Yokohama Future Lovers

"Is it delicious?" Natsume Soseki said seemingly calmly, but in fact he was very nervous inside.Right after parting with Osamu Dazai, he hurried to buy the ingredients needed for potato stew, and then rushed home to make it.

Natsume Soseki himself used to be the type who didn’t go home to eat very much. After all, he had to do it himself, and Osamu Dazai usually settled the dinner at the Armed Detective Agency. For the cat to eat and drink outside.

Just now I told Osamu Dazai that I was going home to eat potato stew tonight just to change the subject, but I didn't expect the other party to actually agree.

Natsume Soseki thought that Osamu Dazai would settle dinner at the Armed Detective Agency as usual, but since the other party agreed, he naturally accompanied him, and immediately went to buy the ingredients needed for potato stew.

It's just that Natsume Soseki hasn't cooked for a while, and his hands are inevitably a little rusty.He was afraid that what he made would not meet Dazai's taste.

Osamu Dazai raised his head, chewed the food in his mouth, smiled at him after swallowing it, and said, "Well, it's delicious."

"That's good." Natsume Soseki seemed relieved.

Osamu Dazai laughed out loud, and said, "After all, Natsume-sensei came back to do it on purpose." He shook his head, and said, "This kind of intention alone is the best in the world."

Although he knew that Osamu Dazai was teasing him, Natsume Soseki still felt his face was burning hot, and he said in a low voice, "Hurry up and eat."

Osamu Dazai covered his face and made a puffing sound.

No. 003, who continued to be a transparent person with the help of "Book", looked at them from a distance, and thought to himself, seeing this picture, I am afraid no one would have imagined that Osamu Dazai, who looked so happy with a smile, was already planning his own death up.

Thinking of this, No. 003 couldn't help but recall the other party's answer when he appeared in front of Osamu Dazai just now.

"Yes, I am ready to die." Under the quiet and beautiful sunset, Osamu Dazai said with a smile.

Afterwards, Osamu Dazai invited No. 003 to sit at home, and the two chatted while walking.

"It's just that Natsume-sensei will be very sad if I die." Dazai Osamu sighed helplessly and said softly: "Even if I die, it will bring burdens to others. I'm too bad. gone."

No. 003 looked at him and said, "Then think of a way to make Natsume-sensei less sad?"

"If only it were that simple." Osamu Dazai sighed, "I can't make him drink Wangqing water, can I?"

"It would be a good idea if there is such a thing." No. 003 joked.

Osamu Dazai looked at himself in the parallel world, spread his hands helplessly, and said, "Stop teasing me."

No. 003 raised his hand in a gesture of surrender, and then asked curiously, "But why were you with Natsume-sensei in the first place?"

Hearing No. 003's question, Osamu Dazai was obviously taken aback.

"You don't really think that no one can see it, do you? 'I' is 'you'." No. 003 sighed helplessly, and said, "Although I don't know the details, I can tell that you two The two will be officially together because you approached them proactively."

"Why...?" Osamu Dazai pondered for a while, he looked up at the sky, the sky had already turned dark, his eyes reflected the scenery belonging to the night, he said: "In the beginning, I was just curious, President Mr. Kazumori's mentor, what is the legendary supernatural power user like?"

Although they have been in contact several times, even when Dazai Osamu was still in the port mafia, he met Natsume Soseki who was transformed into a cat at that time.

But these times of getting along are incredibly short, and they are not even really getting along.

Osamu Dazai was bored, curious in his heart, and began to plan how to "officially meet" Natsume Soseki.

He deliberately ran to the river where Natsume Soseki would most likely pass by and threw himself into the water, and "accidentally" met Natsume Soseki, who was still a cat at the time, and turned him back into a human being with "Disqualification in the World".

After that, getting along with each other seemed to go with the flow.

And this formal encounter is even more inextricably inextricable. When two equally lonely souls intersect with each other, they are like travelers who have encountered the last bonfire in the vast night, and they lean together like cold creatures warming each other. .Because I don't want to lose such warmth again, I decided to be together.

