Save the male second
Chapter 33 9 Death without Regret (2)
Xu Nanke jumped over the eaves, flew over several forests, and searched around the entire Yaowang Valley. The moonlight gradually became hazy, with a layer of rough edges, shining on the snow, like a reflection.He didn't find Shen Ji, and he couldn't find it anywhere.At this time, there are barriers everywhere in the Yaowang Valley, and his spiritual consciousness can't play any role.
Shen Ji seemed to have disappeared into the vast world like this, without a trace.
Xu Nanke stopped on the roof, with the cold moonlight shining on his palms, without Shen Ji's figure around him, he looked extraordinarily lonely.Only then did he realize that if Shen Ji was not around, no one would put on an extra cloak for him, and no one would leave candlelight for him to go all the way back.
The moonlight cast his solitary figure down, and he simply sat down cross-legged on the eaves, in a trance for a moment.
In the past few years, Shen Ji has been busy in front of him, like a small spinning top, keeping everything in order.When that person was by his side, he didn't feel anything, but once he was gone, he realized the panic in his heart.He should have been in love a long time ago, but he couldn't find it.
However, Xu Nanke felt sorry for Shen Ji.He has always believed that there is revenge for revenge and kindness for kindness, and if someone treats him well, he will definitely repay him.If someone likes him very much, he should also like to go back very much.But now it is obvious that he treats Shen Ji far less than Shen Ji treats him.
He also remembered that Shen Ji said a few days ago that if he likes someone, he only wants for the rest of his life. In this life and in the next life, he will never look at others.
Xu Nanke sighed, not knowing what to do with this stubborn child.He still can't completely clear up his thoughts, but he just wants to find Shen Ji quickly, but he hasn't figured out what to do next.
But that night, he turned over the entire Yaowang Valley, but he couldn't find Shen Ji.
Xu Nanke only felt that the claws were scratching his heart, and he didn't know if this feeling was called longing.For the first time in his life, he missed someone.
……
Xu Nanke returned to the original hut without closing the door, waiting for Shen Ji to come back, but he sat in the cold wind all night, but Shen Ji never came back.
On the second day, at dawn, he stood up and washed his face.At this time, there was a soft noise outside, followed by a familiar voice: "It's the second day, and it's time for us to set off."
Xu Nanke was overjoyed immediately, and hurriedly rushed out, only to see Shen Ji standing in the yard leading two horses, the boy was as tall and straight as a pine, and his face was as handsome as snow, he was still the same person as yesterday, but he was different from yesterday same.
Shen Ji's eye sockets were faintly red, but his eyes fell on Xu Nanke lightly, as if what happened yesterday had never happened--this made Xu Nanke's anxious reproaches rushing up his throat be forcibly swallowed.
Xu Nanke walked up to him, suppressed the restlessness in his heart, and pretended to ask casually, "Where did you go last night?"
Shen Ji said lightly: "Since you don't like me, why do you care where I am?"
Xu Nanke choked suddenly.
He stared at Shen Ji in disbelief, but Shen Ji didn't look at him, walked into the room, packed up his luggage, threw it on the horse's back, and said with the same cold expression, "Let's go."
It was only then that Xu Nanke realized that Shen Ji used to say "senior brother", but now he said three sentences, and none of them contained the word "senior brother".He must be sick.
The two left Yaowang Valley like this, Jiang Shihe put his hands in his sleeves and did not come out to see them off, but stood on the top of the tree, watching with emotion that the huge Yaowang Valley had returned to its deathly silence.
Xu Nanke knew that Shen Ji was feeling sad and angry, so he looked at him from time to time along the way, but Shen Ji ignored his gaze from the beginning to the end, and just concentrated on riding the horse and finding the way.
He knew that what happened yesterday, Shen Ji must have been stimulated, and he must have thought himself a liar after indulging in fake warmth for so many years.So I always wanted to find an opportunity to have a good talk with him, but Shen Ji kept doing this, which made him feel stuck in his throat and unable to speak out.He was not a person who was good at words, so he held back some words all the way, and he swallowed them from his mouth back into his throat, chewed them up and swallowed them into his stomach.
It's just that the more I look at Shen Ji, the more I feel that something is wrong with Shen Ji.
For example, he originally liked the school uniforms of the Qingyuan school very much, and he kept changing two sets of school uniforms all the way here, but now he has changed into a new white robe with no stitches on it. I don't know if it is because the white clothes are like snow. , causing his whole temperament to change suddenly.
