talk about wine

After hearing Meng Chuxi's words, Zhou Qingwu's eyes widened in astonishment, and he was completely stunned for a moment.

Seeing her crying, Meng Chuxi forgot, just stared at her in a daze, and burst out laughing.He scratched the tip of her nose with his finger, and flicked it on her forehead unceremoniously, "What are you doing so surprised, don't you believe it?"

Zhou Qingwu still felt unbelievable when he came back to his senses. He wanted to ask again but felt shy. His fingers were twisted there, and his eyes were wandering.Meng Chuxi guessed her thoughts clearly, and once again gave the poor little girl a boost.

"Did you hear what I just said? If you didn't hear, I'll say it again. Qingwu, I only have you, you know."

Zhou Qingwu, with tears still hanging on his eyelashes, nodded his head vigorously, thought of something, and gestured quickly: I need you, I need you very much, I don't want to leave you to go to Kyoto, and I don't want to assume that I don't have you, so I will regret it.

Her eyes were as clear as water, even more pleasant after being washed by tears.Zhou Qingwu's eyes are very energetic and powerful. When she stared at Meng Chuxi intently, Meng Chuxi always had the illusion that she was the only one in those eyes.At this moment, every word and every word of hers made her believe deeply, so the touch in these words made it hard for her to resist.

Stretching out her hand to touch her head, Meng Chuxi smiled with red eyes: "I can feel that she is sincerely treating you well, and what she said is right, the people here are too bad, you have to carry it all the time if you stay here." Those bad reputations. You can live a better life in the capital, even if you don’t want to depend on others, but with Miss Wan’s help, with your intelligence, you can do what you want soon.”

After hearing this, Zhou Qingwu continued to make gestures: I can do a lot of things without going to the capital. Didn't we plan it?

Meng Chuxi's eyes dimmed slightly, and her voice lowered: "But I have nothing but those thoughts, and it will be very hard to be with me, and if I can't do it, I..." She knew very well that Zhou Qingwu didn't think that way. Someone who depends on others, but she still worries that if she can't realize what she plans, she will delay her.

She still maintained the posture of squatting in front of Zhou Qingwu, looking up at Zhou Qingwu.

After hearing her say this, Zhou Qingwu stretched out his hand to hold her cheek, with a smile in his eyes.Her hands were warmly placed on Meng Chuxi's face, so she couldn't convey any words to Meng Chuxi at the moment, but Meng Chuxi clearly knew what she meant from her eyes.

So she also laughed, the tenderness and warmth in those amber eyes seemed to be oozing out, and the light in the center of the eyes was enough to make people sink in completely.

Zhou Qingwu just looked at her like this, feeling that a jug of alcohol was brewed in it, making her completely drunk in it.Her heart was beating in a mess, and she was dizzy thinking of that kiss on her forehead by the drunk Meng Chuxi on that New Year's Eve, and she almost couldn't bear to kiss her.

As soon as this thought came out, Zhou Qingwu felt agitated in his heart, but his back felt chilly, so he quickly let go of his hands and sat up straight, and at the same time hurriedly pulled Meng Chuxi up.

Zhou Qingwu was so ashamed and ashamed that he didn't even see Meng Chuxi's blank eyes at this moment.

Everything became quiet at night, the chickens in the yard had been caged, and Wuwu also had her own hut curled up and sleeping in her own nest.The bees who were busy all day were also quiet, only the group of silkworms in the silkworm room next door were tirelessly nibbling on the mulberry leaves, making a slight rustling sound.

Zhou Qingwu was still asleep, so she dictated all the sounds in the night to clear up her chaotic thoughts. In the past, the rhythmic cry of frogs was always easy to be ignored, but now it was very clear, which made Zhou Qingwu feel a little noisy.

She withdrew her attention from the outside, and turned her attention to the culprit who disturbed her mood.She was lying beside her, her breathing was long and slow, and there was no other movement, she was asleep.

What she said today was more domineering than the croaking of frogs outside, lingering in her ears.

"You are always afraid that I will leave you. Why don't you know? I am also afraid that you will leave me. I have nothing but you."

This sentence was so tempting, it made Zhou Qingwu savor it over and over again, every word here was like a butterfly dancing in her heart, which made her feel elated, sweet and full.

And the look in her eyes at that time, Zhou Qingwu clutched his heart, inside and out, getting faster and faster, this kind of indescribable throbbing Zhou Qingwu was already very familiar with.Her heart was clamoring, and every word was calling Meng Chuxi.

