cute you

In the evening, the sky was still bright, Huang Kangning glanced sideways, saw that the sun had not yet set, turned around and continued playing the game.

The small low-power electric fan above the head was whirling, barely blowing out a few breezes that were better than nothing.

The battle situation of the game is in a fierce stage. Huang Kangning took advantage of the good state at the moment, and used several big moves one after another to kill all the way. The mechanical keyboard was knocked loudly by his hands, and the enemy on the screen soon fell on him. Under the excellent and effective hand speed attack, they were defeated one after another. It didn't take long for this round to be perfectly won, and Huang Kangning couldn't help being in a good mood.

Huang Kangning glanced back at his roommate.

At this moment, there were only him and Jiang You in the dormitory, and Jiang You didn't seem to exist throughout the evening, and there was no sound at all.

At this moment, Jiang You was sitting at the table, flipping a book in his hand and putting it on his knees, but his head was slightly tilted, nestled in a shadow behind the curtain, and he seemed to be asleep from behind.

Huang Kangning was a little surprised. After school started for a while, this taciturn roommate seemed to be sleeping except for reading and studying.

Jiang You doesn't take the initiative to talk to others, and his attitude towards classmates is always polite, but the politeness is too much, and the expression and behavior make people feel a sense of alienation that cannot be approached.

But Jiang You looks very good-looking.

Black hair, white skin and long eyelashes are a kind of classical beauty, with an impeccable appearance.

Jiang You was very popular at first, and even her sickly aura and indifference to strangers were automatically beautified into the very popular "sickness" attribute nowadays.

However, after a long time, everyone found that Jiang You was not delicate, and he really didn't get along well with others.

The liking established based on appearance alone is probably difficult to maintain for a long time. After the girls' attention stayed on Jiang You for a short while, they soon lost most of their interest because of Jiang You's withdrawn personality.

Jiang You is such a special existence in the class, everyone will not hate him, but he is not liked by others.

In the dormitory, Luo Chen is a warm-hearted fat man, and Hu Haowei is a helpful student, both of whom are extremely easy to get along with. Thanks to this arrangement, Jiang You's weird personality is miraculously tolerated and accepted, and they get along well. A harmonious room.

Although Jiang You has an aura of rejecting people thousands of miles away, Huang Kangning is not affected by it. He always likes to call Jiang You together when there is nothing to do, and he will not be angry if he is rejected.

After many times, Jiang You, whose face is as thin as paper, was too embarrassed to evade again and again, so the two gradually became acquainted.

Jiang You was almost asleep, his eyelids moved, and he opened his eyes in a daze.

Huang Kangning saw that he woke up, "It's almost six o'clock, do you want to go downstairs to have dinner together?"

Jiang You blinked slowly, just when Huang Kangning thought he was going to be rejected, Jiang You replied: "Okay."

Jiang You's consumption is almost negligible after sleeping all night, and he is actually not hungry at all at the moment.There are all kinds of dishes and snacks in the cafeteria, Huang Kangning ordered a lot of favorites with great interest, but Jiang You has no appetite.

Meals are just a task for him - if he doesn't eat something on time, it may cause his stomach problems, Jiang You doesn't want to cause unexpected troubles.

In the end, Jiang You picked the place with the fewest queues and ordered a bowl of plain rice noodles. While waiting for the canteen chef to cook the rice noodles, the phone rang in his pocket.

Jiang You was taken aback.

He avoided Huang Kangning silently, found an empty corner, and answered the phone.

"Are you sick again?"

Ren Shi Jiang You was ready to be questioned, but remained silent.

The other party seemed to have gotten used to Jiang You's reaction, so he stopped talking and waited patiently for Jiang You to speak.

After a while, Jiang You called to the other end of the phone: "Mom."

The mother's voice was very flat, but there was a bit of melancholy in her tone, "What's going on online?"

Jiang You couldn't see her mother's expression, and wondered if she was angry, "Someone has already clarified it for me, it was a misunderstanding."