The long hair tied up with cloth strips is also half down at this time, which is completely different from the past.
When he looked at Xu Nanke in the past, he always had a slight smile on his face, which was a bit soft, and occasionally acted like a baby, but also had a bit of youthful air.In the past, the temperament was sharp and sharp, but it added a bit of softness.
But now, like a sword drawn out of its scabbard, there are only a few chills written all over his body.The cold weather made Xu Nanke think of his third senior brother Xie Changjin.
He rode his horse and followed behind Shen Ji not too far or too close. Seeing that he was carrying the Jiangyun sword on his back, but he was not holding it tightly in his hand like in the past, he couldn't help but twitched his brows. premonition.
The two of them remained silent all the way until they returned to the casino, where Shen Ji handed over the last medicine that he brought out from the Valley of the Medicine King to Wu Lin.
Wu Lin has exhausted his cultivation for a lifetime, and now he is at the end of his rope, but the wildfire of a prairie fire flashes in his eyes.
He ignored the two, turned around and left, hurriedly refining his last medicine.
When Xu Nanke and Shen Ji left the city wall of Yangzhou City, they looked into the distance, as if the frozen Yangzhou City seemed to have come alive a little bit, the snow was piled up thousands of miles away, and the west wind was blowing, faintly green growing from the soil come out.
At this time, Wu Lin's coercion has been reduced a lot. Although the gambling city is still chaotic and mixed with fish and dragons, some people have returned from the city.Everything is gradually returning to normal.
When the two of them came out of the city, they could hear someone from a distance in the teahouse of the post station yelling and telling a story. It was said that Xie Changjin, the third disciple of Gufu Mountain, won the number one card in the casino more than a dozen times in a row, disappeared overnight, and attracted countless beauties. , I don’t know if I gambled the treasure I wanted.He also said that he has been running around in recent years, not knowing what he was looking for, and the number of murders has been reduced. Perhaps the notoriety of Lonely Mountain will fade sooner or later.
Xu Nanke heard a few more words, and the horse next to him suddenly screamed. Shen Jice immediately stepped forward, blocking his sight, and said calmly, "It's getting dark, let's go."
Along the way, apart from these few words, he had nothing else to say.
Xu Nanke couldn't help but rode his horse to catch up and asked, "Shen Ji, what's wrong with you, I have something to tell you."
"I know what you want to say." Shen Ji quickly blocked his words, his expression was slightly excited, his breathing became short of breath, and he managed to calm down after a while.
The afterglow of the setting sun shone on his face, which was strangely breathtaking, but his eyes were filled with dead darkness.He whispered: "Stop talking."
There was a hint of pleading.
"How do you know what I'm going to say?" Xu Nanke laughed angrily.
"Then what are you going to say?" Shen Ji asked back, his eyelashes drooped, he couldn't see all the emotions in his eyes, but he just clenched his fingers holding the rein.
Xu Nanke gritted his teeth and was speechless for a long time. He always felt that this was not a good time to talk. After dawdling for a long time, he asked, "Why did you change your clothes and dress like this?"
As if the last bit of expectation had dissipated, Shen Ji asked with a weird arc at the corner of his mouth, "Don't you like it?"
"I..." Xu Nanke looked puzzled and opened his mouth to say something, but he didn't know what to say.
Shen Ji stared at him fixedly, then turned away, as if he was afraid that he would say something to refuse, and galloped away a few miles away.
Xu Nanke couldn't bear to chase after him, and shouted while chasing: "Shen Xiaoji, I was wrong! Stop!"
He really lost his old face, and the sparrows on both sides of the official road were laughing at him.
But Shen Ji never stopped.
He kept chasing Shen Ji, the horse galloped along the road, unexpectedly arrived within the range of the Qing Yuan Sect after a few days.On the way, we passed through many bustling towns, and it was spring at this time, and there were bustling noises everywhere. Xu Nanke originally planned to stay in the inn with Shen Ji for a few days, to have fun and watch some interesting things, but he didn’t have the time to do it right now. Some of these are gone.
He was restless, for a few days, he didn't even bother to practice, every day he watched Shen Ji galloping in front of him on a horse, and wanted to open his mouth to speak to him, but Shen Ji didn't listen.
Finally, on this day, the two of them sat down by a stream at the foot of the mountain and rested for a while.