She didn't know if it was because her mind had changed, so she always liked to look for a trace of fantasy in Meng Chuxi, and when she found it, it was like a child getting candy, the carefully hidden taste, sweet to the bottom of her heart.

The candy that tempted her didn't know it, and it just lay harmlessly beside her, and she thought of that kiss with the aroma of wine, soft and moist, with a warm heat, but it made her whole body scald .

Tossing and turning unable to fall asleep, Zhou Qingwu couldn't hold back after all, she propped up her body and looked at the blurred person in the night.When she got closer to Meng Chuxi, her appearance became clearer, and she wanted to get closer, so close that she could feel her breath again, so close that her lips were only a knuckle away from Meng Chuxi.

Sweat dripped from her palms, and she clenched the quilt tightly. In the end, her lips did not fall down, but her fingers trembled and landed on the center of her eyebrows, moving faintly, along the eyebrows, eyelids, cheeks, and finally to the soft lips.

The night covered its pink appearance, but it couldn't hide the warm and soft touch. In the end, the finger still fell down and touched the corner of the lips lightly.In the night, Zhou Qingwu was like a thief, panicked but desperate for treasure.

In the end, longing finally overcame anxiety, she bent down and kissed, her body trembling slightly, her lips fell to her finger but she didn't take it back, as if she was also kissing Meng Chuxi through that index finger.

The Wen Ruan who was close at hand seemed to carry the faint fragrance of Meng Chuxi's body, which was boundless and charming, but Zhou Qingwu didn't pull away his fingers in the end, but just kissed her through fingers.

It's not that she didn't want to, but she was told rationally that it was unforgivable for Meng Lang to act like this while Meng Chuxi was asleep, and she dared not and could not blaspheme the person she liked.

But Zhou Qingwu's heart was beating like a drum even through her fingers, and the short breath of intimacy had exhausted all her strength.She left gently, restrained her slightly trembling body and lay down, but the happiness brought by that action was too short-lived, so that after it disappeared, it brought endless guilt and sourness.

His heart was sore and swollen, Zhou Qing was so uncomfortable that he grabbed his heart.She didn't dare to look at Meng Chuxi's figure, so she could only digest this pain silently.When she really couldn't help it, she clenched her fists and beat her heart a few times. She clenched her fists tightly but because she was worried about waking Meng Chuxi, the force she fell couldn't suppress the pain there.

Zhou Qingwu felt that she hadn't felt this kind of heartache for a long time. It was completely different from the heart-piercing pain of her parents' death. The pain was full of soreness. Although it was uncomfortable, she couldn't help herself to experience it over and over again.

As the saying goes, if you don't know the taste when you are young, you will know the pain when you know the taste.

Zhou Qingwu, who was immersed in heartache and guilt, couldn't pay attention to her side at all. Behind her sideways, the hand that was quietly placed beside her was suddenly clenched, and she didn't let go for a long time.

Zhou Qingwu had a dream. In the dream, Meng Chuxi looked at her indifferently. Zhou Qingwu's heart suddenly turned cold. She took a step forward to get closer to her, but the other party immediately took a few steps back. It was disgust, and the voice was cold, "Zhou Qingwu, I treat you as my younger sister, and I take care of you and love you everywhere, but you actually have such nasty thoughts about me, you are really disgusting."

Every word and every sentence scratched Zhou Qingwu's heart like a sharp knife, making her pale. She wanted to explain in a panic, but Meng Chuxi turned and left, "Don't follow me, I don't want you anymore."

Zhou Qingwu felt that her heart had been gouged out, and her tears couldn't stop pouring down. She chased after her desperately, but she couldn't speak, and Meng Chuxi didn't even look at her.She couldn't say anything, she could only shout in vain without a sound.

I won't, I must be good, don't want me, don't want me!

"Qingwu, Qingwu!" Meng Chuxi woke up very early, sitting alone on the bed with hair in a daze, but the little girl lying next to her suddenly struggled hard, her mouth made a whining sound, and tears kept pouring out. It looks like it's broken.

Startled, Meng Chuxi quickly patted her face, trying to wake her up.She was terribly disturbed, Meng Chuxi shook her, patted her on the cheek and kept calling her name, Zhou Qingwu opened his eyes in a daze, but the tears flowed more and more.

