The hero does not look back!

On the day Lu An flew back, Xue Rong was actually at the airport. He was in a corner covered by green plants, watching Lu An disappear into the busy airport.After returning from the airport, Xue Rong stayed alone in the room for a day, staring at Lu An's photo on the wall in a daze.

In fact, Xue Rong already knew that Lu An's car accident was a deliberate illusion, and also knew that their family settled in a secluded Nordic town.He even sneaked close to Lu An's residence in the small town many times, and saw Lu An coming in and out with his family, talking and laughing.

Compared with the pain of Lu An's death in a car accident, Xue Rong really wanted to thank God for allowing Lu An to live well, and he didn't want to pursue the deception and escape in it at all.At that time, the doctor said that Lu An was in a car accident, his heart and lungs were punctured by thick iron railings, and he died on the spot.He didn't want to believe in such a tragic ending, and couldn't accept Lu An's death, but Qin Yan had come back secretly at that time, and took away Lu An's body as a relative. Xue Rong didn't even see Lu An's last face of.All the materials in the hospital were complete and impeccable, Xue Rong almost tortured the doctor, after checking and checking, he still came to the same conclusion.Xue Rong thought, he forced Lu An to death.

He couldn't understand why he became a murderer because he loved Lu An so much. He really wanted to live a good life with Lu An, to share the time of his life with him, to give Lu An the best and most comfortable life, Lu An Don't you love him too?Why did Lu An choose such a bloody departure in the end, how much hatred, resentment, and helplessness did Lu An have?Such a tragic scene, how painful it must be for Lu An to leave.The news of Lu An's death made Xue Rong feel that his world was turned upside down and chaotic. He thought about it every day, recalled it every day, and gradually began to understand some things.

He has been entangled with Lu An for many years, and his unequal relationship with Lu An has been misplaced. It is because he is arrogant and conceited. He has never been able to understand Lu An's intentions, and he has not really put down his body to think carefully for Lu An. Tan Feng was right a long time ago, he is An extremely selfish person, especially emotionally, he cares about his own gains and losses, he doesn't really care about the state of his lover, he must have it absolutely when he wants it, he conceitedly thinks that he is the absolute one who can control his lover king.

It took Xue Rong a long time to recover from the extreme grief and confusion, and he noticed some clues after his mind cleared up. It's just that Qin Yan did not leak much information, and Xue Rong didn't get much useful information. When he was sure and rejoicing, the sudden family conspiracy completely disrupted Xue Rong's plan.When the car lost control and crashed into the cliff, Xue Rong thought in severe pain, it's a good thing An An just used the illusion of a car accident to escape, and it's a good thing An An didn't really experience this kind of desperate pain.

God didn't want to take his life yet. Even if he survived, he would still be full of dangers and thorns. He was rescued, treated, and had the chance to come back secretly. After learning that the child was taken away, Xue Rong truly confirmed that Lu An was still safe. Live in a corner that he doesn't know.Xue Rong kept a low profile and found some clues about Lu An. After confirming where Lu An lived now, Xue Rong couldn't help but went to secretly look at Lu An.

When I went there for the first time, I happened to see their family having a lively barbecue in the yard, talking and laughing, very warm.Xue Rong was sitting in the car, slowly driving past their yard, saw the quiet and peaceful smile on Lu An's face, felt a little prickly in his heart, for Lu An, he was already disqualified, let alone Still have to rely on a wheelchair.

I have lost all my qualifications, and I no longer have the opportunity to accompany me.

After going there for the first time, I can't help but want to go again, just take a look from a distance.Seeing Lu An sending Chen Yuan out in the morning and kissing goodbye at the door, Xue Rong lowered his eyes and touched his tie subconsciously. When he lived with Lu An before, Lu An would also pester him when he sent him out in the morning. Send a kiss, the soft temperature seems to be still vivid, but now it belongs to someone else.

After Lu An left, Xue Rong began to really understand Lu An. He carefully read all the works written by Lu An, and saw many shadows in the writing. Xue Rong realized that Lu An's spiritual world is so rich and unconstrained The imagination, the inspiration that jumps out of the box, and the characters with full of personality.Xue Rong thought very dejectedly that he was the one who forced such a talented and sensitive person to the brink of nervous breakdown.

