Happy Life [Rebirth]
Chapter 112
"Yang Lu."
After I yelled, my elder brother looked at me with a smile on his face, and said to me, "Can I yell again? Say my name again."
I looked at him, so I called out again, this time it didn't look like a sigh, I called him clearly: "Tingsheng."
I told Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, your name sounds really nice."
I have always thought that the three characters Gu Tingsheng are the most beautiful combination in the world. I have never seen a more beautiful name than Gu Tingsheng.But I'm embarrassed to tell Gu Tingsheng, I told him, he will only say I'm stupid, but that's what I think.
Gu Tingsheng stretched out his hand and rubbed my head. He quickly looked at the door. We could faintly hear Jenny's phone call. It seems that Jenny will not hang up the phone for a while.Gu Tingsheng quickly lowered his head, and he kissed me on the forehead. He moved away a little, and then kissed down to the tip of the nose. Before Jenny came in, I hugged his neck actively and kissed the corner of his lips.
Jenny took a cosmetic product that I didn’t know, and used a brush to wipe Gu Tingsheng’s and my face back and forth. She also said, “Hey, I’m so envious, you have collagen on your face when you’re young, and the skin of both of you is also beautiful. Bai, in fact, it’s ok to post without makeup.”
I asked her almost speechlessly: "If you can post-P, then you can do it without makeup, right?"
"It still needs to be transformed." Jenny said with a smile, "Ms. Xu doesn't like major repairs in the later stage, and after the repair, the camera looks better."
"Do you know that the camera will stretch the scene horizontally." Jenny put on her makeup, clapped her hands and stood up to let Gu Tingsheng and I look in the mirror. Gem. Usually you see well-proportioned actors in TV dramas, but in reality they are only thinner than on camera."
Jenny opened the door, "Ms. Xu kept muttering before she came, worrying that the two of you are not up to standard, and you will get fat in the photo."
I was still looking at the mirror. Gu Tingsheng had stood up and walked out with Jenny. I found that the makeup Jenny put on in the mirror did not look like "makeup", but I could feel that the facial features were more three-dimensional, and the lips were more pink. This made me feel very awkward.She put on lipstick, a light pink lip color that made me feel like she was putting on my lip color like a woman would.
I wanted to wipe off the lipstick, but finally I endured it. Doing things with people's money is also a job.
I jumped off the stool and walked outside, and saw the fat photographer standing in front of Gu Tingsheng with a camera. He smiled and said to Gu Tingsheng the precautions, emphasizing not to be nervous.
Then I saw Jenny reached out and patted Gu Tingsheng's buttocks. Standing behind them, I could clearly see my brother's body slumped. Jenny was still laughing and said, "These two guys are too skinny, they should eat more." Order some meat and train your abs, then you can take tough photos later.”
In the morning, I took two sets of photos. The fat photographer said that Gu Tingsheng's lens sense is better than mine, and the shots are impressive. He said that Gu Tingsheng has an aura that is different from ordinary people.
During our intermission, the fat photographer swore to talk to everyone.
He was very serious when taking pictures, but he was very familiar when chatting. Qiao Ran bought water for everyone, and Qiao En went to practice guitar.Photographer Xu handed Gu Tingsheng and me the business card, and asked for our phone numbers and QQ.
"I'll add the button too." Photographer Xu's name is Xu Haifeng, he said, "I'll send a copy of the photo to you two when the time comes."
I called Gu Tingsheng Big Brother, many of them thought we were two cousins.
Xu Haifeng now wants his mobile phone number and Koukou number. Jon said before that he asked for his contact information in private and don’t give it to him because he is gay, but now he is giving me and Gu Tingsheng his business cards openly, and he wants us both. I really don't know how to say no.
Gu Tingsheng gave him his own phone number, and took out his mobile phone to add IDs to each other. He said to Xu Haifeng: "The family is strictly controlled. Yang Lu usually does not log in, and the mobile phone is not allowed to be used in school. You can add me." That's it."
"Okay, it's ok for you two to add one more." Xu Haifeng lowered his head and fiddled with his phone, "Anyway, I don't bother to send two copies of the photos."
Then a few people started chatting, everyone was there except Jon, Jenny kept praising me and Gu Ting for growing up well, it was luck that Qiao Ran could find a model who could sleep well this time.
Xu Haifeng also said: "If you want to do part-time jobs, you can do it on weekends. Although there are many student models here, there are few boys your age, but there are often some shootings that require boy models your age. But at your age, Good-looking and tall enough to be photogenic, even if you find a parent, you won’t let her go.”
"I'm afraid of delaying my study." Xu Haifeng sighed and looked at the two of us, "I think you two should study hard too, right, No. [-] middle school brother, the school I attended back then and No. [-] middle school It's one number short."
I thought it was Xu Haifeng who failed in the senior high school entrance examination and missed a few points. Then I heard Qiao Ran say: "Your high school entrance examination score was a fraction short, not a single point short."
Xu Haifeng glanced at Qiao Ran, and he said, "I mean I got 11 out of 1, got it right?"
Lin Yi and Jenny laughed together, Qiao Ran scolded "grass", he went to pat Xu Haifeng's stomach, it made a crackling sound, I looked very strange, I was thinking that Jon only said Xu Haifeng was gay, but obviously Lin Yi is also, she didn't say, what about her brother Qiao Ran, he is good friends with the two gays, is Qiao Ran gay?
I also thought that it is said that gays can sense whether they are the same kind, but I am really not particularly obvious, I don't notice it at all.If it wasn't so obvious that Lin Yi likes Gu Tingsheng, I really don't know he does too. If Jon didn't tell Xu Haifeng, I would think he is quite manly.
Xu Haifeng grabbed Qiao Ran's hand and put it aside. He looked at me and Gu Tingsheng: "Would you consider becoming a model in the future? You two have good looks, and more importantly, you have temperament, which is rare."
Xu Haifeng: "And it's very profitable. I dare not say anything else. The two of you will definitely make money."
Gu Tingsheng shook his head, and he told Xu Haifeng directly: "My family won't allow it. Our goal is to get into Jincheng University, and we won't go in this line of work."
Gu Tingsheng's refusal was not tactful, but Xu Haifeng was not angry, instead he came and said happily: "Actually, I knew that you two would not be willing either. Brother, I have photographed as many people as I can see. When the two children saw it, they knew that they came from a wealthy family—or rather, a fairly good family.”
When Xu Haifeng said this, he suddenly touched his double chin. He stared at Gu Tingsheng, then at me, and finally his eyes fell on Gu Tingsheng. Xu Haifeng looked at Gu Tingsheng with piercing eyes: "No, it is very interesting. Money, especially you, is either rich or expensive, Brother Xu can still see this temperament."
"Qiao Ran!" Xu Haifeng didn't wait for Gu Tingsheng to answer, he laughed, "Your sister has found a son-in-law!"
Xu Haifeng said that he was very happy, but after he finished speaking, no one answered. Gu Tingsheng frowned and looked at him indifferently. I also found out that the fat photographer just said what he thought of, and he was completely out of his head. It's a bit like Zhang Mingchen, but as old as Zhang Mingchen is, Xu Haifeng is as old.
Qiao Ran also looked at Xu Haifeng through his thick bangs. Jenny and Lin Yi didn't say a word, they both looked at the fat man and laughed.
Xu Haifeng smiled and stopped himself, shrunk his short neck, and coughed: "Why don't you talk anymore." He looked at Gu Tingsheng again, and said triumphantly: "We are so kind You're pretty, young man, brother Xu likes you!"
Gu Tingsheng still ignored him, he turned his head to look at me, moved his mouth and whispered, "Who is this?"
Qiao Ran punched Xu Haifeng, and shouted: "Believe it or not, my sister hit you on the head with a guitar board! You fat man! Don't make fun of my sister!"
"Spring is warm and flowers are blooming. It is human nature to fall in love. My sister is always so cool, I feel that I will be single for the rest of my life." Xu Haifeng sighed, and he still looked at Gu Tingsheng. The eyes, which are crowded like slits, are even smaller.
