cute you

It was an ordinary and usual Saturday morning, but the lobby of S Hospital was always full of people.

Jiang You was assigned to the service desk of the hospital alone today. His main job was to help the nurses at the front desk sort out and register some simple information, and divert visitors by the way.

Jiang You, who was on duty, stood there straight and upright, meticulous, with neither worry nor joy on his face, and the noisy whispering around him seemed to have been quietly filtered out by Jiang You, the young man was not affected by the environment , with a calm and composed appearance.

From time to time, there would be young girls who deliberately stopped in front of the service desk for a while, secretly looking at Jiang You out of the corner of their eyes.

The little nurse who was working at the service desk covered her mouth and smiled when she saw this.

In fact, this job was originally going to be assigned to girls, but from the perspective of the hospital, Qian Mengqi, the only girl among the volunteers, was a bit too non-mainstream, especially with her protruding hair color, which was really not out of place. So this job fell on Jiang You by accident.

Jiang You glanced at Huang Kangning and Qian Mengqi who were on duty in the hall from a distance.

In the past, these two people would tease each other every time they met, but today they are still noisy, but it seems that there is more intimacy.

Jiang You was distracted, and from the corner of her eye, she saw Huang Kangning and Qian Mengqi walking in with an old woman who was alone on an IV.

Huang Kangning raised her hands high, holding the drip bottle in a dignified manner, while Qian Mengqi lowered her body and bent down so that the old lady could easily lean on her. The two cooperated very well.

At this time, Huang Kangning suddenly muttered something, Qian Mengqi first raised her head and stared at him, then turned her head to see the old woman's face bursting into laughter, then Qian Mengqi couldn't hold back, and she laughed too.

All three of them were walking and laughing.

Jiang You felt a little envious.

He vaguely remembered that when his brother was still young, he also loved to fight with him like this, deliberately trying to fight against each other, and then twisted into a ball laughing and laughing.

However, that feeling was so long ago that Jiang You almost forgot it.

Jiang You was too sick before, and Jiang You was sent to receive electroshock treatment.Those sad and chaotic perceptions were gently wiped away at that time, and the brain seemed to have been formatted, and the previous emotions and joys no longer existed.

Later, the reason why Jiang You took the trouble to recreate the past in the dream was probably to find a little bit of the past.

In his heart, he always believes that the future without his brother is dark and dull, so even the pain of the past is a kind of strange sweetness to Jiang You.

The consulting teacher once made a suggestion to Jiang You: "You can try to create a comfortable and stable environment in your mind. It may be a place you have been to and you are nostalgic for, or a virtual place you imagined out of thin air. Space. You have such a stable place in your mind. When you feel uncomfortable or painful, let yourself temporarily hide there, to recover and accumulate the energy in your body, and use it to fight against your unhappiness.【 1】"

Jiang You accidentally indulged in it like an addiction.

It's just that I didn't expect that when my condition improved and I was finally able to stop taking the medicine, this gentle illusion seemed to disappear along with the illness.

Assuming that he knew in advance, maybe Jiang You would rather his illness never get better, and would rather continue to bear that long pain.

Jiang You was in a daze for a moment, and there was a sound in his ear, and then he saw a small commotion in the crowd in the hall.

The little nurse walked out of the service desk, looked around suspiciously, and followed the direction of the voice.

A panic-stricken middle-aged woman ran out, rubbing her chest vigorously as she ran, "It's scary!"

The little nurse realized that something might have happened, and asked nervously, "What happened?"

A passer-by responded: "Ah, hurry up and call the police! Someone inside is insane! He rushed in and smashed the door, with a knife in his hand, trying to kill someone!"

Not long after the little nurse came to practice, she was so frightened that she lost all blood on her face, and took out her mobile phone tremblingly. The victim was stabbed, hurry up and call the doctor to save him!"

Jiang You's expression froze for a moment, and he raised his legs and rushed over.

While on the phone, the little nurse anxiously chased after Jiang You, "Student! Classmate! Don't run around, it's dangerous!"

Jiang You ignored it.

By the time the little nurse and Jiang You arrived at the scene, the culprit who caused the riot had been suppressed by several young people together. The corridor was in a mess, and the blood was dripping, dragging out a long trail. Huang Kangning pressed Closing the wound on his arm, he leaned weakly against the wall at the end of the corridor with his eyes closed.

Qian Mengqi was shedding tears beside her.

At this moment, a group of people gathered around to join in the fun one after another, standing on the side pointing and discussing in whispers.

Jiang You froze for a moment, the bright red blood clearly reflected in his eyes, but it was still indistinct, every drop was like a trace of life exploding.

Feeling heavy and powerless in his heart, Jiang You raised his footsteps, passed through the whispering crowd, and walked towards Huang Kangning.

Feeling someone approaching, Huang Kangning raised his eyelids with difficulty, saw that it was Jiang You, and even had the strength to smile at him.

Jiang You looked at Huang Kangning's injured arm silently, then raised his hand, and gently covered the back of Huang Kangning's hand covering the wound.

Huang Kangning felt a little embarrassed by such a seemingly invisible touch, "You..."

Soon the security guards from the hospital came, and the troublemaker was subdued and taken away, the crowd of onlookers was evacuated by the staff, and Huang Kangning was hurriedly taken away by the medical staff to treat the wound.

