The hero does not look back!

People's ability to accept often exceeds expectations. Lu An felt that if he put it in the past, he would never dare to think that his psychological endurance could be so strong.In fact, it is easy to say, there is actually a switch in the human heart, and the reason why people are hurt is because they still have the last illusion of luck in their hearts. Accept it, you should be frank and frank.

Before, I could still feel pain and sadness, but since the coercion in the dark mountains in the suburbs, when Lu An faced Xue Rong, he didn't even feel that suffocating feeling of depression existed, let alone cause any bad things because of this person. of negative emotions.For Lu An, this is like putting himself to death and then reborn, which is not a bad thing. He is obviously living a more relaxed life now than some time ago.

An absurd wedding trip ended with an even more absurd evasion and pursuit, which seems to be a good match. After Xue Rong brought Lu An back, he even announced their marriage to the people around him in a very high-profile way.Even a few days ago, Lu An would still feel unhappy in his heart, but now, his heart has turned into ashes, and he is not willing to waste any energy to care about it.

Grandpa said that the descendants of the Qin family are all smart and know how to judge the situation. The big family of hundreds of years has experienced so many regime changes in modern times, and the prosperity has been inherited from generation to generation.Lu An used to think that he was a coward, relying on his elder brother and second brother, and when there was such a big change in the family, he was flustered and had to rely on Xue Rong again. He was not a coward.For this reason, he has been deeply in the mood of self-blame, his mental state is extremely poor, and his negative temperament no longer invades his normal mind at all times.But just after he turned off the switch in his heart, some things seemed to be realized suddenly.

Being able to bend and stretch is not a mature skill.

The existence of everything in this world is reasonable, why should I fall into such distressed and self-blaming emotions?There are many ways to accomplish things, and he doesn't have to be like a declining scholar who wants to take the eight-legged essay, slamming himself in self-restraint.

Having figured it out, Lu An completely regarded Xue Rong as a tool and a shortcut.

At seven o'clock in the morning, Lu An got up on time. Xue Rong, who was sleeping on the other side, woke up earlier than him, but he didn't get up, and looked at Lu An with his arms stretched. He came out to change his clothes, and took out Xue Rong's clothes by the way, and said: "It's a bit hot today, if there is no formal occasion, wear this shirt and cool down."

Xue Rong got off the bed, really liked this kind of living atmosphere, kissed Lu An on the forehead like a newlyweds, and said, "I'll take you there later."

Lu An responded and went downstairs first.The two children have been dressed neatly by the nanny, and they are sitting at the dining table obediently having breakfast. Seeing Lu An, Yang Yang opened his small hands and shouted: "Little uncle! Kiss!"

Yingying drank the milk and seemed a little hesitant. Seeing that she had something to say, Lu An first asked, "Is our beautiful young lady sleeping well?"

Yingying put down the milk and asked, "Little uncle, the school will hold a parent-child sports meeting..."

Lu An's heart sank, and he quickly put on a bright smile and said, "Really? That's great, what day? I'll go with Yang Yang!"

Xue Rong happened to go downstairs and said, "A parent-child sports meeting? Uncle Xue is very athletic and has won many championships. Do you want to invite Uncle Xue to participate?"

Yingying glanced at Lu An and nodded shyly.

The change in the family tried many ways to hide it from the two children. Yangyang was still young, but Yingying was much more sensible. She noticed something early and stopped asking. Lu An was very distressed, but he didn't know what else was more good way.

The nanny sent the two children to school. Lu An ate some porridge and went upstairs to sort out the materials. When he went downstairs with the bag, Xue Rong was already waiting at the door with the car keys.Since coming back, Xue Rong has been driving to pick up and drop off in person. Lu An was too lazy to think about it, and got into the car directly. Xue Rong asked on the way: "Do you need me to listen?"

There was a project discussion in the morning, Lu An flipped through the project approval report in the folder, without raising his eyes, and said, "It's okay if you have time, but I'm not sure about a few places."

There is a senior consultant who can use it for free, why not? Lu An circled a few chapters with a pen, handed it to Xue Rong, and said, "If you can make a profit smoothly, you can make a fortune."

Xue Rong liked Lu An's state very much. He felt at ease, and said, "I'll go over and listen. You've done a good job recently, and you seem to be getting used to it."

