Yokohama Future Lovers

Failed and failed and failed and failed again—

The leader Zai sat at the head of the consciousness space in a daze.In a dark and closed space, the chairs arranged around the long table looked like tombstones.

And the leader Zai who just received the memory of the death of "Osamu Dazai" in a certain world has indeed realized that each chair does represent death one by one.After all, there is no "Dazai Osamu" in all parallel worlds who has not died, and there is no one in the entire world that has not been reset.

Because of using the "book" and the sudden memory of another "Dazai Osamu"'s death, the leader Zai felt mentally tense and deeply exhausted in his soul.For a moment, he felt a little weak in his body, so he could only close his eyes and organize his thoughts, and began to guess what caused another death this time.

However, when Chief Jae closed his eyes, images of other deaths flashed through his mind.

In a trance, he seemed to have fallen into a dark abyss."Osamu Dazai" stood all around.

The leader Jae killed "himself" over and over again.Choking, beating, hacking, hitting the wall with head pressed, poisoning, dismembering, burning, electrocuting, etc...

When he came to his senses, the surroundings were already filled with corpses belonging to "Osamu Dazai".

The leader Zai took a few breaths of exhaustion.He stared at the corpses quietly, suddenly feeling very sad.The leader lowered his eyes and showed a shallow smile.

The leader said softly, "I'm sorry."

The "Osamu Dazai" who had already died turned their heads to look at him together, with a strange expression on their faces.

"You are indeed sorry for everyone." The "Dazai Osamu" said in unison.

——"Because you don't have the qualifications to be a human being."

When the leader Zai opened his eyes again, he said blankly: "Do people also dream after death?"

"No, that's not a dream." The leader Zai looked up at the dark top of the consciousness space, and said softly, "It's an illusion created by my own obsession."

Even though he realized that what he had just done was not a dream at all, but an illusion transformed by obsession, the expression on the leader Zai's face was still extremely calm, as if he had died.

This is a matter of course.In order to use the power of the "book" to modify the parallel worlds in the "book", the leader Zai's own emotions were sacrificed like a sacrifice, falling on the "self" of those parallel worlds.Plus

He himself is an extremely rational and calm person, and he has been staying in the consciousness space after "death", so it is rather strange that he would have such strong emotional fluctuations.

...you can't say the same.At least the leader's desire to achieve a happy ending in all parallel worlds was strong from the beginning to the end, and it never dissipated.

The leader Zai picked up the transformed chalk and drew another stroke on the wall behind the first chair. He murmured softly as he looked at the frighteningly dense words in front of him.

"This time, this time must..."

It must be successful this time, and no one will die again.

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"...Odasaku?"

The leader Jae over there showed an unbelievable expression, while No. 003 smiled and showed a smirk like a child who succeeded in pranking.

This Oda Sakunosuke, who belongs to the leader Zai Shijie, was naturally sought by No. 003.

Before he came here, he also thought about it seriously, how did the leader Zai plan to kill Wu Jingzai?First of all, he must come to this world, but the problem is that even if the real world is pulled into the world in the "book", it is impossible for a world to accommodate two identical existences at the same time. No. 003 has a special physique. After all, he is the "Dazai Osamu" created by the "Book", and he is also the "Table of Contents" in the "Book".

In order to be able to enter this world, what will the leader Jae do?

No. 003 then guessed that the leader Zai might use the power of the "book" to equate his own existence with that of Butei Zai.At the same time, he also guessed that the leader, Zai Hui, guessed that he guessed it.

In this case, even if he caught the leader Zai in time, as long as the other party committed suicide at that moment, then No. 003 would also fail.

What else can we do in this way?

——"The leader Zai is alone, but you are not alone."

The words of "Osamu Dazai" in the magical girl world made him clear. No. 003 ran back to his own world, found the ghost lamp, and through the ghost lamp, asked the superpower Saiki Kusuo he knew, and found the man who was supposed to be with him. Bailan Jesso, who was in a hostile state, asked these people to help find the world that belonged to the leader Zai.

When it comes to the obsession of the leader Zai, No. 003 feels that he still has to start with the people in his world.So he asked a few people to help bring over the leader who ruled the world. He didn't expect these people to have contact with himself here when they came to the real world, and they had memories of the real world.

