Happy Life [Rebirth]

The day I died, the weather was fine.

那是2016年12月7日上午10:10，我站在顾氏科技大厦12层，透过总监办公室洁净的落地窗从上自下俯视下方，发现今天的天气很不错。

It was a sunny day with no smog, so I could vaguely discern that among the group of people who got out of the car, the No. 1 leader was Gu Tingsheng.

It is now the beginning of December, and Jincheng just had a heavy snowfall not long ago. I got up early that day and saw the snowflakes falling outside the window and the snow on the ground, so I called my assistant directly. Before the snow melted I will not go to the company.

It seems that such an approach is a bit willful, but as one of the shareholders of Gu's Technology, no one dares to protest when I use such rights.

Three days had passed since the snow fell and the road had been completely cleared of thick ice.

In the past three days, I have turned day and night at home, watching movies, cartoons or novels at night, watching it all night, and sleeping with my head covered all day during the day, and my daily meals are instant noodles of various flavors.

I think this kind of life is very good, I don't have to think about anything, I completely relax my mind and stop thinking about various matters.

Gu Tingsheng once taught me that you must use your brain more and think more.

I said to him, brother, it’s so troublesome to use my brain, I just want to be a rice bug, I don’t want to work at all, I just want to watch animated movies and novels every day.

Gu Tingsheng said, you really have dreams, then you watch animation, movies and novels every day, how can you earn money to support yourself without working?

At that time, I grinned and poured myself into his arms cheekily, and I said, "You raise me, the only son of the Gu family, the future master of the entire Gu family, you can always afford to raise me.

I am very easy to raise, I just need you to provide three meals a day, pocket money of two to three thousand a month, a place to live, and a Gu Tingsheng in the house I live in. "

Gu Tingsheng said at the time: "You think of beauty, but you still have a conscience and know to count me in."

I smiled, I didn't tell Gu Tingsheng, big brother, three meals a day, three or four thousand a month, one place to live, without these I can find a job to earn money to get it myself, the most important thing about this passage is the last one.

I need a Gu Tingsheng.

The most important words were said by me with the most joking words and seemingly the most insignificant condition.

I hope that Gu Tingsheng can understand this passage, and I also hope that he cannot understand this passage.

Just like my life needs a Gu Tingsheng, but I hope that Gu Tingsheng's life doesn't need me.

On the third day of heavy snowfall, my mobile phone was scattered on the side of my head with the charging treasure at that time. I was wrapped in a quilt and lying on the floor covered with woolen carpet, sleeping soundly.Before Gu Tingsheng's call came in, the interface of the mobile phone was a certain page in a collection of essays in the reading software.

In the past three days, I have turned my mobile phone to silent. I glance at the incoming calls in the past three days. Hundreds of calls are more than enough, and the incoming text messages and various emails are countless.

But the call I was waiting for never appeared, and the phone was always on silent. At noon on the third day, I slept soundly, and the phone finally rang again after being on silent for three days.

The ringtone is the English song "whatawords". Two years ago, I set this song as Gu Tingsheng's exclusive caller.

It's a pity that Gu Tingsheng is a very annoying person. Two years ago, I set it as his exclusive caller. During the two years, this song never played.

Gu Tingsheng really spoke well.

Two years ago, I became one of the directors of Gu's Technology and took away the shares that should have belonged to Gu Tingsheng.

Gu Tingsheng said to me at the time: "Yang Lu, we will never be friends and have nothing to do with each other from now on. Not only do we not have to be brothers, we don't have to be friends, and I don't want to be with you as an enemy. After thinking about it, we are probably the most suitable couple." stranger."

Since then, it has been a two-year separation. Although we are in the same city, it seems that we are separated by the end of the world.

Two years later, the song whatawords rang again. I struggled to get my head out of the quilt, stretched out my five fingers and fumbled around on the ground, and when the phone slipped to my ear, the singing stopped.

I looked at the caller ID and didn't know whether to laugh or not. It's been two years. Gu Tingsheng broke the contract first. He agreed with a stranger, why did he think of calling me, a stranger?

At this time whatawords rang again, Gu Tingsheng persevered and made a second call.

My mind moved, and I really laughed this time. I have been so relaxed in the past three days that I forgot that the Gu family is about to change hands. The Gu family has finally returned to the person it should belong to. The resigned director should call to inform him.

I answered the phone and put it to my ear after I connected. I didn't make a sound, and neither did the person on the other end of the phone, but I heard his breathing.

The sound of breathing was very light, but the quality of the mobile phone was too good. After a long time, I gave up first. I was afraid that Gu Tingsheng would hang up the phone.

I said, "Gu Tingsheng, long time no see."

After thinking about it, it seemed wrong, and we didn't meet each other, so I spoke again and said, "Brother, I haven't seen you for a long time and called me. How are you doing recently? How have you been these two years?"

Gu Tingsheng's voice came from the other end, and he said: "Yang Lu, don't call me big brother. Thanks to you, the past two years have been pretty good, and it is thanks to you that I can achieve what I am now."

I just laughed and laughed out loud.

Gu Tingsheng's voice was very cold: "What are you laughing at, is it ridiculous?"

I sat up, the quilt slipped off, I leaned against the window and listened to Gu Tingsheng's question, and then there was a long silence.

Gu Tingsheng was also silent for about half a minute before he asked, "Why don't you speak?"

I opened my mouth and pronounced two words: "Tingsheng——"

I shut my mouth, and Gu Tingsheng was stunned for a moment. He said anxiously, "Little Sheep, why are you crying? What are you crying for? Who bullied you?"

