The whole entertainment industry begs me not to drink CP

Come down and throw it away. Sister Fei frowned, her tone was casual, "You don't want those, do you?"It's been posted for so many years, what kind of stars are you chasing when you grow up so big? "

"Why -" Shen Jianxia frowned unhappily.

"You can do it, it's almost ready." Before Shen Jianxia finished speaking, Sister Fei immediately interrupted him, her voice was low and impatient.

Hearing this sentence, Shen Jianxia paused.

Even Tu Bai who was standing behind the crack of the door also paused.

"Shen Jianxia, ​​I know you feel uncomfortable, but you have grown up, you are no longer a child, and you have to distinguish the occasion when you lose your temper." Sister Fei warned him in a low voice, the expression on her face changed from the joy of her eldest son's engagement just now. It turned into impatience and perfunctory when facing the second son, "I'm going down to greet the guests, and I don't have time to talk to you here. Hurry up and tidy up your room, and come down to help when you're done."

"..."

Shen Jianxia stood where she was, with her arms hanging by her side, without saying a word, quietly watching Sister Fei's back disappear up the stairs.

It wasn't until Sister Fei went downstairs, and her cheerful shouting came from the first floor again, that Shen Jianxia laughed softly: "Chick."

Like irony, like self-deprecating.

disappointment.

Just disappointed and nothing else.

If Shen Jianxia has experienced 18 times of disappointment in the past 10000 years, then 9999 of them must have been brought to him by his native family.

When I was young, I would still feel sad, I would cry alone wrapped in the quilt, I would feel that my parents didn’t care about me at all, and I would ask myself what I didn’t do well.

They are obviously the sons of the family, why do parents prefer elder brother.

When she grows up, Shen Jianxia will tell herself in a relaxed tone, it's okay, I don't care anyway.

He's used to it, so he doesn't care about it all.

Some people are injured outside, and when they return home, some people feel distressed, some cry, and some care. Family is their eternal safe haven.

And Shen Jianxia was injured outside, but she just wanted to hide alone on the street at midnight, lick the wound alone, quietly wait for the wound to heal, and then go home pretending to be nonchalant.

Because when he gets home, he will be hurt more inadvertently from his family.

It's just that Shen Jianxia didn't understand.

Don't understand why parents would do this.

What hurts more than beating, scolding and favoritism is ignoring day after day.

His parents never cared about what wronged him outside, nor did they ask him if he was tired today, whether he was busy studying or whether his friends were good.

When the family was eating at the dinner table, Shen Jianxia also tried to tell his parents about what he had seen in school.

But every time, what responded to him was either a long silence, or a change of topic that he ignored.

Afterwards, Shen Jianxia shut up and never spoke again.

Just listen, be invisible, listen to the daily chatter of the parents and their only son.

There is no need to do some superfluous things, it will appear that he is very sentimental.

Just like what Shen Jianxia said to Tu Bai and Zhou Ruqin when she left the office today——

"Unfortunately I can't communicate with them, so—"

"So, the best way to communicate is to refuse to communicate."

Shen Jian saw what Xia had been longing for and hoped for, but he didn't get it from his family. Hopes fell through again and again, and the disappointment cycled 9999 times, so he didn't want it anymore.

I don't want to experience the same pain for the 10000th time again.

Shen Jianxia suddenly didn't want to know the answer that he had always wanted before.

He suddenly didn't want to hear the "I'm sorry" that he had been waiting to say from his parents.

Because Shen Jianxia knew that he would never wait for that sentence in his life.

Also because he has been completely indifferent.

It doesn't matter.not give a damn about.got used to.

Shen Jianxia doesn't need love, whether it's from family, friends, or strangers, he doesn't need it anymore.

The author has something to say: Smelly brother don’t cry, brother loves you ovo~

Why does this author always write food late at night!

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