Those big eyes were full of tears, and gradually cleared up after being misty. His eyes stared at Meng Chuxi through the water stains, and his hands tightly grabbed her clothes, as if he was still saying something.

Meng Chuxi felt as if her heart was being pricked, and realized that she hadn't escaped from the nightmare. Regardless of the chaotic thoughts that had tormented her for most of the night, she hugged the little girl who was still crying silently, and rubbed her head to comfort her : "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's a dream, I'm here, I'm here, Qingwu don't cry."

Only then did Zhou Qingwu recover, realizing that Meng Chuxi was the real one in front of her, and that she didn't want to lose herself, Zhou Qingwu felt like she was alive after a catastrophe. She buried her face in Meng Chuxi's arms, and cried even harder.

Meng Chuxi's eyes were already red, and tears were rolling in her eyes. Thinking of those scenes, she probably knew what Zhou Qingwu had dreamed, and gently stroked her back to comfort her. To my chagrin, she was so stupid.

She always treats Zhou Qingwu as a child, but why does she forget that in this era, a 16-year-old girl is already the age to be a wife and a mother.What's more, she always knew that Zhou Qingwu was sensitive and delicate. Apart from being like a child in front of her, she was already more mature and stable than many adults when she started things.

All kinds of feelings swept through her heart, making Meng Chuxi feel very sad, but she couldn't blame this little girl who was about to make her feel so distressed to death, so she could only put those things behind her and comfort her.

Zhou Qingwu cried for a long time and finally stabilized his emotions. At the moment, he felt embarrassed again. He was still terrified when he thought of the dream just now, so he quickly sat up from Meng Chuxi's arms, and opened the distance between the two of them, not daring to look at Meng Chuxi.

Seeing her slow down, Meng Chuxi deliberately distanced herself from her, with both hands still in the posture of hugging her, and took a look at Zhou Qingwu before putting them down.

"Did you have a nightmare?" She pretended not to know, but still asked gently.

Zhou Qingwu choked for a moment, glanced at Meng Chuxi with red eyes, nodded and lowered his eyes again.

Meng Chuxi didn't think clearly about how to deal with it, so she didn't ask too much, but added worryingly: "Dreams are always reversed, and they won't happen. I'll cook first, and you have a rest." She cried like this , it must be a bad thing, this should comfort her, and she got up and dressed and left the room quickly.

Zhou Qingwu, who was sitting on the bed, felt a little hot when he heard her words, but after being touched, he felt deep fear and fear.She must keep this secret, and she can't be as shameless as last night.If Meng Chuxi found out, she would definitely be afraid and loathe herself, after all, who can accept being liked by a woman who is also a woman.

Even though this decision made her feel uncomfortable, it couldn't compare to the piercing pain when she lost Meng Chuxi.Covering her face, she tried her best to cheer herself up, dressed and washed, and went to help in the kitchen.

This day seemed to be passing peacefully. If Meng Chuxi hadn't noticed, she wouldn't have felt the trace of tiredness in Zhou Qingwu's eyes.

Meng Chuxi was also trying to maintain her usual state, but when she saw Zhou Qingwu, she thought of her appearance last night and this morning, so that this calm seemed too cold, and she couldn't bear it any longer.

There is no point in avoiding the problem. Meng Chuxi feels that she is older and she knows more about this kind of relationship because she lives in the 21st century. She should take the initiative to solve the problem instead of letting Zhou Qingwu think about it alone.

But she still hadn't figured out how to speak. She had seen this kind of emotion before. She respected all emotions and didn't resent or reject them.Although there have been some literary works and unofficial histories from ancient times to the present, this kind of feeling has been recorded, but here it is still a fantasy, and she can't even imagine how a little girl like Zhou Qingwu would dare to accept it.

Distressed and helpless, Meng Chuxi made a decision in her heart to have an open and honest talk with Zhou Qingwu, but let the little girl relax before talking.She bowed her head and smiled wryly. She also needs to take it easy. After clarifying, what should she do so as not to hurt her? That's the right thing to do.

Taking a deep breath, Meng Chuxi raised a smile and looked at the bright sunshine outside, then turned her head and called Zhou Qingwu inside the room: "Qingwu, let's go fishing."

It rained recently, and the water in the lake poured into this river. There were a lot of fish. I found out that there were a lot of fish there when I washed the clothes before. There were people in the village who used harpoons to kill fish. Both of them were upset. It might be better to be quiet.