This time it was Gu Tingsheng who was stunned.

I gritted my teeth and wept silently. The tears were not cold. The air conditioner was turned on in the room at more than 20 degrees, and the tears were warm and humid.

Gu Tingsheng was on the other side of the phone, and his tone of questioning turned into frustration. He was probably frustrated with the care he had shown me just now.

He said: "Yang Lu, we used to have such a good relationship, I regarded you as my own brother, but why did you treat me like this?"

I thought about it, and said to Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, I know I was wrong, you are now the chairman of the Gu family, what do you plan to do with me as the director and shareholder?

Gu Tingsheng replied to me: "What do you want me to do to you?"

I asked Gu Tingsheng, do you remember that we walked home together after school when we were young, and you promised me one thing.

After I finished asking, the tears were still falling. It was a memory that needs to be traced back to 16 years ago. I don’t understand why the ten-year-old me would write down the answer of Gu Tingsheng, who was 13 years old at the time.

After I asked, I didn't hold out hope. Gu Tingsheng was only 13 years old at the time. For me, 16 years have passed, and for him, 16 years have passed.

Sure enough, Gu Tingsheng didn't answer. Gu Tingsheng was silent for a long time on the phone. I sniffed hard, realizing how ridiculous and embarrassing I was just now.According to the temperament of taking care of Tingsheng, Yang Lu, you can't order it like a man, you sometimes look like a bitch, you know.

But Gu Tingsheng's answer surpassed mine.

He said: "Xiaolu, it's me as an older brother who didn't teach you well. It's all my fault for your misbehavior and bad character."

I opened my mouth, wanting to say that you are not my own brother, and you don't have to take responsibility for everything I have done.

Then Gu Tingsheng said: "Okay, we will be together forever."

The tears that I was about to stop suddenly turned into a raging tide and slipped down from my eyes unstoppably.

One afternoon after school 16 years ago, Gu Tingsheng was carrying a schoolbag on his back and carrying one in his hand. I walked home holding hands with him, with a popsicle in my mouth. I said, brother, why are you so kind to me? I want to be with you forever and never part.

Gu Tingsheng 16 years ago said, OK, Xiaolu and I will be together forever.

After 16 years, Gu Tingsheng said, OK, we will be together forever.

At [-]:[-] am on December [-], [-], Gu Tingsheng and a group of people in black suits came to the office of Gu's Technology Director.

Before he came up, I sat on the sofa and continued to read the collection of essays on my mobile phone.

The name of the collection of essays is "The Girl Who Killed Quail", and I have already read the article "At that time, only the way was ordinary". At this time, there was a knock on the office door, and I thought it was Gu Tingsheng who had already arrived at the door, so I sat up straight and put down the phone, cleared the door. Cleared his throat and spoke.

A lady secretary came in with warm water.

I have an impression of this lady secretary, but the person who is directly in charge of my office is Lisa who has been with me for two years. I asked her, where is Lisa?

The secretary was a little silent, lowered her head and took my water glass off the tray and put it on the coffee table in front of me.

I picked up the teacup, which contained the plain water I used to drink. I don't like tea and all kinds of drinks. The reason is also related to Gu Tingsheng.

When I was young, I was very greedy for drinks. I drank various fruit juices and Coke Sprite as water.

Gu Tingsheng had a very strong opinion on this, and was worried that I would drink badly because of this, so he tried hard and soft to make me drink plain water instead, and finally made a few extremely disgusting pictures, telling me to drink fruit juice and carbonated drinks all the time, and finally my teeth and bones would be broken become like this.

These pictures had a great visual impact on me when I was eight years old at the time, so that it was overkill. From then on, I only drank plain water or mineral water, and even tea water was hard to bear, thinking that tea water would rot my teeth.

Thinking of this, I smiled slightly, and picked up the glass of boiled water brought in by the secretary, which was just my habit.I took two sips, moistened my throat, raised my head, and saw Miss Secretary standing there holding a tray and looking straight at me.

I asked her, "Is something wrong?"

Miss Secretary was taken aback, a nervous look appeared on her face under her long curly hair, I was used to seeing her nervous look, I never like to laugh, the little girl in the company reminded me The nickname of the cold-faced son makes me nervous and scared when I see it.

But I probably won't come back in the future, and I won't be able to come back to Gu's again.

I showed a gentle smile to the girl: "Don't be nervous, just say what you need, if I can do it, I can help you."

The secretary lowered her eyes and lowered her head. She wrung her fingers and murmured, "Director Yang, you look handsome, and you look good too."

My smile couldn't help but grow bigger: "Thank you for the compliment, really, thank you for your compliment, I am very happy."

Miss Secretary suddenly said something softly.

It's too light, what she said was too light and vague, I didn't hear clearly, this time I was stunned: "What did you say?"

The secretary shook her head: "I'm fine, I'm leaving, Mr. Yang."

After that, Miss Secretary turned and left. I looked at her back. She walked to the door and pressed her hand on the handle. She was about to leave.I called her suddenly, even beyond my own expectations, and asked her, "What's your name?"

The secretary turned her head back, and she looked at me deeply: "Zhao Yingying."

It's a name I haven't heard.

I nodded, gave her a smile, and thanked her for serving me the water.

It wasn't until the moment I fell that I realized the meaning of Zhao Yingying's eyes. It was a sad and compassionate look.

She is pitying me for dying.