hopelessly in love

F. love

"It's been all these years, why didn't you come to me, and...your eyes..." Yu Du rubbed his hand lightly on the opponent's hand, in fact, what he wanted more was to be able to touch his cheek.

"Oh." He seemed to have suddenly remembered something, and whispered in his ear, "I didn't poison you, but now I have nothing."

After Yu Du finished speaking, Jiu Zang held his hand tightly and said in a low voice, "No."

Jiu Zang raised his head, his gaze was like a torch, "You still have me, I won't leave again."

Jiu Zang gave Yu Du the long-awaited answer, "Really?"

"Really." Jiu Zang nodded, his heart seemed to stop hurting, and another sweet feeling came to his heart, which made him feel unbelievable.

While he was overjoyed, he was still trying his best to recall the words his parents said that he had been deeply poisoned. The more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong. People feel suspicious.

But when Jiu Zang was thinking about it, Yu Du had already slipped into his arms.

"do you know?"

Yu Du said, "I have loved you for many years."

"How many years?" Jiu Zang looked down at the person in his arms.

"Many, many, I can't remember clearly. We have been together since we were young. I only remember your appearance when you were young, like a porcelain doll. Others say you are a little girl."

"Yes, I remember."

"Well, I actually thought so at that time. You are too good-looking. In fact, I don't like you like everyone else, but when I saw your pitiful expression, I couldn't help but want to help you."

"Poor?" Jiu Zang was a little puzzled, when did he have such an expression.

"Yeah, but I found out later that you are very powerful. When you were 12 years old, you left with your parents and made your mark in the martial arts competition. When you came back, we were all shocked and scared. We were afraid that you would come back and beat me up." Me, beat those of us who bullied you back then."

"But I forgot, I don't remember you bullying me." Jiu Zang smiled, his eyes were full of tenderness, and now he really didn't feel any pain.

"It's true that you didn't beat us up, but I dare not talk to you anymore..."

"Why?" Jiu Zang looked at Yu Du, he had already closed his eyes, the light shining on his fair face was different from his usual demeanor.

"Maybe... I will like you then."

Yu Du said, slowly revealing a wry smile, "So at the end, those people killed my family members because of their greed for cheats, and I managed to escape. I am really grateful to hear that you are willing to follow me to the death."

"I can't imagine that you would be willing to be by my side and help me. It's a pity that since then you have put on the veil and bamboo hat, and I have never seen your youthful appearance again."

As Yu Du said, he slowly raised his hand to touch his chin, and seeing that the other party didn't resist, he boldly moved upwards.

"I know, you don't want to face this kind of you. You said when you were very young that you didn't like bloody martial arts. Your parents used to force you, but at that time I felt that I was forcing you."

Yu Du said, Jiu Zang just listened quietly without making a sound, but he slowly squeezed Yu Du's hand, he really didn't blame anyone, for Yu Du, love is still too late.

"You have done so much for me, but I still failed to protect you in the end."

As Yu Du said, tears finally fell down. When the tears rolled down the corner of his mouth, he felt a little bit of bitterness. It turned out that it was really salty. His heart was so sour, and that day came back to his mind.

The river was stained with blood, and Jiu Zang stood in front of him, concentrating on receiving the opponent's open and hidden arrows.

After the killing, Yu Du didn't even know whether he was alive or dead. When he got up, there was only a wild monk standing beside him. He grabbed the corner of the man's clothes and said, "Did you see it? You saw Jiu Zang Yet?"

"Who?" Ye Monk suddenly smiled, then nodded and shook his head again, "I've done my utmost to save you, and as for what else you want, you have to find it yourself. At the first level, if you really love, it is impossible not to find that person." As he spoke, he started to walk away, but it seemed as if he suddenly recalled it, and left another sentence, "There is no cure for deep love, there is no cure for it. It has been suppressed for a long time, if a lover has come here, there is no way to save him." Then, he disappeared.

When Yu Du suddenly came over, he felt pain all over his body, and he suddenly thought of Jiu Zang, that Jiu Zang who had been standing in front of him, would he hurt more than himself?