Qiao Ran hit Xu Haifeng a few more times, and then said to Gu Tingsheng: "We are not allowed to fall in love until Enen is in college, kid, don't think too much."
Gu Tingsheng didn't say a word, and took another set in the morning, at the door of their piano shop.
Xu Haifeng asked Gu Tingsheng to sit on the steps, and he asked me to hug Gu Tingsheng from behind and let me move freely, just like a good buddy among ordinary boys.
I was lying on Gu Tingsheng's back, Jenny was holding the reflector, Xu Haifeng drove Qiao Ran and Lin Yi away, preventing them from watching.With fewer people, I feel a little more comfortable, but I always feel uncomfortable when I am facing the camera.
I really admire Gu Tingsheng's calmness in front of the camera. He is the same as usual in front of the camera. He is still a little cold, but his expression and movements can be seen not at all nervous, as if he is just walking and moving like usual. .
I lay on Gu Tingsheng's back, leaned into his ear, and asked him, "Brother, don't you feel uncomfortable facing the camera?"
Gu Tingsheng twisted his neck back, Xu Haifeng shouted: "Gu Tingsheng, don't turn your head, I'll slap the back of your head, you think the back of your head is beautiful!"
Gu Tingsheng had no choice but to turn his head back, he stretched out his hand to grab my hand and shook it, Gu Tingsheng replied to me: "I was uncomfortable at first, but then I didn't feel anything at all."
He went on to say: "This photographer has such a big mouth, and that Jenny..."
Gu Tingsheng said, "She even slapped my ass!"
I was stunned for a moment, then put my arms around his neck and laughed out loud, because the slap made by Jenny was really just like a big sister teasing a child, without any other hints, but the tone of what Gu Tingsheng said just now was not only helpless but also aggrieved, I think such a big brother is really cute.It's been a long time since I've seen a boyish big brother.
While I was laughing, Gu Tingsheng grabbed me tightly, and Xu Haifeng was behind the camera: "ok, ok, ok——wait a minute, Yang Lu, restrain yourself, don't laugh too much!"
After the set was finished, Xu Haifeng walked over with the camera and shouted: "Qiao Ran, order takeaway, just pick the expensive ones."
Gu Tingsheng and I stood up and straightened our clothes. We were wearing this set of plaid pants and suspenders. Xu Haifeng said that high school students in the UK wear this way to school. Later we checked and found out that primary school students only wear it like this...
Xu Haifeng came over, Gu Tingsheng tugged on my straps and rubbed my head, Xu Haifeng said abruptly: "You are a couple."
I froze for a moment, but Xu Haifeng didn't say much, and continued walking forward without stopping after leaving these words. Gu Tingsheng patted my shoulder.He also looked thoughtfully at the direction where Xu Haifeng left. Gu Tingsheng said: "After all, he is a photographer." , should also have a literary and romantic heart.
After eating takeaway at noon, Xu Haifeng asked Gu Tingsheng and I if we would take a break, and if we didn't take a break, we could finish the filming earlier and we could go back to school earlier.
Both Gu Tingsheng and I chose to continue shooting. After four o'clock in the afternoon, we finished five sets of photos without feeling too tired.
Jenny just laughed and said to us: "You guys take so few photos. If you are a model on an online shopping platform, you can shoot [-] sets a day, but it's not so easy. I remember the highest record. There was a girl in the circle who took [-] sets a day. Fuck, I heard that after filming, I got tired and lay down."
Gu Tingsheng and I went to change our clothes, there were only two of us left in the room, the last set of clothes had to be worn with a small tie, and we wore a vest, shirt, trousers, and Oxford shoes. Xu Haifeng said that this set was good, and looked full of teenagers feel.
I changed my clothes before Gu Tingsheng. When he lifted his trousers, I had already put on short-sleeved cropped trousers. I stood aside and looked at him. When Gu Tingsheng bent down to get his shirt, I saw that his waist was thin and his back was so thin. A section of the arched spine protrudes out of the shape of the bones. He looks really thin, without any excess fat. It is also like what Xu Haifeng said. He said that because Gu Tingsheng is three years older than me, he feels more youthful. obvious.
My eldest brother is a beautiful young man, I thought of it this way, I stared at him, I must have been obsessed with it, so that Gu Tingsheng turned his head and saw me, he was stunned for a moment, probably misunderstood something, Gu Tingsheng didn’t wear short sleeves anymore , He came over topless/topless, squeezed my chin and kissed me.
This kiss was very gentle and short, I felt him enclose my lower lip and licked/sucked it with his tongue twice, then he let go, bent down with his back to me, and picked up the short sleeves thrown on the ground Get up and put on your body.
Gu Tingsheng said: "You look at me like that, brother can't help it."
"What do I think of you?" I asked Gu Tingsheng.
Gu Tingsheng said: "It's sticky and gentle, baby, grow up quickly."
I stood there stunned for a moment, Gu Tingsheng put on his short sleeves and turned around, his dark eyes stared at me, he shook his hands: "Yang Lu, are you stupid?"
"No." I shook my head, "Brother, what did you call me just now?"
Gu Tingsheng's eyes narrowed, and he suddenly showed a slightly nasty smile, which became very disregarding of Tingsheng, but I think such a big brother is also very charming.
"Yang Lu." Gu Tingsheng squinted his eyes and said, I want to talk about the front, Gu Tingsheng said: "Baby?"
He still picked up the ending, which made my heart feel numb and itchy. I wanted to say that you are also my baby, my treasure, so Gu Tingsheng walked over, and he quickly kissed me on the forehead.At the same time, he also hugged me. When Gu Tingsheng's lips left my forehead, he said softly: "Baby, baby, brother's little baby, let's grow up quickly."
"Why do you call me a baby...I'm not too young." I looked at Gu Tingsheng and asked him motionless.
"You are brother's little baby." Gu Tingsheng looked at me and smiled, but he looked at me as if looking at a distant place through me.I saw that Gu Tingsheng was trying very hard to hide his sadness, but I could still feel his sadness and tenderness.
Gu Tingsheng's voice became lower and lower. He whispered, "You are my brother's good baby. You are not alone. My brother is always by your side."
"You call me baby, which means... we... are relatives, right?" I asked Gu Tingsheng.
Gu Tingsheng looked at me, he couldn't even hide his sadness suddenly, he nodded.Immediately, Gu Tingsheng turned around and walked out. I looked at his straight and thin young man's back, and I suddenly understood.
I opened my mouth and wanted to ask when did you remember it?
And then I realized that one person's rebirth - that's another he's dead.
Gu Tingsheng opened the door, Lin Yi was standing outside the door leaning against the door frame, what he was saying to Gu Tingsheng, I had already slowly crouched on the ground clutching my stomach, I was staring at the small piece of floor in front of me, my vision was getting bigger and bigger. The more blurred, in the blink of an eye, two teardrops fell to the ground, I bowed my head deeply, not daring to raise my head, a small puddle of water fell on the ground after a while.
I don't understand why Gu Tingsheng died. Jenny called me at the door: "Yang Lu, come to remove makeup. You have to use special makeup remover to wash it off. Hey? Why are you squatting there?"
Then there were footsteps coming over quickly, someone squatted down in front of me, Gu Tingsheng asked me anxiously: "Xiao Lu, why are you covering your stomach? Is it a stomachache? Or is there something uncomfortable?"
I wiped my eyes with one free hand, and reluctantly said to him: "Stomach hurts..." I quickly closed my mouth as soon as I spoke, my voice was very hoarse and had a strong nasal sound.But I am really sad, I even want to ask him now, are you also reborn, then how did you die?I even thought of Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong, I think they still didn't let the eldest brother go?
I really hate them, and at this moment I suddenly thought, I should kill them.
Gu Tingsheng was already carefully supporting my shoulders, he asked me: "Can you stand up?"
