When Adaptation Meets Original
Chapter 15 Hesitation
How could he have the heart to bring his own child into this dangerous world, and then let go, but it is obviously very difficult as Jun Chongmo to stay by Ji Huaichu's side all the time.
Ji Qing felt that he was trapped in an endless loop, and he was really in a dilemma.
Ji Qing struggled with this issue for a few days, engaged in fierce ideological struggles every day, and in the end even felt that his struggle was meaningless and wanted to abandon everything, all worries and hopes.
Ji Huaichu also saw that Ji Qing was restless these days, but Ji Qing didn't say anything, and he didn't dare to ask rashly. It was only in the past few days that he realized that this matter might be related to himself, so Ji Huaichu asked.
"Do you have any troubles?" Ji Huaichu went straight to the point, without any intention of beating around the bush. In front of Ji Qing, Ji Huaichu was always straightforward and well-behaved.
"No, why do you ask that?" Ji Qing avoided his eyes unconsciously, always feeling that being stared at by the dark pupils of a child, all his thoughts were immersed in those abyss-like eyes, and he would truthfully reveal the secrets in his heart.
"Tell me, I see, it's related to me, since it's related to me, I have the right to know, besides you are so troubled, maybe you didn't consider my intentions, maybe the matter will be resolved after listening to my wishes." Ji Huaichu calmly reasoned with Ji Qing.
Ji Qing went from being careless at the beginning to contemplating at the end, what Ji Huaichu said was not unreasonable, he struggled and struggled on his own, and in the end it might not meet Ji Huaichu's wishes, besides, he has no right to forcibly reverse Ji Huaichu's behavior just because of his own will. Destiny, tell Ji Huaichu the truth, this is his own destiny, and Ji Qing feels that he has no right to forcefully change it.
Awakened by Ji Huaichu's words, Ji Qing selectively told some of his entanglements to Ji Huaichu. Unexpectedly, after Ji Huaichu listened to it, he asked straightforwardly, "Do you want to practice?"
Ji Qing nodded without knowing why, without any hesitation or hesitation.
Ji Huaichu nodded, expressing his understanding.
Seeing Ji Huaichu's unmoving facial expression, Ji Qing murmured in his heart that this kid's concentration was too good, it was a waste of him worrying every day whether Ji Huaichu would be impacted, this kid was obviously calmer than himself.
"I want to learn too." When Ji Qing was still in a daze, Ji Huaichu calmly said these words in front of himself that could change his own life.
Ji Qing was taken aback, "What?" asked subconsciously.
"I want to cultivate immortality."
Hearing Ji Huaichu's decisive answer, Ji Qing couldn't help suspecting that it was because of his own reasons. Don't say that he was self-indulgent, Ji Huaichu looked calm and calm, and he was calm about everything, but Ji Qing knew that Ji Huaichu treated him The dependence is very deep.
Originally, Ji Qing also thought that the child was the reason for his later experience, always calm and calm, with an unchanging expression. This idea changed completely when Ji Qing woke up at night by accident. He saw the child with his back facing him. She was sleeping soundly curled up at the corner of the bed, without babbling or tears, but Ji Qing felt the child's fragility for no reason.
Ji Huaichu was very defensive, Ji Qing knew it early on, and he also understood that this was the last bottom line of his inability to protect himself. He knew that Ji Huaichu had his own fragility, but Ji Huaichu had never shown his fragility in front of Ji Qing. At that moment, Ji Qing's mood was complicated, he didn't know whether it was more distressed or more gratified, he was gratified to see the tip of the iceberg of Ji Huaichu's true face, and felt sorry for the helpless and weak child.
Ji Qing carefully moved to Ji Huaichu's side, just about to help Ji Huaichu cover the quilt, when he lowered his head, he saw Ji Huaichu's dark eyes, fixed on himself, the uneasiness and vigilance conveyed inside made Ji Qing's heart sore Very complicated.
Since then, Ji Qing has consciously changed some of Ji Huaichu's views and behaviors. Although the results have been minimal, Ji Huaichu is finally willing to show the joy, curiosity, and vigor that normal children would have in front of Ji Qing.
Because Ji Qing himself wanted to cultivate immortality, Ji Huaichu was influenced by himself or directly because of himself.
