At the end of spring and early summer, I only hear your voice

"That...colleague from the unit...resigned after being wronged, and I went to argue for him. In the end, I didn't agree with each other...I made a move...that's why I was...suspended~"

When Qin's mother heard it, she scolded him, acting impulsively, regardless of the consequences, and didn't understand why Qin Zheng, who usually didn't like to fight, would fight with his leader.

"Your colleague asked you to come out?"

Qin Zheng shook his head,

"Then are you stupid or something?..." Mother Qin kept scolding him,

Father Qin was silent for a while and said,

"The colleague you mentioned is Liang Yiming who has a good relationship with you and sometimes lives in his house?"

"Um…"

"... "

Qin's father didn't say much, but he had many questions in his heart. He had never seen Qin Zheng and Liang Yiming relax and happy together. Qin's father keenly felt how Qin Zheng's attitude towards Liang Yiming was. It's just that at that time, maybe Qin Zheng himself didn't realize the existence of this difference.

But it's different now, Qin Zheng's expression reminded him of a person, someone he knew well... and if this familiarity was confirmed, Father Qin would not dare to think about it.

"Dad, can you... do me a favor?" Qin Zheng asked shyly.

"what's up?"

"I want to talk to you alone~"

"Well, come to the study~"

The two people had a secret conversation here, but the person lying at home received a call from Su Yuan.

Originally, Liang Yiming lay at home for a few days after the recording studio incident. The Wu Dong incident had a great impact on him, so he didn't think about Qin Zheng's affairs.

The darkness at night kept him awake all night. He kept his eyes open until dawn. During the day, he would catch up on sleep intermittently. Qin Zheng was sleeping on the sofa in the living room. During the day, he was busy and did not disturb him. Also try not to disturb his sleep as much as possible.

At least Qin Zheng thought it was a good reason not to interfere with his sleep, but his real thought was that he didn't dare to enter Liang Yiming's bedroom late at night. He didn't know how to face Liang Yiming in order to make him feel relaxed.

During the daytime today, Qin Zheng wasn't at home and didn't know where he had gone. Su Yuan called to ask how he was doing.

Before she wanted to visit him, she was rejected by Qin Zheng. A few days ago, there was news that Liang Yiming had resigned, and Qin Zheng had also been suspended. She was really worried, so she called

"Brother Yiming~ I..."

"Please call me Liang Yiming... that's fine, or just call me the team leader like before." He didn't have any objections to Su Yuan, but the name "Brother Yiming" reminded him of Qin Zheng, but in Su Yuan's opinion, he didn't know Is he trying to return the relationship to a regular colleague?

"Ah?!~ Oh~ Okay, team leader..." Su Yuan's voice trembled, "I heard that you resigned, and the HR department has already issued a notice to ask the relevant personnel to do the handover work... I don't know what happened, Everyone is speculating, I don't know what's going on, but as long as I can help, I will do my best, I...I am very worried about you, team leader..."

"Thank you. I'm fine. I'm just tired of doing this job for a long time. I want to change my environment." Liang Yiming made excuses and thought to himself

<There is no news from the unit, it seems that Wang Junyi's mouth is very strict> He is very grateful

Two people who just kissed, one of them offered to resign without discussing with the other, anyone would think too much

"..."

"..."

"Team leader, Qin Zheng... has been... living with you?" Su Yuan asked cautiously, her doubts did not show any more

"Ah?! Hmm~ yes..." Liang Yiming didn't know if he should explain too much

"..."

"..." Su Yuan didn't ask, and he didn't say anything.

"Qin Zheng has also been suspended, I don't know...have you heard?"

"Suspended? No..."

"..."

"..." After a long silence, it was Su Yuan who spoke first.

"I'll see you"

"Okay, bye~"

Qin Zheng was suspended from his job, and he didn't hear anything from Qin Zheng at all, but Liang Yiming was sure that it was related to him.

On Qin Zheng's side, the father and son whispered in the study for an entire afternoon, which made the mother feel that it was a rare good thing.

The official conversation between the father and son was when filling out the volunteers for the college entrance examination, and when looking for a job after graduating from university. Being formally asked by his son, as a father, there is no way to refuse.

Qin's father was a soldier when he was young, and he was not demobilized until Qin Zheng was 12 years old and went home to live with their mother and son. After demobilization, he often worked overtime because of work. The relationship with his son was more like a nodding neighbor. The time is so little that even if we are together, we don't have many words, most of them are relatively speechless.

In the days without his father's company, his mother was busy with work and taking care of the family alone, and rarely accompanied him. The radio station became Qin Zheng's most loyal friend, who could talk to him all day and help him relieve boredom. I have become a habit of never leaving the radio station.

Until Qin's father came home later, until he was already the deputy director of the Public Security Bureau, but the one who accompanied Qin Zheng the most was the radio station that could always accompany him.