"Is this love?" Dazai Osamu murmured, "I don't know."

"...It's just that there is a sense of peace of mind when you're by that person's side."

"So, even if I die, I don't want that person to be sad." Osamu Dazai said.

No. 003 listened quietly, and his eyes naturally turned to the maple tree beside him. Somehow, what Natsume Soseki once said to him in his world suddenly appeared in his mind: "When autumn comes, let's go together Want to see the maple tree?" promise.What did he answer at that time? No. 003 replied: "Maple tree? Yes."

Perhaps it was precisely because of this memory that seemed to be an agreement hundreds of years ago in retrospect, No. 003 turned his head and said, "Maple tree?"

"Huh?" Osamu Dazai made a sound with some doubts.

"Does Natsume-sensei like maple trees?" No. 003 asked.

"I like it." Osamu Dazai said, "Did you see the maple tree outside my yard when you came? Natsume-sensei and I have often sat there looking at the maple tree since we lived together."

Before No. 003 continued to speak, Osamu Dazai showed an expression of sudden realization, and he laughed happily: "I know what to do, just do it, commit suicide in the house."

He said: "I committed suicide in the house, and then the direction of the rope opening happened to be the direction of the maple tree outside the window. It is really a novel way of suicide."

"After I die, Natsume-sensei will definitely stand in the position where I committed suicide because she wanted to experience my feelings before I died. When that time comes..." Osamu Dazai's eyes were full of tenderness, he He said softly: "When that time comes, there will definitely be very beautiful maple leaves in bloom."

No. 003 glanced at him calmly, and made a sigh-like voice: "You are so gentle."

Osamu Dazai was taken aback, and almost coughed violently. He stared at No. 003 in exaggerated stupefaction, and asked, "What did you just say?"

"I'm saying, you are so gentle." No. 003 said with a smile: "Because even when you are dying, you are thinking about not making people around you sad."

Osamu Dazai pondered for a while, put his finger on his chin, and said, "Ah, how should I put it, I always feel subtly uncomfortable being said that by myself in the parallel world."

No. 003 joked: "I seldom praise others, so you can accept it with gratitude."

"Then I really thank you very much." Osamu Dazai waved his hand helplessly.

"However, about your exclamation of 'I'm very gentle', maybe it's because..." Osamu Dazai looked at the 14-year-old No. 003 calmly, with a kind of stability in his eyes that has been precipitated by time and years, he said: "Maybe it's because you haven't really experienced important feelings yet."

I hope that the people around me will not feel sad after my death. This is basically the feeling shared by "Osamu Dazai".

Just imagining that others will suffer and shed tears because of his death, Osamu Dazai feels despair and pain as if he was burned.

Osamu Dazai naturally rubbed the head of No. 003, who was half shorter than himself, and said, "If I guessed correctly, you should be No. 003, right? The "Osamu Dazai" created by the "book"."

"Although I don't know exactly what's going on with you, but if you think about it this way, aren't you still in the baby stage?" Osamu Dazai said in shock.

No. 003 was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously wanted to refute the other party, but after thinking about it carefully, if the erased memory of himself was removed, counting from the time when he was called "No. 0619", he was indeed not even two years old.

Even counting the time when the memory was erased...

Although I don't have the memory of that time, I can probably guess that number 003 has been silent for a few years.

No matter how you count, he is no more than 14 years old at most.

Seeing the subtle expression on No. 003, Osamu Dazai could guess what he was thinking. He laughed unceremoniously, rubbed No. 003's head desperately, and said, "What, don't you just Is it just a kid?"

No. 003 struggled desperately, finally broke free from Osamu Dazai's clutches, looked at him speechlessly, and said, "Don't forget that I am also Osamu Dazai."

Although he may be younger than other "Osamu Dazai", the resourcefulness and ability displayed by No. 003 are definitely not inferior to any adult.No. 003 was a little uncomfortable being told by the "self" in other worlds.