"I saw it." The voice on the phone paused, and then continued, "This matter doesn't need to be such a big deal, do you understand me?"

Jiang You said obediently: "I see, Mom, I will pay attention to it in the future."

"The school called me today. Before the matter was clarified, the school leader wanted to talk to you, but I suppressed it."

Jiang You was silent for a long time again, "I'm causing trouble for Mom."

"It happened just a few days after you left home. To be honest, I'm not very relieved."

Jiang You gripped the phone tightly.

"If you're not used to it, then..."

"I'm fine!" Having already guessed what his mother was going to say next, Jiang You exclaimed in shock, "This is an accident! I promise this will never happen again!"

Someone looked this way, Jiang You lowered his voice, and said almost beggingly: "I'm really fine...Mom, please believe me."

A muffled sigh came through the receiver.

"I won't force you."

The phone was hung up.

This should be the past.Jiang You's heart was beating violently, and his palms were covered with cold sweat.

He calmed down his emotions and went back to fetch the dinner that had been prepared long ago as if nothing happened.

The rice noodles are freshly made, and there are bursts of steam rising up. Jiang You put his hand on the edge of the bowl, feeling the hot temperature of the food.He took a sip of the soup, and the heat flow instantly passed from top to bottom to his stomach, and also ironed his frightened heart by the way.

Huang Kangning was almost finished eating, and he was bored, so he asked, "Jiang You, who did you call just now? You are so secretive, could it be your girlfriend?"

"No, it's my mother."

"No way." Huang Kangning couldn't believe it, "Is it necessary to be so evasive when calling your mother?"

Jiang You passed Huang Kangning's question indiscriminately, "My mother knew about the incident on the Internet, so she called me to ask."

"Ah!" Huang Kangning suddenly realized, patted the table and said, "What happened? It's all right now!"

"I should thank you." Having said that, Jiang You raised his head and gave him a slight smile.

It was the first time for Huang Kangning to see Jiang Youxiao, with a faint expression that didn't even contain too much emotion, but it made Huang Kangning feel as if something had scratched his heart, and he said loudly: "Thank you! "

"During class yesterday, a few students sitting behind us were talking about me in a low voice. I saw you explain it to me after class."

"It's not a big deal!" Huang Kangning scratched his hair and said a little embarrassedly, "It's my fault, if I hadn't insisted on pulling you out to dinner with us that day, such a thing would not have happened. What they said was terrible, did you hear it?"

"Ah."

"Why don't you refute it?" Huang Kangning couldn't help but said, "The rumors are too outrageous. Those people on the Internet are really exaggerating! You still refuse to respond to what they are calling you. What a loss!"

Jiang You didn't speak.

"But fortunately, someone saw it and stood up to clarify for you. The TV station also issued an apology statement, have you seen it?"

"Well, you told me."

"I heard that the principal knows about this!" Huang Kangning lowered his head and turned on the phone, turning it over and said, "Many websites have reproduced it. I don't understand you. Why don't you want to make it clear publicly!?"

"I..." Jiang You's voice was so low that Huang Kangning almost couldn't hear clearly, "I'm sorry."

"Hey! I don't want you to apologize! I just feel that you don't care about your own affairs too much, and we will worry."

Jiang You was taken aback for a moment, a little unsure of what Huang Kangning meant, "Worried?"

"Of course I will be worried!" Huang Kangning said it as a matter of course, as if he was talking about basic common sense that a child would know, and seemed to be stating an unquestionable truth, "You are our roommate, if there is anything, Fatty, Xue Shen, and I will definitely be worried!"

Jiang You was slightly moved, and said softly: "You just think I dare not. I haven't read the comments and abuse on the Internet, and you almost told me the whole thing."

"What are you afraid of!" Huang Kangning hooked Jiang You, "Who would dare to bully you when I'm around?"

Jiang You, who was never used to being touched, calmly accepted Huang Kangning's intimate contact in such an atmosphere, "Thank you."