Qiao Ran's voice also sounded, I don't know when he came over.Qiao Ran's voice was obviously startled, and he asked, "Yo! What's wrong with this kid, do you want to go to the hospital? I'll drive you there!"
I did have a stomachache, and my tears stopped, but I felt a spasm in my stomach. Gu Tingsheng helped me stand up, but I didn't dare to look up, and whispered: "Stomachache, it's not severe, it will be relieved after a while." gone."
Qiao Ran was stunned for a moment, and he said, "I have painkillers and hot water here, do you think you should drink some hot water or take a painkiller by the way?"
I didn't take painkillers, I knew it was a stomachache caused by psychological factors, and finally sat in the lobby of Qiao Ran Piano Shop, drinking a cup of hot water slowly.
My stomachache also brought Xu Haifeng, Jenny and Qiao En here.Lin Yi was also there, but I think he came over because of Gu Tingsheng's presence.
Jenny cared about me a few words, and then enthusiastically told me that she has irregular meals when she is busy, and often suffers from stomach pains, and taught me how to regulate the stomach.
I thanked her a few times, and Xu Haifeng said, "Lin Yi, Yang Lu is like this, there will be three of us buddies tonight."
"I wanted to have dinner with you brothers." Lin Yi looked at me and smiled at me softly. I looked at him with a cup in my hand, not knowing how to answer him.
Lin Yi continued: "I've asked your brother out several times before, and he said he's busy with his studies. Today I was thinking of having a light meal for an hour. I didn't expect you to have a stomachache."
When Lin Yi said this, he stopped talking. He looked at me and continued to smile slightly. I looked at him. I knew that at this time, a sensible person should say, it's okay, and then persuade Gu Tingsheng to go.I opened my mouth to look at Gu Tingsheng and said to him, "Brother, I'm fine, it doesn't hurt much anymore."
After I finished speaking, I saw Lin Yi's smile suddenly brightened and became more real. He also looked at Gu Tingsheng, and Gu Tingsheng said, "I'm not going anywhere, go back to the dormitory and rest."
After Gu Tingsheng finished speaking, I quietly went to see Lin Yi, and the smile on his face stopped.I thought to myself, look, it has nothing to do with me, you should understand that Gu Tingsheng doesn't want to have too much interaction with you at all.
When leaving, Lin Yi said: "Brother Xu, let's drive Yang Lu and Gu Tingsheng to school, it's also on the way."
Xu Haifeng only looked at the two of us, and then he looked at Lin Yi: "It's not going too well..."
Qiao Ran: "Send it off, let it go, it's about turning a corner."
I want to push it away, five people in the car, no matter how I think Lin Yi has to sit in the back row, I don't understand how he dares to express his affection for Gu Tingsheng, because no matter how good Gu Tingsheng is, he looks taller than him.But Gu Tingsheng is only a 16-year-old high school student. He is almost graduating from university, so how could he show his intentions so clearly to a high school student.
But because Gu Tingsheng was worried about me, he also let me go back to school in Xu Haifeng's car. On the way, Lin Yi also sat in the back row, but I let my elder brother get in first, and I sat in the middle. I could clearly see his expression With a loss.
Lin Yi also asked me: "Yang Lu, let's change seats, you sit by the window to breathe."
I was leaning on Gu Tingsheng's shoulder, and I said to him, "No need."
Lin Yi wanted to say something, I looked at him very intently, but he closed his mouth when he met my gaze, and he didn't say anything along the way.
Qiao Ran and Xu Haifeng were the only ones talking on the road, the two of them chatted very slickly, Qiao Ran didn't talk much, and Gu Tingsheng and I didn't talk much, but now he and Xu Haifeng were going back and forth in the car He talked a lot, and compared to the three of us in the back, he seemed too quiet.
But as he talked, Qiao Ran should have said it smoothly, forgetting that Gu Tingsheng and I were behind the scruples, he said: "Old Xu, when will you settle down, find a man and live a good life."
His voice was loud, not low, and he could be heard clearly in the carriage. After he finished speaking, Xu Haifeng said: "There are more than 1 and 0 in the circle, and all of them are fucking face-controlling. There are quite a few little 0 loves Fat Master, but Fat Master doesn't love Little Zero."
Qiao Ran laughed loudly: "No, you can turn to 0.5!"
I was taken aback for a moment, I thought Xu Haifeng was 0, that is, the one below, I thought it was hard to tell, Lin Yi coughed heavily twice.
It was quiet in front of him, Qiao Ran turned his head, he looked at me and Gu Tingsheng, I couldn't see his expression, his bangs were like a half-drawn mask, covering his eyes and his emotions.
Qiao Ran opened his mouth and said slowly: "The two children..."
"My brother and I are not young anymore." I interrupted Qiao Ran, "Don't call me a child, brother Jon."
"Oh." Qiao Ran said, and he added, "You two, don't talk about it. Although our circle of friends does not overlap, I don't want my friend to be used as a talking point behind my back because of my slip of the tongue."
"I know you two must get out of the car and you have to talk." Qiao Ran took another breath, his tone sore, "But just talk between the two of you, don't use it as a chat in the dormitory at night, Brother Ran will be upset , Brother Ran is also counting on you guys."
I looked at Qiao Ran and asked a question I was very curious about: "Are you too?"
"I'm not." Qiao Ran said, "It just so happens that my friend is."
"Oh." Xu Haifeng sighed in front of him, and he said meanly, "Ah, Xiao Qiao, brother Xu is so touched!"
"But so are the two brothers." Xu Haifeng laughed, "The two brothers are a couple, didn't you see that?"
"What?" Qiao Ran turned to look at Xu Haifeng, and then turned to look at Gu Tingsheng and me. Qiao Ran stared at the two of us. This time, I could see the surprised expression on his face, and his mouth was rounded. , Qiao Ran said, "Fuck! Aren't you two brothers? This relationship is too challenging!"
"No blood relationship." Gu Tingsheng frowned, "I'm only three years older than Xiaolu, so he called me big brother."
Qiao Ran: "Let me take care of it—oh, my childhood sweetheart, I thought you were his cousin."
"You are so young." Qiao Ran shook his head, then he went to see Lin Yi, Qiao Ran said to Lin Yi, "Lin Yi, they are a couple, you heard me."
Xu Haifeng was smiling in front of me, Lin Yi also turned to look at me, and he smiled too, I don't know how he could still laugh, but he did always maintain a peaceful face all the time.
Lin Yi said, "No wonder you always look at me with hostility."
"I really didn't expect you two to be a couple." Lin Yi said, "I also thought you two were relatives, related by blood."
"After all, your elder brother is so kind to you." Lin Yi said.
"Yeah." I looked at him, "You can't be envious."
At this moment, Lin Yi, who had been looking at the gentle face, finally showed the edge of anger, his eyes and the corners of his mouth drooped, he looked at me and his voice sank, Lin Yi said: "Yang Lu, you At such a young age, you don’t understand the gay scene, do you?”
I thought what he was going to say, Xu Haifeng stopped shouting, and Xu Haifeng said: "My childhood sweetheart is good, Brother Xu has two younger ones, one is straight and the other is 0, Brother Xu also wants a childhood sweetheart. .”
"My childhood sweetheart has deep feelings." Xu Haifeng braked the car, and when the light was red, he turned his head to look at Lin Yi's words, "It's not like they were messing around later, Lin Yi, don't you think so?"
Lin Yi didn't speak any more, Qiao Ran yelled emotionally from the front: "Oh my god, brother Ran is a straight man in this car, I have the illusion that I have fallen into a wolf's den."
"Our gays are also very picky." Xu Haifeng said, "Xiao Qiao lifted your bangs and let Brother Xu see your face—I'll go, I really can't remember what your face looks like!"
"Fuck you." Qiao Ran said.
Gu Tingsheng also made a sound at this time, he has been silent since Xu Haifeng said those words, he has been very quiet, he seems unhappy that Xu Haifeng revealed that I am a couple with him, but he didn't stop it either.
