Happy Life [Rebirth]

At the beginning, Gu Tingsheng just pressed his lips to mine, without any movement, and he knew that he had never kissed before.When I thought about this, I felt very good and extremely happy. I even thought that even if I died at this moment, I would have no regrets.At least it is much better than the way of death in my previous life.

Then I subconsciously wondered whether Gu Tingsheng's lips are soft, could they be sweet? In fact, I don't know how to do a kiss, but I thought it might be sweet. I didn't think about it at all. Tongue out to lick his lips.

Now Gu Tingsheng hugged me tightly, he hugged me so tightly that I even felt a little pain, but I think this is good, it proves that everything that happened now is real.Gu Tingsheng's body was trembling, and I felt it too. I opened my mouth to say brother, you are trembling, and then Gu Tingsheng's tongue got into my mouth.

There is no way to continue the morning reading. The book that Gu Tingsheng was holding had long since dropped to the floor. He didn’t even have the thought of looking at it. His head was away from me. I suspect that I might have used a kind of grievance, a kind of I was looking at him with eyes and expressions that I had never shown before.

Gu Tingsheng looked at me in surprise, his own face was blushing, his eyes were slightly red, he looked at me hesitantly and horrified: "Did I hurt you?"

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I was so ashamed and aggrieved that I had no choice but to wrap my arms around his neck and tell him embarrassingly, "Brother... I just came out."

The two of us didn't dare to stay on the playground, and more and more students came to the playground. After I calmed down today, I found it incredible that the two of us were actually on the playground. A man and a woman kissed in broad daylight. It's eye-catching, Gu Tingsheng and I even kissed two boys there.

Later, Gu Tingsheng told me that this is the same as the fact that love does not know where it started and deepened.

It's because of the suddenness that the heart is pounding, and it's hard to restrain myself because of the heartbeat.

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But now I don’t realize it, and I’m still immersed in my own joy and embarrassment. The jeans he was wearing had a mobile phone and a pack of napkins stuffed in the back pocket. to wipe.

Before I entered the cubicle, he was standing at the door of the toilet, suddenly he came over quickly, I just opened the door and entered, Gu Tingsheng pushed me and came in, and then he quickly locked the toilet The lattice door.I held the paper in my hand, embarrassed but also very secretly excited, I looked at him, and Gu Tingsheng looked at me with greedy and eager eyes.

But I think he should have realized his gaze very soon, so his gaze soon became gentle again, with a little embarrassment.Gu Tingsheng looked away trying to hide it, and he said to me, "You wipe it first, and we'll go back to the dormitory to get a new one."

"Brother..." I looked at him hesitantly. I thought my face might be as red as a ripe tomato, so I said to him, "Aren't you going out?"

Gu Tingsheng looked at me: "I don't want to go out." Then he muttered softly: "I've touched/passed."

It was only then that I realized that Gu Tingsheng could be so shameless.

Gu Tingsheng sighed, he leaned over again, this time kissed me on the cheek with a "boom", Gu Tingsheng looked at me and said reluctantly, "Brother...let's go out."

I looked at his reluctant and nostalgic eyes, and felt extremely sweet in my heart.

It's as sweet as eating a hundred jars of honey.

I feel like now I can blow up a firework in place.

So at this moment, I am a love brain with a negative IQ of [-]. I said to Gu Tingsheng: "It's nothing, you can stay."

Gu Tingsheng's eyes suddenly seemed to be shining, but he turned his face away and said, "Brother is just worried about you, and I'm afraid you can't do it right." Gu Tingsheng continued: "Brother can wipe it for you." I was really grateful and excited at the same time.

On our way back to the dormitory, I couldn't help staring at Gu Tingsheng's face. Gu Tingsheng always turned his head and smiled at me gently, but that kind of smile still had a kind of questioning and puzzlement that I was always puzzled about. ——After Gu Tingsheng came back from the film crew, he sometimes looked at me with nostalgic and nostalgic eyes.

But soon Gu Tingsheng's expression changed, and he asked me puzzled: "Xiao Lu, why do you look at me with such incredible eyes?"

I thought about it, and told him honestly: "Brother, you are very different from what I think. I used to think about what it would be like if you had a girlfriend."

Gu Tingsheng quickly said: "There is no girlfriend, only you." I sighed: "I imagined that you are very gentle and gentleman, very shy and young."

Gu Tingsheng said: "...Oh." I continued: "But it turns out that you actually like someone, would you be so... a rascal?"

Gu Tingsheng didn't speak anymore, I don't know if he was angry, but I kept smiling all the way, I couldn't help it, I could clearly feel that the corners of my mouth didn't fall down, until I reached the downstairs of the dormitory, Gu Tingsheng suddenly patted my shoulder and gave me a hug.