To put it simply, the leader uses the power of the "book" to equate his own existence with Buteizai's, and No. 003 pulls people from the world where the leader lives, thus triggering the butterfly effect, making the world where the leader lives The existence of human beings is also the same as Butei Zai's existence in this world, and he has obtained the memory of "self" in this world.

"After all, it looks interesting, so I came to help." Bai Lan, who is most afraid of being bored, watching the excitement is not a big deal, and ten years later, said with a smile.

A certain psychic who was bought by Coffee Jelly left after finishing his work.

A series of small actions triggered a huge butterfly effect.Of course, the leader Zai might be able to guess this step, but the only thing he didn't guess, the only thing he missed was that No. 003 would drag people from his world over...and those people were willing to come over.

At this moment, in addition to Oda Sakunosuke, other people in the world where the leader Zai lived also appeared here.

"Mr. Dazai!" Atsushi Nakajima, depressed after the leader committed suicide by jumping off the building, looked at the leader excitedly, his beautiful amber eyes almost shed tears.

Now he is being taken care of by Mori Ogai, the director of the orphanage, and he has also begun to try to contact people from the Armed Detective Agency, but so far he cannot let go of the death of the leader Jae.

When night comes, Atsushi Nakajima often shrinks into the quilt and shiver.Because whenever he fell asleep at this time, he would always dream of the scene where the leader jumped before he died.No matter how much he tries to reach out his hand to prevent the death of the other party, he will fail, and he can only watch the leader Zai fall from the top of the tall building until the ground is stained red with blood.

"Mr. Dazai..." Yin, the secretary of the former leader, who was always taciturn and like air, covered her mouth but was already in tears.

When Mingming slaughtered and collected the leader's body, dealt with his funeral, and buried him at the seaside according to his will, Yindu remained taciturn and expressionless as always.The girl who was as heartless and lustless as a heartless puppet couldn't help but choked up at this moment.

When people are extremely sad, they can't even shed tears as a vent, and even the feelings in their hearts seem to die because of it.But when the dead heart beats again, hot tears will overflow with strong emotion.

Those were tears of disbelief, bewilderment, sadness and surprise.

After the leader Zai died, Zhong Yuanzhong, the current leader, also invited Yin to stay in the port mafia, but she refused.For the rest of his life, Silver wants to take a good look at the world.In her life so far, when she was young, she and her elder brother Akutagawa Ryunosuke struggled together in the slums, and when she was a little older, she was taken back by the leader Zai to be a personal secretary, waiting almost all the time in this gentle and lonely place. people around.And in the days that followed, Yin wanted to see through his own eyes and witness the world through his own feet.

Silver started a wandering life alone.No one knew where she had gone, no one knew where she wanted to go.Yin just kept walking and walking, recording all the places he walked and the scenery he had seen, and wrote them into letters and sent them to the person who would never receive them, and sent them to the person who would never see these scenery again. people.

But I really didn't expect that I could still meet that person.

Zhongyuan Zhong, who has become the current leader of the port mafia, also clenched his fists, almost couldn't help running over to punch that guy right now, asking him why he left everything and jumped off the building to commit suicide.

He rushed back from the outside in a hurry, but what he saw was the corpse of the leader Zai who had collected the money and put it in the coffin.

Looking at the person lying in the coffin with a calm and serene expression, Zhong Yuanzhong could hardly believe his eyes.

According to the arrangement and will of the leader before his death, Nakahara Nakahara took over the red scarf worn by Mori Ogai and him, and then socialized with the armed detective.

He has also thought countless times, if he can see the leader Zai again, what will the existence of Zhongya in the Central Plains do?He thought to himself, maybe he would beat up the guy who left the mess without saying a word, maybe he would kill him himself, or maybe he would drag him back and let the leader Zai continue to be the leader of the port mafia .

Zhongyuanzhong has also fantasized countless times, and shattered his own fantasy after fantasizing countless times.He thought that even if a miracle really happened, he would definitely feel angry.But when the leader Zai Zhen appeared in front of him again, Zhong Yuan found that...his soul felt great joy.