"Thank me again?" Huang Kangning put Jiang You's shoulder generously, "If you want to thank, thank the doctor who stood up to rehabilitate you! I wanted to register an account to help you explain, but I was preempted Yes, but he has a good literary talent, and his writing is very reasonable, and I would definitely not be able to write such a good effect."

"You..." Huang Kangning patted Jiang You, "At least you should care about things related to yourself."

Huang Kangning's unintentional words made Jiang You feel a little bit of inexplicable guilt. He thought for a while and said, "I'll go... have a look."

There was no class the next morning, and it was not easy to stay in bed in summer, and everyone woke up early to wash, only Jiang You was still wrapped in a quilt and bored on the bed.

The sun in the morning has not yet shown its blatant viciousness, and the dormitory is already unbearably hot. Others don’t use quilts at all when they sleep, and they all wear shirtless to try to cool off. Only Jiang You is fully armed and wearing a whole set of pajamas, and with Differently insisted on covering with a thin quilt, and curled up his body into a ball and could not get out of the quilt when sleeping.

Everyone in the dormitory knew that Jiang You loved to sleep, so they tacitly didn't wake him up.

Both Luo Chen and Hu Haowei went out beforehand. After they left, Huang Kangning thoughtfully closed the windows for Jiang You and drew the curtains. He was afraid that they would all be closed and not ventilated, so he left a little gap, and then tiptoed He moved his small electric fan to Jiang You's pillow to blow on it.

Every time Jiang You is alone in the dormitory, no matter how hot it is, he will close the doors and windows tightly, shutting himself in like a prison.After getting along for a while, Huang Kangning figured out Jiang You's weird habit, knowing that he likes to stay in a quiet and closed environment.

Because Jiang You covered his head under the quilt while sleeping, Huang Kangning could only see the exposed half of his head, a few tufts of soft hair fluttering slightly in the bad wind created by the fan, Jiang You's body under the thin quilt Slowly rising and falling with even breathing, it seems that he is sleeping peacefully.

The sound of people running and fighting in the corridor outside can be vaguely heard in the room, but those noises seem to be just lingering outside the door, not disturbing the tranquility of the room at this moment.

Huang Kangning gently closed the door and left.

In fact, Jiang You didn't sleep as deeply as Huang Kangning seemed. Those scattered voices in the morning startled him from time to time, and his consciousness was affected a little bit. Not enough strength to open eyes.

He entered the long dream again.

Childhood scenes appeared intermittently, and the fragmented plot was reassembled, but the picture became more and more blurred as time went on. At the end of the dream, my brother hugged the trembling self vigorously, and said silently, don't be afraid.

Then balls of white light exploded, illuminating the whole world pale, Jiang You rubbed his eyes desperately, trying to see his elder brother's appearance clearly, but the sky and the earth shook violently, and his eyes turned into a blank .

The heart-piercing cries were all silenced in the dream, and the deathly still dream seemed like a black and white silent film, in which only a calm silhouette of my brother was left.

A strong sense of suffocation oppressed Jiang You, forcing him to open his eyes.

The small fan that Huang Kangning placed next to Jiang You's pillow was working dutifully, and gusts of breeze blew across Jiang You's face drenched in cold sweat.

He tiredly closed his eyelids again.

Jiang You is actually not used to dorms. There is no single room in the dormitory of Q University. He is not used to sleeping every day, and all kinds of subtle movements around him can affect his fragile nerves.

He carefully hides his sensitivity, not wanting to cause trouble and trouble to those around him.

Compared to going home, Jiang You would rather choose restless sleep.

At noon, everyone in the dormitory came back, and Huang Kangning specially bought a few more mung bean soup and jelly, and invited everyone to eat together.

A few boys chatted about what they had while eating, from which girl in the department was the best looking to which auntie in the cafeteria window had the most food, and everyone chatted with each other, discussing with gusto.

Jiang You couldn't feel their fun, and silently drank the mint water in the mung bean soup, and suddenly remembered that the consulting teacher once told him that many things in life can be interesting.