Gu Tingsheng asked at this moment. He looked at Xu Haifeng and asked, "What are 0 and 1? Isn't it binary?"
Xu Haifeng started the car, and when the light turned green, he replied: "What is binary? No, Xiao Gu, you don't even know 0 and 1, so do you know attack and receive?"
Gu Tingsheng said: "Offensive and defensive? And what is 0.5?"
"It's Gongshou, you really don't understand anything." Xu Haifeng said, "That means you haven't done it yet?"
I didn't expect the topic to change so quickly. Gu Tingsheng and I looked at each other, and Xu Haifeng smiled wretchedly in front: "Yes, you are still young, it seems that you really don't mix circles, yes, if you mess around, I would have known you for a long time. There's a baby—"
"Old Xu." Qiao Ran interrupted him seriously, "Don't forget that there is still a man sitting next to you."
"You are a masked man." Xu Haifeng said, he turned a corner, the gate of No. [-] Middle School appeared, Xu Haifeng stopped the car, he turned around and looked at Gu Tingsheng and me, "Don't be in the gay circle, it's easy Learn to be bad, since you have a partner, live well. It’s best to go to the end, Brother Xu has little real love, but you two are sure you are gay?"
I heard Gu Tingsheng say, "I'm not gay."
Xu Haifeng nodded quickly: "Yes, you look really straight, and so does Yang Lu, you two don't look alike, so brother, have you two recognized your sexuality, maybe it's just too much friendship. It's a deep illusion."
"I like Yang Lu." Gu Tingsheng opened the car door and got out of the car, and I followed suit. I heard Gu Tingsheng say, "I only like Yang Lu. I don't like other people, whether they are male or female."
I turned my head to say goodbye to the three people in the car, but I heard Xu Haifeng laughing loudly, Lin Yi also looked at me, with complicated expressions on his face, and finally looked at me with an older look in his eyes Looking at the younger generation's expression, they are looking at me as well as Gu Tingsheng.It seems to be saying that the two of us don't know the heights of the sky and the earth.
On the way back to the dormitory, I felt that Gu Tingsheng seemed to be angry. There was no one in the school on Saturday, and I saw that there was no one around, so I held his hand and said to Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, don't be angry." After thinking about it, I told him : "I'm very happy, the sentence you said won't like others."
Gu Tingsheng didn't reply me, so I continued: "Then if I'm really a woman, or a dog, your pet or something..."
Before I finished speaking, Gu Tingsheng looked at me, his eyes were helpless, and I also realized that what I said was too ridiculous, the prerequisite for love is that the same species is more important, otherwise it is really abnormal.
I realized that I said something stupid, just like Gu Tingsheng also said something stupid, love is always a matter between two people, there is no need for him to say so much to outsiders.But I also understand why Xu Haifeng laughed, he really thought it was funny, and only young people or students who haven't entered the society don't know the heights of heaven and earth, dare to say everything, and are not afraid of anything.I always believe that if you pay, you will gain, but when you grow up, you will realize that you will not always gain if you pay.Just like liking someone, it doesn't mean that if you like someone, they will like you.
After arriving at the dormitory, I took the washbasin and towel to wash my face, but I still felt an uncomfortable feeling on my face, as if the cosmetics on my face hadn't been washed off.
Especially on the lips, Jenny didn't put any lipstick on Gu Tingsheng. She said that Gu Tingsheng's lips were already very rosy, and that my lips were too light, and the photo effect would not be good.
I washed and wiped my face clean, and when I returned to the dormitory, Gu Tingsheng was alone.
"Brother." I called Gu Tingsheng, and Gu Tingsheng stood up. I wanted to ask him if there was something on my face, but I couldn't help but licked my lips. I wanted to say that it was really uncomfortable, and I don't know why girls wear lipstick every day. Feeling, don't you feel that the mouth seems to be unclean, sticky and always want to wipe it off.
But before I could say it, I saw Gu Tingsheng's eyes change, he leaned over to kiss me, I didn't hide, but in fact I was always careful, especially during the day, after all, this is a school.But as long as Gu Tingsheng wanted it, it was hard for me to refuse. I relaxed when I saw no one in the dormitory, but the kiss was bumped into by Zhang Mingchen and Zhang Yueyang who pushed the door in.
Gu Tingsheng's first reaction was that he took a step forward and stood in front of me. This was a protective gesture. I saw Zhang Mingchen opened his mouth wide, with a surprised and stupid look on his face.I want to say that you know everything, why are you still so surprised, as if you just found out.
But Zhang Yueyang went to his table as if nothing happened, opened the stool and sat down, Zhang Yueyang said loudly: "Zhang Mingchen, why are you so dazed, come here quickly, you look stupid."
Zhang Mingchen closed his mouth, he lowered his head and quickly ran to his desk, and climbed onto the bed in no time.
I patted Gu Tingsheng on the shoulder, Gu Tingsheng looked back at me, he moved his lips with a sorry look in his eyes.I was also beating drums in my heart. The moment when I really wanted to start the explanation came. Even though I knew that Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen's attitudes were very good, I was still nervous, terribly nervous.
"Zhang Yueyang, Zhang Mingchen." I called them both, and they both looked over slowly.
I tried my best to keep calm and continued: "I knew you two knew before, Jon said she didn't tell you that she likes Yang Lu, and Zhang Mingchen."
I looked at Zhang Mingchen who poked his head out from the bed: "You are too obvious, you can see it right away."
Zhang Mingchen answered my words in an instant, his surprise was no less than just now, Zhang Mingchen said in amazement: "How do you know that I already knew?"
Zhang Yueyang is over there: "Zhang Mingchen, I'll just say you're an idiot. Who wouldn't be able to see that you're like that? That night you asked the people in the dormitory what they thought of homosexuality, what a fart! I wanted to beat you up right then, kid !"
"...Don't go too far!" Zhang Mingchen turned his head to Zhang Yueyang, but he was terribly aggrieved when he spoke, "I can't help it, I can't hide things in my heart, I have worked hard!"
I saw the two of them like this, and found that they were more nervous than me and Gu Tingsheng. When I went to see my eldest brother, the expression on Gu Tingsheng's face was also hard to describe, probably feeling helpless and speechless.
Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen quarreled for a few more words before they looked at the two of us.
Zhang Mingchen asked cautiously: "Don't you really think girls are cuter and more beautiful?"
Gu Tingsheng shook his head, he said: "I don't feel it, I only like Yang Lu."
Zhang Mingchen immediately covered his face and said, "My teeth are sore!"
Then Zhang Mingchen looked at me again: "Can you guys like girls?"
"I only ever liked big brother." I replied Zhang Mingchen, I only liked Gu Tingsheng, I didn't like anyone else, I don't think I know if I like girls, but I don't think anyone but Gu Tingsheng will like it.
"Although I also don't understand how men like men." Zhang Yueyang also made a sound, and he said to Zhang Mingchen, "But heartless child, can you stop asking?"
"Although I don't understand." Zhang Yueyang looked at me and Gu Tingsheng, "But there are many things I don't understand. I can't just say that people are wrong if I don't understand, right? Besides, things like feelings are always changing. Men and men, women and women, besides human/beast love, it seems that there is nothing wrong with men and women!"
Zhang Mingchen: "Wow! Brother Yang, don't be so harsh!"
"Shut up!" Zhang Yueyang cursed again, but he quickly said again to Gu Tingsheng and me in a calm voice, "So don't be nervous, you two, you can do whatever you want, we are still good brothers."
"Brother Yang." I looked at Zhang Yueyang's trembling hands, and felt that my voice was also helpless, and I also smiled.
Zhang Yueyang: "Hey, hey? Yang Lu, this is the first time you call me brother!"
"Don't be nervous." I couldn't help it, and grinned.
Gu Tingsheng also looked at him.
He whispered to Zhang Yueyang, "Good brother."
"lifetime."
The author has something to say: baby and relatives, this explanation is foreshadowing, after two chapters, Xiaolu will be honest with her elder brother, and will explain how Xiaolu knew^^
After I yelled, my elder brother looked at me with a smile on his face, and said to me, "Can I yell again? Say my name again."