He's still alive...so good.

Zhong Yuanzhong also thought so.

And the other people on the IF line also opened their eyes wide in disbelief. They had just obtained the memories of everyone in the real world, and at the same time realized the ins and outs of what the leader Jae had done.

The first one was of course Oda Sakunosuke who just ran over to kill the leader.This man who was not good at speaking and seemed a bit bored was holding the leader Zai's shoulder tightly at this moment.

"Sorry!" Oda Sakunosuke gritted his teeth and said, "I said such exaggerated things to you before, and hurt you, I am really sorry!"

In fact, according to their original position, what Oda Sakunosuke did was completely correct. On the contrary, the behavior of the leader Zai at that time was extremely suspicious, which made people feel guarded.But Oda Sakunosuke still can't forget, when he said: "Don't call me Oda Saku." The expression that the leader Jae showed was about to cry.

"I know you might not accept my apology." Oda Sakunosuke took a breath, the bullet hit his shoulder, hot blood kept flowing out, and a few drops of blood accidentally splashed on the leader Zai body.Oda Sakunosuke, who used to be a killer, had an extraordinary ability to endure pain. After taking a few breaths to stabilize his breathing, he stared at the leader Zai closely as if he had never been injured, and said, "I know you may already hate me, Don't think it's worth doing these things for someone like me—"

"No." The leader Zai opened his eyes wide. He could see his own reflection in Oda Sakunosuke's deep blue eyes like the sea. There was no strangeness, no vigilance, no vigilance in it. Warm and apologetic.

"I have never regretted nor hated you," he said.

"If..." Oda Sakunosuke sighed, grabbed the leader Zai with some force, and said, "If I never existed, maybe you wouldn't be in such pain."

The leader Zai broke away from Oda Sakunosuke's hand, he took a step back as if trying to escape, his face showed a pained look like being burned, the leader Zai trembled his lips, and said softly: "... .I have never regretted meeting you."

"I..."

"I just want to save you."

My friend, I just want to save you, and I want to see you realize your dreams and write novels while sitting by a window overlooking the sea.

It's just that.

When he got the memory belonging to Butei Zai, the leader Zai frantically searched through the parallel world in the "book".However, however, however...

No.There is nowhere, there is no world where Sakunosuke can live - except for the world No. 0619 he is in, which is the only world where Sakunosuke is alive.

So the leader Zai planned everything.Whether the world is destroyed or intact has nothing to do with him, and he is not so big as to want to save the world or destroy the world.

But this world is the only world where Oda Sakunosuke is alive and writing novels, so he must protect it no matter what.

But when he finally finished all the plans and committed suicide by jumping off the building, he inexplicably found that he was dead but not dead, in the consciousness space in the "book".

Then witness the different deaths of other people in the parallel world over and over again.

Oda Sakunosuke survived, but who died next?Ango Sakaguchi?Spring mirror flower?Edogawa Ranpo?Central Plains?Atsushi Nakajima?

Fail Fail Fail Fail Fail——

Failed again.

"I..." Leader Zai took a step back again, he felt that he couldn't breathe, and the pain penetrated his whole body, making Leader Zai almost unable to suppress the wailing in his throat.

He wanted to run away like a dying black swan.Crazy emotions ran around in his body, making the leader Zai feel desperate.

But it was also at this time that Oda Sakunosuke stretched out his hand and grabbed the hand of the leader Zai.

Oda Sakunosuke lowered his head, put his forehead on the hand of the leader, and said softly, "...Really, thank you very much."

Oda Sakunosuke raised his head again, his eyes were full of sadness and gratitude, and the emotion that made the leader Jae feel pain, he said with a smile: "You have worked very hard, Dazai."

"It's painful, isn't it? Sad? You want to just throw everything away and run away like a coward? But you still gritted your teeth and persisted. You have been working very, very hard to save all important people."

Oda Sakunosuke hugged the leader, Dazai, and said in an unbelievably gentle voice: "You have worked hard all this time, and you have done a very good job. It's amazing, Dazai."

"You are fully qualified to be a human being, after all, you are really that good."

...

...

