Entertainment Circle Ancient Female General

With Tuobayan's height of 1 meters, 67 catties is not considered fat, but she is unlucky to show her physique, and her frame is slightly larger than the petite and cute standard required for idol recruitment. The current aesthetic trend is The oval face with a pointed chin and big eyes is not popular, so she failed the primary election and was hastily dismissed.

After being humiliated and devastated, Tuobayan fell seriously ill after returning home, and before her health recovered, she began to lose weight crazily.

At first, Qiao Chunyi didn't dare to stop her from going on a diet, but after about half a month, Tuobayan, who was still not satisfied with losing ten catties, joined an online extreme weight loss class, claiming that she would fast for two weeks!

Qiao Chunyi couldn't sit still anymore, she tried to persuade her daughter again and again to buy a lot of food that Tuobayan liked, but Tuobayan didn't even look at it.She thought Qiao Chunyi was annoying, so she installed three large mirrors in her bedroom. Every day when she woke up, she would look at her body shape in the mirror, practice her walking posture, carefully analyze her facial expressions, and smile at the mirror from various angles. They all feel creepy.

Tuobajiao took a sweet and innocent path, but it was not suitable for the tall and plump Tuobayan, but with the obsession in her heart that she must surpass her younger sister, she bought a professional broadcasting textbook to practice pronunciation, and even downloaded it. In many idol dramas, the heroine's lines are reproduced sentence by sentence with various tones of pronunciation, and they constantly change their voices and talk in their dreams at night.

The daughter saw her getting thinner day by day, her face was yellow and ugly, but her eyes were shining brightly and she was almost crazy. Qiao Chunyi couldn't let her develop, so she took Tuobayan to see a psychiatrist, and was later diagnosed with anorexia , severe schizophrenia.

When Tuobayan was sober at the beginning, she still knew how to be obedient and take medicine, she cried and said that she would no longer compare with Tuobajiao, and would not make her mother angry, but she still looked the same when she was sick.She secretly checked on the Internet by herself. Taking one of the drugs, risperidone, will make people fat, so Tuobayan showed an honest and well-behaved look to confuse Qiao Chunyi, and after she left, she poked her throat with her finger to induce vomiting. Spit out food and medicine.

The diary records that Tuobayan disappeared a week before committing suicide, and the content of the second half is upside down, some places are soaked with tears, while some passages are very abnormally excited.

Tuobayan closed the diary and rubbed his temples with a headache.Tuobayan is also pitiful...but she is also really selfish.

She has such a loving mother who loves her so much, but she doesn't know how to cherish it.Tuobayan longed for family affection so much in his previous life, but his mother died young, and his father was foolishly loyal to the faint emperor. It was his father who planned her entry into the palace.Later, she was wronged and tried to make an audience with him, and wanted to talk about her predicament and difficulty, but was reprimanded by her father with the righteousness of a husband and wife, and gradually there was no hope.

But the deceased is gone, all Tuobayan can do is to continue Tuobayan's life, replace Tuobayan to honor Qiao Chunyi, and let this poor woman live the stable life she dreamed of.

Tuobayan's health has improved a lot. Seeing that Qiao Chunyi wasn't around, she put the eating plate on the bed with one hand, and concentrated on writing with a tube of ordinary Hero brand pen.

She pursues perfection and has to be strong, so she picks up a hard pen and starts to write. When she starts to write, she is not used to it. The words she writes are crooked like bugs crawling.Although no one blamed or laughed at her bad handwriting, Tuobayan still felt extremely ashamed, asked Qiao Chunyi for a stack of cheap homework books and several simplified Chinese copybooks with different styles, and practiced for at least three hours a day.

However, within a week, Tuobayan, who is extremely intelligent, regained her former integrity. Qiao Chunyi was amazed by her strong pen writing. I wrote a few inspirational words and took them out to show off.Now the nurses and patients on the entire floor know that there is a beautiful little girl in Ward 23 who is good at pen calligraphy.

