I became popular in the entertainment circle by swearing at people

When Shen Xi rushed to Gu Fei's house, Gu Fei was sitting by the bar alone, holding a glass of red wine in his hand, shaking it.Her eyes fell loosely on the red wine, but she seemed to see something else through the red wine, empty.

"A glass of brandy, add ice." Shen Xi sat down on the high chair next to her, and said calmly.

"Hey," Gu Fei snorted in a low voice, with a bit of exhaustion in his voice, "I'm in a bad mood today."

Shen Xi remained indifferent, "I am a guest."

Gu Fei sighed, pulled himself together, and poured Shen Xi a glass of brandy she wanted with ice.

Shen Xi seemed to come here specially to drink, he picked up the wine glass and began to savor it carefully.

Seeing this, Gu Fei said rather depressedly: "You are so heartless, your cousin is so decadent, you don't even have a word of comfort."

Shen Xi gracefully put down his wine glass, and said expressionlessly: "Don't be sad, it's nothing serious, tomorrow is another day."

Gu Fei: "..."

What sin did she do to call this hard-hearted cousin.

"The panacea doesn't seem to work." Shen Xi said calmly, "Why don't you say a few words first and introduce your condition so that I can prescribe you a special medicine."

Shen Xi made trouble in a serious manner, and Gu Fei felt that all his emotions were diluted.

Gu Fei was so angry that his throat was a little dry. After drinking red wine to moisten his throat, he said lightly: "Just now, in a very bad scene, I was told that Hu Xinran has been secretly in love with me."

After finishing speaking, seeing that Shen Xi didn't respond at all, Gu Fei asked in surprise, "No way, you've already seen it?"

Shen Xi smiled slightly, "It's not just me."

Hearing this, Gu Fei said bitterly: "It's over, my title of scumbag is about to be confirmed."

Shen Xi took a sip of his wine, deliberately tested her and said: "The first thing I thought of was only myself, you really don't like her."

"Don't you like it?" Gu Fei's mind is in a mess. After learning about this matter until now, she has even lost the most basic judgment, whether she is happy or repulsed, likes or dislikes, she is almost completely confused, "But I It doesn't seem to reject or dislike the fact that she likes me. It's just that... I can't accept it for a while, and I don't know how to respond to her."

The relationship between people is the most complicated. There is not only love, but also friendship. Forcibly treating friendship as love may not have any good results.Judging from what Gu Fei just said, she should have a certain liking for Hu Xinran in her heart, but only Gu Fei knows whether this liking can support them to be together.Shen Xi didn't want to guide her indiscriminately, he just said: "You need time, think about this matter carefully."

Gu Fei respected Shen Xi with a cup, and said with a long sigh of relief: "It's my cousin herself."

"This afternoon, my aunt and I discussed the secret love between friends." Gu Fei couldn't help but sighed again, "I didn't expect this to happen to me in the past few hours. At that time, I I vowed to conclude that I would rather not be a friend than treat myself badly. Looking back now, I was so naive at that time. An old friend of ten years is probably deeper than a ten-year lover. So easy to let go."

Shen Xi quietly listened to her self-analysis, and had a drink with her from time to time.

Gu Fei sighed and said: "Compared to me being majestic and confused, Xinran might feel more uncomfortable. Speaking of it, I really couldn't believe that I was so slow. Looking back now, Xinran didn't hide so well. There are all flaws, how can I not notice it, just treat her feelings as girlfriends' feelings."

Hearing her say such a big deal, Shen Xi thought about it, and asked: "If you had seen it from the beginning, what would you do?"

"I really haven't thought about this." Gu Fei said thoughtfully: "If I look at it at the time, I might directly challenge her and ask her if she likes me. If she said yes, I might Promise to be with her. After all, at that time, she was too young and only cared about her current feelings, but it was not fair to her. But if I look at it now, I might pretend not to know, and then don’t Alienate her in a sensual way, cut off her thoughts about me from the very beginning, if she confesses to me, I should reject her directly."

Shen Xi sighed and said: "In the past few years, you have become more and more unfeeling. According to your current state, it may be difficult for you to find someone who can make you fall in love. Although you have no love at first sight for Hu Xinran, but in the past ten years , in the constant company, you may not have been moved. If you are too rational, feelings will become a choice. To put it bluntly, it depends on whether you are willing to give her a chance. "

Gu Fei was silent. What Shen Xi said was right. Her career in the past few years had made her too rational. She habitually wanted to separate love and friendship clearly. Will subconsciously be obliterated by myself, pretending not to exist.

The next day, Hu Xinran, who was drunk, slept until noon. She missed the appointment for the first time, and Gu Fei didn't send a message.

Hu Xinran sat on the bed blankly for a while, her current condition was so bad that she couldn't cope with any social occasions at all. When she regained her senses, she sent a message to Zhang Ying, saying that she would visit them another day.

After staying in the crew for four months, the company gave her a week off, and she hasn't been home for a long time.After a simple meal, Hu Xinran packed up his things and planned to go home and have a look.

Hu Xinran's hometown is in a small town in the south. She took a plane and a bus all the way, bumpy all afternoon, and when she got home, it was almost dark.

Hu Xinran's parents and grandparents obviously didn't expect her to come home at this time, and they were all very excited for a while, asking her if she had eaten and if she was tired.

Hu Xinran saw the whole family surrounded her, and her eyes turned red. She quickly reached out and hugged Hu's mother, holding back her tears, and pretended to be relaxed and said, "I'm hungry, I want to eat the meal my mother made." .”

"Okay, okay." Hu's mother said happily, "Mom, let's add some of your favorite dishes."

After the meal, the family enthusiastically pulled Hu Xinran to gossip about the family affairs. At this moment, Hu Xinran seemed to let go of everything, and felt like returning to her childhood, carefree, not knowing what it was like to like someone, I don't even know what it feels like to be sad.

Soon it was ten o'clock in the evening, and Mother Hu said that she was exhausted and needed to rest early, so she asked her to wash up.When she returned to the room, Mother Hu took out all the quilts from the closet and was putting on a new quilt cover.

"The quilts were all freshly dried two days ago when the weather was good." Mother Hu said with a smile, "It must be very soft when you sleep at night."

Hu Xinran wanted to cry again, she felt that she was too cowardly, it was not like her at all.Hu Xinran hugged Mama Hu from behind, put her head on her shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Mom, you are so kind to me."

Hu's mother was startled for a moment, then put down what she was doing, turned around and took Hu Xinran's hand and sat down beside the bed, "Cry if you want to, it hurts to hold back."

The tears that Hu Xinran had just held back collapsed in an instant, and she covered her eyes and cried in a low voice.

Mother Hu gently touched her head, and said in a warm voice: "After crying, let it go. It's too tiring to keep chasing after others. Mom will feel distressed when she sees it."

Hu Xinran let go of her hands, and looked at Hu's mother in surprise.She never told Mother Hu that she liked Gu Fei.

Mother Hu wiped her tears with her hand, sighed softly, and explained: "You are a family-loving child. You got such good grades in the exam, but because you were reluctant to leave home, you refused to apply for the school in the imperial capital. In the end, it was me and you. Your father talked about it, so you just went. But after you went, you didn’t think about coming back for so many years, and sometimes you didn’t even come back during the Chinese New Year. You said you were working hard outside, but what kind of temper do you have, mother can you tell me You know? Xiaoran, you are not a career-minded child. "