I went to see him, and Gu Tingsheng also looked at me, and said to me with the eyes that he can't see anything in the whole world, he can only see me: "Brother is also a man. It's inevitable that I can't help myself. Next time with your permission, I can use the gangster again, okay?" He called softly, "Okay, Yang Xiaolu."

I looked at him and didn't say a word for a long while, then Gu Tingsheng's eyes changed, and he said anxiously, "If you think—"

"Brother." I called him, and I told him, "Don't be like this, it makes me want to play tricks on you too."

Gu Tingsheng was stunned, and then he slowly, slowly showed a big smile, as if he had eaten a hundred and one jars of honey—the kind of smile that was so sweet that it was too sweet, It's too stupid, I looked at Gu Tingsheng with this appearance, and found that he was different from all the appearances of Gu Tingsheng I had seen in my memory and in my impression.

He does not have the warmth, integrity, gentleman, and elegance in my impression, nor does he have the indifference, paranoia, rebellion, and stubbornness in my impression.It was the first time I saw him smiling so silly. If it wasn't for his good-looking appearance, this smile would be the silliest smile I've ever seen. He really looks like a fool with mental retardation.

But when I looked at him like this, I suddenly felt that I had walked a long way, and finally saw Kazuki's flowers blooming and Kazuki's spring breeze.

I suddenly wanted to cry eagerly.

Gu Tingsheng stopped laughing, he stretched out his hand to touch my eyes, and said to me with a smile and a distressed and sad voice: "Why are you crying again?"

When I touched my face, I didn't know when tears were streaming down my face.

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When Zhang Mingchen ran all the way down from the dormitory, Gu Tingsheng's smirk hadn't stopped. I was lucky to think at this moment, fortunately the two of us didn't see no one coming out of the dormitory at the moment, so we did something else.But Zhang Mingchen ran to the door of the dormitory and stopped the car. The sound of him running down was so loud that I quickly went to see him.

He stood on the steps and looked at me with his mouth open, and then looked at Gu Tingsheng. There was the same sound of running footsteps behind him. The next second, Zhang Yueyang and Li Xunye rushed over. Zhang Yueyang slapped on Zhang Mingchen, and Zhang Mingchen went I was scared and went forward to pick him up. Li Xun followed closely behind Zhang Yueyang. He reacted quickly and grabbed Zhang Yueyang. Zhang Mingchen didn't roll down the steps.

"Hey!" Zhang Yueyang complained first, "Xiao Wu, you don't even stand up right."

"Brother Yang, I told you not to scold your mother, and I don't mind if you scold me." Zhang Mingchen yelled at Zhang Yueyang.Then he looked at me, and Gu Tingsheng put away his smirk, looked at Zhang Mingchen as if he were a fool, and sighed to him: "You guys are not five or six-year-old kids, playing is playing, there is no limit to it. Be careful anyway. "

Zhang Mingchen looked at Gu Tingsheng and me, and he said to us both with a very complaining look: "Brother Gu, who told you and Yang Lu to stand at the door of the dormitory, and frightened me!"

Gu Tingsheng asked him: "Do Yang Lu and I look scary or what's wrong with the ghost, can it scare you in broad daylight?"

"I thought you two were acting in Qiong Yao drama!" Zhang Yueyang rolled his eyes.

I watched him retract the hand holding his arm, and said to him: "What Qiong Yao drama, Xiao Chenchen, your thinking is so far away."

"Xiao Chenchen!" Zhang Yueyang also yelled, and he threw himself on Zhang Mingchen's back again. Zhang Yueyang was taller than Zhang Mingchen, and Li Xun yelled at him, "Fourth, you still pounce! You'll have to kill me!"

Zhang Mingchen was rushed forward several steps by Zhang Yueyang, and also scolded: "Oh, Zhang Yueyang, your mother forked!"

Zhang Yueyang covered his mouth, but he looked at me and Gu Tingsheng a few times, he laughed and said: "Curse people, don't scold mother, Xiao Chenchen, you said it yourself!"

Then I saw Zhang Yueyang leaning close to Zhang Mingchen's ear, whispering something in a low voice, Zhang Yueyang also laughed, the smile was very false, very fake, he couldn't stop looking at me and Gu Tingsheng, and asked us both: "Xiao Liu, Brother Gu, why are you back? Didn't you go for a run in the playground?"

"Go back to the dormitory to get things." I told Zhang Yueyang, Zhang Mingchen hummed a few times, and wanted to say something, but his face was very "empty", which made me wonder if he did something sorry for me in the dormitory .

When Gu Tingsheng and I returned to the dormitory, Li Moxun came out of the dormitory and greeted the two of us with a peaceful expression. I think he looks like he hasn't come out of meditation yet.

