life is just like first love

Chapter 31 If leaving is for reunion

Ye Feng had been missing for a long time, and he just left without leaving any trace except the letter.Ye Feng left quietly, just like Ye Hua, Ye Feng was suffering from Ye Hua's disappearance, Lin Luo and the others were also missing Ye Feng's departure.It seems that Ye Feng doesn't understand the saying, don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself.

Lin Luo ran out of the hospital on the third day after being admitted to the hospital. Lin Luo couldn't stay idle, at least, Lin Luo didn't want to be idle at that time.Lin Luo and Wang Jian are busy with the coffee shop every day. The business of the coffee shop is still as hot as ever. He thinks that Ye Feng will come back, and he wants to leave this position to Ye Feng; Mu Yunxi still hangs around every day, either going to the coffee shop to flirt with Wang Jian, or busy with the business of the bar, Mu Yunxi He and Xia Hongyun had been looking for Ye Feng for a while without telling Lin Luo and Wang Jian, but they found nothing.The two of them didn't know, but Lin Luo knew about their actions. He said that he hoped that Ye Feng would calm down for a while, but he still hoped that the two of them could find Ye Feng.

Time flies like running water, month after month, there is still no news from Ye Feng.The weather is getting colder, and it is the end of December in a blink of an eye. The cold winter does not seem to weaken people's enthusiasm. Christmas is here. Merchants are the same as before, offering Christmas discounts. Excited for presents.

Mengsheng was walking on the bustling street, his lonely figure seemed out of place compared with the festive atmosphere.Seeing lovers holding hands, couples passing by her, Ye Feng's figure can't help but appear in front of her eyes.A wry smile appeared on Mengsheng's face, when did he care about this guy so much?Is it from Ye Feng's cynicism that he is not good enough for Lin Luo?Or when did you kidnap yourself, hoping that he would come home on time every day?I'm afraid even Mengsheng himself doesn't know this.

After Ye Feng left, Mengsheng started looking for Ye Feng's whereabouts like crazy, but was disappointed again and again.Mengsheng didn't sell Ye Feng's house, he would clean it regularly every weekend, and then stay for one night.Mengsheng was a little scared, afraid that he would forget Ye Feng's appearance and Ye Feng's breath.Every week, Mengsheng would go there to get very drunk, and then fell on the bed, hugging Ye Feng's pillow and crying.Maybe love is like this, what you desperately pursue is not what you want, and what is hostile by your side may be the biggest support in your life.Has Mengsheng fallen in love with Ye Feng?Yes, there is no doubt that he fell in love with Ye Feng without knowing it.

Mengsheng leaned against a Christmas tree, lit a cigarette, and quietly smoked.In the past, Mengsheng seldom smoked, but since Ye Feng left, tobacco and alcohol have become Mengsheng's biggest pillar.A beggar stumbled over and sat under the Christmas tree with a cold hamburger in his hand, gobbling it.Mengsheng frowned, smiled again, took out five hundred-yuan bills from his wallet, and handed them to the beggar.

"It's the holiday, eat something good!" The beggar didn't pick it up, and Mengsheng stretched out his hand, looking very embarrassed.

And beggars don't like money?

Mengsheng thought that the beggar didn't hear it, maybe he was in a good mood, it was rare for Mengsheng to be patient.Mengsheng squatted down and looked at the beggar, "I said, it's the holiday, eat something good, don't eat cold!"

"I don't want it!" The beggar didn't raise his head.

Hey!There are really beggars who don't like money!Mengsheng's stubborn temper suddenly came up, and he stuffed it into the beggar's arms, "I told you to take it, so you take it!"

"I fucking said I don't want it!" The beggar roared, raised his head, and the moment their eyes met, the two were stunned.

"Ye Feng?" Mengsheng looked at the ragged and unkempt man in front of him in disbelief. Is this person Ye Feng?Is it because I know that serious Ye Feng who likes to be sarcastic and sarcastic?

"Sir, you recognized it." Ye Feng stood up and wanted to leave.

