How many good brothers do you have? [Entertainment]

After a long time, recalling the memory of Malta that summer again, Jiang Tianci's deepest impression was actually the night of the last day.

In the night sky with stars, the dining table hanging in the sky, the sparkling lights in the distance, the gorgeous fireworks, and the gentle wind blowing on the face.

He didn't expect that the production team would arrange this dinner in such a special place - Malta's 40-meter-high night sky.

The height that can be scary is 11 meters, and where they are now, it is four times that.

Jiang Tianci was of course terrified when he first went up, but after he got used to it, he gradually realized the fun of high altitude, and he was able to sit and dangle on the seat belted chair with ease.

Of course, the unforgettable day was definitely not just because of these superficial happiness, but because Jiang Tianci cried, and cried when the journey should have ended happily on the last day.

It's embarrassing to say, the production team asked each of them to write a letter to themselves. The brothers finished reading and didn't cry. He was the last one, and then he cried while reading.

Park Jimin sat next to him, wiped his tears gently with a tissue in his hand, and comforted him softly: "It seems that we love our past selves very much, don't we?"

That's right, most of the letters that everyone writes are to the future self or the present self, only he wrote a letter to the past self.

"Jiang Tianci, hello.

Why did I suddenly think of writing you a letter?Because some time ago, I received a picture from my mother, which was a letter you wrote to me.

That's right, ten years ago, you were forced to write a letter to me now due to the teacher's homework requirements.And now, under the arrangement of our production team, I have seriously written back to you.

Now you should be facing an important stage of junior high school. You asked me in the composition whether I was admitted to the key junior high school and high school I wanted in the end.

So let me tell you now, congratulations, you have been admitted to a very good junior high school, but don't be too complacent, because my mother told you later that it was because our family is in the school district - she always finds ways in various ways Compliment you and make you more confident.

At the same time, I am sorry to tell you that you did not get into the high school you wanted to go to in the end, but it doesn't matter, because you went to another place that completely changed the trajectory of your life.

The end of the world you expected in 2012 did not come, that year seemed to pass quickly and peacefully, but for you, the summer vacation of that year, because of the whim travel plan of your mother, was like a huge butterfly The effect has changed me, changed you, and changed the lives of many people around you.

I don't know how to tell you some words, but in short, I am doing well now, and your future will be wonderful. "

Jiang Tianci couldn't help crying when he said this. In fact, he didn't write any sensational content, but when he thought that he was now talking to the little carrot head after ten years of time, he couldn't help but cry. I can't help but want to cry.

"You have been a very introverted child since you were a child, not very talkative, not very good at making friends, and not very confident.

But at the same time you are a very lucky child.

Because you went to school early, you were smaller than the classmates around you, and you were also very short at that time, oh yes—you don’t have to worry about this, you were troubled for a long time in junior high because you were not tall, but Don't worry, in a few years, you will grow taller by leaps and bounds.

Since you were in school, the friends around you have been taking good care of you, and your mother gave you all her love. Later, when you came to Korea and joined another group, those brothers and friends also took care of you. you.

"It's easy for you to put pressure on yourself. The word 'do well' is the shackles you put on yourself, but you don't like to express it very much. You hold everything in your heart, so after you step into the society, For a variety of reasons, including your personality, you're going through a really, really, really dark time."

"Actually, looking at that year from my point of view, it was really not a big deal, but I know that for you at that time, it was already the greatest pain you had experienced in your short ten years of life.

Don't be afraid, although I can't tell you how to avoid such pain now, after all, I have recovered and grown up, I am not you, and I can no longer think about problems with the same mood as you did before. "

"In short, what I want to say is that if you inevitably repeat my mistakes in the end, then don't feel ashamed because of this, don't be burdened by it, as the doctor once said: sickness is not yours Wrong, only kind children reflect.

So don't worry that the surrounding is too dark to dare to move forward, just go on a rampage bravely.As long as you feel it with your heart, you will find that the surroundings are actually bright, but you have trapped yourself in the darkness.

After all, there are so many people who love you, don't they? "

He was talking about his experience of depression, whether it was the members who were present at the time or the fans in front of the screen, they all heard it immediately.

In addition to heartache, in fact, there is more, and there is a sudden relief of that dark time.

It turns out that it has been three and a half years since the 15-year incident.

In fact, what they discovered was that Jiang Tianci had always kept some taboos about his depression. Even during the period when he was most ill, he always behaved like an ordinary person.

It feels a bit taboo to avoid medical treatment, and he doesn't like taking medicine very much. In the tidbits of the Nordic trip, you can still hear the scene where Min Yoongi supervises him to take medicine.

It's been three years, and the only time he mentioned his illness in front of the camera was when he came back for the first time after the suspension of activities. When filming the MV for "INU", he told the camera that he was playing a depressed teenager.

He obviously wanted to say it pretending not to care, but the smile on his face was a bit forced no matter how you looked at it.

It seems that there is really no way to pretend not to care about this, so since then, he has never mentioned depression in front of others.

how to say--

More than three years have passed, and fans did not expect to hear him use this method, calmly, gently, and without any disturbance, to spread the matter to everyone and tell his past self: This is not Your fault, don't feel ashamed of it, don't create unnecessary burdens, and at the same time declare to everyone, "I have healed and grown."

[It’s bright all around, but you trapped yourself in the dark... I really want to cry when I hear this, you are saying it lightly now, but it was really painful, wasn’t it?The surroundings are actually not so bright, baby, it is because the light you emit illuminates the world, you deserve so much love, because loving you is a very happy thing [流泪][流泪][流泪]]

[The world kisses me with pain, but I repay it with a song. 】

[It turns out that three years have passed since cnm, but why do I feel even more sad when I hear him talk about it again?]

[He is really... always able to digest maliciousness and then output warmth outward, really gentle, gentle TT55555 The power of gentleness is the strongest]

[Time is indeed a cruel and magical thing, I really grew up, Jiang Tianci]

[Three years may be short in the eyes of passers-by, but I have walked with you, so I know how difficult it is, "to do well" is not a shackle, because you have always done well]

[He is really a person who sticks to one thing. Compared with when he debuted, he feels that except for being more tenacious, nothing else has changed. He will always remain sincere and kind [crying] We, Jiang Jiang, have done a good job~]

【Alas...I can't stop sighing, although the painful experience may be a kind of tempering for you, but from my point of view, I really don't want you to get hurt...】

[Children with delicate thoughts, sensitive children, children who always reflect, you will always be the most special and caring existence with me, does it mean to change when you grow up?It seems not, you are still the obedient baby from before, thank you for being my beautiful child all the time TT]

[Until today, I have only truly realized the meaning of the cultivation system.Whether it's Xiao Jiang ten years ago, or the big star jelly now, all of you in parallel time and space should be happy! 】

[Don't look back baby, your pain is left behind, your road ahead is white and bright, the road is long and long]