Xu Nanke saw that Shen Ji not only didn't speak for the past few days, but also didn't eat anything or drink any water.Remembering that he was the one who took care of him in the past, he rolled his eyes, and ran to the mountains to hunt some wild game mercifully, roasted it, and carefully handed the plump rabbit leg to Shen Ji, shaking it. Huang, said with a smile: "Shen Xiaoji, please reconcile."
Shen Ji didn't look up at him, just squatted by the stream and washed his hands, slowly said: "I don't eat rabbits anymore."
Xu Nanke immediately froze in place.
After a while, the roasted rabbit leg also fell to the ground, covered in dust.
Now that he knew where Shen Ji's strange feeling came from, his heart trembled suddenly, and unspeakable emotions surged from the bottom of his heart, his throat felt like a ball of cotton stuffed, dry and itchy.Some anger, some heartache, and finally mixed into incomprehensible emotions.
He stared at Shen Ji, and did not speak for a long time.
After a while, Shen Ji stood up, Xu Nanke opened his mouth behind him, but he couldn't make a sound for a long time, squeezed his fist, and finally said in a deep voice: "Shen Ji, stop, I have something to say."
Shen Ji didn't stop, Xu Nanke said: "If you don't stop now, don't expect me to call you in the future."
Shen Ji finally stopped, but still didn't look back, he stood there and waited for a while.
Xu Nanke scratched his ears, pondered his words, but still couldn't speak for a long time, so Shen Ji's shoulders seemed to tremble slightly, and he continued to drag his feet away, showing a bit of disappointment in his back.
Seeing that he was about to leave again, Xu Nanke gritted his teeth, but couldn't bear to scold him, took a deep breath, and said in a bitter voice, "Why are you doing this, who told you to imitate Xie Changjin?" Know when to toss.
The sword fell into the stream and flowed down the stream, the true energy stirred up the water droplets, wet the tops of the two people's heads, and dripped down the tips of Shen Ji's ears.
Shen Ji still didn't look back, and after a while, he said in a low voice: "Brother, it's fine if you don't like me, don't you give me the chance to try?"
Xu Nanke laughed angrily, and said, "What are you going to try? I don't like him, not at all."
Hearing this, Shen Ji suddenly turned his head, his pitch-black eyes were somewhat revived, and his eyes were red: "You don't like him, so who do you like?"
Water droplets trickled down his black eyelashes.
The author has something to say:
Shen Ji: Brother always needs stimulation to spur him to move forward step by step QAQ
Next, we will be sweet for a while, get a small copy, and let's go directly to the little black room!
Shen Ji seemed to have disappeared into the vast world like this, without a trace.
Xu Nanke stopped on the roof, with the cold moonlight shining on his palms, without Shen Ji's figure around him, he looked extraordinarily lonely.Only then did he realize that if Shen Ji was not around, no one would put on an extra cloak for him, and no one would leave candlelight for him to go all the way back.
The moonlight cast his solitary figure down, and he simply sat down cross-legged on the eaves, in a trance for a moment.
In the past few years, Shen Ji has been busy in front of him, like a small spinning top, keeping everything in order.When that person was by his side, he didn't feel anything, but once he was gone, he realized the panic in his heart.He should have been in love a long time ago, but he couldn't find it.
However, Xu Nanke felt sorry for Shen Ji.He has always believed that there is revenge for revenge and kindness for kindness, and if someone treats him well, he will definitely repay him.If someone likes him very much, he should also like to go back very much.But now it is obvious that he treats Shen Ji far less than Shen Ji treats him.
He also remembered that Shen Ji said a few days ago that if he likes someone, he only wants for the rest of his life. In this life and in the next life, he will never look at others.
Xu Nanke sighed, not knowing what to do with this stubborn child.He still can't completely clear up his thoughts, but he just wants to find Shen Ji quickly, but he hasn't figured out what to do next.
But that night, he turned over the entire Yaowang Valley, but he couldn't find Shen Ji.
Xu Nanke only felt that the claws were scratching his heart, and he didn't know if this feeling was called longing.For the first time in his life, he missed someone.
……
Xu Nanke returned to the original hut without closing the door, waiting for Shen Ji to come back, but he sat in the cold wind all night, but Shen Ji never came back.
On the second day, at dawn, he stood up and washed his face.At this time, there was a soft noise outside, followed by a familiar voice: "It's the second day, and it's time for us to set off."
Xu Nanke was overjoyed immediately, and hurriedly rushed out, only to see Shen Ji standing in the yard leading two horses, the boy was as tall and straight as a pine, and his face was as handsome as snow, he was still the same person as yesterday, but he was different from yesterday same.