When Li Moxun meditated, his expression became super peaceful, with a kind-hearted serenity.We have always thought that Li Moxun's appearance is like a holy father who is full of Buddha's light. With his big belly and squint eyes, Li Xun said: This is a replica of Maitreya Buddha.

Zhang Mingchen once stood behind Li Moxun with a flashlight, and he said lazily, "Take a flashlight and take a picture of the boss's back—" Zhang Yueyang joined him as if they were singing a cross talk, "Then It’s the Buddha’s light all over the world!”

After Li Moxun left, Gu Tingsheng and I entered the dormitory and there were only the two of us. He closed the door smoothly. The door of the dormitory is the type of latch. There is a small glass window the size of a human face on the door. The doors of student dormitories all look like this, and the dormitory doors of Jincheng University also have a small window like this. I wonder if the doors in prisons are also like this, because it is convenient for supervision.

Gu Tingsheng stood there and sighed again, he walked towards me, I didn't move, and I didn't make unnecessary movements, but when I looked at him, I had an idea.I thought, I want to eat him, eat Gu Tingsheng.

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I also thought, in this way, could it be me who loves/children, because after this rebirth, I saw Gu Tingsheng, who was 11 years old for the first time when I was eight years old, and I knew very well that I still like him, Whether it is the 11-year-old Gu Tingsheng, the 16-year-old Gu Tingsheng now, or the 29-year-old Gu Tingsheng in the future.

In the end, I thought that if Gu Tingsheng could have desire/desire for me, it meant that he was not straight. Then what about Gu Tingsheng in the previous life, was the Gu Tingsheng in the previous life curvy or straight?

When Gu Tingsheng came back, I was deeply in the doubt of whether Gu Tingsheng was straight or crooked. I couldn't figure it out. If Gu Tingsheng was crooked in my previous life, then my careful secret love would be no different than a joke.

I am always afraid that my liking will make him distressed and make him discriminated against by others. I am never afraid of what other people think of me, but I can't stand others looking at Gu Tingsheng with contempt.But if Gu Tingsheng himself is crooked, then I am more willing than anyone else to accompany him through the journey of his life.

When Gu Tingsheng came back, he said, "Let's go to the classroom."

I am still immersed in doubt.

Gu Tingsheng: "What are you thinking?"

I subconsciously said to him: "Brother, are you gay?"

When I said it, I stopped, I like Gu Tingsheng, so I am gay, but what is even more shameful is that I think being gay is disgusting, it has always been like this.

I looked up to see Gu Tingsheng, and saw Gu Tingsheng looking at me, he moved his mouth, and then Gu Tingsheng said to me: "I only like you, I don't like other men." Gu Tingsheng said again: "Other men...disgusting Dead, don’t talk about it, it’s disgusting to think about it.”

"Just you," he said.

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"Time Gift"

In the four-dimensional space, time is not a straight line that always moves forward. There, time is like a mountain. You can choose to climb over it, or you can choose the side that you climbed over and then turn over again.Here, time is something real and tangible, a path you can walk back.

And such a story about time travel, it just started on such an ordinary and ordinary day for the 19-year-old boy.

That morning, Wang Xiaoyi, who lived alone in a rented house, missed the first two advanced mathematics classes again and fell asleep until noon. The boy on his calf also raised his face, and the two happened to look at each other.

It was indeed a boy's face, at most fourteen or fifteen years old, with clear eyebrows, delicate and delicate. Wang Xiaoyi frowned: "Whose family are you from? What are you doing sitting at my door?"

I went to think about why the child looked familiar. After the boy stood up, he looked at him carefully, especially when he stared at his face without blinking. Wang Xiaoyi asked him: "Hey, kid, do you belong to the opposite family?" , without the key—”

"father!"

The boy yelled and threw himself into Wang Xiaoyi's arms, his arms wrapped tightly around Wang Xiaoyi's neck, listening carefully, his voice was choked with sobs.

Wang Xiaoyi's reasoning came to an abrupt end, because he was so surprised that people were dumb for a moment, and then reacted furiously: "Who is your father! Don't shout, it will cause misunderstanding!"

"Father, don't you want me? I'm really your son!"

The boy still yelled, the parents upstairs with their children had already come down halfway to this floor, and they covered their mouths in surprise when they heard this. Come down and quickly dragged away from the corridor.

In broad daylight, the boy wiped his eyes, Wang Xiaoyi held his wallet and walked forward, the boy followed him, and he only sent the boy one sentence from the beginning to the end: "Stay away from me."

The boy pouted and bulged his cheeks, and the distance from half a meter to one meter away.gift of time

In the four-dimensional space, time is not a straight line that moves forward forever, where time is like a mountain, you can choose to climb over,

After a meal, Wang Xiaoyi bought another hamburger for the boy, because he really couldn't stand his pitiful eyes.When the boy ate the hamburger, his cheeks bulged like a hamster, which made Wang Xiaoyi look cute. Watching him take out his phone and call up his own photo, he finally understood why he thought the boy looked familiar.