Obviously, Ji Huaichu knew Ji Qingyuan more deeply than Ji Qing knew Ji Huaichu. Ji Qing frowned, guessing what Ji Qing was thinking, and then said again, "It's not because of you, but because of myself."
"Oh, how do you say it?" Ji Qing asked with interest, can Ji Huaichu understand the meaning of cultivating immortals and the influence of cultivating immortals on him?
"I want to become stronger." Ji Huaichu said firmly.
Ji Qing was shocked, the determination in Ji Huaichu's words moved Ji Qing.
Already know the importance of strength?Is it the ordeal that made you wake up and see through all this in advance?Only with absolute strength can you have the absolute right to speak and protect the people and things you value the most.
"Okay." Ji Qing nodded in agreement, not only because it was Ji Huaichu's choice, but also Ji Qing's choice. He wanted Ji Huaichu to have the power to protect himself and the people he cherished. Powerlessness is the most hurtful thing in the world. Things, only when Ji Huaichu is strong enough to despise everything, Ji Qing will not worry about Ji Huaichu after leaving, in the end he is still selfish, because he does not want to worry about Ji Huaichu, longing for him to have the power to protect himself, this is Ji Qing alone Her tenderness is also Ji Qing's cruelty.
Seeing that Ji Qing agreed, Ji Huaichu's eyes brightened and a smile appeared on his face. He knew that he already knew that Ji Qing liked him to show the truth in front of him, but this was no less than stripping off the last protective shell for Ji Huaichu. Just like a hedgehog that has lost its spikes, he is at the mercy of others, but Ji Huaichu is working hard, he wants to see the comfort and joy in the eyes of the people in front of him, even if it is in exchange for self-injury, Ji Huaichu is trying his best to treat the softest part of himself that has not yet been wrapped in armor, Unsuspectingly exposed in front of Ji Qing.
After both of them made a decision, Ji Qing took out the cheat book he had obtained in that strange little world last time. At first, Ji Qing didn't realize that it was a cheat book of extraordinary value, but it was just a secret book that was soaked in the Jingxin Pavilion one day. At that time, Ji Qing took out this cheat book on a whim, sent it to Cheng Lan, and asked Cheng Lan about everything about this cheat book. Only then did Ji Qing realize that the book that he had been treating as "trapped" in his hands would become his It was the first stepping stone and booster for Ji Huaichu to step into the world of self-cultivation.
After Ji Qing took out the cheat book, he handed it directly to Ji Huaichu. He had already admitted that Ji Huaichu was a genius in sentence punctuation. Ji Qing admired this kind of talent but was also very speechless. Talent, like Ji Huaichu's, can only be called tricky.
Ji Qing copied the excerpts of "The Secret Record of Ramming Immortals" after Ji Huaichu's sentence breaks on a clean piece of paper, and began to study intently, while Ji Huaichu sat beside Ji Qing, the two of them did not disturb each other, immersed in the novel world.
Ji Qing opened the title page of "The Secret Record of Ramming Immortals", which was blank, and continued to read backwards, only to see the opening sentence of the first page, "Heavenly Dao and Harmony, Nine Desolation Gather People..."
Ji Qing patiently read every word in "The Secret Record of Ramming Immortals" carefully, and finally couldn't bear it anymore and put the book on the desk at hand. Before putting it on the desk, he felt his fingers touch a warm object.
Ji Qing looked up, and saw Ji Huaichu looking at him with gentle eyes, Ji Qing rarely blushed a little bit, never thought that one day he would have a child so many years younger than himself to comfort him.
Ji Qing suppressed the irritability in his heart. He didn't expect that this so-called secret book would be so obscure and difficult to understand. What made Ji Qing even more angry was that there were many mysterious and mysterious words in it. It seemed that Ji Qing could grasp the mysterious meaning in it. , but fell into the swamp of confusion in a blink of an eye and couldn't extricate himself, as if the surprising epiphany just now was completely just a dream, which made Ji Qing frustrated and at the same time raised uncontrollable irritability. If it wasn't for his extraordinary willpower, Ji Qing would have He threw the secret book in his hand on the ground, and even wanted to step on the book too much to vent his dissatisfaction.
"Don't understand?" Ji Huaichu asked thoughtfully.
