The whole entertainment industry begs me not to drink CP

Seeing Xia entered the guest room, Tu Bai turned to look at Zhou Ruqin: "Do you want some water?"

"Yes." Zhou Ruqin nodded.

Tubai turned on the air conditioner and took two bottles of mineral water, one for each of Zhou Ruqin.The two sat down on the sofa and chatted one after another.

They all tacitly avoided what they saw at Shen Jianxia's house today, and didn't talk about it.

"Look at these two photos of you." Halfway through the conversation, Zhou Ruqin suddenly clicked his tongue and showed his mobile phone to Tubai, "I said why the photo I took today looks more and more familiar, as if I have seen it somewhere before." of."

Tu Bai took her mobile phone, looked down, there was a picture on the screen, and Zhou Ruqin put the two pictures together with Photoshop software.

The one on the left is a group photo taken by Tu Bai and Shen Jianxia in the dormitory on the night of the school's cultural performance a few months ago.

Tubai smiled sweetly at the screen, but Shen Jianxia beside him didn't look at the camera, but lowered his eyes, looking at Tubai beside him.

And the one on the right is the one they asked passers-by to take with the admission notice at school today. Zhou Ruqin cut herself off, leaving only Shen Jianxia and Tubai.

This photo just captured the moment when Tu Bai and Shen Jianxia turned their faces to each other and looked at each other.

The eyes of both of them are very gentle and bright, and the corners of their mouths are also slightly curved.

"From one-way to two-way, it only takes a few months." Zhou Ruqin touched her chin and sighed.

"Two-way?" Tubai touched his chin like her, and said thoughtfully, "But I don't think he's easy to conquer."

Hearing this sentence, Zhou Ruqin suddenly turned her head and stared at him with wide eyes: "You...you really?!"

Although she also had doubts about the relationship between the two, they were all just joking around!

did not expect……

Tubai said it so easily.

"I like him very much." Tu Bai leaned his elbows on the armrest of the sofa and propped his chin with one hand, "He looks like a wave, as if he can flirt with anyone, and he always seems to like flirting everywhere. Maybe everyone I think he always looks like he doesn't care about anything and doesn't want anything, but I know that he wants to be loved more than anyone else."

And resist love more than anyone else.

Earlier Tu Bai was just skeptical, after all, everything was just his own guess.It wasn't until today, after witnessing Shen Jianxia's relationship with his family with his own eyes, that Tu Bai finally made up his mind.

Avoidant personality disorder.

Shen Jianxia is.

Due to childhood and upbringing trauma, patients with this personality disorder are socially sensitive and low self-esteem, making it difficult to form close relationships with others.

Common sense makes it difficult for patients to socialize without being sure they will be liked and accepted.

But Shen Jianxia was just the opposite.

In terms of interpersonal relationships, he was very comfortable and seemed very skilled, not at all like an avoidant personality disorder patient.

But it is precisely because he is afraid that he will not be liked by others that he has been desperately overcoming the sensitivity and inferiority in his heart, and trying to express himself in front of everyone.

If it weren't for his strong reluctance to expose himself to the lights and public view, Tu Bai would almost have been blinded by his confident and relaxed surface.

It's not an excuse at all.

Because of fear, because of sensitivity, because of helplessness, because of lack of confidence in oneself.

But Shen Jianxia was still looking forward to having spiritual communication with others, so he chose the most direct and safest way, which was literature.

One of the best ways to express yourself without exposing yourself to harsh lights,

Shen Jianxia is like a little fox biting a pencil, quietly hiding behind the hill made of words, wagging its tail, and looking forward to the reader's feedback.

This is Shen Jianxia's most fatal weakness. He longs for love, but desperately resists love, and refuses to admit that he wants to be loved.

This is the kind of person who is obviously innocent enough to die, but in order to hide his sensitivity and low self-esteem, he flirts everywhere, faces others' advances, neither resists nor accepts them, and asks others to give him "popularity" praise, from which Absorbing that tiny little bit of love and warmth.

"I can tell that he likes you very much. But... how do you tell him?" Facing Tubai's frankness, Zhou Ruqin was a little dumbfounded, "I've known him for three years, and I've never seen him accept anyone."

"It's not the time yet." Tu Bai smiled, "Until I'm not [-]% sure, I won't reveal my cards easily."

but--

The possibility that he will use some extreme measures is also not ruled out.

This is the end of the topic, because Shen Jianxia packed her luggage and walked out of the guest room.

Zhou Ruqin chatted with them for a while, and seeing that it was getting late, she proposed to go home for dinner.

When the driver of Zhou Ruqin's family arrived at the community, Tubai and Shen Jianxia sent her off. After saying goodbye, they went back to Tubai's house together.

This time there was no third person in the middle, only the two of them were left in the empty room.

For some reason, the atmosphere was a little stiff.

The two sat on the sofa with a distance between them.

"September is coming soon, and school will start then." Tubai lowered his eyes and played with his phone, before opening his mouth, "What do you want to do most when you become a college student?"