I looked at him, so I called out again, this time it didn't look like a sigh, I called him clearly: "Tingsheng."
I told Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, your name sounds really nice."
I have always thought that the three characters Gu Tingsheng are the most beautiful combination in the world. I have never seen a more beautiful name than Gu Tingsheng.But I'm embarrassed to tell Gu Tingsheng, I told him, he will only say I'm stupid, but that's what I think.
Gu Tingsheng stretched out his hand and rubbed my head. He quickly looked at the door. We could faintly hear Jenny's phone call. It seems that Jenny will not hang up the phone for a while.Gu Tingsheng quickly lowered his head, and he kissed me on the forehead. He moved away a little, and then kissed down to the tip of the nose. Before Jenny came in, I hugged his neck actively and kissed the corner of his lips.
Jenny took a cosmetic product that I didn’t know, and used a brush to wipe Gu Tingsheng’s and my face back and forth. She also said, “Hey, I’m so envious, you have collagen on your face when you’re young, and the skin of both of you is also beautiful. Bai, in fact, it’s ok to post without makeup.”
I asked her almost speechlessly: "If you can post-P, then you can do it without makeup, right?"
"It still needs to be transformed." Jenny said with a smile, "Ms. Xu doesn't like major repairs in the later stage, and after the repair, the camera looks better."
"Do you know that the camera will stretch the scene horizontally." Jenny put on her makeup, clapped her hands and stood up to let Gu Tingsheng and I look in the mirror. Gem. Usually you see well-proportioned actors in TV dramas, but in reality they are only thinner than on camera."
Jenny opened the door, "Ms. Xu kept muttering before she came, worrying that the two of you are not up to standard, and you will get fat in the photo."
I was still looking at the mirror. Gu Tingsheng had stood up and walked out with Jenny. I found that the makeup Jenny put on in the mirror did not look like "makeup", but I could feel that the facial features were more three-dimensional, and the lips were more pink. This made me feel very awkward.She put on lipstick, a light pink lip color that made me feel like she was putting on my lip color like a woman would.
I wanted to wipe off the lipstick, but finally I endured it. Doing things with people's money is also a job.
I jumped off the stool and walked outside, and saw the fat photographer standing in front of Gu Tingsheng with a camera. He smiled and said to Gu Tingsheng the precautions, emphasizing not to be nervous.
Then I saw Jenny reached out and patted Gu Tingsheng's buttocks. Standing behind them, I could clearly see my brother's body slumped. Jenny was still laughing and said, "These two guys are too skinny, they should eat more." Order some meat and train your abs, then you can take tough photos later.”
In the morning, I took two sets of photos. The fat photographer said that Gu Tingsheng's lens sense is better than mine, and the shots are impressive. He said that Gu Tingsheng has an aura that is different from ordinary people.
During our intermission, the fat photographer swore to talk to everyone.
He was very serious when taking pictures, but he was very familiar when chatting. Qiao Ran bought water for everyone, and Qiao En went to practice guitar.Photographer Xu handed Gu Tingsheng and me the business card, and asked for our phone numbers and QQ.
"I'll add the button too." Photographer Xu's name is Xu Haifeng, he said, "I'll send a copy of the photo to you two when the time comes."
I called Gu Tingsheng Big Brother, many of them thought we were two cousins.
Xu Haifeng now wants his mobile phone number and Koukou number. Jon said before that he asked for his contact information in private and don’t give it to him because he is gay, but now he is giving me and Gu Tingsheng his business cards openly, and he wants us both. I really don't know how to say no.
Gu Tingsheng gave him his own phone number, and took out his mobile phone to add IDs to each other. He said to Xu Haifeng: "The family is strictly controlled. Yang Lu usually does not log in, and the mobile phone is not allowed to be used in school. You can add me." That's it."
"Okay, it's ok for you two to add one more." Xu Haifeng lowered his head and fiddled with his phone, "Anyway, I don't bother to send two copies of the photos."
Then a few people started chatting, everyone was there except Jon, Jenny kept praising me and Gu Ting for growing up well, it was luck that Qiao Ran could find a model who could sleep well this time.
Xu Haifeng also said: "If you want to do part-time jobs, you can do it on weekends. Although there are many student models here, there are few boys your age, but there are often some shootings that require boy models your age. But at your age, Good-looking and tall enough to be photogenic, even if you find a parent, you won’t let her go.”
"I'm afraid of delaying my study." Xu Haifeng sighed and looked at the two of us, "I think you two should study hard too, right, No. [-] middle school brother, the school I attended back then and No. [-] middle school It's one number short."
I thought it was Xu Haifeng who failed in the senior high school entrance examination and missed a few points. Then I heard Qiao Ran say: "Your high school entrance examination score was a fraction short, not a single point short."
Xu Haifeng glanced at Qiao Ran, and he said, "I mean I got 11 out of 1, got it right?"
Lin Yi and Jenny laughed together, Qiao Ran scolded "grass", he went to pat Xu Haifeng's stomach, it made a crackling sound, I looked very strange, I was thinking that Jon only said Xu Haifeng was gay, but obviously Lin Yi is also, she didn't say, what about her brother Qiao Ran, he is good friends with the two gays, is Qiao Ran gay?
I also thought that it is said that gays can sense whether they are the same kind, but I am really not particularly obvious, I don't notice it at all.If it wasn't so obvious that Lin Yi likes Gu Tingsheng, I really don't know he does too. If Jon didn't tell Xu Haifeng, I would think he is quite manly.
Xu Haifeng grabbed Qiao Ran's hand and put it aside. He looked at me and Gu Tingsheng: "Would you consider becoming a model in the future? You two have good looks, and more importantly, you have temperament, which is rare."
Xu Haifeng: "And it's very profitable. I dare not say anything else. The two of you will definitely make money."
Gu Tingsheng shook his head, and he told Xu Haifeng directly: "My family won't allow it. Our goal is to get into Jincheng University, and we won't go in this line of work."
Gu Tingsheng's refusal was not tactful, but Xu Haifeng was not angry, instead he came and said happily: "Actually, I knew that you two would not be willing either. Brother, I have photographed as many people as I can see. When the two children saw it, they knew that they came from a wealthy family—or rather, a fairly good family.”
When Xu Haifeng said this, he suddenly touched his double chin. He stared at Gu Tingsheng, then at me, and finally his eyes fell on Gu Tingsheng. Xu Haifeng looked at Gu Tingsheng with piercing eyes: "No, it is very interesting. Money, especially you, is either rich or expensive, Brother Xu can still see this temperament."
"Qiao Ran!" Xu Haifeng didn't wait for Gu Tingsheng to answer, he laughed, "Your sister has found a son-in-law!"
Xu Haifeng said that he was very happy, but after he finished speaking, no one answered. Gu Tingsheng frowned and looked at him indifferently. I also found out that the fat photographer just said what he thought of, and he was completely out of his head. It's a bit like Zhang Mingchen, but as old as Zhang Mingchen is, Xu Haifeng is as old.
Qiao Ran also looked at Xu Haifeng through his thick bangs. Jenny and Lin Yi didn't say a word, they both looked at the fat man and laughed.
Xu Haifeng smiled and stopped himself, shrunk his short neck, and coughed: "Why don't you talk anymore." He looked at Gu Tingsheng again, and said triumphantly: "We are so kind You're pretty, young man, brother Xu likes you!"
Gu Tingsheng still ignored him, he turned his head to look at me, moved his mouth and whispered, "Who is this?"
Qiao Ran punched Xu Haifeng, and shouted: "Believe it or not, my sister hit you on the head with a guitar board! You fat man! Don't make fun of my sister!"
"Spring is warm and flowers are blooming. It is human nature to fall in love. My sister is always so cool, I feel that I will be single for the rest of my life." Xu Haifeng sighed, and he still looked at Gu Tingsheng. The eyes, which are crowded like slits, are even smaller.
