbye everyone."

His farewell was very solemn and tragic, full of the regret of a strong man who parted from life and death, and gave me the illusion that I was seeing off my revolutionary comrades in arms.It feels like Zhang Mingchen is not going home to find his mother, but to blow up the plane.

Gu Tingsheng said: "You hold the beef...you go home and continue eating, that piece is all mushy."

Zhang Mingchen sniffled and said, "I'll feed the cat by the way, so you don't have to go out at night."

But how can we rest assured that he went home alone like this, Zhang Mingchen left so fast that everyone didn't even have time to put on their coats, and Zhang Yueyang didn't even have time to change their shoes, so he chased them out first.

When the rest of us boys found him and Zhang Mingchen, they were squatting in the green belt, and a three-flowered female cat was bending over to eat beef with five kittens.

Zhang Yueyang was so cold that he folded his arms and shivered. Zhang Mingchen stretched out his hand to touch the head of the female cat. Slapped his hand off.

Zhang Yueyang sniffed and said, "I'll take you home, Zhang Mingchen, you won't be able to wait for the bus at this point."

Zhang Mingchen said no, and the four of us were trembling behind us, and we all comforted Zhang Mingchen.

Li Xun said: "Xiao Wu, you are at least better than brother Xun in study, and brother Xun didn't get into the top three in junior high school, at least you were once brilliant."

Zhang Mingchen's voice was full of tears: "I was once brilliant, and now I feel very uncomfortable."

Li Xun fell silent, and I said to him: "Xiao Wu..."

Zhang Mingchen said: "Xiaolu, you should call me brother anyway, I'm one year older than you."

I shut up, and Gu Tingsheng said: "Zhang Mingchen, you know what your problem is. You just read too little and think too much. Life is a long journey. It's not scary to encounter setbacks. Defeated by setbacks, but don't understand that life is always going to encounter setbacks."

Zhang Mingchen fell silent. He focused on watching the big cat and the kitten eating meat. After a long time, Boss Li said: "If you really feel uncomfortable and feel that studying is a very stressful thing, go home and rest, Boss." I understand you."

Zhang Mingchen said, "Boss, you won't understand me."

Zhang Mingchen took a taxi home, and Zhang Yueyang went with him. He said he would come back after sending Xiao Wu home.

We hopped and formed a group like four quails huddled together in the cold wind. When we returned to the apartment, we began to criticize Zhang Mingchen for being too fragile. While talking, Boss Li said: "Ass Panic."

He pulled out a wallet, and Boss Li shook it and asked us, "Whose wallet is this?"

I glanced at LV's wallet, and Boss Li also said, "Louis Vuitton, I'm not gone, the fourth brother's wallet."

"...Did that Zhang Yueyang bring any money?" Li Xun asked, and the audience was eerily quiet for a moment. Li Xun hugged his belly and smiled gloatingly on the sofa. The phone rings.

Li Moxun pulled out Zhang Yueyang's phone, scratched his butt, and said, "Brother Yang, can you come back?"

Zhang Yueyang came back that day. He didn't wear a coat in January, and he wore slippers on his feet. The money he got back was taken from Zhang Mingchen's wallet after sending Zhang Mingchen home.

He was sitting in the car, the driver was a middle-aged uncle, he turned on the air conditioner in the car very considerately, and educated Zhang Yueyang all the way, saying that as a man, he should not quarrel with his wife, just apologize.

Zhang Yueyang said, you are joking, I don't even have a girlfriend, where can I find a wife.

The uncle driver smiled meaningfully and said, young people still want to save face now, but the uncle can't tell that you quarreled with your wife when you are old. Look, you were kicked out of the house without changing your shoes.

After Zhang Mingchen left that night, he didn't come to class on Monday. We thought he was just resting at home for a while, so we called him and said he had a fever and came to class when he recovered.

Later, I called again, had diarrhea, caught a cold, and had a sore throat. I was sick all the way until the final exam. Zhang Mingchen never came to school.

The day after the final exam, Zhang Yueyang bought a big fruit basket, Gu Tingsheng and I bought a bunch of sunflowers, Li Xun bought a box of yogurt, the boss prepared a book called "Chicken Soup for the Soul", and the five of us boys So I set off to visit Zhang Mingchen in a mighty way.

When we arrived at Zhang Mingchen’s house that day, it was already 10:30 in the morning. On the way, Boss Li and I asked each other about the knowledge points of Wen Zong. The three boys, Gu Tingsheng, Li Xun, and Zhang Yueyang, had another physics problem.