Lu An also smiled, silently thinking that when I get a little more involved, I will completely abandon you.He took out his mobile phone and looked at it. Maodou said that the plane came over last night. He didn't know if he had arrived. He called and Maodou fell asleep as soon as he heard it. See you for dinner tonight."

Lu An responded, and after finishing the call, he said to Xue Rong: "I have an appointment with Maodou for dinner tonight, you can solve it yourself."

Xue Rong was a little upset, but he still pretended to nod generously and said, "Then I will accompany the two children to dinner."

Lu An lowered his head and continued to read the documents. Xue Rong's hands were itchy, and he raised his hand to tease Lu An's earlobe. Looking at the diamond ring on Lu An's hand, he felt very comfortable.He sent Lu An to the company, and attended the meeting with Lu An familiarly. When it came to the familiar taste, the bitterness was just right, and the ratio of milk to sugar was also his favorite. Mr. Xue was in a good mood.

After asking Lu An for a farewell kiss, Xue Rong turned the road and drove towards Tan Feng Hospital.Lu An's temper has stabilized recently, and he hasn't been so twitchy anymore. After Xue Rong moved in with him, he took care of his daily routine, got enough sleep, and ate meals on time. His complexion improved a lot.However, Xue Rong felt that Lu An's body was still weak, and he wanted to ask Tan Feng to prescribe some nutritional supplements such as multivitamins for Lu An.

When Xue Rong arrived, Tan Feng had just finished an operation and was so tired that he was leaning on the swivel chair like mud. When he saw Xue Rong coming uninvited, he asked angrily, "What are you doing?"

Xue Rong pulled over the chair and said: "I want to prescribe some nourishing medicine for An An, but the effect of food supplements is too slow. He is in a good mood recently, but he still doesn't gain weight."

Tan Feng put his legs on the table and asked, "In a good mood? What wicked tricks did you use to draw people together?"

Xue Rong had nothing to hide from Tan Feng, and said directly: "A few days ago, he sneaked back from the island and went to play in the mountains with some students. He seemed to have disappeared. When I found him, he was very angry. There was no control on the way back. In a good mood, he was raped in the mountains, and he cried very hard at the time, but after he came back, he seemed to have figured it out all of a sudden, and stopped making trouble."

Smoking is not allowed in the hospital. Tan Feng bit the butt of the cigarette and felt that the roots of the teeth were so fucking itchy that he almost bit the butt of the cigarette. Doctor Tan finally expressed his emotion and said: "Hey, I have nothing to say, but I still suggest that An An come over and do some psychological work. grooming."

Xue Rong was puzzled and asked, "Why?"

Tan Feng threw the cigarette on the table and said, "I was afraid that you would cause him anorexia and depression before, but now I am afraid that you will force him into autism. Mr. Xue, I want to ask you something, do you think you are right?" An'an, is it love, or hurt? It's not the usual kind of hurt, but the kind that adds fuel to the fire."

Xue Rong tapped his fingers on the table, and said boldly: "I think An An and I are very affectionate now, newlywed Yaner, is Dr. Tan jealous?"

Tan Feng picked up a pen and threw it at Xue Rong, saying: "Fuck off, it's embarrassing, I just want to talk to you for An'an's sake, let me tell you, I will ask An'an to come out for a chat some other day, and test it out. It is not so easy to change people's hearts, and you think he has taken it easy, maybe An'an is just too lazy to deal with you."

Xue Rong did not object, and said: "He is not against you, talk to him more when you have time, he... is not easy."

Tan Feng seemed to have heard some joke, so he couldn't help laughing and said, "Come on, don't be a good boy to me, you feel sick to your stomach, and leave quickly. I will take off work tomorrow and go to An'an Company to show him. You can't just prescribe medicine indiscriminately. Go away, go away quickly, you are annoying to look at, I really feel sorry for An'an."

After Xue Rong left, Tan Feng wanted to call Lu An, but after hesitating for a moment, he still didn't make the call. He rubbed his temples with some concerns, looked at the chair that Xue Rong had made, and was in a daze, scolding Xue Rong for being an idiot every day. It's hard to say which one is the real idiot.