Qiao Ran hit Xu Haifeng a few more times, and then said to Gu Tingsheng: "We are not allowed to fall in love until Enen is in college, kid, don't think too much."
Gu Tingsheng didn't say a word, and took another set in the morning, at the door of their piano shop.
Xu Haifeng asked Gu Tingsheng to sit on the steps, and he asked me to hug Gu Tingsheng from behind and let me move freely, just like a good buddy among ordinary boys.
I was lying on Gu Tingsheng's back, Jenny was holding the reflector, Xu Haifeng drove Qiao Ran and Lin Yi away, preventing them from watching.With fewer people, I feel a little more comfortable, but I always feel uncomfortable when I am facing the camera.
I really admire Gu Tingsheng's calmness in front of the camera. He is the same as usual in front of the camera. He is still a little cold, but his expression and movements can be seen not at all nervous, as if he is just walking and moving like usual. .
I lay on Gu Tingsheng's back, leaned into his ear, and asked him, "Brother, don't you feel uncomfortable facing the camera?"
Gu Tingsheng twisted his neck back, Xu Haifeng shouted: "Gu Tingsheng, don't turn your head, I'll slap the back of your head, you think the back of your head is beautiful!"
Gu Tingsheng had no choice but to turn his head back, he stretched out his hand to grab my hand and shook it, Gu Tingsheng replied to me: "I was uncomfortable at first, but then I didn't feel anything at all."
He went on to say: "This photographer has such a big mouth, and that Jenny..."
Gu Tingsheng said, "She even slapped my ass!"
I was stunned for a moment, then put my arms around his neck and laughed out loud, because the slap made by Jenny was really just like a big sister teasing a child, without any other hints, but the tone of what Gu Tingsheng said just now was not only helpless but also aggrieved, I think such a big brother is really cute.It's been a long time since I've seen a boyish big brother.
While I was laughing, Gu Tingsheng grabbed me tightly, and Xu Haifeng was behind the camera: "ok, ok, ok——wait a minute, Yang Lu, restrain yourself, don't laugh too much!"
After the set was finished, Xu Haifeng walked over with the camera and shouted: "Qiao Ran, order takeaway, just pick the expensive ones."
Gu Tingsheng and I stood up and straightened our clothes. We were wearing this set of plaid pants and suspenders. Xu Haifeng said that high school students in the UK wear this way to school. Later we checked and found out that primary school students only wear it like this...
Xu Haifeng came over, Gu Tingsheng tugged on my straps and rubbed my head, Xu Haifeng said abruptly: "You are a couple."
I froze for a moment, but Xu Haifeng didn't say much, and continued walking forward without stopping after leaving these words. Gu Tingsheng patted my shoulder.He also looked thoughtfully at the direction where Xu Haifeng left. Gu Tingsheng said: "After all, he is a photographer." , should also have a literary and romantic heart.
After eating takeaway at noon, Xu Haifeng asked Gu Tingsheng and I if we would take a break, and if we didn't take a break, we could finish the filming earlier and we could go back to school earlier.
Both Gu Tingsheng and I chose to continue shooting. After four o'clock in the afternoon, we finished five sets of photos without feeling too tired.
Jenny just laughed and said to us: "You guys take so few photos. If you are a model on an online shopping platform, you can shoot [-] sets a day, but it's not so easy. I remember the highest record. There was a girl in the circle who took [-] sets a day. Fuck, I heard that after filming, I got tired and lay down."
Gu Tingsheng and I went to change our clothes, there were only two of us left in the room, the last set of clothes had to be worn with a small tie, and we wore a vest, shirt, trousers, and Oxford shoes. Xu Haifeng said that this set was good, and looked full of teenagers feel.
I changed my clothes before Gu Tingsheng. When he lifted his trousers, I had already put on short-sleeved cropped trousers. I stood aside and looked at him. When Gu Tingsheng bent down to get his shirt, I saw that his waist was thin and his back was so thin. A section of the arched spine protrudes out of the shape of the bones. He looks really thin, without any excess fat. It is also like what Xu Haifeng said. He said that because Gu Tingsheng is three years older than me, he feels more youthful. obvious.
My eldest brother is a beautiful young man, I thought of it this way, I stared at him, I must have been obsessed with it, so that Gu Tingsheng turned his head and saw me, he was stunned for a moment, probably misunderstood something, Gu Tingsheng didn’t wear short sleeves anymore , He came over topless/topless, squeezed my chin and kissed me.
This kiss was very gentle and short, I felt him enclose my lower lip and licked/sucked it with his tongue twice, then he let go, bent down with his back to me, and picked up the short sleeves thrown on the ground Get up and put on your body.
Gu Tingsheng said: "You look at me like that, brother can't help it."
"What do I think of you?" I asked Gu Tingsheng.
Gu Tingsheng said: "It's sticky and gentle, baby, grow up quickly."
I stood there stunned for a moment, Gu Tingsheng put on his short sleeves and turned around, his dark eyes stared at me, he shook his hands: "Yang Lu, are you stupid?"
"No." I shook my head, "Brother, what did you call me just now?"
Gu Tingsheng's eyes narrowed, and he suddenly showed a slightly nasty smile, which became very disregarding of Tingsheng, but I think such a big brother is also very charming.
"Yang Lu." Gu Tingsheng squinted his eyes and said, I want to talk about the front, Gu Tingsheng said: "Baby?"
He still picked up the ending, which made my heart feel numb and itchy. I wanted to say that you are also my baby, my treasure, so Gu Tingsheng walked over, and he quickly kissed me on the forehead.At the same time, he also hugged me. When Gu Tingsheng's lips left my forehead, he said softly: "Baby, baby, brother's little baby, let's grow up quickly."
"Why do you call me a baby...I'm not too young." I looked at Gu Tingsheng and asked him motionless.
"You are brother's little baby." Gu Tingsheng looked at me and smiled, but he looked at me as if looking at a distant place through me.I saw that Gu Tingsheng was trying very hard to hide his sadness, but I could still feel his sadness and tenderness.
Gu Tingsheng's voice became lower and lower. He whispered, "You are my brother's good baby. You are not alone. My brother is always by your side."
"You call me baby, which means... we... are relatives, right?" I asked Gu Tingsheng.
Gu Tingsheng looked at me, he couldn't even hide his sadness suddenly, he nodded.Immediately, Gu Tingsheng turned around and walked out. I looked at his straight and thin young man's back, and I suddenly understood.
I opened my mouth and wanted to ask when did you remember it?
And then I realized that one person's rebirth - that's another he's dead.
Gu Tingsheng opened the door, Lin Yi was standing outside the door leaning against the door frame, what he was saying to Gu Tingsheng, I had already slowly crouched on the ground clutching my stomach, I was staring at the small piece of floor in front of me, my vision was getting bigger and bigger. The more blurred, in the blink of an eye, two teardrops fell to the ground, I bowed my head deeply, not daring to raise my head, a small puddle of water fell on the ground after a while.
I don't understand why Gu Tingsheng died. Jenny called me at the door: "Yang Lu, come to remove makeup. You have to use special makeup remover to wash it off. Hey? Why are you squatting there?"
Then there were footsteps coming over quickly, someone squatted down in front of me, Gu Tingsheng asked me anxiously: "Xiao Lu, why are you covering your stomach? Is it a stomachache? Or is there something uncomfortable?"
I wiped my eyes with one free hand, and reluctantly said to him: "Stomach hurts..." I quickly closed my mouth as soon as I spoke, my voice was very hoarse and had a strong nasal sound.But I am really sad, I even want to ask him now, are you also reborn, then how did you die?I even thought of Yuan Mengyu and Gu Xingsong, I think they still didn't let the eldest brother go?
I really hate them, and at this moment I suddenly thought, I should kill them.
Gu Tingsheng was already carefully supporting my shoulders, he asked me: "Can you stand up?"
Qiao Ran's voice also sounded, I don't know when he came over.Qiao Ran's voice was obviously startled, and he asked, "Yo! What's wrong with this kid, do you want to go to the hospital? I'll drive you there!"
