How many good brothers do you have? [Entertainment]

Tian Zhengguo found Jiang Tianci holding his breath. Jin Nanjun originally wanted to stop him from being so impulsive, but he didn't stop him. After hearing the news, the child completely ran away, asked him where Jiang Tianci was, then threw down his schoolbag and went straight Ben company.

Finally, he found Jiang Tianci in an unmanned practice room on the second floor.

When he opened the door and went in, he was sitting on the floor in a daze. Tian Zhenguo walked up, his heart was full of fire, and he uttered a word in such a bad tone that he seemed to want to eat him.

"Are you leaving?"

"what?"

Jiang Tianci looked up at him blankly, but Tian Zhenguo was even angrier.

"Stop pretending, Brother Namjoon heard it, you told the PD that you want to go back to China, right?"

Sure enough, after saying this, Jiang Tianci fell silent, lowered his head, and continued to stare at the floor in a daze.

"Why?" Tian Zhenguo was furious like never before, "Want to study? If you want to study, then why did you go there in the first place?"

Why, I'm going to debut soon, I've already seen the light, haven't I?

I have worked hard for so long, isn't it just for this?Why do you want to give up so easily when there is only one step left?

Why, Jiang Tianci also wanted to ask why.

From the very beginning when he came here with high morale, now he is like a robot every day, according to the set procedures, the dormitory company has two points and one line, the endless training and the pressure of his debut, so that he is full of emotions and wants to explode, But it can also be turned off suddenly in an instant.

At what moment?

Jiang Tianci bit his lip and thought, is it time to announce their upcoming debut?Like a heavy hammer, it made him dizzy and overwhelmed; or when he was scolded by the teacher?He lowered his head, feeling ashamed and blaming himself; or the moment a person walked out of the company late at night, there was not even a moon in the sky, the moon was resting, and he was still sweating.

Not really, maybe it was a moment that morning.

The moment he quarreled with Tian Zhenguo, the moment he said "If you don't wake me up, I won't record videos for you anymore", at that time he was thinking, what am I here for?

Am I here just to wake people up?

It was from that moment that Jiang Tianci felt that he could no longer bear the weight brought by his debut.

"Do you really think that I can make my debut now? Even if I am lucky enough to make my debut, will anyone really like me?"

Tian Zhenguo's answer was stuck in his throat, and there was an expected silence in the practice room.

"I've thought about it for a long time," Jiang Tianci paused, not knowing what to say, "I always thought that as long as I worked hard, all difficulties would be solved, but now it seems that this is not the case. In fact, many things It seems that no matter how hard I try, it is useless. The power to decide them is not in my hands at all. I can't control them, and I can't escape to avoid them.

I always tell myself that since I have become a reserve member, I should work harder and do better, but time goes by day by day, but I have not made any progress. This thing can really be changed if I want to be better OK "

Jiang Tianci raised his head and looked straight at him. There was no smile or other extra emotions on his face. He was calm and a little bit bitter.

"Do you understand me? Can you understand me?"

Tian Zhenguo stood there dumbfounded, and really couldn't answer anything.

Jiang Tianci withdrew his gaze and continued to look at the floor.

Their relationship seems to be close, but it is actually quite fragile. It is impossible to know what the situation will be until the last moment.

Just like now, if he returns to Chongqing, then he may have nothing to do with Tian Zhenguo or other brothers for the rest of his life, so what kind of friends are there?

He got up from the ground, picked up the schoolbag next to him, and was about to walk around him, but Tian Zhenguo stopped him the moment he opened the door.

He turned his head and saw the sincere and anxious expression on his face: "Even if I can't understand it now, do you still have to leave?"

"Except for debut, there is no one here. Is there any reason for you to stay?"

……

Jiang Tianci paused, stared into his eyes, and said:

"It's so selfish of you to say that."

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After leaving the company, Jin Shuozhen sent a message asking him if he would go back for dinner at night, Jiang Tianci replied that he would not go back, and walked outside for a while.

He watched the time pass by, and stopped a taxi on the side of the road. The driver asked him where he was going. After thinking about it, he asked him which places in Seoul were better to visit.

He has been in Korea for such a long time, and he seems to have never been to any other places except his company and dormitory. Even though he has stayed in this city for more than half a year, this city is still as strange to him.

In the end, the driver sent him to the Han River. The Han River in winter is really cold. There are only a few people, and it looks very deserted.

Jiang Tianci wandered along the river aimlessly, walking as he wanted, and don't worry if he gets lost, anyway, there will always be a way to go back in the end.

An hour later, probably seeing that he hadn't come back, Min Yoongi sent another message asking where he was.

Jiang Tianci said that he was by the river, and Min Yoongi asked him if he went to the river at night to suffer from the cold?

Jiang Tianci could imagine what his tone was like when he said this through the words. He bent his mouth and replied:

[I'm not here to suffer from the cold, I'm here to sort out my thoughts. ]

Min Yoongi asked him again if he had sorted out the results?Jiang Tianci didn't answer him.

He actually just wanted to come out and breathe a sigh of relief. For a long time, whether it was in the company or back in the dormitory, he felt too depressed. There were too many things to do, and he couldn't do too many things well.

He just wanted to sneak out to be lazy, and like Fang Shihe told him in the morning, organize his brain and think about how to go in the future.

Also think about whether I really had a wrong dream, whether I should continue to die, or go home and walk the path I should have walked.

Jiang Tianci sighed. When he came to South Korea, he didn't go to school. The high school he was admitted to in Chongqing was dropped out because he didn't report.The same is true for high schools in South Korea. Fang Shihyuk said before that they should concentrate on preparing for their debut, so he and Tian Zhengguo postponed their enrollment for one year.

It's useless.He sniffed sadly, as if he hadn't accomplished anything, what the hell was he doing?

He didn't know how long he sat there, when suddenly there was a series of jingling bicycle sounds behind him, he turned his head abruptly, and saw Kim Taehyung standing behind him in the thick night.

Jiang Tianci thought he was wrong, so he quickly stood up and checked again, before asking in surprise, "Brother?"

"Ok!"

Kim Taehyung smiled and waved to him, and he quickly put on his schoolbag and ran over: "Why are you here? Whose car is this?"

"I borrowed it from Brother Hao Fan." Jin Taehyung patted the back seat of the car proudly, "Sit in! I'll take you to escape!"

"Ah? Where to go?"

Jiang Tianci sat in the back seat of Kim Taehyung's car in a daze, and was led by him to start some inexplicable "escape".

They rode around the river for a while, then turned around and walked back.

First go to the lively place, then turn into a quiet alley, and then turn out, the outside is still brightly lit.

The neon lights are dazzling, the shop windows are full of beautiful things, the wind passing by, the conversation of passers-by, and the music of the road show on the street, all whistle past the ears, and seem to be separated from them by a long distance.

With the wind blowing, Jiang Tianci felt that he got out of the roller coaster on the back seat of his bicycle. He grabbed Jin Taehyung's clothes and giggled, feeling that all the troubles were gone with those distant voices.

This is really an unexpected "escape", with no destination and blindly moving forward.

And don’t worry about getting lost—there’s always a way back, anyway.