Lu An saw Maodou at night, and Maodou, who was broken in love, had no reason to stay abroad. His family was here, so he naturally returned to the nest and returned to the embrace of the motherland.However, Lu An was a little surprised to find that edamame...has gained a lot of weight...the match stick that used to look like bean sprouts has become a little round...like a thumb biscuit...

Lu An asked in astonishment, "You...what happened!"

Maodou pinched the flesh on his cheeks, and said with an innocent face: "Don't you think it's healthier to be fatter? Look how cute I am now!" He leaned on the back of the sofa in the restaurant and said with emotion: "I'm bored to death Oh, An An, I'm broken in love! You're married, but I'm broken in love! When your children will be soy sauced, am I still pitifully single!"

Lu An: "..."

Maodou looked lazy, but when he mentioned where he was going at night, his eyes immediately brightened, and he shouted: "Night club night club! I'm going to be coquettish! An'an, you dance with me!"

Lu An: "..."

Recently, as a middle-aged man with a regular schedule and a healthy diet, Lu An is really not interested in the nightclub parties played by young people. The days of fooling around all night have long been over. He still has a few economics treatises to continue reading at night. I want to ask Xue Rong for advice on a few stocks, and I have to tell bedtime stories to the two children, and maybe I have to meet Xue Rong's needs. In short, I am very busy and have no time to go crazy.He looked at the time and said, "Honey, would you like to stay with me for a few days?"

Maodou wailed, "Want to see your show of affection?"

Lu An smiled and said, "I don't have any affection for Xue Rong, but we just live together."

Maodou shook his head and said with disdain, "I'm deceiving myself and others, so I won't bother you any more. I have to go back to live with my parents for a few days and fulfill my filial piety."

Lu An stroked the edamame and said, "Finally understand something, just come back, I am very happy when you come back, and the unpleasant things will always pass. By the way, you have learned German and went to study abroad. There is a visiting group coming over in two days, you can translate for me, high salary."

Mao Dou responded, and joked: "You really look like Mr. Qin, An An, you are not the same as before."

Lu An smiled and didn't ask any further questions.

Xue Rong stubbornly insisted on driving to the hotel to pick up Lu An, and sent Maodou back to the hotel. When Maodou met Xue Rong, he showed the appearance of Lu An's mother's family and said, "If you dare to be sorry for our An'an..."

Lu An thought he was noisy, and felt that this kind of meaningless demonstration was too child's play, so he interrupted: "Go back quickly, go home early, don't play crazy."

Maodou was also quite speechless, he was the one who took care of Lu An in the past, why did he lose weight now!

On the way Xue Rong was driving home, Lu An asked, "Doctor Tan has an appointment with me tomorrow."

Xue Rong said "hmm", Lu An glanced at him sideways, and asked again: "Doctor Tan doesn't look like a straight man."

Xue Rong glanced at Lu An vigilantly, and said, "Why, what do you want to do?"

Lu An felt that Xue Rong's vigilant look was silly, and he hid a smile in his heart and said, "I want to find someone for Maodou."

Only then did Xue Rong nod his head in relief, but he didn't say anything good to Tan Feng. He didn't know if it was intentional or the truth. He said, "His private life is messy. He's a gentle scum and likes little boys."

Lu An gave Xue Rong the middle finger in his heart, and decided to relay Xue Rong's description to Tan Feng tomorrow, to confront him.

Before going to bed at night, Xue Rong begged for it greedily, and Lu An took it as a vent, and waited patiently for Xue Rong to finish his work. Xue Rong wanted to help him take care of it, but Lu An didn't refuse. In the spacious bathtub, Xue Rong hugged him from behind and said with emotion: "An'an, I feel very satisfied with this kind of life."

Lu An didn't talk to him, and lazily listened to Xue Rong's sour speech. After he went to bed clean and comfortable, Lu An lay on the side of the big bed and closed his eyes quietly. He got out of bed lightly and walked to the bathroom.

He took out the medicine bottle from the small cabinet in the corner of the bathroom, took two white pills and swallowed them, sighed, and sat on the edge of the bathtub in a daze.

Xue Rong opened his eyes the moment Lu An got up from the bed. He stood quietly outside the bathroom, and saw Lu An's actions clearly through the narrow door.

How could a sharp and intelligent person like Xue Rong not be aware of the undercurrent surging under the calm, but the illusion was too good, and he didn't want to come out too early.