"You..." Wang Xiaoyi was surprised, "You look a bit like me."

"So I didn't lie to you, I'm really your son." Wang Anran wiped his mouth after eating the hamburger, "Dad, you were so kind when you were young, and you won't let me eat hamburger 20 years later."

"You are lying!" Wang Xiaoyi shook his head, "You are my son, why didn't I know that I have such a big son, you are fourteen and I am nineteen, can I have a son when I am five? Boy, you Keep those words as liars."

Wang Anran saw Wang Xiaoyi's 1 distrust, looked around, Wang Xiaoyi really ignored him, got up and went back to the residence, Wang Anran hurriedly followed, followed all the way to the door of Wang Xiaoyi's house, but Wang Xiaoyi showed no sympathy Heart, shut the door with a bang.

"The world is quiet." Wang Xiaoyi exhaled and sighed.

He entered the house, one bedroom with one bathroom, the cramped house, books, clothes and all kinds of sundries were piled up in a mess, he drew out an open space, pulled out the laptop, plugged it in and connected it to the wireless, first went to DOTA to play for two Bureau, and then went to his own blog to write a few hundred words.

I was a little sleepy while writing, so I closed my notebook and lay down on the floor and fell asleep.

It was already night when he went out again, the scene of opening the door was the same as in the morning, and his legs sank again. He was speechless to the boy, thinking about how a normal person like him could stop him from stalking him. I entered the house as I wished.He just went in and opened his eyes wide: "Dad, your room is so small, I'm standing here, you can only sit on the bed."

"...Is it so small? Do you want to exaggerate like this!" Wang Xiaoyi sat cross-legged on the ground, and Wang Anran also imitated him and sat cross-legged opposite him.

"Father, why don't you go to school?" Wang Anran sat down with a curious face, "Why do you live in such a small room, why don't you tidy up the house? Have you ever smelled the smell of stinky socks?"

"...Shut up!" Wang Xiaoyi couldn't bear it anymore, why did this brat always pick on his sore spots!

Wang Anran suddenly covered his stomach: "I'm hungry, I want to eat, Dad."

Wang Xiaoyi was also hungry, so he ordered takeaway. He threw his mobile phone to the kid, and turned on the computer to watch it by himself, telling the kid not to disturb him while playing with his phone.

The little ghost fiddled with the mobile phone: "What an old mobile phone. In the future, VR technology will be used, and there will be no physical screen for a long time."

Wang Xiaoyi stared at the computer screen and browsed the school forums. The time passed quickly. After two hours accumulated, Wang Xiaoyi's back sank, and the kid lay on his back: "Dad, it's time to sleep."

"I am not sleepy."

"Why don't you go home?"

"You shouldn't pester me, an innocent passer-by, even if you're having trouble with your family!"

"Where should I go?" Wang Anran suddenly shed tears, and the tears fell on Wang Xiaoyi's neck. Wang Xiaoyi was startled, so he had to hug him in front of him, and hurriedly handed the tissue to the child.

"I just went out for a walk in the evening, and there was a lottery on the side of the road. I just participated out of curiosity, but I was sent 20 years ago. How do I go back!"

Wang Anran began to cry, saying that he was very sad, so Wang Xiaoyi had no choice but to comfort him: "You are awkward and don't want to go home, so just stay with me tonight, I won't drive you away, okay?"

"I told you that I didn't have any trouble!" Wang Anran blew his nose vigorously, "Scratch card! I scratched off the first prize written on it: Time gift one-day trip, and people were sent here in the blink of an eye !"

Wang Xiaoyi patted his head. Although he didn't want to admit it, the closer he was to the boy, the more he felt a sense of intimacy.

"Dad, let's go to bed." Wang Anran was an optimistic little boy, threw away the nose paper, got up and dragged Wang Xiaoyi into the bathroom, "Wash your face and sleep, I will go to class with you tomorrow!"

Wang Xiaoyi thought, he had to wait for the boy to figure it out before sending him home. He still thought that Wang Anran was a little boy who ran away from home because of something awkward.

When Wang Xiaoyi lay down on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, Wang Anran was also unable to sleep when laying on the floor.

"Dad, let's go to bed." Wang Anran was an optimistic little boy, threw away the nose paper, got up and dragged Wang Xiaoyi into the bathroom, "Wash your face and sleep, I will go to class with you tomorrow!"

An Ran refused to admit the crime, she lay on her side with her head supported and looked at Wang Xiaoyi in the dark, "Father, don't hate the world, the world is very beautiful."

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