Tuobayan was somewhat helpless, but it didn't matter if Qiao Chunyi's mother could be happy in this way.

She recalled the boxing scores she had learned in the past, and copied them word by word in traditional characters on paper.Qiao Chunyi excitedly came in with a paper bag, her face full of joy: "Yanyan, do you see what Mom bought for you?"

Tuobayan put on the cap of the pen, put away the exercise book that recorded boxing secrets as if nothing had happened, and dragged out a plastic stool for Qiao Chunyi from under the bed:

"I don't know what to do, how can I guess?"

Qiao Chunyi sat on the stool, took the water cup from Tuobayan and poured it vigorously: "You can see for yourself." He said and stuffed the paper bag to Tuobayan.

Tuobayan opened the kraft paper bag, and inside was a small and exquisite white box. After opening it, she found that it was a pink and white smartphone, very delicate and lovely.

This is really drowsy and someone handed the pillow. The mobile phone that Tuobayan used in the past was broken when she got sick, and Qiao Chunyi used an outdated flip phone. Tuobayan looked at the nurses and patients who came and went every day. Almost every family member accompanying the bed has a smart phone, which can be said to have been coveted for a long time.She has long heard about the magical functions of mobile phones, such as taking high-definition photos and videos, downloading books and videos, and being able to communicate with people thousands of miles away on social software...

Tuobayan installed the mobile phone awkwardly under Qiao Chunyi's guidance, seeing her daughter's face finally had a sincere joy, Qiao Chunyi felt that the money was worth it.Her daughter's temperament has changed drastically since she committed suicide, and while she was happy, she was also somewhat worried, worried that this would be the brief calm before the storm. After all, Qiao Chunyi didn't notice the gloomy flashes of her daughter occasionally.

Qiao Chunyi was full of joy as she finally showed some childish appearance.

Tuobayan installed the SIM card, and pressed the power button to turn on the phone.She couldn't put it down because of the clear and delicate screen, and she fumbled and checked it over and over again.Qiao Chunyi was not very clear about the operation of the smartphone, so the mother and daughter got together and connected to the hospital's free wifi referring to the manual.

Now Tuobayan's original owner's boring magazines have fallen out of favor. Tuobayan has heard from her patients that she can download e-books on her smartphone. She first came into contact with various Mary Suwen and stallion articles. , was blown away by Lei's three views, and only later did he gradually know how to find reliable historical book downloads.

Tuobayan failed to find the name of the Great Yan Dynasty on the search engine, and there was no mention of the existence of this dynasty in the downloaded history books.But after being lost for a few days, I was relieved, why bother to think about that sad place again.

Early this morning, Qiao Chunyi bought breakfast for Tuobayan and went to work. After finishing the bottle, Tuobayan asked the nurse sister to give the injection, and then slowly went downstairs in the hospital gown.

Yuchuan Hospital is regarded as the most famous hospital in Yuchuan City. The backyard of the hospital is very green, with more than a dozen old towering trees, and the environment is like a song of birds and flowers.

All the way to the destination, the eyes of several elderly people recuperating in the hospital lit up when they saw her coming: "Little girl, why are you here so late today?"

Tuobayan smiled and said: "It's because I came late, it's Grandpa Li, you guys came too early. Have you eaten yet?"

Old Li said angrily, "I'm still eating, and I'm so full of anger from those little bastards."

"Aren't you capable, old Li? Don't you manage your house like in the army? Don't you brag about yourself all day long, don't the juniors dare not say anything? And today!" The red-faced Grandpa Lin gloated and laughed at him, "Wait Let it go, you will suffer in the future. Let you be a dictator and beat the children, you deserve it!"

A few old people made fun of Old Li, and Old Li rolled his eyes angrily, and didn't bother to talk to these bad friends: "Yan girl, should I teach me the next move today?"

Tuoba Yan said: "Then I have to test you."

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