Osamu Dazai nodded with a smile, and did not continue to dwell on this topic, but changed the subject and said, "Let's not talk about that, what do you think of my suicide method?"

"I heard that people who die in the room will become earth-bound spirits after death, and they will never be able to leave this room." No. 003 still remembered that he rubbed his head, so he deliberately frightened him at this time.

"That's really a nightmare." Osamu Dazai trembled, rubbing his arms like that in fear, and said, "But if you really become a ghost after death, become the earth-bound spirit of this room Not bad."

"After all, since you will become a ghost after death, and you can't get rid of it after all, it's better to stay here."

"Natsume-sensei will never leave this room." Osamu Dazai lowered his head, with an extremely gentle expression on his face, and said, "After all, that is a person who looks stronger and fearless than anyone else, but is actually stronger than anyone else." People are more vulnerable to injury.”

—— "He is my most important teacher."

Osamu Dazai closed his eyes and said with a smile.

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After the meal, Natsume Soseki said nervously: "If you don't mind... cough cough." He coughed a little uncomfortably, trying to talk as nonchalantly as possible, he said: "We will be together tomorrow too. Let's eat at home."

Not just tomorrow, but also in the future...

Osamu Dazai paused, put down the things in his hands, and said to him with a smile, "Okay."

Looking at Dazai Osamu who was about to start playing with the mouse-catching props after eating with Natsume Soseki, No. 003 turned and left, and said to the "book" beside him: "Let's go to the next world. There is no need to continue reading .”

"Oh." "Book" responded briefly, then "looked" at Dazai Osamu over there, and asked with some doubts: "Why is Dazai Osamu in this world going to die? He looks very happy. "

"But the hole in his heart still hasn't been filled." No. 003 said calmly: "The Osamu Dazai of this world is too pure a person. Even touching cotton will hurt him."

"He worked hard, wanted to live the life of an ordinary person, and wanted to feel happiness like an ordinary person."

"It's a pity that he still failed. An unbelievably happy day like now even made him feel desperate."

"It was this purity that killed him."

"What about you?" "Book" asked, "Will you fail?"

"I don't know." No. 003 said, "I..."

At this time, the words of Osamu Dazai who died on the snowy mountain in the previous world suddenly appeared in No. 003's mind: "Goodbye, Osamu Dazai of No. 003."

The man covered in snow showed his last calm smile before he died, and he said softly: "I hope that one day, you will be able to find something that belongs to you, something you must protect no matter what, and be able to fight for it." Start looking forward to—”

"Tomorrow, tomorrow's tomorrow, tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow..."

"I..." No. 003 opened his mouth, and suddenly felt that the words in his mouth hurt his throat.

The face of the leader Jae flashed in his mind.

The guy who said he wanted to kill Butei and freed "Dazai Osamu" showed an extremely lonely and sad smile.

No. 003, who originally wanted to say: "I don't know," stopped.

"I hope I can succeed." No. 003 raised his head and said, "No, it should be said that I will try my best to find it."

Natsume Soseki of the world he lives in also told him that he hopes he can experience different lives and feel different emotions.

Therefore, No. 003 no longer had the mentality of resistance and avoidance because of this question. He said seriously, as if making an oath: "I will succeed."

"But first, I'm going to stop the leader Jae."

The unpopular "book" stared at No. 003, and for some reason suddenly had a feeling that maybe this "Osamu Dazai" would really go on a path different from other "Osamu Dazai".

Perhaps, he can really start to look forward to tomorrow.

The author has something to say: No. 003 has gained a lot from the master of this world, but more things are accumulated bit by bit in the previous world. The master of this world exploded all the previous things ( ?)come out.

It's an incredible feeling to learn different things from yourself in different worlds2333

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感谢在2020-06-0616:27:51~2020-06-0716:55:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Yunchenchen, Moxibustion 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Lita; 1 bottle of Fafa;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!