see you sooner or later

The earth is turning, life is endless, work hard, get promoted and raise salary.Gao Ge regards the last two sentences as his motto.Because he is far away from home, Gao Ge always behaves very tough.Struggle in Beijing, Gao Ge leaves early and returns late every day.Willing to squeeze the bus and the subway, places with many people will always give people an inexplicable sense of security.She is one of those office workers.A large number of people are interspersed with their own dreams. The shouts of you and me are drowned in the noisy voices, but they are also part of the noisy voices.

Very occasionally, Gao Ge would think of the Chinese teacher.She could recite her phone number, but almost never called.Whenever I feel uncomfortable thinking about her, Gao Ge goes to WeChat and looks for her through the phone number. I just find her, but I don’t add her as a friend. Then I silently look at her profile picture. A clear picture. Since I haven't seen each other for a long time, Gao Ge's impression of the Chinese teacher gradually internalized into that unclear outline.Gao Ge was scared, she was afraid of being rejected.She was rejected, and the most serious consequence was that she hadn't seen the Chinese teacher again for ten years.

Sometimes she would hint to herself that her right person must not have appeared yet, that's why she was so obsessed with her feelings for the Chinese teacher and couldn't get out.Or warn yourself that everyone's patience is limited. If you still refuse to let go, you may "furious" the Chinese teacher and make the distance between them grow further and further apart.In this way, I was pulling back and forth between missing and letting go.Perhaps, one day, when Gao Ge was tired, she gave up automatically.

I remember one year when I was in college, on Chinese Valentine’s Day, Gao Ge studied in the library by herself very late.On the way back to the dormitory, the campus is full of couples.Gao Ge suddenly had a few words in his mind that he wanted to say to the Chinese teacher, so he quickly took out his mobile phone and edited the text message.But when it was time to send it, Gao Ge hesitated. She thought, if the Chinese teacher is available now, wouldn't she be causing trouble for her?Once it really becomes trouble, wouldn't it be even more inaccessible.Gao Ge let out a long sigh, left the text message in the draft box, and then continued to walk forward, concentrating on her helplessness, but unexpectedly, her hand slipped, and the phone fell to the ground, torn apart.

I love you the most in the last second, and stop loving you in the next second.

You didn't love me one second, you will love me the next.

Because, I never stop loving you, and your love for me will never be a reality.

In fact, during this period of time in Beijing, there is one thing to be very happy about: Teacher's Day on September 9 is the only reason why Gao Ge can get in touch with Lili.In the first two years, Gao Ge would try to make a phone call to the Chinese teacher.However, after calling twice, the Chinese teacher did not answer.Later, Gao Ge switched to sending text messages.For Gao Ge's reluctance, Li Li was actually very distressed.She was very sure that she had never given any hints to Gao Ge, and even when Gao Ge was in school, the two of them were not very familiar. She really didn't know what else to do, so for Gao Ge's text messages, Lili Only occasionally reply, mostly not reply.Gao Ge will experience the process from hope and excitement to disappointment and loneliness every time.But for ten years, without interruption.

This year's Teacher's Day, Gao Ge still sent a text message to her Chinese teacher, wishing her teacher a happy holiday respectfully.But this time, she took the risk of adding the WeChat of the Chinese teacher, and begged the Chinese teacher to agree to her verification in the text message.The Chinese teacher responded by agreeing to her verification as a text message.Gao Ge didn't talk to the Chinese teacher on WeChat, she didn't dare, but she looked at WeChat and giggled for several days.In those days, she always flipped through the status posted by the Chinese teacher from time to time, and looked at the recent photos of the Chinese teacher, which was very satisfying.

When rationality prevails, Gao Ge also thinks, this relationship will not make her happy, why is she still so persistent?Facing someone who doesn't love you, you have no chance to integrate into her life, and you are not even as good as her pet, so is it worth wasting time like this?Gao Ge is also worried, worried that if one day her teacher can no longer bear this kind of trouble, she will definitely cut off all contact with her, and what kind of state will she be in then?Once you lose the illusion of the feelings you are attached to, will you still have happiness in your future life?

Lili came home from get off work and lay lazily on the bed.She checked her phone for a while, when a message came in.It's Gao Ge, who asked her to meet this weekend.She suddenly remembered the scene when the two met, and thought it was better to decline.

