The hero does not look back!

When Lu An was infatuated with Xue Rong, he felt that Mr. Xue's habitual calmness was an incomparable masculine charm. He knew that Mr. Xue looked unhappy, but in fact he had a lot of evil thoughts hidden in his heart. After staring at you for a while, he suddenly lifts you onto his shoulders, throws you on the bed and eats, then lies in your ear and says that your collar is too low, or leans idly by the kitchen door to watch you cook, and then hugs you from behind Fa-rectification on the spot, it is said that the belt of the apron makes the waist look so thin.

During those years, Lu An felt that Xue Rong's seriousness was more vivid and memorable than his eldest brother Qin Yan's coldness and rigidity. He liked to secretly dig out all kinds of little bad thoughts under Xue Rong's seriousness, and regarded it as the interest of life. They never tire of it, and even gave birth to the illusion that they are in love.

At this time, Lu An, who had already taken off his shirt, looked at Xue Rong's heavy eyes, and faced Mr. Xue who had been silent for a long time, only felt that the confrontation at present was tantamount to a cruel punishment. The dignity that had been crushed into mud seemed to be whipped to ashes again naked.Back then, he sneered at the words of Xue Rong's family saying that he was a raised rabbit, but he never really took it to heart, because he was full of confidence, knowing that he was protected by the Qin family and that he had his own career. I like to be upright, without any dirty thoughts and exchange of interests, I just like, I love, I am clean, I just want to be with him.

At that time, no matter how ugly the words he heard and the best people he met, his back was always straight. In his own career, go and give Xue Rong a blow.

It’s just that when I look back now, I just feel that it was a happy dream when I was young and ignorant. Although I don’t feel regretful and resentful, it still has a bit of a ridiculous meaning, especially compared with the current situation.

Why did he stand in front of Xue Rong, why did he unbutton his clothes automatically, why did he ask Xue Rong if he wanted to go to bed?It's not because of the money, because the operation of the Qin family group needs life-saving money, because he wants to use Xue Rong's high price to buy the Crown Hotel to revitalize the family business that is about to fall apart.It was just a few months ago that he arrogantly despised those people who said that he pestered Xue Rong for money, but now, he was actually asking Xue Rong if he wanted to have sex for money.

Lu An felt colder and colder. He bent down and picked up the white shirt on the ground. The fluffy piece of clothing felt like a thousand weights in his hands. He was so tired that he almost couldn't straighten up. He asked, "If you don't mean to , then I will leave first, Crown Hotel is a mature brand, I believe that Mr. Xue will manage him better, worthy of the high price."

Xue Rong approached Lu An, took the clothes from his hands, threw them aside, and said, "Go take a shower."

Lu An seemed to be startled suddenly. He shrank back and visibly trembled. His eyes widened and his chest heaved obviously. Xue Rong looked at his small and bony body, his eyes darkened, and his brows finally tightened. Lock.Lu An turned his eyes away, stepped up the stairs quickly, and went up to the second floor.

Almost instinctively, he came directly to the door of the master bedroom. The moment he opened the door, he stopped in his tracks, then closed the door, turned around and walked to the guest room in the corner at the end of the corridor.The layout of the guest room has not changed much. It looks like it has been handled by the housekeeper. It is neat and clean, and there is nothing missing, and there are no extra warm things.From the window of this corner room, you can see a corner of the small park outside, which happens to be a small lake for boating. When Xue Rong was not at home, Lu An liked to hold the computer on the window sill, leaning on the comfortable cushion, and typing on the keyboard. , the story in my head was recorded slowly.

In this huge house, a small window sill in a remote guest room can occasionally bring him a sense of security, just like now, he still chooses to come to this room, standing in front of the window sill, watching the quiet night park.Lu An sighed, walked into the bathroom, turned on the shower, the sudden cold water made him tremble, his eyes turned red for no reason, Lu An rubbed his eyes, took a shower quietly, and walked out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel.

The second brother said that taking a hot bath can relieve fatigue, but why does he feel more tired.Lu An wrapped his body in a towel and sat on the window sill, curled up, with his chin resting on his knees, looking at the street lights outside, the young couple holding hands and kissing together under the street lights, the young girl running at night with her big golden retriever , a middle-aged man passing by with his lover in a red convertible sports car, and a few stray cats lingering beside the holly bushes...