Xue Rong has never appeared in the public eye, because there are many things to be done in secret, but after Tang Luo made an appointment with Tan Feng, Lu An was alarmed, and the development of this matter was beyond Xue Rong's surprise.Knowing the news that Lu An came back to search for evidence, he even had a little luck in his heart, thinking that maybe Lu An was still thinking about his old relationship, and maybe there was still a little possibility.

The mistake happened in seconds, when Xue Rong rescued Lu An, who was covered in wounds and blood, he was very desperate. He seemed to have nothing to give Lu An except bad luck.

Lu An sensed his presence. The bottle of beer on the roof of the car and the figure lying in the middle of the street further deepened the despair in Xue Rong's heart. Apart from pain and disaster, what else could he bring to Lu An? Woolen cloth?

The best thing he can do for Lu An is to completely disappear from Lu An's life.

Xue Rong looked at the photos of Lu An at home and saw the daily necessities left by Lu An full of traces of life, and he felt calm in his heart. Although the truth was a bit behind in understanding, he felt that as long as Lu An lived happily and healthily in a certain place , he feels at ease, there are many ways to love someone, selfish possession is just a bad idea.

What Xue Rong was thinking, Lu An was not interested in trying to figure it out. When he returned to the small town, he could see Qin Ning and his four children waiting for him from a distance. It took Lu An a few months to go out, and the injuries on his body were almost healed. When they came back, the children were crazy about him. The baby rushed over and hugged Lu An's leg and started crying. Leilei also hugged the other leg and started crying. Qin Ning blamed him, "Why did it take so long?"

Lu An picked them up and kissed each other, then quickly opened the suitcase and pulled out a lot of colorful toys, which could be regarded as diverting the children's attention.In the evening, the whole family gathered together to clean up Lu An. Hughes came to Lu An's side and looked up and down unkindly. When Qin Yan was away, he asked in a low voice, "Resurrection? Reunion after a broken mirror?"

Lu An stuffed him with a piece of veal steak and said, "Impossible."

Hughes curled his lips, and said: "That's right, I heard that Xue Rong's legs are disabled and he can't take care of himself, how could he have the guts to miss you again."

Lu An was stunned, and glanced at Leilei who was happily eating egg tarts, his heart sank, and he said, "Don't say that... After all, it's..."

Hughes made fun of himself, curled his lips again, and ran to Qin Yan to bite his ear. Qin Ning, the second brother next to Lu An, could clearly hear the conversation between the two. Seeing Lu An's wandering eyes, he was a little distracted, and said: " Don’t even think about it when you come back, everyone has his own life.”

Looking at the lively family in front of him, Lu An couldn't help but think of Xue Rong. Xue Rong gave up Leilei's custody, and he was completely alone. That man kept old photos, used old furniture, and lived in an old house. No wonder when we met Xue Rong felt gloomy and gloomy, thinking that he lived completely alone, how could there be any unnecessary expressions?Who to talk to, who to smile a little.

Lu An secretly sighed in his heart, just as he was thinking, Chen Yuan opened the door and came back.Standing at the door, Chen Yuan looked at everyone in embarrassment, then turned to one side, and a beautiful man with blond hair appeared behind him, Chen Yuan reported awkwardly to his elder brother: "Brother, this is a professor in our laboratory, um... Follow me and say you want to join our family dinner..."

As Chen Yuan said, his eyes slipped to Lu An, and he didn't care about that professor anymore. He ran towards Lu An, pulled the chair and squeezed to Lu An's side, and then took a long breath.The foreign professor didn't recognize the student, and greeted everyone, and Hughes politely found him a seat.

Lu An understood in his heart, looked at the young blond professor, and agreed with Chen Yuan's previous description of his "peacock spreading its tail", no, look at this suit wearing a flamboyant suit... Chen Yuan whispered He leaned into Lu An's ear and said, "That pervert is pressing me with the project, and he won't let me go unless he brings him to dinner. Can we kiss when we have a chance later? I have to let him give up!"