I did have a stomachache, and my tears stopped, but I felt a spasm in my stomach. Gu Tingsheng helped me stand up, but I didn't dare to look up, and whispered: "Stomachache, it's not severe, it will be relieved after a while." gone."
Qiao Ran was stunned for a moment, and he said, "I have painkillers and hot water here, do you think you should drink some hot water or take a painkiller by the way?"
I didn't take painkillers, I knew it was a stomachache caused by psychological factors, and finally sat in the lobby of Qiao Ran Piano Shop, drinking a cup of hot water slowly.
My stomachache also brought Xu Haifeng, Jenny and Qiao En here.Lin Yi was also there, but I think he came over because of Gu Tingsheng's presence.
Jenny cared about me a few words, and then enthusiastically told me that she has irregular meals when she is busy, and often suffers from stomach pains, and taught me how to regulate the stomach.
I thanked her a few times, and Xu Haifeng said, "Lin Yi, Yang Lu is like this, there will be three of us buddies tonight."
"I wanted to have dinner with you brothers." Lin Yi looked at me and smiled at me softly. I looked at him with a cup in my hand, not knowing how to answer him.
Lin Yi continued: "I've asked your brother out several times before, and he said he's busy with his studies. Today I was thinking of having a light meal for an hour. I didn't expect you to have a stomachache."
When Lin Yi said this, he stopped talking. He looked at me and continued to smile slightly. I looked at him. I knew that at this time, a sensible person should say, it's okay, and then persuade Gu Tingsheng to go.I opened my mouth to look at Gu Tingsheng and said to him, "Brother, I'm fine, it doesn't hurt much anymore."
After I finished speaking, I saw Lin Yi's smile suddenly brightened and became more real. He also looked at Gu Tingsheng, and Gu Tingsheng said, "I'm not going anywhere, go back to the dormitory and rest."
After Gu Tingsheng finished speaking, I quietly went to see Lin Yi, and the smile on his face stopped.I thought to myself, look, it has nothing to do with me, you should understand that Gu Tingsheng doesn't want to have too much interaction with you at all.
When leaving, Lin Yi said: "Brother Xu, let's drive Yang Lu and Gu Tingsheng to school, it's also on the way."
Xu Haifeng only looked at the two of us, and then he looked at Lin Yi: "It's not going too well..."
Qiao Ran: "Send it off, let it go, it's about turning a corner."
I want to push it away, five people in the car, no matter how I think Lin Yi has to sit in the back row, I don't understand how he dares to express his affection for Gu Tingsheng, because no matter how good Gu Tingsheng is, he looks taller than him.But Gu Tingsheng is only a 16-year-old high school student. He is almost graduating from university, so how could he show his intentions so clearly to a high school student.
But because Gu Tingsheng was worried about me, he also let me go back to school in Xu Haifeng's car. On the way, Lin Yi also sat in the back row, but I let my elder brother get in first, and I sat in the middle. I could clearly see his expression With a loss.
Lin Yi also asked me: "Yang Lu, let's change seats, you sit by the window to breathe."
I was leaning on Gu Tingsheng's shoulder, and I said to him, "No need."
Lin Yi wanted to say something, I looked at him very intently, but he closed his mouth when he met my gaze, and he didn't say anything along the way.
Qiao Ran and Xu Haifeng were the only ones talking on the road, the two of them chatted very slickly, Qiao Ran didn't talk much, and Gu Tingsheng and I didn't talk much, but now he and Xu Haifeng were going back and forth in the car He talked a lot, and compared to the three of us in the back, he seemed too quiet.
But as he talked, Qiao Ran should have said it smoothly, forgetting that Gu Tingsheng and I were behind the scruples, he said: "Old Xu, when will you settle down, find a man and live a good life."
His voice was loud, not low, and he could be heard clearly in the carriage. After he finished speaking, Xu Haifeng said: "There are more than 1 and 0 in the circle, and all of them are fucking face-controlling. There are quite a few little 0 loves Fat Master, but Fat Master doesn't love Little Zero."
Qiao Ran laughed loudly: "No, you can turn to 0.5!"
I was taken aback for a moment, I thought Xu Haifeng was 0, that is, the one below, I thought it was hard to tell, Lin Yi coughed heavily twice.
It was quiet in front of him, Qiao Ran turned his head, he looked at me and Gu Tingsheng, I couldn't see his expression, his bangs were like a half-drawn mask, covering his eyes and his emotions.
Qiao Ran opened his mouth and said slowly: "The two children..."
"My brother and I are not young anymore." I interrupted Qiao Ran, "Don't call me a child, brother Jon."
"Oh." Qiao Ran said, and he added, "You two, don't talk about it. Although our circle of friends does not overlap, I don't want my friend to be used as a talking point behind my back because of my slip of the tongue."
"I know you two must get out of the car and you have to talk." Qiao Ran took another breath, his tone sore, "But just talk between the two of you, don't use it as a chat in the dormitory at night, Brother Ran will be upset , Brother Ran is also counting on you guys."
I looked at Qiao Ran and asked a question I was very curious about: "Are you too?"
"I'm not." Qiao Ran said, "It just so happens that my friend is."
"Oh." Xu Haifeng sighed in front of him, and he said meanly, "Ah, Xiao Qiao, brother Xu is so touched!"
"But so are the two brothers." Xu Haifeng laughed, "The two brothers are a couple, didn't you see that?"
"What?" Qiao Ran turned to look at Xu Haifeng, and then turned to look at Gu Tingsheng and me. Qiao Ran stared at the two of us. This time, I could see the surprised expression on his face, and his mouth was rounded. , Qiao Ran said, "Fuck! Aren't you two brothers? This relationship is too challenging!"
"No blood relationship." Gu Tingsheng frowned, "I'm only three years older than Xiaolu, so he called me big brother."
Qiao Ran: "Let me take care of it—oh, my childhood sweetheart, I thought you were his cousin."
"You are so young." Qiao Ran shook his head, then he went to see Lin Yi, Qiao Ran said to Lin Yi, "Lin Yi, they are a couple, you heard me."
Xu Haifeng was smiling in front of me, Lin Yi also turned to look at me, and he smiled too, I don't know how he could still laugh, but he did always maintain a peaceful face all the time.
Lin Yi said, "No wonder you always look at me with hostility."
"I really didn't expect you two to be a couple." Lin Yi said, "I also thought you two were relatives, related by blood."
"After all, your elder brother is so kind to you." Lin Yi said.
"Yeah." I looked at him, "You can't be envious."
At this moment, Lin Yi, who had been looking at the gentle face, finally showed the edge of anger, his eyes and the corners of his mouth drooped, he looked at me and his voice sank, Lin Yi said: "Yang Lu, you At such a young age, you don’t understand the gay scene, do you?”
I thought what he was going to say, Xu Haifeng stopped shouting, and Xu Haifeng said: "My childhood sweetheart is good, Brother Xu has two younger ones, one is straight and the other is 0, Brother Xu also wants a childhood sweetheart. .”
"My childhood sweetheart has deep feelings." Xu Haifeng braked the car, and when the light was red, he turned his head to look at Lin Yi's words, "It's not like they were messing around later, Lin Yi, don't you think so?"
Lin Yi didn't speak any more, Qiao Ran yelled emotionally from the front: "Oh my god, brother Ran is a straight man in this car, I have the illusion that I have fallen into a wolf's den."
"Our gays are also very picky." Xu Haifeng said, "Xiao Qiao lifted your bangs and let Brother Xu see your face—I'll go, I really can't remember what your face looks like!"
"Fuck you." Qiao Ran said.
Gu Tingsheng also made a sound at this time, he has been silent since Xu Haifeng said those words, he has been very quiet, he seems unhappy that Xu Haifeng revealed that I am a couple with him, but he didn't stop it either.
Gu Tingsheng asked at this moment. He looked at Xu Haifeng and asked, "What are 0 and 1? Isn't it binary?"