To Lili, Gao Ge is just an ordinary student.She rarely speaks in class and is introverted.Because she is a repeat student from the previous grade, new faces will always make people tend to remember.Lili remembers that the first time she saw Gao Ge was five minutes after a Chinese class, Gao Ge rushed back to the classroom and stood at the door waiting for the teacher to tell her to go back to her seat.At this time, a plump girl appeared in front of Lili's eyes, with medium height, long hair in a ponytail, fair skin, and a pair of glasses with transparent frames on the bridge of her nose, which blocked many eyes.Gao Ge's facial features are not refined enough, and he is of the type with clear eyebrows and light eyes. Coupled with his imperfect figure, he can't leave too much impression on people.However, after seeing Gao Ge again after a lapse of ten years, she still completely remembers the original memory.

After experiencing the growth of the university, the maturity of graduate students and the polishing of society, Gao Ge has changed a lot.Although Gao Ge no longer dressed like a student on the day of the class reunion, he could vaguely see a trace of student spirit hidden in it.She put on a little makeup, her eyebrows were more heroic, and the lipstick made her lips look more flexible.She was wearing a pink long trench coat with a white shirt inside.Stepping on a pair of high-heeled shoes, there was a gust of breeze when walking, making a rattling sound.

Having lost a chance to be alone, Gao Ge felt quite depressed, but she didn't tell Ye Ying again.How much courage do I have to ask you to meet?At least if you reject it once, you will get less until it is all cleared.One day, my enthusiasm will run out, and at that moment, Lili, you won.I didn’t expect to like you so much. Of course, I’m also very scared. I’m afraid that in the future, in the process of growing up, I will lose the ability to love you so deeply. Although love is unreasonable, at least it’s sincere .When he returned to Beijing, Gao Ge only had to hand over the job.Before he was too busy, Gao Ge had a good get-together with his classmates and friends in Beijing.

On the evening of March 31, Gao Ge landed in Harbin smoothly.The countdown to the new official taking office is three days.Because the office has just started, the staff dormitory has not yet been fully built.Gao Ge wanted to rent a house in the city, because her home unit was too far away.However, the first thing she has to do is to go home and report her arrival, and then go shopping and eat with her friends.This is the atmosphere of the earth, Gao Ge felt that he stretched a lot in Harbin, slept soundly, and ate happily.

Gao Ge told a few friends about her idea of ​​renting a house, and asked them to help see if there was a suitable one.Gao Ge is timid. She feels afraid of renting a whole apartment by herself, taking the elevator if the floor is too high, and feeling afraid of renting with strangers. She has a very poor sense of security.It must be a person who knows the basics and the bottom line.What a big deal, she is going to rent a house, what is she thinking!After looking at a few, Gao Ge didn't like one.One of her college roommates, Xing Xing, couldn't stand it anymore and decided to come out to save her.Xing Xing is a graduate student. Although he often lives in the dormitory, the house he rented when he was working has not expired.With such a beautiful thing, how could Gao Ge give up!

On the morning of April [-]rd, with the help of Xing Xing, Gao Ge dragged the suitcase and prepared to officially move in.The house has a layout of two bedrooms and one living room. The living room is very bright and fully equipped with home appliances.Gao Ge was so tired that he slumped on the sofa, looked up at the ceiling, and smirked dumbly.

"What are you laughing at?" Xing Xing handed over a glass of water, and sat down by himself.

"It's okay, it's fine, I think it's really fine. I feel very safe. Hey, Xing Xing, you are brave enough, aren't you afraid to live with someone you don't know? Hey, how long have you lived? "

"There's nothing to be afraid of. You think everyone is like you! I've been renting for a year and a half. But I'm going to school later, so I won't be living here much longer."

"Huh? Then can I live here?"

"It's okay, I've made an agreement with the landlord. The house is due at the end of this month, and you can just pay the rent at the end of this month."

After hearing Xing Xing's thoughtful arrangement, Gao Ge smiled happily and said:

"Wow, Xing Xing, you are too thoughtful! It's over, tears welled up in my eyes..."

"Don't wait, wait, I'll go to the pot and get some for you." Saying that, Xing Xing got up and was pulled back by Gao Ge.

"Go, let's go, let's go eat. I'm hungry. Is there anything delicious around here, Master Xing, please recommend it." When Xing Xing heard this, he glanced lightly at Gao Ge and made a noble pose—raised his head, She turned her wrist gracefully and said with a smile, "COAT!"

"Come on! Master." Gao Ge imitated the waiter in the shop, and the two laughed and hugged each other and went out.Gao Ge was so happy that he kept laughing like crazy.Laugh on the road and laugh at meals.

