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The shoes were wet, the trouser legs were wet, and the dense moisture gradually spread all over the body.

Jiang You buried his head in the crook of his arms, his frail shoulders trembling slightly from the continuous sobbing.

Saying "it's okay" and "it'll be fine soon", it's clear that I can't stop crying.

You can say a hundred words of comfort, but which one of those formulaic concerns can save Jiang You?

The dim sky in the distance was so low that it was about to collapse.

What to say?

So embarrassing.

The body is wet, and the heart is also wet.

The low sobbing was shaking Cui Hongyi's heart that he thought he had long been accustomed to the indifference of human feelings.

The rainwater spread out in the palm of the hand one after another, splashed in all directions, and finally fell into the soil under the feet.

The branches and leaves struggled precariously in the wind and rain.

Everything is powerless.

Accompanied by the rustling sound, the servant held an umbrella and was slowly looking for it from the entrance of the garden.

Jiang You was still crying with his head buried. In desperation, Cui Hongyi quickly grabbed Jiang You and pulled him into the heavy rain outside.

Before Jiang You could react, the heavy rain had already drenched his eyes hard to open.

"Ah!" The servant's loud exclamation came from behind Jiang You.

Jiang You reluctantly opened his eyes in the rain, and when he heard the call, he looked back at the servant who came with an umbrella, then turned his head, and looked gratefully at Cui Hongyi.

Cui Hongyi stood with him in the rain, there was no dry place from head to toe, and when Jiang You watched him, he immediately smiled understandingly.

Thank you……

That way you won't be discovered.

Obviously neither of them opened their mouths, but they seemed to be able to read each other's words from each other's eyes.

The servant hurried over, "Why don't you take an umbrella, go in quickly, it's raining so hard, it's not good if you catch a cold."

So Jiang You and Cui Hongyi followed the servant back wetly. Zhu Jingya was guarding the door. Seeing that the two people who came back together looked like they had just been salvaged from the water, they were surprised: "Why are you here?" thing?"

"Ma'am." Cui Hongyi felt that he looked a little embarrassed now, "It's really rude, sorry, maybe I need to borrow the bathroom."

Zhu Jingya quickly ordered to the servant: "Hurry up and take Jiang You and Dr. Cui upstairs to wash and change clothes. Remember to help Dr. Cui find a suitable new set of clothes."

"It's troublesome." On the one hand, Cui Hongyi was too wet to care about etiquette, and on the other hand, he was afraid that Zhu Jingya would see something, so he pushed Jiang You away while talking.

The place he walked was almost dripping with water all the way, Cui Hongyi apologized repeatedly in embarrassment, the servant took him to the guest room, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, Doctor Cui, quickly take off the wet clothes and change them out." Bar."

Cui Hongyi cheekily expressed his gratitude.

When he came out after changing clothes, the ground had been cleaned, and there was no one in the room or in the corridor for a while, so Cui Hongyi walked along the corridor to Jiang You's room.

Unexpectedly, on the way, she ran into Zhu Jingya who had just come out of Jiang Anran's room.

Seeing Cui Hongyi, Zhu Jingya said, "It's a bit of a surprise."

Cui Hongyi was slightly embarrassed, "Today is really too disturbing."

"Doctor Cui doesn't need to see outsiders." Zhu Jingya smiled politely, "I really want to hear Doctor Cui tell me what happened between you and Jiang You in the back garden today."

"Who knows." Cui Hongyi replied, "Maybe he wanted to make Jiang You's birthday memorable."

"Using this method of raining?"

"Of course not." Cui Hongyi said in a low voice, "Can I go and see Jiang You now?"

Zhu Jingya asked: "Doctor Cui, have you changed your mind?"

Cui Hongyi said, "I've said it many times, I can't promise what I can't do."

"Maybe it's because Cui Hongyi feels very reliable, so I always feel that maybe Jiang You will open up to you." Zhu Jingya turned sideways while talking, making way for Cui Hongyi.

When Cui Hongyi walked past Zhu Jingya, he said, "Like Madam, I am not good at reading minds, nor proficient in psychology. I hope Madam will not expect too much from me."

When Cui Hongyi walked away, Zhu Jingya who stopped at the same place recalled all the signs that Jiang You showed today, and suddenly smiled thoughtfully.

No matter what, Cui Hongyi doesn't like the feeling of being labeled at will.

The wound in Jiang You's heart cannot be touched or seen, and the steps to stitch up the heart wound may be much more complicated than all the operations done before.

Cui Hongyi didn't think he was a professional, and he didn't have any professional guidance or advice. He just wanted to take another look at Jiang You before leaving.

I don't know when the next meeting will be.

After taking a shower, Jiang You changed into home clothes, and Cui Hongyi almost didn't recognize him when he entered the room to look for him.

The wet hair stuck to his forehead hadn't dried yet, Jiang You looked at him with the same wet eyes, and called out: "Doctor Cui."

Such Jiang You looks like the most innocent young man.