"En." Ji Qing nodded, his tone contained a few traces of grievance that he hadn't noticed.
"I can't understand it either. Didn't Cheng Lan say that? Cultivation of immortality depends on understanding, so you can't understand it for a while, but if you study hard, you will definitely understand it." Ji Huaichu gently comforted Ji Qing.
"Yeah." As soon as Ji Qing's voice fell, he realized that Ji Huaichu was abnormal, abnormal, abnormal, when would Ji Huaichu talk to himself in such a gentle way, and the most important thing is that something similar to emotion appeared on Ji Huaichu's face just now , this is usually what Ji Huaichu lacks the most on his face.
"What's so happy about it?" Ji Qing asked, this was also one of the changes in Ji Huaichu, the corners of his mouth curled up in excitement just at the beginning.
"Just happy."
"Why are you happy? You just comforted me, but you can actually understand the contents of "The Secret Record of Ramming Immortals"?"
"No." Ji Huaichu shook his head, and continued, "Where did you go, I am happy because I can study and practice with you, and I will continue in the future."
Ji Qing didn't agree, is that why you lost any defense in front of me?I think that our destiny is connected together, and in the future, we will be bound together forever, and we will find a partner who we trust but stay with us for a lifetime.
Although Ji Huaichu is destined to be disappointed now, Ji Qing didn't point it out, just simply nodded.
Seeing Ji Qing's promise-like nod, Ji Huaichu couldn't help showing a big smile. Ji Qing didn't explain that the meaning of his nodding was different from what Ji Huaichu understood, and that it would allow Ji Huaichu to find a new self. Before, Ji Qing was willing to maintain it attentively.
"Let's go find Cheng Lan after dinner and ask him what he's talking about here." Ji Qing changed the subject.
Ji Huaichu, who was immersed in joy, didn't realize Ji Qing's intention, and enthusiastically seconded his proposal.
Ji Qing stood up, cleaned up the messy books on the desk, and prepared to take them to the Jingxin Pavilion to return to Cheng Lan. Ji Huaichu thoughtfully handed over the things Ji Qing needed from time to time, and the desk quickly returned to cleanliness. The two gossiped and waited Shuli serves lunch.
After lunch, the two of them walked towards Jingxin Pavilion with a stack of books in their arms.
Ji Qing felt that he was trapped in an endless loop, and he was really in a dilemma.
Ji Qing struggled with this issue for a few days, engaged in fierce ideological struggles every day, and in the end even felt that his struggle was meaningless and wanted to abandon everything, all worries and hopes.
Ji Huaichu also saw that Ji Qing was restless these days, but Ji Qing didn't say anything, and he didn't dare to ask rashly. It was only in the past few days that he realized that this matter might be related to himself, so Ji Huaichu asked.
"Do you have any troubles?" Ji Huaichu went straight to the point, without any intention of beating around the bush. In front of Ji Qing, Ji Huaichu was always straightforward and well-behaved.
"No, why do you ask that?" Ji Qing avoided his eyes unconsciously, always feeling that being stared at by the dark pupils of a child, all his thoughts were immersed in those abyss-like eyes, and he would truthfully reveal the secrets in his heart.
"Tell me, I see, it's related to me, since it's related to me, I have the right to know, besides you are so troubled, maybe you didn't consider my intentions, maybe the matter will be resolved after listening to my wishes." Ji Huaichu calmly reasoned with Ji Qing.
Ji Qing went from being careless at the beginning to contemplating at the end, what Ji Huaichu said was not unreasonable, he struggled and struggled on his own, and in the end it might not meet Ji Huaichu's wishes, besides, he has no right to forcibly reverse Ji Huaichu's behavior just because of his own will. Destiny, tell Ji Huaichu the truth, this is his own destiny, and Ji Qing feels that he has no right to forcefully change it.
Awakened by Ji Huaichu's words, Ji Qing selectively told some of his entanglements to Ji Huaichu. Unexpectedly, after Ji Huaichu listened to it, he asked straightforwardly, "Do you want to practice?"
Ji Qing nodded without knowing why, without any hesitation or hesitation.
Ji Huaichu nodded, expressing his understanding.
Seeing Ji Huaichu's unmoving facial expression, Ji Qing murmured in his heart that this kid's concentration was too good, it was a waste of him worrying every day whether Ji Huaichu would be impacted, this kid was obviously calmer than himself.