Mengsheng hugged Ye Feng in his arms, "Ye Feng, don't go, I have something to tell you!"

"Let go of me!" Ye Feng pushed violently, Mengsheng only felt a gust of wind blowing, and he lost his mind. When he wanted to find Ye Feng, Ye Feng had disappeared.Meng Sheng ran wildly on the street, hoping to see Ye Feng's shadow.Mengsheng prayed to God, Ye Feng had already slipped away from him once, and he didn't want to have a second time.

Maybe it was really Mengsheng's prayer heard by God. Mengsheng saw not far away, a group of people were pressing Ye Feng to the ground and beating him.Meng Sheng ran over in a hurry and pushed the group of people away.

"Why beat him?"

Seemingly overwhelmed by Mengsheng's violent aura, one of them said, "This kid steals!"

"What did he steal?"

“A burger in the shop!”

Hamburger!Just because of a hamburger? !Mengsheng threw the 500 yuan that he hadn't put back in time to the man's face, "Enough! Get lost!"

The man picked up the money, and left with his companion in despair.Mengsheng squatted down and found that Ye Feng had passed out.Just because of a hamburger!Do not use such a heavy hand!Mengsheng carried Ye Feng on his back. This was the second time he carried Ye Feng on his back. Mengsheng swore that he would never let him go again in this life.

Mengsheng ran wildly on the street with Ye Feng on his back, attracting the attention of people on the street.After all, a handsome guy in gorgeous clothes and a beggar on his back would surprise anyone.Mengsheng quickly found his car, stuffed Ye Feng into the car, stepped on the accelerator to the end, and returned to his villa.

Mengsheng directly took Ye Feng into the bathroom, shaved Ye Feng, and washed his body. This was the first time that Young Master Meng served someone.The movements are unfamiliar, but fortunately the razor is electric, otherwise Ye Feng might be disfigured.I don't know how long it took to wash, but finally Ye Feng's original wheat complexion was revealed.After drying Ye Feng's body and putting on his nightgown, Mengsheng carried Ye Feng to the bed.After all this work, Mengsheng's shirt was already drenched from exhaustion.After taking a simple shower and returning to the bedroom, seeing Ye Feng's flowing long hair, Mengsheng couldn't help frowning, made a phone call, and called a barber directly. Mengsheng was glad that Ye Feng was saved in his mobile phone. The original photo, if the hairdresser had free rein, Mengsheng might cry to death.After the barber finished cutting, Mengsheng couldn't help but smile when he saw that Ye Feng had returned to his original appearance.

Mengsheng called his personal doctor to examine Ye Feng. The doctor told Mengsheng that apart from some minor skin trauma, Ye Feng had some severe malnutrition. The reason why he passed out was because he hadn't eaten for a long time.Mengsheng murmured in his heart, thinking it was broken, and he fainted from hunger when he wrote it together.

Let the doctor treat the wound briefly, Mengsheng sent the doctor away, and called to order a lot of food.Glancing at Ye Feng who was sleeping soundly on the bed, Mengsheng couldn't help but rubbed his hands, lifted the nightgown on Ye Feng's chest, and held his mouth. Sure enough, he lost weight, and his chest muscles were not as big as before, but it doesn't matter. Ye Feng made up for it.

Young Master Meng just squatted by the bed like this, looking at Ye Feng like a nympho, the doorbell rang three times, but Mengsheng didn't hear it, if it wasn't for the delivery man calling Mengsheng, Mengsheng might still be there in a daze Woolen cloth.Looking at the yes on the dining table, Mengsheng suddenly became worried, and woke up Ye Feng, he couldn't bear it, so he didn't call Ye Feng, now Ye Feng is still hungry.

Just when Mengsheng was struggling, the phone rang again.Mengsheng took a look to show that it was Lin Luo's call. Why did Lin Luo suddenly call him?

"Hello? Lin Luo, what's the wind blowing today? You actually called me?"

"It's a southwest wind blowing today, minus fifteen degrees Celsius." Lin Luo smiled when he heard the silence on the other side, "Xiaofeng, let's stay with you!"