Qin Zheng didn't have his father by his side since he was a child, and his father appeared with him during his adolescence. He didn't know how to communicate with his father at all.

When a person who hardly ever goes home and only lives in other people's mouths suddenly appears at home, he is very uncomfortable, as if his place of peace of mind has been violated.

Since he was a child, he has been more wary than others. The appearance of his father did not reassure him, but made him more resistant.He avoids the crowd, observes his surroundings, and doesn't know how to relax himself or develop a more harmonious relationship with others anytime and anywhere.Until I went to university and met Liang Yiming.

Especially when Liang Yiming stroked his head, his soft hands gently stroked the hair on the top of his head, which inexplicably reassured him.From then on, Qin Zhengcai felt that he had his own life and friends, completely different from his past self.

When watching Liang Yiming and Qin Zheng being together, Qin's father was very envious. His work caused the relationship between father and son to become like this, but it didn't mean he wanted to.As a father, he envied the relationship between his son and his friends, which made him feel a little sad.

So in most cases, as long as his son asks, he will do his best to help. As Qin Zheng is the same, he usually doesn't bother his father, but when he has a problem, he can think of his father.

In the study room, Qin Zheng didn't know how to speak at first, and Qin's father didn't urge him. He concealed his feelings for Liang Yiming, and talked about everything before and after.

After hearing this, Qin's father was silent for a long time. Qin Zheng was afraid that his father might misunderstand Brother Yiming, so he hurriedly explained

"Brother Yiming is really a good person, he..."

Father Qin raised his hand to signal him to stop, and then slowly said

"What's his attitude? Is he going to find justice?"

"He..." Qin Zheng said, shaking his head

"I think the most important thing now is his own will. No matter how anxious others are for him, it won't work if he doesn't come forward. Are you really ready to negotiate directly?"

"us……"

"How about this, you go back and have a good talk with the two of you first, I will go to your station for a few days first, don't worry about the two of you, at least take care of the witness you mentioned, called, Wang Junyi, right~ It’s not that bad, the witness turned his back first.”

"Uh~ ok, Dad~"

Here, Qin Zheng and his father had made a deal, but Liang Yiming fell into confusion because he received a call from Su Yuan.

Ever since I met Wu Dong again, the past is like the mud at the bottom of the river, no matter how clear the river is, it is always there, and Wu Dong is the one who turned up the mud, as if he was determined to pull Liang Yiming to the bottom of the river. Submerged in the mud at the bottom of the water.

He kept holding on to Qin Zheng like he was holding on to a life-saving straw, but the truth was that the life-saving straw was also pulled down to the bottom of the water by him.

Liang Yiming never wants this to happen. Qin Zheng is just like him in the past. He wants to help him and take care of him, as if he is helping his former self and relieving himself of the pain of the past, so in his heart Qin Zheng has always been the one who is taken care of. people.

He never thought of being taken care of by Qin Zheng, or rather he didn't want to be taken care of by him, just like when he met Wu Dong again, he went out to drink and only took Xiao Yangzi and Lao Jin with him, but he didn't want to take him with him. Qin Zheng is the same.

What's more, after talking with Lao Zhuang, he really understood himself and was sure of his feelings for Qin Zheng, but the only thing he couldn't make up his mind was to accept him.

He decided to leave according to the original plan, which was the result of his many days of consideration.The current situation didn't get any better, and it could even be said to be worse. Wu Dong pestered him even more, and Qin Zheng seemed to be in deeper trouble. What else could he do but leave?

His loyalty and trust in him, his confession of true feelings, and his relentless kiss all let him know clearly that he was happy to face him, and wanted him to know his heartbeat, and he didn't want to leave his side.But no!

Qin is begging softly in his ear, even the warm embrace makes him shake, but there is always a voice in his heart reminding him not to do it.

The more sure you are, the more afraid you are.

Did you make him like this?

Could he have had a better partner and a better future?

Is such a self worthy of him?

Before, it was impossible to make a decision to accept or not to accept Qin Zheng, but now it is impossible to make a decision to accept Qin Zheng.

Ever since the incident in the recording studio, Liang Yiming didn't want to wake up at all. Qin Zheng was controlling him not to let him drink too much. , as engraved in the mind.

And now there is another one, a hurdle that he can't get over no matter what, as long as he thinks of Qin Zheng or gets close to him, he will think of Wu Dong at the same time, and think of the recording studio. Distance, just like Wu Dong said "I will give you the determination to let you leave him completely~"

When I don’t realize that I love him, I don’t feel that I am alone, but when I really realize that I can’t get it, I feel that I have fallen into an unprecedented darkness. Away from himself, Liang Yiming caressed his body, really wishing that he was by his side right now, by his side...

Can I go back?If you let it go, there is really no going back.

In the evening, when Qin Zhengcai came back, Liang Yiming's restlessness and restlessness, after a day's fermentation, finally came to the conclusion that "escape"