"I want to learn too." When Ji Qing was still in a daze, Ji Huaichu calmly said these words in front of himself that could change his own life.
Ji Qing was taken aback, "What?" asked subconsciously.
"I want to cultivate immortality."
Hearing Ji Huaichu's decisive answer, Ji Qing couldn't help suspecting that it was because of his own reasons. Don't say that he was self-indulgent, Ji Huaichu looked calm and calm, and he was calm about everything, but Ji Qing knew that Ji Huaichu treated him The dependence is very deep.
Originally, Ji Qing also thought that the child was the reason for his later experience, always calm and calm, with an unchanging expression. This idea changed completely when Ji Qing woke up at night by accident. He saw the child with his back facing him. She was sleeping soundly curled up at the corner of the bed, without babbling or tears, but Ji Qing felt the child's fragility for no reason.
Ji Huaichu was very defensive, Ji Qing knew it early on, and he also understood that this was the last bottom line of his inability to protect himself. He knew that Ji Huaichu had his own fragility, but Ji Huaichu had never shown his fragility in front of Ji Qing. At that moment, Ji Qing's mood was complicated, he didn't know whether it was more distressed or more gratified, he was gratified to see the tip of the iceberg of Ji Huaichu's true face, and felt sorry for the helpless and weak child.
Ji Qing carefully moved to Ji Huaichu's side, just about to help Ji Huaichu cover the quilt, when he lowered his head, he saw Ji Huaichu's dark eyes, fixed on himself, the uneasiness and vigilance conveyed inside made Ji Qing's heart sore Very complicated.
Since then, Ji Qing has consciously changed some of Ji Huaichu's views and behaviors. Although the results have been minimal, Ji Huaichu is finally willing to show the joy, curiosity, and vigor that normal children would have in front of Ji Qing.
Because Ji Qing himself wanted to cultivate immortality, Ji Huaichu was influenced by himself or directly because of himself.
Obviously, Ji Huaichu knew Ji Qingyuan more deeply than Ji Qing knew Ji Huaichu. Ji Qing frowned, guessing what Ji Qing was thinking, and then said again, "It's not because of you, but because of myself."
"Oh, how do you say it?" Ji Qing asked with interest, can Ji Huaichu understand the meaning of cultivating immortals and the influence of cultivating immortals on him?
"I want to become stronger." Ji Huaichu said firmly.
Ji Qing was shocked, the determination in Ji Huaichu's words moved Ji Qing.
Already know the importance of strength?Is it the ordeal that made you wake up and see through all this in advance?Only with absolute strength can you have the absolute right to speak and protect the people and things you value the most.
"Okay." Ji Qing nodded in agreement, not only because it was Ji Huaichu's choice, but also Ji Qing's choice. He wanted Ji Huaichu to have the power to protect himself and the people he cherished. Powerlessness is the most hurtful thing in the world. Things, only when Ji Huaichu is strong enough to despise everything, Ji Qing will not worry about Ji Huaichu after leaving, in the end he is still selfish, because he does not want to worry about Ji Huaichu, longing for him to have the power to protect himself, this is Ji Qing alone Her tenderness is also Ji Qing's cruelty.
Seeing that Ji Qing agreed, Ji Huaichu's eyes brightened and a smile appeared on his face. He knew that he already knew that Ji Qing liked him to show the truth in front of him, but this was no less than stripping off the last protective shell for Ji Huaichu. Just like a hedgehog that has lost its spikes, he is at the mercy of others, but Ji Huaichu is working hard, he wants to see the comfort and joy in the eyes of the people in front of him, even if it is in exchange for self-injury, Ji Huaichu is trying his best to treat the softest part of himself that has not yet been wrapped in armor, Unsuspectingly exposed in front of Ji Qing.
After both of them made a decision, Ji Qing took out the cheat book he had obtained in that strange little world last time. At first, Ji Qing didn't realize that it was a cheat book of extraordinary value, but it was just a secret book that was soaked in the Jingxin Pavilion one day. At that time, Ji Qing took out this cheat book on a whim, sent it to Cheng Lan, and asked Cheng Lan about everything about this cheat book. Only then did Ji Qing realize that the book that he had been treating as "trapped" in his hands would become his It was the first stepping stone and booster for Ji Huaichu to step into the world of self-cultivation.