Shen Ji's eye sockets were faintly red, but his eyes fell on Xu Nanke lightly, as if what happened yesterday had never happened--this made Xu Nanke's anxious reproaches rushing up his throat be forcibly swallowed.
Xu Nanke walked up to him, suppressed the restlessness in his heart, and pretended to ask casually, "Where did you go last night?"
Shen Ji said lightly: "Since you don't like me, why do you care where I am?"
Xu Nanke choked suddenly.
He stared at Shen Ji in disbelief, but Shen Ji didn't look at him, walked into the room, packed up his luggage, threw it on the horse's back, and said with the same cold expression, "Let's go."
It was only then that Xu Nanke realized that Shen Ji used to say "senior brother", but now he said three sentences, and none of them contained the word "senior brother".He must be sick.
The two left Yaowang Valley like this, Jiang Shihe put his hands in his sleeves and did not come out to see them off, but stood on the top of the tree, watching with emotion that the huge Yaowang Valley had returned to its deathly silence.
Xu Nanke knew that Shen Ji was feeling sad and angry, so he looked at him from time to time along the way, but Shen Ji ignored his gaze from the beginning to the end, and just concentrated on riding the horse and finding the way.
He knew that what happened yesterday, Shen Ji must have been stimulated, and he must have thought himself a liar after indulging in fake warmth for so many years.So I always wanted to find an opportunity to have a good talk with him, but Shen Ji kept doing this, which made him feel stuck in his throat and unable to speak out.He was not a person who was good at words, so he held back some words all the way, and he swallowed them from his mouth back into his throat, chewed them up and swallowed them into his stomach.
It's just that the more I look at Shen Ji, the more I feel that something is wrong with Shen Ji.
For example, he originally liked the school uniforms of the Qingyuan school very much, and he kept changing two sets of school uniforms all the way here, but now he has changed into a new white robe with no stitches on it. I don't know if it is because the white clothes are like snow. , causing his whole temperament to change suddenly.
The long hair tied up with cloth strips is also half down at this time, which is completely different from the past.
When he looked at Xu Nanke in the past, he always had a slight smile on his face, which was a bit soft, and occasionally acted like a baby, but also had a bit of youthful air.In the past, the temperament was sharp and sharp, but it added a bit of softness.
But now, like a sword drawn out of its scabbard, there are only a few chills written all over his body.The cold weather made Xu Nanke think of his third senior brother Xie Changjin.
He rode his horse and followed behind Shen Ji not too far or too close. Seeing that he was carrying the Jiangyun sword on his back, but he was not holding it tightly in his hand like in the past, he couldn't help but twitched his brows. premonition.
The two of them remained silent all the way until they returned to the casino, where Shen Ji handed over the last medicine that he brought out from the Valley of the Medicine King to Wu Lin.
Wu Lin has exhausted his cultivation for a lifetime, and now he is at the end of his rope, but the wildfire of a prairie fire flashes in his eyes.
He ignored the two, turned around and left, hurriedly refining his last medicine.
When Xu Nanke and Shen Ji left the city wall of Yangzhou City, they looked into the distance, as if the frozen Yangzhou City seemed to have come alive a little bit, the snow was piled up thousands of miles away, and the west wind was blowing, faintly green growing from the soil come out.
At this time, Wu Lin's coercion has been reduced a lot. Although the gambling city is still chaotic and mixed with fish and dragons, some people have returned from the city.Everything is gradually returning to normal.
When the two of them came out of the city, they could hear someone from a distance in the teahouse of the post station yelling and telling a story. It was said that Xie Changjin, the third disciple of Gufu Mountain, won the number one card in the casino more than a dozen times in a row, disappeared overnight, and attracted countless beauties. , I don’t know if I gambled the treasure I wanted.He also said that he has been running around in recent years, not knowing what he was looking for, and the number of murders has been reduced. Perhaps the notoriety of Lonely Mountain will fade sooner or later.
Xu Nanke heard a few more words, and the horse next to him suddenly screamed. Shen Jice immediately stepped forward, blocking his sight, and said calmly, "It's getting dark, let's go."
Along the way, apart from these few words, he had nothing else to say.
Xu Nanke couldn't help but rode his horse to catch up and asked, "Shen Ji, what's wrong with you, I have something to tell you."
"I know what you want to say." Shen Ji quickly blocked his words, his expression was slightly excited, his breathing became short of breath, and he managed to calm down after a while.