In fact, we didn't have any feelings about the third year of high school and the college entrance examination before. Zhang Mingchen, who had the most feelings, went home to find his mother and never returned.But after the final exam of last semester, we all realized—the next final exam is gone, it is the college entrance examination, and suddenly we understood in an instant that the college entrance examination is not far away, and soon we will face the most difficult thing in our life. An important exam.

When Xu Meihui was in junior high school, she said that the college entrance examination is not the end, and only after passing the entrance examination does she realize that it is just a starting point, but after facing it, many people also realize that the level of the starting point often determines your future path.

After all, ordinary people are the majority of the 60 billion people. Not everyone can change their social class even if they don't get into a good university or even go to a university.Ordinary is the life of most people after all, the best title of Lu Yao's book is "Ordinary World".

Jiang Shaoning said at the high school class meeting that she wishes us a bright future, but at the same time sticks to her own moral bottom line, but she mentioned the example of Zhao Tianming, and I instinctively felt that what she said was also pursuing ordinaryness.I think what Jiang Shaoning said at that time, what she really wanted to tell us is that even if there is no glory in the future, not being ordinary is not another kind of happiness.

Arriving at the door of Zhang Mingchen's house, Zhang Yueyang knocked on the door, and Zhang Mingchen's mother opened the door. The aunt was very beautiful, and she knew that Zhang Mingchen looked like her mother.

Zhang Yueyang held up the fruit basket and said, "Hello, Auntie."

Zhang Mingchen's mother's first sentence was: "Ah, you are the boy who sent us Chenchen back wearing slippers last time, Zhang Yueyang, right, Auntie remembers it clearly."

Zhang Mingchen's mother welcomed us into the house, and she said, "Chenchen is still sleeping."

Gu Tingsheng said, "Then let's wait for him to wake up."

The aunt pushed the bedroom door open and said, go in and wake him up. He stays at home every day and doesn’t go out. He eats and sleeps every day.

When we went in, we saw Zhang Mingchen lying flat on the bed. His sheets and quilt were beige. He was lying flat, with the quilt pulled up to the top of his head. We saw a figure lying on the bed covered with a quilt.

Zhang Yueyang put the fruit basket on the bedside, Gu Tingsheng put the sunflower next to the fruit basket, and Li Xun yoghurt in the living room. The aunt opened it and took out five packs. The five of us stood around the bed, one of us biting A bag of yogurt, Zhang Mingchen didn't wake up after a long time.

Li Xun said, "Do you want to wake him up?"

But we all remember that he was not in good health during this time, so we whispered to let him sleep.

But everyone was bored, so Zhang Yueyang walked over and gave Li Xun the phone. He stood in front of the fruit basket and bouquet, and bowed to Zhang Mingchen, who was covered by the quilt on the bed and couldn't even see his face. Li Xun pressed the shutter key, Zhang Yueyang took back his phone and sent it to Moments.

A few of us went to like it, and soon someone commented below, saying no, Zhang Mingchen... Zhang Mingchen died?

Starting from this one, there are five or six eulogies in a row. Chen Binfan left a message saying that the world is impermanent. I burst into tears when I saw this message.

Zhang Yueyang held his mobile phone, and WeChat messages began to flood in, asking him if Zhang Mingchen was dead, Zhang Yueyang had to reply in a group, Zhang Mingchen was sleeping, not dead!

Jon also sent a message, she said, long sleep?

Many people also replied, saying Zhang Yueyang's condolences, we understand that he just fell asleep, not dead.

Zhang Mingchen woke up at this time, his head came out of the quilt, Zhang Yueyang was looking Spartan, a murder caused by a circle of friends - Gu Tingsheng asked him to delete the circle of friends quickly, otherwise Zhang Mingchen saw it and insisted on talking to him Desperately.

Zhang Mingchen held a bird's nest on his head, got out of the bed and looked at Zhang Yueyang and Gu Tingsheng in a daze, then at us, he yawned and said to himself: "Are you dreaming? How did you see the faces of Brother Yang and Mama Gu?" gone."

Zhang Yueyang said: "Xiao Chenchen, you've finally woken up. We've been watching you for a long time. If you don't wake up again, Boss Li is going to give you some love."

Zhang Mingchen didn't even look at Zhang Yueyang. The second thing he did when he woke up was to take out his phone from under his pillow, and we didn't know that the first thing he did when he took out his phone was to check WeChat Moments.

I always thought normal people couldn't do this. Zhang Mingchen lowered his head. We didn't know he was looking at Moments at the moment, but we soon knew.

Zhang Mingchen raised his head still confused, he looked around us again, and then his eyes fell on the fruit basket and sunflowers on the bedside, Zhang Mingchen said: "It's not a chrysanthemum, why do you say I'm dead——Zhang Yueyang!"