After Ji Qing took out the cheat book, he handed it directly to Ji Huaichu. He had already admitted that Ji Huaichu was a genius in sentence punctuation. Ji Qing admired this kind of talent but was also very speechless. Talent, like Ji Huaichu's, can only be called tricky.
Ji Qing copied the excerpts of "The Secret Record of Ramming Immortals" after Ji Huaichu's sentence breaks on a clean piece of paper, and began to study intently, while Ji Huaichu sat beside Ji Qing, the two of them did not disturb each other, immersed in the novel world.
Ji Qing opened the title page of "The Secret Record of Ramming Immortals", which was blank, and continued to read backwards, only to see the opening sentence of the first page, "Heavenly Dao and Harmony, Nine Desolation Gather People..."
Ji Qing patiently read every word in "The Secret Record of Ramming Immortals" carefully, and finally couldn't bear it anymore and put the book on the desk at hand. Before putting it on the desk, he felt his fingers touch a warm object.
Ji Qing looked up, and saw Ji Huaichu looking at him with gentle eyes, Ji Qing rarely blushed a little bit, never thought that one day he would have a child so many years younger than himself to comfort him.
Ji Qing suppressed the irritability in his heart. He didn't expect that this so-called secret book would be so obscure and difficult to understand. What made Ji Qing even more angry was that there were many mysterious and mysterious words in it. It seemed that Ji Qing could grasp the mysterious meaning in it. , but fell into the swamp of confusion in a blink of an eye and couldn't extricate himself, as if the surprising epiphany just now was completely just a dream, which made Ji Qing frustrated and at the same time raised uncontrollable irritability. If it wasn't for his extraordinary willpower, Ji Qing would have He threw the secret book in his hand on the ground, and even wanted to step on the book too much to vent his dissatisfaction.
"Don't understand?" Ji Huaichu asked thoughtfully.
"En." Ji Qing nodded, his tone contained a few traces of grievance that he hadn't noticed.
"I can't understand it either. Didn't Cheng Lan say that? Cultivation of immortality depends on understanding, so you can't understand it for a while, but if you study hard, you will definitely understand it." Ji Huaichu gently comforted Ji Qing.
"Yeah." As soon as Ji Qing's voice fell, he realized that Ji Huaichu was abnormal, abnormal, abnormal, when would Ji Huaichu talk to himself in such a gentle way, and the most important thing is that something similar to emotion appeared on Ji Huaichu's face just now , this is usually what Ji Huaichu lacks the most on his face.
"What's so happy about it?" Ji Qing asked, this was also one of the changes in Ji Huaichu, the corners of his mouth curled up in excitement just at the beginning.
"Just happy."
"Why are you happy? You just comforted me, but you can actually understand the contents of "The Secret Record of Ramming Immortals"?"
"No." Ji Huaichu shook his head, and continued, "Where did you go, I am happy because I can study and practice with you, and I will continue in the future."
Ji Qing didn't agree, is that why you lost any defense in front of me?I think that our destiny is connected together, and in the future, we will be bound together forever, and we will find a partner who we trust but stay with us for a lifetime.
Although Ji Huaichu is destined to be disappointed now, Ji Qing didn't point it out, just simply nodded.
Seeing Ji Qing's promise-like nod, Ji Huaichu couldn't help showing a big smile. Ji Qing didn't explain that the meaning of his nodding was different from what Ji Huaichu understood, and that it would allow Ji Huaichu to find a new self. Before, Ji Qing was willing to maintain it attentively.
"Let's go find Cheng Lan after dinner and ask him what he's talking about here." Ji Qing changed the subject.
Ji Huaichu, who was immersed in joy, didn't realize Ji Qing's intention, and enthusiastically seconded his proposal.
Ji Qing stood up, cleaned up the messy books on the desk, and prepared to take them to the Jingxin Pavilion to return to Cheng Lan. Ji Huaichu thoughtfully handed over the things Ji Qing needed from time to time, and the desk quickly returned to cleanliness. The two gossiped and waited Shuli serves lunch.
After lunch, the two of them walked towards Jingxin Pavilion with a stack of books in their arms.
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