When Adaptation Meets Original

Chapter 36 Life experience (2)

But after all, she was unwilling and wanted to leave traces of her existence on her most beloved boy.

At that time, Ziyi had already accepted her fate. Since it was her inescapable fate, why couldn't she choose to be the first object of the furnace? It was her most selfish moment, but she only wanted to be selfish for the last time, just to treat her like a wolf. , let’s repay grievances with virtue, the last madness and indulgence... what else do you care about.

Impulsively, Zi Yi thought of a way to prescribe medicine. Although Rong Ke was indifferent, he was not a person who was always on guard, so Zi Yi succeeded easily.

After the incident was completed, as Zi Yi expected, Rong Ke was furious, for the monks who had not yet cultivated Yuan Ying, losing Yuan Yang would be a great loss to them, Rong Ke even regressed in cultivation because of this.

After waking up, Rong Ke drew a line with Zi Yi in a fit of anger, and left directly.

He didn't notice the determination and dead silence in Zi Yi's eyes at all.

What happened afterwards was logical, Zi Yi found out that she was pregnant with Rong Ke's child, her first reaction was to find Rong Ke, but thinking of the scene that day, she directly gave up this idea.

At that time, she was pregnant with a child and had to avoid chasing and killing from time to time, and she couldn't do what she wanted. In order to let the child be born safely, she chose Jun Xi and designed Jun Xi to take her back to Jun's house, making everyone mistakenly think that Jun Chongmo was Jun Xi's child. After struggling hard, he finally got acquainted with Jun Zhong.

The memories after that are very contradictory, warm and painful. With Jun Chongmo by my side, it is naturally happy and stable. The child is the best little angel of the mother. It is just committed to Junxi’s pain, which makes Ziyi suffer. But for her Child, she can only suffer.

The turning point happened when Jun Chongmo was five years old. At that time, Ziyi had discovered that her existence would not help Jun Chongmo at all. It would only make people laugh at Jun Chongmo's background. Five years was a torment for Ziyi , the moment she committed herself to Junxi, she didn't want to live in the world, but she had a child to take care of, and when she found that her existence was a stain on Jun Zhongmo, she was even happy, because of the hidden despair in her heart, This is an excuse for her to get rid of, so she wants to wash Jun Chongmo off with her own hands.

But she can't die worthlessly. Before leaving, she must plan a space for her children to survive.

This led to Ziyi's death, and her death was a plan she had planned long ago.During the double cultivation, he deliberately led Junxi to lose his restraint, and helped Junxi break through the boundary of Yuanying and become a great power of Yuanying. After all, Junxi agreed to Chongmo's request to grow up steadily, and her only concern was let go.

Ziyi and Junxi have been together for many years, and he knows Junxi's personality best, driven by interests, but his hypocritical conscience does not allow him, and he always pretends to be hypocritical, since he is unwilling to tear off that layer of hypocrisy Skin, then use it for her.

Taking advantage of Junxi's false guilt to plan a future with no worries for her children is worthwhile in Ziyi's opinion.

At the end of the memory, there is only overwhelming guilt and guilt for Jun Chongmo. No matter how hard she tries, it is just Xu Jun Chongmo's future with a stable life. Those loves and companionships cannot be realized after all. Without her protection, she How difficult will it be for a child to live in Jun's house surrounded by wolves and tigers?

But, I'm sorry, child, it's really too hard, she doesn't want to bear it anymore, it's her last selfishness, struggled in pain for many years, finally couldn't bear it, wanted to break free, selfishly left you, and faced you alone Sorry for the miserable weather outside.

After reading Ziyi's memories, Ji Qing was very sad. She never thought that Ziyi had a relationship with Taoist Rong Ke, who was very fond of each other. Ziyi was probably really hurt deeply by Rong Ke. In her heart, meeting again would also Just strangers.

But Ji Qing sees a different meaning from it, the bystanders are obsessed with the authorities, did Taoist Rong Yan really have no feelings for Ziyi?

Ji Qing doesn't believe it. Why can such a dull young man who only knows how to practice can endure Ziyi's harassment and entanglement? After being plotted against by Ziyi, with his strength, dealing with the weak Ziyi is just a matter of backhanding , but he just scolded Ziyi and walked away without any thought of doing anything.

As an actor, Ji Qing has studied people's facial expressions very deeply, especially the eyes. Taoist Rong Ke's undisguised tenderness towards Zi Yi made Ji Qing conclude that Rong Ke is not completely heartless.

As for why he left in a huff, it should be because he was young and ignorant of feelings. He didn't even discover Zi Yi's feelings. Later, he was plotted against and angry. He could see clearly whether his feelings were there, or he had already forgotten about that miserable woman.

Ji Huaichu didn't care about Ziyi and Rong Ke's twists and turns of their relationship, he was focusing on another thing now, Ji Qing is the child of the head, that means the two of them are not related by blood, Ji Qing is not his elder brother.

No matter how ignorant Ji Huaichu is, he also understands that the world will never accept brothers' nonsense. At that time, he accepted his feelings for Ji Qing as a matter of course. The biggest obstacle is this blood relationship, but he can't help it. At that time, it was because of this blood relationship that he could stay with Ji Qing, but now it has turned into the biggest obstacle between the two, making Ji Huaichu's head hurt.

The biggest obstacle now disappeared automatically before he took any action. Is this telling him that there is a possibility for him and Ji Qing to develop further?

