Great God's Secret Love [Network]

Cheng Yu is about to spend one-third of his life. In this short but long one-third of his life, he has had family affection and friendship, but he has been silently holding on to and pursuing love.

Sometimes he would think, why should he be so persistent?Now I finally know that what he is looking for is just - the kind of gratification that the person he loves will also love him.

Now, finally got the harvest.

Zhao Yunqi once asked him why he didn't make it clear to Xiao Zhan earlier?It's not that he doesn't want to say it, it's just that he doesn't want to pollute such an excellent person, and he doesn't want him to be criticized by society.

Moreover, he hadn't come out to his family back then, and although he didn't expect to be able to be with Xiao Zhan, no matter what, he had to be responsible to himself and to Xiao Zhan.

"Xiao Zhan." Cheng Yu sighed in Xiao Zhan's ear, and hugged him tighter.

Just hugging the person in his arms so tightly, the coldness and loneliness lingered around him all the time. He could tell that Xiao Zhan was never happy. He wanted to ask, but he was never qualified to do so.

Now, he really wanted to ask him.

"Huh?" Xiao Zhan put his chin lightly on Cheng Yu's shoulder, let out a pleasant nasal sound, and slowly stretched out his hands to touch the sweater on Cheng Yu's back.

"Can you tell me why you are unhappy?"

Xiao Zhan was stunned for a moment, then distanced himself from Cheng Yu, looked into Cheng Yu's eyes and said, "I'm not unhappy, I'm very happy now."

This is true.

Cheng Yu pursed his lips, his eyes focused, "Xiao Zhan, I like you, this kind of liking has become a habit, and it is indelible," he said, holding Xiao Zhan's right hand and placing it in his At the heart, "It's all about you, but I hope it can be fuller and let me know you better."

Xiao Zhan turned his head back and lowered his eyelashes. The long eyelashes covered the emotions in his eyes. Seeing this, Cheng Yu sighed in his heart. Sure enough, it still doesn't work?

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked." Cheng Yu was always cautious towards Xiao Zhan.

However, Xiao Zhan suddenly raised his head and smiled at him, faintly, but slammed into Cheng Yu's sour heart, as if thick syrup had been poured into his heart in an instant, this feeling was better than Chun Ri's. The blooming of a hundred flowers is even more intense.

"Cheng Yu, it's not that I don't want to say it, but I don't think there's anything to say." Xiao Zhan's eyes fell on the water glass on the coffee table, "However, if you want to know, I'll tell you."

Cheng Yu couldn't help holding his hand, but Xiao Zhan didn't break free.

"When I was a sophomore in high school, my parents divorced and each found a new family, so I was alone all the time. It wasn't that I was unhappy, it was just that I didn't know who to smile at, or who to give affection to."

After he finished speaking, he laughed, not that kind of slight smile, but a smile that showed his teeth. In Cheng Yu's heart, this smile was worth cherishing for his whole life.

Although Xiao Zhan said it lightly, Cheng Yu couldn't help feeling distressed.It turned out that Xiao Zhan had encountered this kind of thing at the time. It turned out that Xiao Zhan had been alone for so many years. It turned out that he had wasted so much time.

The status quo is already worth satisfying.

Cheng Yu's heart was full, he felt that he was simply the happiest person in the world at this time, he looked at the gentle smile on Xiao Zhan's face, and said in a strange way: "From then on, I will be with you, OK?"

Xiao Zhan looked puzzled.

Cheng Yu's face was slightly hot, "I mean, can you stay tonight? No, that's not what I mean, I mean, I can accompany you, or I can go to your side, uh, I mean, you You can do it without a person..."

What the hell is he talking about?Cheng Yu wisely chose to shut up.

Xiao Zhan couldn't help being amused by him. You must know that because of Cheng Yu's voice, he often plays some stable, domineering presidents and other roles, and these roles have one thing in common-the enemy is wiped out in the conversation. .

He imagined Zhan Xiao to be such a person, but he didn't expect Zhan Xiao in reality to be so at a loss.

But it was precisely because of this that he felt that this person was alive, and the warmth of his voice could never replace the warmth of his body.

He thought, if Cheng Yu didn't exist in this world, there wouldn't be anyone else.

Since he has already recognized the matter, why should he be hypocritical?

"it is good."

Cheng Yu was still upset when he heard the person in front of him say with a smile.

"What did you say?" He asked again in surprise but disbelief.

"I say, okay." Xiao Zhan approached him slowly, his lips were only half an inch apart, his extremely delicate eyebrows kept enlarging in Cheng Yu's eyes, and Cheng Yu froze there motionless until a cool, soft feeling The touch hit the corner of his lips.

Time stood still.

Xiao Zhan's slightly trembling eyelashes are in front of his eyes, his heartbeat is pounding in his ear, and the corner of his lips is...

Xiao Zhan is kissing him!

Cheng Yu's standby brain instantly started running at high speed, and just as Xiao Zhan was about to leave, he reached out and hugged Xiao Zhan's back and head. Seeing that Xiao Zhan had no intention of refusing, he closed his eyes and kissed him deeply.

He has never kissed anyone before, but he still has some theoretical knowledge. While imagining in his mind, he slowly stroked and explored Xiao Zhan's cool lips until the fiery breath rose between the two. , Cheng Yu couldn't bear it anymore, and directly held Xiao Zhan tightly in his arms, and with Xiao Zhan's acquiescence, pried his lips and teeth open.

Both of them were newbies, and there were a lot of bumps and bumps in kissing, but they were very excited. The emotions that had been suppressed for many years broke out at this moment, which was like shaking the ground.

Cheng Yu slowly put Xiao Zhan down on the sofa, supported him on top of Xiao Zhan, and entangled with him gently but firmly.

Happiness fills this room.

Accepting this kiss, Xiao Zhan felt that he seemed to fall in love with this kind of behavior with a hot temperature, and this was something that only Cheng Yu could bring to him.

After an unknown amount of time, Cheng Yu left his lips and opened his eyes to see Xiao Zhan's slightly swollen red lips, reddish cheeks, and misty eyes, feeling that he possessed the whole world in an instant.He just stared at the person below him, kissed him on the lips, then on the tip of his nose, then his eyes, eyebrows, forehead... No matter how many times he kissed, he still felt it was not enough.

How can this person be so beautiful?

"Xiao Zhan, I have something for you." He got up from the sofa and held Xiao Zhan's hand, "Come with me, I'll show it to you."

Xiao Zhan came back to his senses, nodded with a smile.

The two entered the bedroom, Cheng Yu still held Xiao Zhan's hand tightly, and with the other hand, he took out a small and exquisite red brocade box from the drawer of the cabinet beside the bed.

He opened the brocade box, stared at Xiao Zhan, and said seriously: "I know it's a bit sudden, but I want to be with you from this moment on, are you willing?"

Inside the brocade box were two men's rings with exactly the same shape, but there were some differences in size.

Looking at the ring, Xiao Zhan couldn't help being stunned.

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Covering your face in embarrassment and running away, you guys do your best...