...

There was a "click", it was a very subtle sound, the sound of tears falling.

The leader Zai opened his eyes wide and trembled in disbelief.Tears fell from his eyes like the purest pearls.

"Osamu Dazai" didn't cry when he couldn't find the meaning of life and was struggling with despair and inner loopholes."Dazai Osamu" didn't cry when Oda Sakunosuke helped him die in the real world.When I have to carry so many things, because my own obsession is trapped in the consciousness space, I witness the death of important people over and over again, modify the settings over and over again, and kill "myself" over and over again. At that time, the leader Zai did not cry.

But at this moment, he couldn't help but shed tears as if he couldn't control the tears.

There was no blood or tears, and the monster-like "Dazai Osamu" was crying like a flesh and blood human being.

The leader Zai trembled, wanting to wipe away the tears on his face, wanting to restrain his weakness, wanting to smile nonchalantly as before, but the tears became more violent.

"Oh? Why? Why am I crying?" He said like a bewildered child.

"Mr. Dazai!!" Atsushi Nakajima finally couldn't hold back, and rushed over, hugging the leader Zai tightly.

"Mr. Dazai." He choked up, hugging the tearful leader Zai and crying loudly.

The boy who had been rescued from hell by the leader cried loudly like a child at this moment.

Yin walked over, stood behind the leader Zai and hugged him as well.While crying, she smiled and said, "Chief, it's really great to see you."

Zhong Yuanzhong also sighed, walked over, looked at the leader Zai helplessly, took off his hat and put it on his head, and said helplessly, "Really, why do you look like a child."

Although he said so, Nakahara Chuya's eyes turned red.Even so, he still didn't miss any chance to laugh at the leader Jae. He laughed and said, "Looking at your appearance, it's really ugly. The leader of the port mafia will cry like a child." , I’m afraid it will make people who were afraid of you feel unbelievable like the end of the world.”

"I am no longer the leader of the port mafia." The leader Zai said complainingly, his voice was light and light, and he didn't sound like he was choked up at all. The leader Zai grabbed Zhongyuan Chuya's hat and tried to cover his crying face , suppressed his voice and said: "And if you want to say something ugly, it's better to look like yourself now, slug."

Nakahara was also stunned for a moment, dazed because the leader Zai hadn't talked to him like this for a long time, and at this moment he even seemed to see the 15-year-old "Osamu Dazai" when he first met him in the quarrel.

Zhong Yuanzhong also smiled helplessly, and said: "Yeah, my current appearance is also ugly."

The leader Zai opened his mouth, as if he wanted to show a smile, but in the end he showed an expression that seemed to be both crying and laughing, which looked a little funny.

In a daze, he felt that he was back in the bottomless abyss, surrounded by "Dazai Osamu", but at this time they were not dead, but standing around the leader Zai.

The "Dazai Osamu" had smiles on their faces, and they clapped together, cheering for the leader.

"Congratulations, Osamu Dazai." The Osamu Dazai said, "You have been recognized."

All the pain and hard work has been recognized.

"congratulations!"

The "Osamu Dazai" embraced the leader Zai, and said softly, "Finally, it's no longer a 'disqualification from the world'."

The leader opened his eyes again, and his eyes were filled with tears. In the blink of an eye, the tears slid down his cheeks and fell to the ground with a "click", just like the obsession and pain that had been accumulated on him all the time. disappeared completely.

The author has something to say: I’m sorry, I also think it’s good OOC (quick escape.jpg) I accidentally wrote hi (.)

It may be a bit sudden (?) but No. 003 was created by the leader Jae, and his soul and flesh and blood were divided in half, so the emotions generated by everything experienced by No. 003 will actually respond to the leader Jae (what am I talking about? ah)

But the heart of the leader Zai is like an onion (?) that needs to be torn off layer by layer to completely unravel the obsession, so this is the hardest shell that has been broken, and will continue to be torn (???)

It's too OOC, I always feel a little embarrassed cough cough cough cough.

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Thanks for the time:

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Yunchenchen, one-way street, moxibustion 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: be patient. 5 bottles; 3 bottles for one leaf; 1 bottle for Fafa;

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