Xue Rong stood downstairs for a long time. He picked up Lu An's clothes that had fallen on the floor and put them in the entrance to hang them up.It could be seen that it was a brand-new suit, which was originally tailored to fit the body, but also in a thin black color. From the moment Lu An appeared at the reception, Xue Rong felt that Lu An was too emaciated.The skin is still white, and the long legs are still straight, but they are too skinny.

The person is very thin, and his expression is also lifeless. He pretends to be calm, as if he is at the end of his battle, and he can't see the half shadow of the former lively and lively person, as if he is a completely different person.The moment he saw him take off his clothes, what rushed to my heart was not lust, but a completely strange feeling.

Xue Rong used to think that words such as "distress" or "pity" were cowardly, hypocritical, and full of pretentious hypocrisy. In this era of the jungle, it seemed completely inappropriate. At least he was full of contempt for such feelings. The weak side is still the helping side.It's just that when he faced Lu An with a silent and gloomy face just now, what Xue Rong wanted was no longer about physical union and sex in bed. He just thought, what method should be used to call Lu An Ann was in a better mood.

He could clearly see the vigilance and distrust in Lu An's eyes, and he could clearly sense the resistance conveyed from Lu An's body. He knew that Lu An's heart was inconsistent, and he clearly wanted to hide as far away as possible, but he still forced himself to come to the door. Come, just for a money deal?

There was no sound from upstairs for a long time, Xue Rong was a little worried, so he got up and went upstairs.The master bedroom didn't even turn on the lights, and there was no one in the bathroom. Xue Rong's heart skipped a beat, and he checked the windows almost immediately, but luckily there was no sign of them being opened.Xue Rong pressed the handle of the window and breathed a sigh of relief, God knows he was worried that Lu An would commit suicide!He strode out of the master bedroom with some irritability, searched for several nearby rooms, and finally saw Lu An in the guest room at the farthest corner.

Xue Rong's irritable mood became a little annoyed. He wanted to ask Lu An what he was doing here, but he didn't say anything because he got closer and found that Lu An was curled up and fell asleep on the window sill.The wet hair stuck to the pale skin, and half of the bath towel slipped off, revealing a bony body. How could a person lose weight so rapidly in a short period of time, how could it be easy.

Xue Rong could easily pick him up, and Lu An fell into a deep sleep, rubbing his hot forehead against Xue Rong's chin.Xue Rong put Lu An back on the big bed in the master bedroom. Lu An touched the bed by himself, turned over, curled up and continued to sleep.

Xue Rong called Tan Feng. When Dr. Tan heard that it was Lu An, he didn't dare to delay. He rushed over as soon as possible, took Lu An's temperature, and drew blood. He said, "It's really thin It was too severe. I went back to do a blood test on him. I guess he might be malnourished. Now that the fever has reached 39 degrees, I will give him a small needle to reduce the fever. After the blood test results come out, we will check. If there is inflammation, it is best to put him on an intravenous drip. I said, Don't bully him now, it's not easy for the little guy."

Xue Rong sat on the edge of the bed next to Lu An, brushed the hair that fell on Lu An's forehead, and said, "I don't think he's in a good spirit."

Tan Feng found the medicine and said, "Is it okay? The mental pressure must be great, and he is already very strong to survive to this point, so don't force him, if you really get some depression, it will really kill you." .”

Xue Rong glanced at Tan Feng and said, "Am I that out of date?"

Tan Feng rolled his eyes at him, and said with a sarcastic smile: "You bought his hotel, where is your motive? Otherwise, how could he be lying on your bed in the middle of the night? I said you are a weasel, so don't pretend to be a chick, okay?" ?”

Xue Rong was blocked by him for a long time, and Tan Feng threw a thermometer to Xue Rong after finishing the needle, saying: "Take a test often, and call me if you have anything to do."