At that time, Jiang You didn't dare to tell the teacher directly, sometimes "interesting" itself is a sin that he hates.

What qualifications do I have to take the life that my brother has extended to me to enjoy those interesting things?

Jiang You turned on the phone, and glanced at the archive saved last night.

The screen went dark after a while, and Jiang You turned it on again.

Jiang You wanted to find some traces of the owner from the words, but stared at it for a long time, but couldn't tell what he was looking for.

He flipped through all the contents of the homepage, but found nothing special, and finally clicked on the avatar at the top of the homepage.

On the enlarged ID photo, Cui Hongyi stared straight ahead, with a gentle face outlined between his brows and eyes.

The world kisses me bitterly, and I will repay it with a song...?

Jiang You secretly imagined Cui Hongyi's voice and tone when he spoke, and the arc of his eyes when he smiled.

Every detail seems familiar.

"Jiang You, get ready to go to class!" Huang Kangning yelled at Jiang You after packing up the leftovers and taking the books for the afternoon.

Jiang You was in a trance, as if swimming into outer space, "Hmm...okay."

"Let's go!" Huang Kangning didn't know why Jiang You was in a daze, "I have class in the auditorium in the afternoon, so I have to go early to take a seat."

So Jiang You was pulled out of the door by Huang Kangning, and came to the classroom early to take a seat.

Not long after, other students came one after another. At this time, a few well-dressed girls came in and sat down in front of Huang Kangning and Jiang You.

"Hey!" Huang Kangning greeted one of the girls with long hair and shawls, "I really couldn't see it yesterday, you are really good."

The girl picked her hair with her hands, showing her neat and white teeth, and said with a bright smile: "Go and find out, I, Qian Mengqi, picked all the boys in high school, okay?"

"Do you have an appointment tonight? It's black and white!" Huang Kangning warmly invited.

"Okay, I'll contact you later." Qian Mengqi made an OK gesture, threw the bag in her hand on the table, turned around and said hello to Jiang You, "Jiang You is here too, let's talk online Is that all right now? Some students from other departments came to ask me about you before."

Before Jiang You could answer, Huang Kangning rushed to say, "I've clarified everything, we Jiang You are not that kind of person!"

Qian Mengqi nodded and smiled, "It's good that it's okay, Jiang You was scolded so badly on the Internet before, I felt angry after seeing it."

Jiang You's answer was simply a formulaic template, "Thank you very much for your concern."

"..." Qian Mengqi couldn't take Jiang You's words at all, so she could only signal Huang Kangning with her eyes.

Huang Kangning shrugged at her, expressing his helplessness.

"Then see you in the game tonight." Qian Mengqi said this to Huang Kangning. When she turned around and sat down, she couldn't help but glance at Jiang You. She felt that what everyone said was true. Jiang You is really not easy to communicate with. It's a pity. A delicate face.

Before class started, the girls took the time to discuss the two popular male stars in the recent hit drama, arguing over which one is more handsome.

Qian Mengqi suddenly thought of something, laughed softly, and interrupted them: "Stop arguing, I'll show you a super handsome little brother! Let me tell you first, I like it, don't steal it, you guys."

This sentence immediately drew enthusiastic responses from the girls, "Who is who, let us see!"

Huang Kangning couldn't stand them, and whispered, "Nympho."

After hearing this, Qian Mengqi turned her head and looked up at Huang Kangning. She disdained his ridicule very much, and said, "You all know this person."

Huang Kangning rolled his eyes at her, "In the school? You don't want to be crazy about which teaching assistant, right?"

Qian Mengqi snorted, "There is no such good-looking little brother in school!"

Then she turned her gaze to Jiang You.

"..." Huang Kangning blocked Qian Mengqi's sight with his hand, and said righteously: "Jiang You, don't think about it."

Jiang You didn't react at all, as if the matter discussed had nothing to do with him.

Qian Mengqi stuck out her tongue dissatisfiedly at Huang Kangning, "I said it's not from the school, it's just that it has something to do with Jiang You."