Lu An looked at Chen Yuan's tense look as if he was facing an enemy, and felt funny in his heart. He felt that the world of young people is really bright like a flower, so he nodded with a smile and said, "Okay, when we send him away later, We hugged and gnawed for more than ten minutes, told him to retreat in spite of difficulties, and broke your rotten peach blossom."

Chen Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, and said: "You guessed right, that guy confessed to me today, I said my boyfriend came back, he had the cheek to see him together, you don't even know his perverted energy! Come on! Hold the door open and won’t let me go! It’s so annoying, if it wasn’t for seeing how talented he is, I wish I could knock him unconscious with a brick!”

Lu An picked up food for Chen Yuan, and by the way, looked up at a certain professor who was talking to Qin Yan, who was also staring at him, Lu An smiled, and let Chen Yuan eat with peace of mind.

Before Lu Anxiu was finished eating, Professor Blonde came to the door first. He shook hands with Lu An with a friendly smile and said, "It's nice to meet you, but I hope to have a fair competition with you." , I love Chen deeply, he is the most attractive person I have ever seen, he not only has a beautiful brain, but also a superb body..."

Chen Yuan's face turned green when he heard it, Lu An looked at the blond professor with great interest, thinking that this foreigner is really open and crazy, at the end Lu An coughed and said: "Thank you, Professor, for your appreciation." We, Chen Yuan, are just meddling in other people's feelings, isn't that very moral?"

The blond professor blushed a little, and said forcefully, "Love is equal!"

Chen Yuan felt that the muddled and watery things were dead. Seeing that the children were all in the room, he simply stepped forward and hugged Lu An, kissed him deeply, and said, "See now? Please don't disturb my life anymore. gone."

The blond professor averted his eyes in frustration, looked quite hurt, and whispered: "Okay, I saw it. But I have something important to do today. Chen's team has received an invitation from the American laboratory , This is a very rare opportunity, very important to Chen's scientific research work, and an irreplaceable good opportunity to make progress and breakthroughs, but Chen refused, I hope you can persuade Chen not to give up such a good opportunity."

After the blond professor finished speaking, he looked at Chen Yuan with beautiful eyes and said, "I was impulsive today, and interrupted abruptly. I'm sorry Chen, but I hope you really think about it again."

Sending off the blond professor and coaxing the excited children to sleep, it was already late at night, Lu An collapsed on the bed, too tired to move, watched Chen Yuan come out of the bathroom, and patted the position on the bed next to him , Said: "The opportunity waits for no one, go when you have to, don't delay."

Chen Yuan lay down on the bed, hugged Lu An, took a deep breath like a big boy, arched his head, and said: "I don't want to go, I always get together with you less often, I feel like we are almost becoming irrelevant people. "

Lu An stroked Chen Yuan's hair, and said, "Why, I think, don't waste a good opportunity, and be worthy of your good qualifications."

Chen Yuan always told the truth in front of Lu An, saying: "I know, to be honest, I also yearn for it in my heart. Doing academics is like being addicted to mountaineering. I always want to conquer the next peak, but... I always feel awkward and want to separate from you. , I also want to go with that professor, it's annoying."

Lu An smiled and said, "What are you afraid of, you can do your research with peace of mind."

Seeing that Lu An was tired, Chen Yuan hugged him and didn't do anything unnecessary. He let Lu An have a good rest, but he was woken up by the phone in the middle of the night. Call to bother!"

As a result, the other end of the phone began to cry. It turned out that Mr. Jinfa was a genius in scientific research and academics, an idiot in the field of EQ, and his life skills were even zero. I was so sad that I got lost on the way back to the city, and the car was stuck in a mud puddle. The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, so I took out the beer in the trunk and drank it. When I was drunk, I called to play drunk.

Chen Yuan was so angry that his head was going to explode, he looked at Lu An who was also awakened by the disturbance, his face was gloomy, after a general understanding, Lu An said: "Why don't you go and have a look?"

Chen Yuan fell on the bed and said angrily, "If it wasn't for his academic ability, I would tear him apart!" After cursing, he grabbed his coat and said to Lu An, "I'll get him away, you sleep first!"

Lu An looked at Chen Yuan who ran out in a hurry, and he lost sleepiness, and sat up against the bed.