After seeing off Tan Feng, Xue Rong also washed up and went to bed, gently embraced Lu An in his arms, and Lu An unconsciously put his head on Xue Rong's shoulder.After embracing her arms, Xue Rong finally relieved her desire. Xue Rong breathed out almost contentedly, kissed Lu Anyan's red lips, and couldn't help biting her lips. .

When Lu An woke up the next morning, he saw Xue Rong's face close to his pillow, his heart was blunt, and there was a feeling of despair spreading in his heart. Sometimes resignation to fate is not the cruelest kind of despair.When Lu An was able to write again a long time later, he wrote a story. In the protagonist's last memoir, he wrote: "When I loved you so much, I didn't get a response, I didn't get cherished, wait for me to leave, wait for me to collapse , When my heart is dying, although you try to get closer, I can't feel your love for me. The approaching and touching at this time is just a kind of trampling and persecution for me. I felt suffocated and had the idea of ​​fleeing."

Lu An sat up from the bed, and after confirming that at least there was no relationship, he carefully lifted the quilt. When he stepped on the floor, he heard Xue Rong's voice behind him, saying, "Are you awake?"

Lu An forced himself to remain calm, and said, "I have to go back and see the children. I'm sorry, I accidentally fell asleep yesterday."

Xue Rong also got up from the bed, opened the closet and took out some clothes and handed them to Lu An, saying: "I prepared for you, eat something first, I will drive you back."

Lu An took the clothes and put them on in a hurry, showing a bit of haste and panic. Xue Rong stood behind Lu An frowning, looking at his thin wrists and ankles, and even his neck seemed slender than before. Yes, the irritability in my heart resurfaced again, I wanted to say something, but felt that it was inappropriate to say anything.

Naturally, Lu An would not stay for breakfast. He stood outside the gate of Xue Rong's house and called his assistant. Before he gave the address, Xue Rong snatched the phone. Xue Rong ended the call and took Lu An's arm People dragged him into the car, Xue Rong went to the other side and sat in the driver's seat.

No one spoke along the way, Lu An just looked sideways out of the car window, when he was about to reach the place, Xue Rong suddenly reached out and touched Lu An's forehead, Lu An was startled, and heard Xue Rong say: "Still having a fever. Tan Feng said that he needs to be on an IV. You go in for breakfast and see the child. I'll wait for you. I'll go to Tan Feng's place for an injection later."

Lu An opened the car door and said, "No, it's nothing serious. It's been like this a lot lately. I won't burn myself later. Go back. I'm going on a business trip today."

The irritability in Xue Rong's heart almost went out of control in an instant, and he also slammed the car door out, speaking more forcefully, and said, "I'll wait for you here, at most an hour, and then go to the hospital."

The irritability in Lu An's heart did not belong to Xue Rong at all, and he said impatiently, "I have to go on a business trip."

The corners of Xue Rong's lips were slightly raised, almost sneering, and he said mercilessly: "Are you going to S City to discuss investment projects? I advise you not to go, it will definitely be another transaction with nothing to lose. You know how to run around like a headless chicken. I can save you once, but I can't save you every time. Be obedient and go to the hospital for an injection."

Lu An's face turned red with anger, and he said angrily, "I don't care about my life!"

Xue Rong also got angry and said: "Children have to divide their time, so I don't care, so why did you sign the sales contract? I don't care about you, who else can care about you?"

Lu An's eyes turned red all of a sudden, his lips trembled slightly, and he stared at Xue Rong. At this moment, Qi Hui came out of the room. Xue Rong looked at Qi Hui and continued to sneer: "Rely on him? He is his own now." Even the lawsuit can’t be settled, but it’s hard to say whether a clothing company can survive tomorrow, do you expect him to help you? Why don’t you sleep with me twice more…”

Xue Rong didn't finish his sentence, but was interrupted by a loud slap in the face, he was slapped to the side, the hot sting made him calm down instantly, at a very close distance, he clearly watched the liquid in Lu An's eyes overflow like slow motion , converging into a bright drop, slowly sliding down from the pale cheeks, leaving eye-catching water marks.

Xue Rong was very annoyed for a while. He wanted to treat him well, but in the end it was a sharp knife piercing his heart. The restlessness in his heart made him always wander outside of reason. In and out, he made his words ugly for a while.