There was only one dim light turned on in the room, and as soon as the door was closed, the surroundings immediately became dark.

Cui Hongyi wanted to say that it was bad for the eyes, but when the lecture came to his lips, it turned into a question of concern: "Are you still sad? Is it better?"

"……never mind."

"It was a bit sudden, but it shocked me at the time."

"I..." Jiang You seemed a bit embarrassed to say, "Sometimes I suddenly lose control of my emotions."

After finishing speaking, Jiang You immediately added: "But I'm almost better."

"Everyone will cry, and it is inevitable that they will lose control of their emotions when they are angry, angry, or sad." Cui Hongyi asked softly, "Why do you have to endure it so hard, are you so afraid of being discovered?"

Jiang You fell silent.

After a while, Jiang Youcai whispered, "I don't want them to watch me all the time in fear."

"Guess why your mother asked me to come here? Even if she doesn't know you're crying, she's still worried, idiot."

"..." Being scolded as an idiot is a bit strange to Jiang You. I remember that except for my brother, no one has ever talked to him in this tone since I was a child.

Although the expression on his face was bewildered, Jiang You felt a little vaguely happy for some reason.

This is a very rare feeling for Jiang You.

"I refused." Cui Hongyi said, "The relationship between doctors and patients is too restrictive. In terms of selfishness in many aspects, I don't want you to be my patient."

Jiang You finally plucked up the courage and said, "Doctor Cui, I'm very scared."

"afraid of what?"

"Many, many... I'm afraid that they will do everything possible to make me forget my brother in order to alleviate my pain, and I am afraid that one day I will suddenly not remember what my brother looks like..."

Cui Hongyi immediately thought of what Zhu Jingya said about letting Jiang You receive electroshock treatment.

Jiang You continued: "I don't want to forget, if I remember that my brother must endure pain, then I am willing."

"Jiang You." Cui Hongyi called his name, "There are many ways to remember your brother. You are still so young, and you still have such a long life to go. Why do you insist on enduring these pains?"

"I'm not young anymore, starting today... I'm 19 years old."

What a brooding 19-year-old.

Cui Hongyi was a little surprised for a moment, why would he sit here and talk about such a heavy topic of life with a boy who just turned 19 years old.

As if eager to prove something, Jiang You said: "I will never, never forget my brother..."

Cui Hongyi asked calmly: "What's the reason? What is the reason why you should remember your brother at all costs?"

Jiang You was startled suddenly.

"Out of self-blame?" Cui Hongyi continued.

"No!" Jiang You suddenly said loudly, "It's not like this! I..."

Cui Hongyi didn't expect Jiang You to have such a big reaction, and he realized that he had said something wrong, so he leaned over and hugged the incoherent Jiang You, "Don't be afraid, I'm not questioning you."

The person in his arms gradually became silent, Cui Hongyi didn't dare to let him go immediately, he could only maintain the embracing posture, gently stroking the back of Jiang You's neck.

Leaning his head on Cui Hongyi's shoulder, Jiang You said almost aggrieved: "I thought Dr. Cui could understand me..."

Cui Hongyi suddenly couldn't bear it.

"You can always remember your brother, but no one wants you to use this painful way." Cui Hongyi couldn't see Jiang You's expression, "You also know that your brother doesn't want to see the situation like this You suffer."

Jiang You's body was too thin to hold in his hands, Cui Hongyi thought to himself, when will he be able to touch the slender heart of a young man.

"It doesn't mean anything else, I just don't understand," Cui Hongyi carefully watched Jiang You's emotions, "I like your brother so much, why don't you take his share and work harder to live on."

"If you want to redeem the self-blame and guilt in your heart," Cui Hongyi hugged Jiang You tightly and said with closed eyes, "That would be too selfish."

"Using such a reason, isn't it really selfish to shirk my inner cowardice and weakness to my brother?"

Cui Hongyi looked at the blurry front, "The way I like my brother's performance doesn't mean I want to attribute all the faults to myself, Jiang You, you are just making an excuse for your fear."

The chest of the boy in his arms rose and fell slightly.

"sorry."

When Jiang You heard Cui Hongyi say this, he was so sad that he was about to die.

"These are just my self-righteous conjectures and guesses, maybe they are not accurate at all, but..." Cui Hongyi said helplessly, "I am not omnipotent, and I can't empathize with all your grievances and sufferings. I don't know how Only by doing it can I get closer to you, so can you..."

Cui Hongyi felt that he really shouldn't say these things, as if everything was going to be messed up by him.

Why do you meddle in this matter?

He continued as if giving up on himself, "Can you also try to get closer to me? Without your acceptance and initiative, we would not be able to get close to you..."

The dim light in the room was flickering.

It was so late that it seemed almost time to start home.

With so much work and so many things to deal with, Cui Hongyi suddenly felt tired.

But Jiang You hasn't given him an answer yet.

Time to go.

Just wait a little longer.

Is it out of sympathy?mercy?

Why are you so reluctant to let go of the boy in your arms?