see you sooner or later

Lili had chosen the shape of the cake early on, but on Gao Ge's birthday, Lili went to the cake shop and saw the dazzling array of cakes and still had no idea for a while, not knowing what would be the most satisfying.She walked round and round in the cake shop, and the staff next to her looked at the tangled Lili and recommended several varieties.While Lili was carefully choosing the cake, a little boy about 4,5 or [-] years old ran over, probably because the floor was slippery, and accidentally fell to the ground.Seeing this, Lili immediately went forward to help the little boy up.At this time, the little boy's mother rushed over, thanked Lili, and told the child to thank his aunt, and Lili responded politely.The boy's mother looked up, and both of them looked at each other in surprise.

"Lili?" the boy's mother called out loudly.

"Nana!" Lili also said incredulously.At this time, the boy's mother excitedly stepped forward to hug Lili, muttering something like "It's really you".

"When did you come to Harbin?" Lili who was clamped whispered in the boy's mother's ear.

"It's been almost half a year. Who are you buying cakes for?" The boy's mother let go of Lili, and gently touched Lili's cheeks. In an instant, Lili's cheeks were very hot.

"Ah, that's right, I'll give it to me, sister... sister." Lili stammered.

"If you have time, where do you go?" the boy's mother asked with anticipation in her eyes.

"Okay." Lili agreed in a strange way, pointed to a type of cake at the counter, and told the salesperson to come and pick it up this afternoon.

The two picked a nearby KFC and sat down, ordered something to drink, and started chatting.They chatted about each other's living conditions after graduation, and recalled the good times in college. The past days seemed to be revived all at once.

This Yang Na has a lot of background, she is Lili's best friend in college, there is no one, she is the best.So good that everyone thought they were lovers.Of course, this kind of relationship has often been commented on by outsiders.Neither Lili nor Yang Na expressed any thoughts about this vague feeling, they were just that good, enjoying every minute and every second of being together, and seeing the present as eternity.It wasn't until graduation that the two gradually lost contact.About two years after graduation, Lili learned that Yang Na was married.Yang Na didn't invite Lili to the wedding because she couldn't face her old lover.Yang Na doesn't know how Lili sees herself, and Lili doesn't know what Yang Na thinks of herself.This relationship that has been in a situation where you don't tell me and I don't tell you is being suppressed in each other's hearts as time goes by.In fact, before Yang Na got married, Lili once sent a text message to Yang Na, in which she faintly expressed her liking.However, at that time, it was less than a month before Yang Na's wedding.Yang Na didn't reply to Lili, she couldn't give up everything to admit that she also loves Lili.The life after marriage is not very happy. Yang Na always has a knot in her heart. The more she feels sorry, the more Lili regrets her marriage. The more she regrets her marriage, the more emotional burden she will add to her married life. The more you feel that your married life is unhappy, and if this vicious circle continues, Yang Na's marriage will turn red.But Yang Na didn't show this at all during the conversation. She wasn't sure whether Lili could still accept her feelings, and she didn't know whether Lili still missed her.

The afternoon chatted quickly, and it was time for Gao Ge to get off work. Lili said goodbye to Yang Na, stopped a taxi, and went straight home, but suddenly remembered her cake I haven't picked it up yet, so I went back to the cake shop to get the cake.

Although everything seemed to be going well on the surface, Yang Na only expressed that she missed Lili very much, but Lili was very disturbed in her heart, and every bit of her past showed signs of life.My brain searched for the beauty of the past, the little beast of memory broke free from the shackles of rationality, and desperately tormented her heart. In a panic, Lili stepped on the ground and fell to the door of the corridor, breaking her knee , blood flowed continuously down the calf, and the cake fell to the ground.This scene happened to be seen by Gao Ge who was returning home from get off work.Gao Ge ran over quickly, helped Lili up, and blamed Lili for her carelessness, and couldn't help laughing when she saw Lili's broken knee and the falling cake next to her.

"so stupid."

"Nana, you" Lili blurted out, but she called the wrong name.

"Ah?" Gao Ge looked at Li Li strangely.

"I, I mean, then, there is no cake, you mustn't be unhappy." Lili said flickeringly, her heart fluttering.

"Why am I unhappy? Are you stupid? Go back quickly and wash and disinfect the wound. Such a big wound hurts so much."

"Don't forget to clean up this one." Lili awkwardly pointed to the cake on the ground, and helped Gao Ge to stand up.

"Okay, settle down with you first! I know the rest!"

Gao Ge bandaged Li Li's wound, and gently touched Li Li's leg with a distressed expression.Lili looked at Gao Ge's dignified expression, gently squeezed Gao Ge into a goldfish's mouth and said, "I don't hurt, it's fine, I'm fine." After a pause, Lili continued: "But today is your birthday, How can there be no cake..."

"I'm going to cook, what do you want to eat?"

"I go!"

"Be obedient, I don't care about my birthday, as long as I'm with you." Hearing Gao Ge's words, Lili was suddenly moved. She hugged Gao Ge's neck and kissed her. "Okay," Gao Ge said with a smile, "Lie down for a while, I'll cook and call you later."

"Let's cook the noodles. Don't forget to add eggs." Lili urged coquettishly.

While Gao Ge was busy in the kitchen, Li Li hurriedly tried to calm down her mood.She wants to make herself forget what happened today and hide her memory again.She was even a little uncertain, if she could have a new opportunity with Yang Na, would she give up on Gao Ge in the end.