"Can you stop laughing, if you laugh again, you won't be able to spit out the noodles." Xing Xing stared at Gao Ge through the gap in his glasses.Seeing Xing Xing's expression, Gao Ge smiled even more recklessly.

"Pay attention to your image, you are such an adult."

"No, no, don't tease me."

"What am I teasing you for?" Xing Xing pretended to be confused and said with understanding, and secretly laughed.

"Honestly, I haven't smiled like this in a long time."

"What's the matter? Are you not happy in the great capital?"

"Where do I go to be happy, I am happy once a month and get paid." While chatting and eating, it was past eight o'clock before I knew it.On the way back, Xing Xing told Gao Ge: "Don't smirk when you arrive at the house. The landlord is very steady. If you see you look like a psychopath, you won't even be able to live there!"

"No problem no problem!"

After returning to the residence, Gao Ge and Xing Xing washed up, lying on the bed and chatting again. They talked about their respective careers after graduating from university. postgraduate.According to Xing Xing's own words, she feels that she is still not suitable for working in a corporate place.She thought, after she graduated from graduate school, it would be good to go to a school to be a teacher, find a boyfriend, and live a down-to-earth life.Gao Ge said that she also wanted to study further.The two were chatting, lamenting that time passed too quickly and life was not exciting enough. At this moment, they suddenly heard the sound of the door opening.

"It should be that the landlord is back. Let's go out. Let me introduce you two." Gao Ge followed Xing Xing out of the room.

"Sister, you're back!" Xing Xing greeted warmly, and turned on the light. "Yes, sister, this is my classmate. I will rent from her after this month's expiration." Gao Ge kept smiling politely.This is the smile that Gao Ge planned before turning on the light, planning how to smile so as not to be annoying.But at the moment when the lights came on, the shadowy figure at the door just now became clear.Gao Ge seemed to have fallen into the vortex in an instant, she looked at the woman in front of her, with that polite smile hanging on her face stiffly.And the other party, out of surprise, opened his eyes involuntarily.Gao Ge only heard Xing Xing from the side introduce: "Sister, this is my classmate named Gao Ge. Gao Ge, this is the landlord sister Lili."

"Oh, Sister Lili!" Gao Ge quickly concealed her panic, and followed Xing Xing in addressing her.And her Chinese teacher, like her, pretended to be a stranger and nodded in greeting.Lili didn't say anything, just coughed twice and walked back to the bedroom.Gao Ge followed Xing Xing back to the room.

After returning to the room, Gao Ge was not as happy as before.In this situation, she would definitely not be able to live here.According to Lili's temper, she will definitely tell Xing Xing that she does not intend to rent out this room anymore.Gao Ge was lying on the bed, trying to turn over desperately, but Xing Xing was sleeping soundly next to him.However, in another room, Lili was turning over constantly...

Sure enough, the next night, Xing Xing told Gao Ge that Lili called her during the day and said that she was not going to rent out this room, and a relative of her family was coming to her.As expected, Gao Ge packed his luggage that night.She originally wanted Xing Xing to ask her again, but after thinking about it, it just added to her troubles, so she didn't say anything else.On the contrary, it was Xing Xing who felt guilty for not helping Gao Ge well.

At night, Gao Ge really couldn't sleep, so he got up and went to the living room to drink some water.When she turned around holding the cup and wanted to sit in the living room for a while, Lili staggered out of the room.Lili actually felt that she was not doing very well in terms of renting a house, so she broke the silence first and said, "I haven't slept so late."

"Well, I can't sleep. Why didn't you sleep?"

"I'm thirsty, come out and drink some water."

"Let me pour you some, you sit on the sofa for a while."

"It's okay, I'll do it myself."

"I'll go." Gao Ge said and went to pour water.When Gao Ge came back, he saw several pills in Lili's hand, and asked with concern, "What's the matter, are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"I feel like I have a cold."

Gao Ge watched Lili deliver the medicine, sat up straight, and said flatly, "I'll move out tomorrow." Lili could hear Gao Ge's disappointment, but she insisted on her own approach. "Gao Ge, I did this for your own good. Now you should work hard to get to know some outstanding boys and find the happiness that really belongs to you."

"You're not too." Gao Ge smiled wryly.

"Yeah, me too, I'm working hard too, but I'm not as young as you anymore, my chances may become less and less, but you still have a lot of opportunities, don't waste them."

"It doesn't matter who you use it on."

"Gao Ge!" Li Li's tone became serious, "I don't want to hear these words!"

"You have the final say!" Gao Ge said in a nonchalant tone, got up and went back to the room.