Mengsheng didn't speak this time, he was angry just now, but now he is scared.How did Lin Luo know that Ye Feng was with him?You don't know that you want to take Ye Feng back, do you?

"Don't worry, I just called to tell you something," Mengsheng heard Lin Luo's serious voice, "Take good care of Xiaofeng, if he feels wronged by you, I won't let it go." you."

Mengsong was relieved to hear that Lin Luo was not going to pick up Ye Feng, "Don't worry, if he is wronged, I will not let myself go."

"That's good." Lin Luo smiled.

"That, Lin Luo!"

Just as Lin Luo was about to hang up the phone, Meng Sheng seemed to have something to say, "I have a question for you."

"tell me the story."

"If I met you first, would you choose me instead of Xia Hongyun?"

"Actually, you already know the answer to this question." Lin Luo smiled, "Take good care of Xiaofeng, if possible, bring Xiaofeng over for New Year's Day."

"Ok, I know."

Mengsheng hung up the phone, did he already know?When Ye Feng left, he understood that even if he met him first, Lin Luo's choice was still Xia Hongyun, just like when he pursued Lin Luo crazily at the beginning, but in the end his heart was still taken away by Ye Feng.

Mengsheng returned to the bedroom and woke up Ye Feng.

"Where is this?"

"my home."

Ye Feng was silent, but Mengsheng didn't mind, so he hugged her directly.Ye Feng didn't resist, and let Mengsheng pick him up and put him at the dining table.There is no need for Mengsheng to say more, Ye Feng started to eat by himself, knowing that he felt that he couldn't eat, so Ye Feng stopped.Mengsheng carried Ye Feng back to the bedroom again. Ye Feng looked at Mengsheng, took off his nightgown, and hugged Mengsheng.

"What are you doing?" Meng Sheng frowned.

"Isn't this what you want?" Ye Feng said with a blank expression, "I can live with you in the future, and you can treat me as you like."

"What the hell do you mean by that!" Mengsheng suppressed his anger, which might erupt at any time.

"You brought me back, let someone take care of me, give me food, are you just to fuck me? I don't care. Anyway, Ye Hua is dead, and my heart is also dead. It's useless to want this body. Since you I like it, whatever..." Before Ye Feng could finish speaking, Meng Sheng punched Ye Feng in the face, Ye Feng fell on the bed like a puppet, turned his head, and looked at Meng Sheng with empty eyes, " It turns out that you like this mouthful, so do as you like."

"Ye Feng, you bastard, listen to me!" Mengsheng rode on Ye Feng and punched him again, "I brought you back, I personally bathed you and served you, I really want to fuck you , I’ve been on it a long time ago, why bother to treat you so well! I’m not fucking crazy!”

Mengsheng punched Ye Feng in the face, "Ye Hua is dead, you are still alive! You give me a good life, do you want Ye Hua to die in vain? I brought you back just to fuck you If I just fucked you, why did I search for so long! Ye Feng, listen, you fucking heard me clearly! I fucking fell in love with you, fell in love with you, Ye Feng, are you fucking satisfied!"

Mengsheng grabbed Ye Feng's hair and looked at those dull eyes angrily. Gradually, the anger was stained with mist, and Mengsheng's tears fell on Ye Feng's face drop by drop.Ye Feng frowned slightly, Mengsheng actually cried?because of him?

Mengsheng hugged Ye Feng tightly and cried bitterly, "You took my heart away, you can't be so cruel, you can't let me go!"

There was a flash of color in Ye Feng's dead eyes, and a familiar sentence rang in his ears...

"I don't need it, I just want him to be with me!"

......

"Even if it's only ten years, ten years is enough for us to accomplish a lot of things, but why? Why is he so cruel? He took my gift away, and he can't let me go!"

......

If separation is for a better reunion, where is my reunion?

Ye Feng cried, holding Mengsheng, crying bitterly.The two men hugged each other for an unknown amount of time, and when they were tired from crying, they embraced each other, cuddled each other, and fell asleep peacefully.