The confusion on Zhang Mingchen's face turned into anger by the way, he quickly looked at Zhang Yueyang, Zhang Yueyang jumped up and said, "Don't be angry, don't be angry, Brother Yang just deleted Moments!"

"Send me another one and explain clearly." Zhang Mingchen yelled, "I was sleeping at home, but you advertised me as a dead man, you are too much!"

But Zhang Yueyang posted another Moments, saying that Zhang Mingchen just fell asleep, not that he died of illness as everyone imagined, or a bunch of people said that Brother Yang was in mourning. We understand that Zhang Mingchen just fell asleep forever.

Zhang Mingchen ran to reply: Thank you, I am still alive.

Jon was the first to reply: Wow, it's a scam.

Zhang Mingchen quarreled with Zhang Yueyang angrily, but he couldn't quarrel with Zhang Yueyang, and he couldn't beat Zhang Yueyang. In the end, he sat cross-legged on the bed, wearing pajamas, and refused to talk to us.

We sat around the bed and drank yogurt. The aunts came over once and washed the fruit basket. Apples, dragon fruits, and bananas were cut into a fruit plate and brought over. Everyone gathered around to eat the fruit plate.

Zhang Mingchen immediately leaned down to cover it, not letting us eat it, and said, "This is all mine, it was given to me, why don't you eat it!"

Several boys quarreled for a while, Gu Tingsheng took the lead to talk about the business, and the elder brother asked Zhang Mingchen: "Xiao Wu, do you need Xiao Lu and the boss to make up lessons for you during the winter vacation? You are missing a month's notes."

Zhang Mingchen shook his head, and he said to us: "I won't take the college entrance examination anymore. Brother Gu, Brother Yang, Brother Xun, and the boss and Xiaolu. I have thought about it for a long time. I am not in a good mood. Anyway, I am young. Just study for another year and take the college entrance examination next year."

After hearing this, everyone had different expressions and different ideas.

Zhang Yueyang said: "Actually, you are not young anymore. Besides, the pressure to repeat the study is even greater. You will miss a month of class, and it will not affect anything."

Li Xun also said: "Anyway, I took the college entrance examination, and if I don't do well in the exam, I will repeat it."

I don't know how to say it. My own opinion is to keep fighting, but at the beginning I fought so hard because I had a sigh of relief in my heart. I always thought in my heart that I must be admitted to Jincheng University because I don't want to be with Gu Tingsheng. separate.

I am a person with impure motives. I never thought that I was going to university for the sake of a bright future, nor did I think that I was fighting for the industry I wanted to work in in the future. It had nothing to do with interests, it was just for one person.

I didn't say anything, but Gu Tingsheng said, "Don't think that you are young and have many choices. In fact, after every choice you make, you have no choice."

Zhang Mingchen shook his head. He looked at Boss Li and said, "Boss, do you support me? Didn't you take a year off from school in the third year of junior high school? Will you support me?"

Li Moxun sighed for a long time, he touched Zhang Mingchen's head, like a big brother touching his young brother.

The boss said: "I respect everyone's choices and decisions, but the path you choose and the consequences, never forget that you are responsible for it."

The results of the day's visit were not good, because apart from me and the boss, the other three boys obviously disagreed with Zhang Mingchen's decision, and they all felt that Zhang Mingchen was trying to escape.

In the second semester of the third year of high school, Zhang Mingchen did not come to class. As a result, the rumors that he had died of illness intensified, and finally developed into a boy in the key class of liberal arts in the third year of high school. He couldn't stand the pressure and committed suicide by jumping off the building.

Auxiliary proof is the photo of Zhang Yueyang bowing to Zhang Mingchen's body. The rumor spread until the dean finally came out to refute the rumor, and found out the source, and gave Zhang Yueyang a note, criticizing him for having problems with his thinking style, making jokes about his classmates and causing dissatisfaction. positive effect.

Zhang Yue rolled her eyes angrily, and chatted with Zhang Mingchen on WeChat about this matter, Zhang Mingchen replied to him: You deserve it!

But not long after, he continued to ask: Brother Yang, do you want me to intercede for you? This is a small mistake.

Zhang Yueyang had no choice but to comfort him: It's okay, all students who have demerited in April will disappear.

In April, the countdown to the college entrance examination on the blackboard showed that there were 51 days left until the college entrance examination. No one in the class complained that the school forced evening self-study, and the early self-study was set at 05:30, but some people came to the classroom at [-]:[-] or even [-]:[-] to start early. read.

Under such circumstances, I have always felt that I belong to the kind of person who has no pressure. I have never worried about my studies since I was born again. Every time I take the exam, the first place is normal, and the second and third are occasional. The worst ranking It is the fourth one. I have never thought about being the number one in the college entrance examination. As long as the score can be admitted to Jincheng University, I will be satisfied.