The afterglow of the setting sun shone on his face, which was strangely breathtaking, but his eyes were filled with dead darkness.He whispered: "Stop talking."
There was a hint of pleading.
"How do you know what I'm going to say?" Xu Nanke laughed angrily.
"Then what are you going to say?" Shen Ji asked back, his eyelashes drooped, he couldn't see all the emotions in his eyes, but he just clenched his fingers holding the rein.
Xu Nanke gritted his teeth and was speechless for a long time. He always felt that this was not a good time to talk. After dawdling for a long time, he asked, "Why did you change your clothes and dress like this?"
As if the last bit of expectation had dissipated, Shen Ji asked with a weird arc at the corner of his mouth, "Don't you like it?"
"I..." Xu Nanke looked puzzled and opened his mouth to say something, but he didn't know what to say.
Shen Ji stared at him fixedly, then turned away, as if he was afraid that he would say something to refuse, and galloped away a few miles away.
Xu Nanke couldn't bear to chase after him, and shouted while chasing: "Shen Xiaoji, I was wrong! Stop!"
He really lost his old face, and the sparrows on both sides of the official road were laughing at him.
But Shen Ji never stopped.
He kept chasing Shen Ji, the horse galloped along the road, unexpectedly arrived within the range of the Qing Yuan Sect after a few days.On the way, we passed through many bustling towns, and it was spring at this time, and there were bustling noises everywhere. Xu Nanke originally planned to stay in the inn with Shen Ji for a few days, to have fun and watch some interesting things, but he didn’t have the time to do it right now. Some of these are gone.
He was restless, for a few days, he didn't even bother to practice, every day he watched Shen Ji galloping in front of him on a horse, and wanted to open his mouth to speak to him, but Shen Ji didn't listen.
Finally, on this day, the two of them sat down by a stream at the foot of the mountain and rested for a while.
Xu Nanke saw that Shen Ji not only didn't speak for the past few days, but also didn't eat anything or drink any water.Remembering that he was the one who took care of him in the past, he rolled his eyes, and ran to the mountains to hunt some wild game mercifully, roasted it, and carefully handed the plump rabbit leg to Shen Ji, shaking it. Huang, said with a smile: "Shen Xiaoji, please reconcile."
Shen Ji didn't look up at him, just squatted by the stream and washed his hands, slowly said: "I don't eat rabbits anymore."
Xu Nanke immediately froze in place.
After a while, the roasted rabbit leg also fell to the ground, covered in dust.
Now that he knew where Shen Ji's strange feeling came from, his heart trembled suddenly, and unspeakable emotions surged from the bottom of his heart, his throat felt like a ball of cotton stuffed, dry and itchy.Some anger, some heartache, and finally mixed into incomprehensible emotions.
He stared at Shen Ji, and did not speak for a long time.
After a while, Shen Ji stood up, Xu Nanke opened his mouth behind him, but he couldn't make a sound for a long time, squeezed his fist, and finally said in a deep voice: "Shen Ji, stop, I have something to say."
Shen Ji didn't stop, Xu Nanke said: "If you don't stop now, don't expect me to call you in the future."
Shen Ji finally stopped, but still didn't look back, he stood there and waited for a while.
Xu Nanke scratched his ears, pondered his words, but still couldn't speak for a long time, so Shen Ji's shoulders seemed to tremble slightly, and he continued to drag his feet away, showing a bit of disappointment in his back.
Seeing that he was about to leave again, Xu Nanke gritted his teeth, but couldn't bear to scold him, took a deep breath, and said in a bitter voice, "Why are you doing this, who told you to imitate Xie Changjin?" Know when to toss.
The sword fell into the stream and flowed down the stream, the true energy stirred up the water droplets, wet the tops of the two people's heads, and dripped down the tips of Shen Ji's ears.
Shen Ji still didn't look back, and after a while, he said in a low voice: "Brother, it's fine if you don't like me, don't you give me the chance to try?"
Xu Nanke laughed angrily, and said, "What are you going to try? I don't like him, not at all."
Hearing this, Shen Ji suddenly turned his head, his pitch-black eyes were somewhat revived, and his eyes were red: "You don't like him, so who do you like?"
Water droplets trickled down his black eyelashes.
The author has something to say:
Shen Ji: Brother always needs stimulation to spur him to move forward step by step QAQ
Next, we will be sweet for a while, get a small copy, and let's go directly to the little black room!
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