Since that meeting, although Yang Na didn't say anything, Lili still clearly felt that she got Yang Na's thoughts.After all, if she didn't make it clear, Lili could only act as if she didn't notice anything.However, the communication between the two became more and more frequent.Wechat, □□, there is no way to talk to each other.It's just that Lili has never been to Yang Na's invitation.Lili deleted all the chat records. She and Gao Ge once promised that they would have no secrets from each other, and that the phone could be viewed by each other at any time.Yang Na's appearance still affected Lili's life more or less.Greetings every morning and good night before going to bed are like continuous drops of water, constantly beating on Lili's nerves.This situation has been going on, but suddenly one day, there is no more greetings, no small talk, no hidden complaints.Lili thought she would be disappointed, but on the contrary, she felt a sense of relief. She thought of the peace of mind that leaned on Gao Ge on the black-covered boat in Beijing, which she had never felt in Yang Na.It turned out that I could resist the interference from the outside world.

When Gao Ge was not working overtime, when he came back from a walk, the two sat on the bed chatting and reading a book.The years may be so quiet.Gao Ge wants to spend more time with Lili, but he can't think of any other way. He still has to do things at work, otherwise how will he live in the future.Due to giving up the opportunity for advanced studies, Gao Ge's current status in the company has somewhat changed. "After working for such a long time and saving some money, it's not too difficult to make other plans." Gao Ge thought, eyes out of the book in his hand.Lili looked at Gao Ge who was frowning and thinking wanderingly, poked her elbow and asked, "What are you thinking about?"

"Haha, I didn't think about anything, I was just stunned for a while." Gao Ge said and looked at the phone.It happened that a WeChat message came in.

"Who?"

"A colleague in Beijing. Ask me how I'm doing." Gao Ge showed Lili WeChat, and began to reply to the message.After chatting on and off for half an hour, the conversation finally came to an end. When saying good night, Gao Ge typed the word "good night" as usual, but a "good night" emoji popped up in the system emoticon package, and Gao Ge didn't think much about it. , I clicked on the emoji and sent it out, but after sending it, I found that the "good night" emoji was too intimate, so I quickly withdrew it and typed the word "good night" again.Lili looked at Gao Ge from the side and said with a smile: "It's just a 'good night', the hair has been sent out, why are you withdrawing it?"

"That emoji is too intimate. It's not suitable for colleagues."

"Then who do you use this emoticon with?" Lili thought that Gao Ge's answer must be herself, but unexpectedly Gao Ge said: "I haven't used this emoticon very much." Lili pursed her lips and said:

"What about saying goodnight to me?"

Gao Ge hugged Li Li, kissed her heavily on the cheek and said, "Then I will use this expression."

"The response is quite fast." Lili said with a smile.

"Honey, I have an idea."

"What do you think?"

"I want to do a PhD."

"Good thing, when did you have this idea?"

"Not long. I think that when I come to study for a Ph.D., I am also a student. I have winter and summer vacations, as well as regular statutory holidays. This way, we can spend more time together. Secondly, I also want to change to another place now." In the future, after graduating from a Ph. D., I can go to a university to be a teacher, so that our life steps will basically be the same, and we will be different in harmony, and there will not be too much span in topics."

"Why do I hear that you are going to study for a Ph.D. because of me?"

"I want to spend more time with you. During your winter and summer vacations, I am at work. Not only can I not accompany you at home or go out to play, but you have to take care of me every day."

"What kind of thinking is this? You still think so after so long."

"What do you think?"

"Actually, I am quite in favor of your PhD. But I am afraid that you will regret giving up your current job."

"The current job is actually not very attractive to me. This is another reason why I want to study for a doctorate."

"As long as you think about it, I will fully support it. And, of course I'm happy if you have time to accompany me! Otherwise, it's boring to be alone at home when you go to work during the holidays."

"That's great. It's decided. I won't renew my contract when it expires. In fact, I really like going to school."

"Then you must not fall in love with your teacher!" Lili warned jokingly, "However, after studying for so many years, how do you feel?"

"My undergraduate teacher asked me this question when I was studying for a master's degree. You know, my answer was very thoughtless."

"What did you say?"

"The teacher asked me how I felt. I said that the biggest feeling is that after I went to graduate school, I can no longer listen to lectures with cleverness, because it is very likely that if I play tricks, the teacher will not be able to answer the next question. Then the teacher If you ask me, you used your cleverness to listen to the class before. I was speechless immediately."

"Haha, let me tell you."

"Ah, I immediately revealed the truth. But then I thought about it for a long time, and I felt that although what I said was not very nice, it was the truth. I think studying is like opening windows to a building. Every time you go up a level of education, you will reach a level. New floors, our life is a high-rise building, every time we open a window, the scenery will be brighter, the air will be fresher, more sunlight will come in, and the building of our life will be brighter. Of course, opening a window Half of it is the teacher's credit."

"What kind of theory is this?"

"This is what I have summed up based on my own experience and experience."

"It's quite meaningful."

"Haha, thank you teacher for the compliment."

"I'm the one who opened the windows for you when you were in high school."

"Yes, and you also opened a window to my soul."

"Is it sunny after opening?"

"It was cloudy at first, but after a while, there was so much sunshine that I could hardly keep my eyes open."

"Did you know that you spilled sunlight into my room too."

"I want to bask in the sun with you."

Seeing Gao Ge's serious face, Lili suddenly turned around with a smile and got into the bed and said, "But it's night..." Gao Ge shivered, and also smiled and got into the bed.