Hearing Tu Bai's question, Shen Jianxia, ​​who was pretending to be playing with her mobile phone, raised her eyes from the screen, thought for a while, and answered uncertainly: "Writing a manuscript, writing a script, joining a group, earning money?"

Hearing his answer, Tubai laughed: "Brother, can you act like an ordinary college student?"

"Ordinary college student?" Shen Jianxia turned to look at him, raised her eyebrows, "For example?"

"For example—" Tu Bai also turned his face, and looked at Shen Jianxia with a calm look in his eyes, "Let's talk about a relationship first?"

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, but neither of them spoke.

After a while, the corner of Shen Jianxia's mouth raised the same relaxed arc as usual, but he turned away first: "I don't want to fall in love."

"Why?" Tubai asked.

"Refused to establish an intimate relationship." Shen Jianxia was silent for a while, and replied with a relaxed tone, "Because I don't need it."

I don't want to be intimate with anyone anymore.

Whether it is affection or love.

Because I don't want to be hurt anymore.No need for love either.

At this moment, Tu Bai who was sitting next to him suddenly turned over and pushed Shen Jianxia onto the sofa.

He supported the sofa on both sides of Shen Jianxia's body with his arms, lowered his head, and looked down at Shen Jianxia.

Shen Jianxia seemed startled by Tu Bai's sudden movement, but immediately regained her composure.He didn't push the other person away, but just raised his face, curled the corners of his lips carelessly, and stared at Tubai with a half-smile.

Neither rejecting nor accepting, just like that night a long time ago, when Tu Bai saw him being kissed by a girl.

Tubai hates Shen Jianxia's attitude and expression.

He thought a little nastyly, this man's mask must be completely destroyed today.

With such provocative thoughts in mind, Tu Bai slowly approached Shen Jianxia's face.

When the two lips were about to stick together, he stopped suddenly, keeping an extremely ambiguous distance.

Seeing that Xia slowed down her breathing, she raised her eyebrows to look at him, with a sly smile in her eyes, as if asking him, why don't you continue?

"Reject the establishment of an intimate relationship..." Tu Bai looked directly into Shen Jianxia's eyes, and repeated softly, "But, you haven't tried it, how do you know you don't need it?"

"If I want to try, who should I turn to?" Shen Jianxia had a playful smile on his lips.

Tu Bai snorted softly, breathing warmly on Shen Jianxia's face, itching.

My brother is really hard to deal with.

He was about to get up and leave, but without thinking, Shen Jianxia, ​​who had been silent all this time, suddenly raised his hand and grabbed the back of his head.

Tu Bai was taken aback, lowered his head hastily, and met those bright and cunning phoenix eyes.

Before he could react, Shen saw that Xia Xia's hot and humid lips had already pressed against her:

"So...can I try it with my brother?"

The author has something to say: To develop a stinky brother, we have to do it step by step.

I changed the copywriting of the next document. Tubai’s book was actually not smooth from the opening to the serialization. I was hit several times in the middle and doubted my life... I will rest for a while after writing this book. The next two books I will prepare it well and open it after saving the manuscript.It would be great if everyone can help me click on the favorites of the received documents>3

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Copywriting of the document "I am a passer-by in the top boy group"↓↓

The rookie boy group Zodiac was born out of nowhere. Their first album swept the major music charts, and all members became popular overnight.

Except for the fourth person who has the least sense of existence and is often forgotten-the salted fish Song Wenxing who parachuted in on the eve of the group.

The popular young student Lu Zhicheng was a trainee with the other three members of Zodiac in the same company, and he still has a close relationship after his debut. He was affectionately called [the fifth member of the Z group] [you can just join the Z group directly] by fans and the media.

Song Wenxing, who is the true fourth member of the Z group, is often ridiculed by fans of the other three [What? Z group actually has this person? 】【Rap is like chanting sutras and dancing is like radio gymnastics. It’s better to leave the group and bring Lu Zhicheng in】.

Every day I look coldly at the other three teammates loving and doting each other. When there is a concert, there will always be only the name lights of the other three people in the audience. I will be squeezed all day long. The Buddha accepted the "Z Group No Such Person" medal awarded by the black fan.

- What kind of experience is it like to be a passer-by in a top boy group?

Song Wenxing: Thank you for the invitation, I just want to lie flat and be a salted fish.

One day, Song Wenxing, who had always been a salted fish in Buddhism, suddenly figured it out, slapped his thigh, and immediately posted on Weibo announcing that he would quit the Z group and fly solo.

[@宋闻星: I quit Zodiac from today to fly solo, and there will be someone more suitable to replace me @卫之成. 】

The whole network was in an uproar, and fans of the group applauded.

Unexpectedly, Song Wenxing, who had finished posting Weibo, was suddenly blocked by Lu Zhicheng in the men's room of the company.

The young man who appeared on the giant screen in the square every day elbowed him against the wall, and said angrily, "I don't want to be the fifth member of the Z regiment! I approached them only to chase you!"

Pretending to be a buddhist masterpiece Jingshou × swearing at the elementary school chicken attack