When leaving, Jiang You subconsciously pinched Huang Kangning's blood-stained palm tightly, and quickly let go, saying softly, "Don't worry."

Huang Kangning had just experienced a frenzied fight. His arm was severely wounded by the troublemaker, and his head was in a daze. He kept trying because he didn't want to lose face in front of his classmates. What did you say, and when you turned around, you could only see the uncontrollable sadness in Jiang You's expression.

Then he suddenly forgot what to ask.

Before being pushed into the operating room, Huang Kangning thought to himself, it turned out that Jiang You was not always indifferent.

Qian Mengqi and Jiang You waited anxiously outside the operating room.

Just now Qian Mengqi was so frightened that she fainted from crying, but she didn't know, she stared blankly at the door of the operating room in a daze.

It was the first time in Jiang You's life that he took the initiative to comfort a girl. He didn't know what to say, so he patted Qian Mengqi's back stiffly.

The girl's slightly hot body temperature came from the palm of her hand, and Jiang You, who rarely had physical contact with people, felt a little strange.

He suddenly remembered that when Cui Hongyi hugged him, he also had such a subtle feeling, accompanied by gentle whispers, which quickly reassured him.

Jiang You pursed his lips and was about to speak when he saw Qian Kaiwen and Cui Hongyi who had heard the news.

When Qian Kaiwen saw Qian Mengqi sitting there unscathed, the stone in his heart fell to the ground in an instant. He glanced at Jiang You again, and his heart immediately became clear.

Cui Hongyi glanced at Jiang You and Qian Mengqi.

Jiang You raised his head and stared at Cui Hongyi standing in front of him for a long time.

Cui Hongyi's gaze stayed on Jiang You for a moment, then turned and walked towards the operating room, "I'll go in and see the situation."

Qian Kaiwen held him back without knowing why, "A few stitches will be fine in a while, don't worry about these few minutes, it's not in compliance with the regulations for you to go in like this without authorization?"

Cui Hongyi patted Qian Kaiwen's hand away without turning his head, "There are still 15 minutes before the end of the morning consultation. You are standing here now, which is not in compliance with the regulations."

"..." Qian Kaiwen let go of his hand, "Okay, you can do whatever you want."

Cui Hongyi said hello and went in. Qian Mengqi stood up from the chair and stretched her neck, trying to see what was going on through the open door.

Qian Kaiwen stopped her, "Don't look, Cui Hongyi knew you were worried, so he went in to see the situation in person. Be obedient, go wash your face quickly, my big girl, or your classmate will come out later and see you like this It looks like, maybe I fainted on the spot."

Qian Mengqi looked at it again reluctantly, and did not reply until the door of the operating room was closed again, "Understood, brother."

Qian Kaiwen was shocked by Qian Mengqi's abnormal cuteness, "You... hurry up."

After driving away Qian Mengqi, Qian Kaiwen sat next to Jiang You, and nudged him, "Hey, are you okay?"

Jiang You shook his head.

"Are you worried about your classmates?"

Jiang You said: "I really hope that in the future... I won't have to experience this feeling of waiting outside the operating room again."

Qian Kaiwen crossed his legs, smiled, and said casually: "It's up to you. Besides, after you get married, the wife and child will always come, right? This is not something terrible, and the operating room is not Shura Besides, your classmate just had a minor operation, so don't worry too much, it's fine."

Unexpectedly, Jiang You said lightly: "Then don't get married."

"..." Qian Kaiwen admired the avant-garde thinking of contemporary college students, and asked, "Does it scare you so much?"

Jiang You hummed in a low voice, wondering if he heard Qian Kaiwen's question.

It was only then that Qian Kaiwen remembered that he had just asked Cui Hongyi about those things about Jiang You and his brother a few days ago.

He probably understood the reason for Jiang You's fear.

Qian Kaiwen shook his legs, ready to enlighten this delicate young man, "It's so lonely to be alone. If someone is with you, it will feel very different. Hurry up and fall in love while you are young, don't Like your Uncle Cui, when he gets old, he will only bury his head in his work, like a robot, boring and boring."

Jiang You thought for a while before realizing that "your Uncle Cui" in Qian Kaiwen's mouth should refer to Cui Hongyi, so he replied: "No, I think Dr. Cui is very powerful."

"Very powerful?" Qian Kaiwen glanced at Jiang You, "How amazing is it?"

Jiang You looked at the door of the operating room, as if he had passed through the closed door and saw the inside, "It's different from others."

This statement is different from others. As early as a few days ago, Qian Kaiwen heard it from Cui Hongyi when he was chatting with Cui Hongyi at dinner.

At that time, after Qian Kaiwen asked about Jiang You's life experience, he changed the topic to gossip about Cui Hongyi, "Hey, Jiang You is sensitive and withdrawn, and his personality is not likable at all, why do you think he is cute? "

Cui Hongyi himself can't tell what Jiang You is cute, and any description of Jiang You seems to be uncute, but he will miss it for no reason, inexplicably.

He could only vaguely give an answer to prevaricate Qian Kaiwen, "That kid is a bit different from others."

"..." Qian Kaiwen couldn't help but lean on me in his heart at this moment, I really can't stand you!

The author has something to say:

[1] The words of consulting the teacher were a kind of treatment for depression that I accidentally saw when I used the kindle to browse casually on the plane a long time ago. Because it has been too long and I can’t find the source, I probably used the original intention on my own. The words are briefly summarized, maybe not very scientific...