Ever since he found out that Qin Ning was injured and unconscious, Lu An had never cried again, not even a single tear. At this moment, Xue Rong forcefully tore apart the tense strings, and he bit the tip of his tongue with blood. The strong smell of blood and tingling The painful feeling made him insist on standing up straight, and he tried his best to hold back his tears, and smiled at Qi Hun who was walking quickly.

Lu An ignored Xue Rong, walked towards the house, Qi Hui said, "Have the children woke up yet?"

Qi Hun glanced at Xue Rong with some unease, took Lu An's hand, pulled it towards him, and said, "I'm up, I'm having breakfast."

Lu An was afraid that he would come back too late last night, so he asked Qi Hui to come and watch. Lu An was very busy during this time, and Qi Hui seemed to be busy with his career. If there is any need, Qi Hui is still the same as before, and arrives at the first time, and Lu An doesn't notice anything unusual.

After Lu An entered the house, he sat down with the children to have breakfast. Yingying asked her little uncle why he didn't come back yesterday. Yang Yang also complained aggrievedly that Uncle Qi Hui's storytelling was not as good as his little uncle's. Qi Hui smiled wryly beside him haha Pointing at the tip of Yang Yang's nose, he said: "Bad boy, yesterday he clearly said that Uncle Qi speaks better than Uncle Little!"

Lu An smiled, and felt full after eating a few mouthfuls of porridge. Qi Hui urged him to eat more, and Lu An said, "I have something to ask you later."

The nanny sent the two children to school. Lu An stood at the door and glanced at Xue Rong who was still leaning against the car and waiting at the door. Then he closed the door and sat down in the living room with Qi Hui.Qi Hun was obviously worried about Xue Rong at the door, and asked, "What's going on?"

Lu An shook his head and said, "It's okay. Qi Hui, tell me the truth, have you been in trouble recently?"

Qi Hun leaned on the sofa a little discouraged, and said, "Did Xue Rong tell you?"

Lu An nodded, and Qi Hui said, "Hughes left suddenly, and many things did not go well. There was a designer in the company who was eager for quick success and copied famous European and American brands. , got fired for a plagiarism scandal, got a lawsuit, it’s nothing serious, don’t worry.”

Lu An obviously didn't believe that, and Qi Hun didn't want to say more, so he didn't ask any more questions, and said, "Let's discuss something difficult, don't carry it by yourself, thank you for being with the two children last night. "

Qi Hui glanced at the clock, stood up and said, "An'an... sorry, my ability is limited..."

Lu An also stood up and patted Qi Hun on the shoulder, saying, "What are you talking about, go get busy, I'm going out soon."

After Qi Hui left, Lu An also went out, walked up to Xue Rong, and said, "Are you very clear about Qi Hui?"

Xue Rong put his hands in his trouser pockets, leaned on the car leisurely, looked at Lu An's serious face, raised his hand to touch the place where he was beaten just now, and said, "It's clear."

Lu Anla opened the door and sat in. Xue Rong got into the car with a smile on his lips, and said, "Do you want to hear the straightforward one, or the complicated one?"

Lu An said: "Let's talk directly first."

Xue Rong smiled deeper, and said: "To put it simply, Qihui Enterprise is short of money. Because of the reputation crisis, it has to face huge compensation, chain reactions, and now it is a problem for normal operation."

Lu An also smiled and said, "How much is the gap?"

Xue Rong said: "It's not small, it's an amount beyond your ability. Of course, it's within my ability."

Lu An said calmly, "Okay, I'll borrow money from you."

Xue Rong parked the car on the side of the road, handed an envelope to Lu An, and said, "Open it and have a look, and if you agree to sign, I will lend you the money."

Lu An opened the file bag and took a look. The feeling in his heart can hardly be described with mixed flavors. There is nothing more sad than this, and there is nothing more ironic than this. Life is full of drama, and every drama is full of climaxes. I can't bear such a strong stimulation.

Lu An looked at the paper full of English, his voice was trembling, and he asked, "What do you mean?"

Xue Rong was very calm, and said: "The marriage procedure is the one you showed me abroad, sign it, and go abroad for the wedding."