Gu Tingsheng is more relaxed than me. He can't get close to studying and working hard, but science is too easy for him. Now he has become a full-time "mother" for several of us boys. The most important thing to think about every day is not to do one more question. , but what to cook today.

Sometimes I see him wielding a kitchen shovel in the kitchen, and I always feel as if I have discovered another side of my brother that is unknown. I even think that when I become an adult, maybe I will be 1, although I was severely beaten by reality when I became an adult. , Xu Haifeng told me that your family, Gu Tingsheng, has a name called Ren/Wife Gong.

Gu Tingsheng answered him with three words: Zinima.

Sometimes Zhang Mingchen would come to the rental house to watch us study, we would do the quizzes, he would read comics, we would endorse and he would watch animations, we would ask each other questions, and he would take photos and send them to Moments, expressing his gratitude for the hard work of the third year of high school.

Zhang Yueyang said: "Why are you here, we don't welcome children who don't like to study, you go."

Zhang Mingchen looked back to his normal weight now, and his face was much rosier. He was chased away by Zhang Yueyang several times, and Zhang Yueyang said that he was too exciting in front of him.

But Zhang Mingchen always came over, he said he was bored, Li Moxun said, if you are bored, you can endorse with us.

Zhang Mingchen was unwilling, so Boss Li handed him the book and asked him to ask random questions and make corrections for me and the boss.

Zhang Mingchen agreed this time, and I later found out that Li Moxun did this so that Zhang Mingchen could learn by the way.

There are 21 days left until the college entrance examination on the blackboard.

The school and the apartment have completely become two points and one line. After returning to the apartment after evening self-study, it is already 10:30. Gu Tingsheng and I have been sleeping together, usually at 11:30, but I always feel that the endorsement is still not enough, and the vocabulary is not enough. It is far behind, there are many problems in mathematics and more training is needed, the logical relationship of politics needs to be sorted out more, and there are still a lot of uncertainties in geography.

I postponed my sleep time by one hour every day, and usually went to bed sooner. I got up at 05:30 in the morning, went to class at six o'clock to study, slept for half an hour at noon, and slept for a total of five hours a day.

At first I felt sleepy, but I got used to it and felt fine. Gu Tingsheng didn’t work as hard as I did. His three mock exams all passed Jincheng University’s admission score of more than 50 points last year. It can be said that he goes to Jincheng University and can study any major he wants. .

But Gu Tingsheng went to bed later than me every day and woke up earlier than me.

I learned at twelve o'clock, and Gu Tingsheng was making supper in the kitchen. I woke up at 05:30 in the morning, and Gu Tingsheng had already started cooking porridge in the kitchen.At the beginning, I didn’t realize that Gu Tingsheng slept less than me every day. I went to see him after school one day, and heard him being gently reprimanded by the head teacher, asking whether he studied too late at night and why he always slept during the day.

Gu Tingsheng's homeroom teacher teaches mathematics, and his favorite student is Gu Tingsheng. He also knows that Gu Tingsheng can even achieve full marks in undergraduate mathematics problems. He has always hoped that Gu Tingsheng can study mathematics in university and become a famous mathematician in history in the future. .

But the teacher didn't know that from the previous life to the present, Gu Tingsheng's goal was to become an entrepreneur, owning a group enterprise that was not inferior to the behemoth Gu's.

He hated Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong very early on, and he hated me before Yuan Mengyu killed me.

It's just that at that time, it was a love-hate relationship. He hated that Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong had never been a pair of qualified parents. They had been constantly missing in his life since he was born.

Gu Tingsheng counted the time he spent with his parents in his previous life. Adding it up, in his 31 years of life, he only spent about 300 days with his parents. On average, he can see his parents for ten days a year.

Gu Tingsheng's greatest wish at that time was to create a company like Gu's by himself, and then tell Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong that although you ignored me, it was wrong, you have such an excellent child, look, you missed it In my past life, you have missed more important years than you imagined.

But after my death, only hatred remained in the mixed love and hatred. I still have lingering fears in this life. I also hate Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong, but they are the parents of the eldest brother after all. Without them, in fact, there would be no love in this world. There will be Gu Tingsheng.

So I always hope that my elder brother will not hate the two of them. After all, his flesh and blood come from these two people, and all the hatred should be borne by me alone.But I always remember the parent meeting in the first year of high school, Gu Tingsheng said, I wish I could kill them.

I later realized that my elder brother is a good elder brother. In fact, since he was very young, he has hidden a lot of anger, a lot of unwillingness, a lot of sadness and a lot of vulnerability.But he never told me that he will always show me his tenderest side.

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