Xu Haifeng started the car, and when the light turned green, he replied: "What is binary? No, Xiao Gu, you don't even know 0 and 1, so do you know attack and receive?"
Gu Tingsheng said: "Offensive and defensive? And what is 0.5?"
"It's Gongshou, you really don't understand anything." Xu Haifeng said, "That means you haven't done it yet?"
I didn't expect the topic to change so quickly. Gu Tingsheng and I looked at each other, and Xu Haifeng smiled wretchedly in front: "Yes, you are still young, it seems that you really don't mix circles, yes, if you mess around, I would have known you for a long time. There's a baby—"
"Old Xu." Qiao Ran interrupted him seriously, "Don't forget that there is still a man sitting next to you."
"You are a masked man." Xu Haifeng said, he turned a corner, the gate of No. [-] Middle School appeared, Xu Haifeng stopped the car, he turned around and looked at Gu Tingsheng and me, "Don't be in the gay circle, it's easy Learn to be bad, since you have a partner, live well. It’s best to go to the end, Brother Xu has little real love, but you two are sure you are gay?"
I heard Gu Tingsheng say, "I'm not gay."
Xu Haifeng nodded quickly: "Yes, you look really straight, and so does Yang Lu, you two don't look alike, so brother, have you two recognized your sexuality, maybe it's just too much friendship. It's a deep illusion."
"I like Yang Lu." Gu Tingsheng opened the car door and got out of the car, and I followed suit. I heard Gu Tingsheng say, "I only like Yang Lu. I don't like other people, whether they are male or female."
I turned my head to say goodbye to the three people in the car, but I heard Xu Haifeng laughing loudly, Lin Yi also looked at me, with complicated expressions on his face, and finally looked at me with an older look in his eyes Looking at the younger generation's expression, they are looking at me as well as Gu Tingsheng.It seems to be saying that the two of us don't know the heights of the sky and the earth.
On the way back to the dormitory, I felt that Gu Tingsheng seemed to be angry. There was no one in the school on Saturday, and I saw that there was no one around, so I held his hand and said to Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, don't be angry." After thinking about it, I told him : "I'm very happy, the sentence you said won't like others."
Gu Tingsheng didn't reply me, so I continued: "Then if I'm really a woman, or a dog, your pet or something..."
Before I finished speaking, Gu Tingsheng looked at me, his eyes were helpless, and I also realized that what I said was too ridiculous, the prerequisite for love is that the same species is more important, otherwise it is really abnormal.
I realized that I said something stupid, just like Gu Tingsheng also said something stupid, love is always a matter between two people, there is no need for him to say so much to outsiders.But I also understand why Xu Haifeng laughed, he really thought it was funny, and only young people or students who haven't entered the society don't know the heights of heaven and earth, dare to say everything, and are not afraid of anything.I always believe that if you pay, you will gain, but when you grow up, you will realize that you will not always gain if you pay.Just like liking someone, it doesn't mean that if you like someone, they will like you.
After arriving at the dormitory, I took the washbasin and towel to wash my face, but I still felt an uncomfortable feeling on my face, as if the cosmetics on my face hadn't been washed off.
Especially on the lips, Jenny didn't put any lipstick on Gu Tingsheng. She said that Gu Tingsheng's lips were already very rosy, and that my lips were too light, and the photo effect would not be good.
I washed and wiped my face clean, and when I returned to the dormitory, Gu Tingsheng was alone.
"Brother." I called Gu Tingsheng, and Gu Tingsheng stood up. I wanted to ask him if there was something on my face, but I couldn't help but licked my lips. I wanted to say that it was really uncomfortable, and I don't know why girls wear lipstick every day. Feeling, don't you feel that the mouth seems to be unclean, sticky and always want to wipe it off.
But before I could say it, I saw Gu Tingsheng's eyes change, he leaned over to kiss me, I didn't hide, but in fact I was always careful, especially during the day, after all, this is a school.But as long as Gu Tingsheng wanted it, it was hard for me to refuse. I relaxed when I saw no one in the dormitory, but the kiss was bumped into by Zhang Mingchen and Zhang Yueyang who pushed the door in.
Gu Tingsheng's first reaction was that he took a step forward and stood in front of me. This was a protective gesture. I saw Zhang Mingchen opened his mouth wide, with a surprised and stupid look on his face.I want to say that you know everything, why are you still so surprised, as if you just found out.
But Zhang Yueyang went to his table as if nothing happened, opened the stool and sat down, Zhang Yueyang said loudly: "Zhang Mingchen, why are you so dazed, come here quickly, you look stupid."
Zhang Mingchen closed his mouth, he lowered his head and quickly ran to his desk, and climbed onto the bed in no time.
I patted Gu Tingsheng on the shoulder, Gu Tingsheng looked back at me, he moved his lips with a sorry look in his eyes.I was also beating drums in my heart. The moment when I really wanted to start the explanation came. Even though I knew that Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen's attitudes were very good, I was still nervous, terribly nervous.
"Zhang Yueyang, Zhang Mingchen." I called them both, and they both looked over slowly.
I tried my best to keep calm and continued: "I knew you two knew before, Jon said she didn't tell you that she likes Yang Lu, and Zhang Mingchen."
I looked at Zhang Mingchen who poked his head out from the bed: "You are too obvious, you can see it right away."
Zhang Mingchen answered my words in an instant, his surprise was no less than just now, Zhang Mingchen said in amazement: "How do you know that I already knew?"
Zhang Yueyang is over there: "Zhang Mingchen, I'll just say you're an idiot. Who wouldn't be able to see that you're like that? That night you asked the people in the dormitory what they thought of homosexuality, what a fart! I wanted to beat you up right then, kid !"
"...Don't go too far!" Zhang Mingchen turned his head to Zhang Yueyang, but he was terribly aggrieved when he spoke, "I can't help it, I can't hide things in my heart, I have worked hard!"
I saw the two of them like this, and found that they were more nervous than me and Gu Tingsheng. When I went to see my eldest brother, the expression on Gu Tingsheng's face was also hard to describe, probably feeling helpless and speechless.
Zhang Yueyang and Zhang Mingchen quarreled for a few more words before they looked at the two of us.
Zhang Mingchen asked cautiously: "Don't you really think girls are cuter and more beautiful?"
Gu Tingsheng shook his head, he said: "I don't feel it, I only like Yang Lu."
Zhang Mingchen immediately covered his face and said, "My teeth are sore!"
Then Zhang Mingchen looked at me again: "Can you guys like girls?"
"I only ever liked big brother." I replied Zhang Mingchen, I only liked Gu Tingsheng, I didn't like anyone else, I don't think I know if I like girls, but I don't think anyone but Gu Tingsheng will like it.
"Although I also don't understand how men like men." Zhang Yueyang also made a sound, and he said to Zhang Mingchen, "But heartless child, can you stop asking?"
"Although I don't understand." Zhang Yueyang looked at me and Gu Tingsheng, "But there are many things I don't understand. I can't just say that people are wrong if I don't understand, right? Besides, things like feelings are always changing. Men and men, women and women, besides human/beast love, it seems that there is nothing wrong with men and women!"
Zhang Mingchen: "Wow! Brother Yang, don't be so harsh!"
"Shut up!" Zhang Yueyang cursed again, but he quickly said again to Gu Tingsheng and me in a calm voice, "So don't be nervous, you two, you can do whatever you want, we are still good brothers."
"Brother Yang." I looked at Zhang Yueyang's trembling hands, and felt that my voice was also helpless, and I also smiled.
Zhang Yueyang: "Hey, hey? Yang Lu, this is the first time you call me brother!"
"Don't be nervous." I couldn't help it, and grinned.
Gu Tingsheng also looked at him.
He whispered to Zhang Yueyang, "Good brother."
"lifetime."
The author has something to say: baby and relatives, this explanation is foreshadowing, after two chapters, Xiaolu will be honest with her elder brother, and will explain how Xiaolu knew^^
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