A huge surprise fell from the sky, Ji Huaichu was so excited that he was at a loss, but no matter how excited he was, there was no emotion on his face.

Seeing that Ji Qing was still immersed in Zi Yi's memory, Ji Huaichu moved a few steps towards Ji Qing, leaned close to Ji Qing, stretched out his arms and hugged Ji Qing tightly, eating tofu at a great opportunity, anyone who doesn't grasp it will be a fool.

Ji Qing didn't notice Ji Huaichu's intention at all, and was recalled by Ji Huaichu's sudden movement, subconsciously hugged Ji Huaichu, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"You are not my brother, you..." Ji Huai said in the early stage of Ai Ai.

"Are you going to leave me?" As he spoke, his subordinates increased their strength and almost rubbed Ji Qing into his body.

Ji Qing couldn't help laughing, what is this kid thinking about every day, is this the reason why he has been depressed just now?He didn't bring him back to the courtyard because of his so-called elder brother status, he just wanted to take the child back to take care of him.

It seems that Ji Huaichu's lack of security can't be cured, and he doesn't know what happened to him when he was young, and he hasn't let go of his fear all these years.

"No." Ji Qing replied affirmatively, and at the same time embraced Ji Huaichu, passed on his determination to Ji Huaichu, and gently patted Ji Huaichu's shoulder to appease Ji Huaichu's excited emotions.

"En." Ji Qing's voice was vague, and he rubbed against Ji Qing's neck a few times vigorously, his lips brushed against his slender neck inadvertently, and he reluctantly let go of Ji Qing after eating up all the tofu.

"Then what are you going to do?" Ji Huaichu asked.

Ji Qing naturally knew what Ji Huaichu meant. He now knew that Taoist Rong Ke was his father. What plans did he have in the future? To be honest, Ji Qing didn't have any plans in his heart. It didn't come out, Jun Chongmo was Jun Xi's son from the beginning to the end, this time I don't know if it's the derailment of the plot or the role of the protagonist's golden finger, Ji Qing doesn't have the heart to think about it, now he's in a mess On the one hand, it is the guilt for Ziyi's sacrifice. Ziyi was willing to die for his child, but he inexplicably occupied Jun Chongmo's body. Her last wish was finally fulfilled. Sympathy and regret, as well as confusion about the future, according to this derailed plot, can he really send Jun Chongmo on the glorious road of cultivating immortality?

"I do not know."

Ji Huaichu saw Ji Qing's confused face, like a lost child, and comforted him, "Don't think about it if you don't know, and talk about it later when you make a decision. Let's rest now. It's already very late."

"Yeah." Ji Qing nodded obediently, and walked towards the bed in disbelief.

Ji Huaichu supported Ji Qing who was almost tripped, put his arms around Ji Qing's shoulders, and carried him to the bed.

"It's okay. Well, I'll always be by your side." Ji Huaichu pressed Ji Qing on the bed, covered him with a quilt, and comforted him gently with his eyes.

Ji Qing let go of his random thoughts, and showed an undefended smile on his face, "Got it, you should rest quickly. We will start practicing tomorrow when we get up."

Ji Huaichu sees that Ji Qing really let go of her wild thoughts, and then she lays down next to Ji Qing.

Turning over and hugging Ji Qing, holding him tightly in his arms, Ji Qing glanced at Ji Huaichu in surprise, as if he was asking about Ji Huaichu's sudden movement.

"Let me give you a hug, okay? You really won't leave, right!"

Ji Qing sighed helplessly, and didn't blame Ji Huaichu, in his heart Ji Huaichu was a child back then, no matter how intimate he would be, he would not be suspicious, so he nodded patiently.

A contented smile appeared on Ji Huaichu's face, and he immediately closed his eyes, for fear that Ji Qing would regret it the next moment.

Seeing Ji Huaichu's childish actions, Ji Qing had a indulgent smile on his face and closed his eyes.

Early the next morning, after the two had breakfast, they came to Taoist Rongchen's door. It was too late yesterday, and when they returned to their room, Taoist Rongchen hurriedly told them to start teaching them tomorrow.

"Master." Seeing Taoist Rong Chen stepping out of the room, the two called at the same time.

Rong Chen saw the energetic appearance of the two, and nodded in agreement.

"What do you want to learn?" Taoist Rong Chen asked straight to the point.

The two looked at each other, and Ji Qing said first, "I want to become a Faxiu."

"I want to practice swords." Ji Huaichu said immediately.

"Do you know the spiritual roots in your body?"

Both of them nodded, and Ji Qing said, "Both of us have three spiritual roots, water, wood, and thunder."

"Take it." Hearing Ji Qing's answer, Taoist Rong Chen took out two thin books from the interspatial ring and handed them to the two of them.

"This is the mental method for getting started with Kendo Sect. You should start practicing today. Huaichu, if you want to practice swords, you must also have a mental method. And you should think about it carefully. Sword cultivation is the most difficult thing to achieve. How many monks Study for its powerful lethality, give up halfway in the end, and turn to learning spells. Such a half-way practice will have a great impact on the Taoist heart. Have you really considered it? Becoming a sword cultivator The hard work and cost must be beyond your imagination."

"En." Ji Huaichu nodded without hesitation.

"Okay then, follow me." After finishing speaking, Taoist Rong Chen walked forward, the two looked at each other, and followed behind Taoist Rong Chen suspiciously.

The author has something to say:

Fuck me, I was wrong. T^T surprise, absolute surprise.The table discards the author bacteria.

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