Keeping "Tigers" as a Trouble

Lu Qin asked, "Does my mother know?"

If you don't know, it can be regarded as being dazzled by love and not listening to your parents. If you know, Lu Qin doesn't know how to explain this behavior.

Sheng Mingxu was silent for a while, and finally spit out two words, "I know."

Lu Qin just felt as if he was struck by lightning.

Standing there dumbfounded, unable to move.

He never thought his mother would be like this.What he knew from an early age was that his father was not a good guy, that his father cheated on his lover and gave birth to an illegitimate child, and that his father's cold and violent treatment of his mother didn't really hurt him at all.Unlucky to have such a father.

But he never thought that his mother would have problems too.In his impression, except for the fact that his mother became hysterical and unreasonable because of the miscarriage in the last year, his mother is actually very gentle.Although grandpa likes their mother and son very much, she is not as strong as the eldest aunt. She has a weak sense of presence in the Lu family. Before junior high school, he took him to study. A friend's fund found something to pass the time.

He knew that his mother had a bad relationship with his natal family, but because he didn't know the reason, and from the perspective of his own son, he didn't think it would be a big problem. On the contrary, he still felt that his mother was very pitiful, and her natal husband could not be relied on. , all alone.

But now, he didn't know how to face it.

What is the difference between such a great nurturing kindness and biological parents.His mother died, and he suspected that his father did it. He was never discouraged, but why could he ignore the hearts of his adoptive parents.

As his own son, he couldn't utter words of criticism, but in fact, he didn't understand, disapprove or even disgust.

It took a long time before Sheng Mingxu said, "I heard it occasionally when I was a child, but I don't know when she knew it. But I know for sure that she knew it when she was blatantly pregnant and about to get married."

"The Lu family probably felt ashamed to meet people. Since they moved out of Qingzhou that year, they have never come back. At least in my impression, I have never seen them until I was nine years old. Our opposite door lived at that time. He is a lecturer who is about the same age as my father, and the two families have a good relationship."

"When I was nine years old, they first appeared. It was the summer vacation of 1996. Your mother was 19 years old at that time. , My mother made cold water noodles, and the family was eating cold noodles when there was a knock on the door."

"I went to open the door. As soon as I opened the door, I saw a white-haired old man standing outside, followed by two men. Everyone in the family courtyard is familiar. I know all the people, but I have never seen them. , I asked them who they were looking for, and the headed old man asked Sheng Yimu if he lived here? I said yes, and called my father back. My father thought it was some old friend who came to see him, so he left past.

I still remember his expression when he saw the face of the person outside the door clearly.The smile on his face froze on the spot, without taking it back, it just stayed there.He stood there staring at each other, and then his body shook uncontrollably.

The man outside yelled, I'm back to make amends to you.He knelt down on the ground with a thud, my dad shook his body, and then said to me, close the door.I was stunned and didn't react, but my mother had already heard it. She came over to ask what was going on, and saw the people standing outside, and she was also stunned, but soon she reacted, almost rushing desperately. She went up, grabbed her, and she screamed how you have the face to come back, why didn't your whole family die outside. "

This term shocked Lu Qin, needless to say he guessed it, the person outside was his grandfather Lu Jianjun.He clenched his cell phone tightly, although he couldn't accept it, but he knew it was really weird, his grandpa was such a serious person, his uncle and Lu Yuan and Lu Ming were all trembling in front of him, but only for him and him Mom is fine.Now that I think about it, this is compensation.

Sure enough, I heard Sheng Mingxu say, "It's the Lu family who came back. My mother rushed out, but they didn't resist. The two behind also knelt down and let her beat me. Lu Jianjun said that we owe our Sheng family, and we I have no opinion on how to deal with them. But my dad said that there is no clear relationship between them at all, and it is impossible to forgive in this life. Then he asked my sister and him to hold my mother and let me close the door. "

"They didn't leave, but stayed in the hotel. Lu Jianjun brought his two sons, your uncle and your father, every day. He said that the second child died in an accident, so he brought them to our door to confess his guilt. Please forgive me. In such a situation, my sister and I naturally have doubts. I knew it earlier. She didn’t know it at all, so we asked what was going on. It was probably because the incident was too bloody. My dad said It's quite vague, saying that their family killed my brother and their own child, and they wanted to ask for forgiveness. My dad said that this matter is not for discussion, and told my sister and me to ignore them."

This is clearly stated, although it is not so clear, but after all, one of the two children is still underage, and the incident is so bloody and ugly, how could they really say it all, they must have reservations Just told the result.

But in this way, the position is also very clear.

Sheng Mingxu said, "My sister and I both agreed, and then we ignored the Lu family for a while. At first they came here often, knelt down, gave things, gave money, my mother beat them, scolded them, threw I even poured water to wash my feet, but it didn’t help. I heard from people outside that the Lu family has made a lot of money in business over the years, so they are not short of money. But our family is short of a life. I don’t know How long did it take, maybe half a month, and their family members disappeared. I heard from my parents that there should be no results to go back. I heard from my dad that it’s good to go back, so you don’t have to worry about it.”

"I always thought it was over like this, but one day, your mother accidentally dropped a note out of the book, and I picked it up, it said see you at the gate of the cinema at [-] o'clock in the evening. I thought she was in love I told my mom quietly, but my parents didn't object, and told me to put the note back quietly. After another two days like this, someone secretly told my dad that your mom was talking to that three-year-old from the Lu family. Boy, I went to the movies together. My dad was so angry that he asked where he was, and rushed over there. He waited until the movie was over, and then saw your mother and Lu Zhifeng coming out together, and Lu Zhifeng hugged her."

Lu Qin didn't dare to listen to this part anymore, but Sheng Mingxu kept on talking, "My dad was very angry and immediately stepped forward to block the two of them. Your mother probably had a guilty conscience and quickly followed him. She left. She said that Lu Zhifeng had been pestering her all the time. She refused at first, but after a long time, her heart softened, and she found out that he was a pretty good person, and she fell in love with him without knowing it. My dad is At that time, I told you the past, and then told your mother that if you want to be my daughter, you must break up. Otherwise, you will move out of this house, and your mother will agree to break up. "

Sheng Mingxu said, "This is the first time that the relationship with your father was separated without her knowledge. We all thought that they really separated, but we never expected that we will wait for your mother to go to see you." After leaving school, your dad drove after him. Actually, I don’t want to comment on your mother from a subjective point of view, but the fact is that she failed to persist in front of a rich second generation and a luxury car. In 97, your mother When she came back again, she was already pregnant. You will know what happened next. She didn’t even finish college and asked to marry Lu Zhifeng. My father disagreed. She said she was pregnant and couldn’t get rid of it, so my father drove away She's out the door."

"I still remember those days, how sad my dad was. He was such a dedicated person, he couldn't keep up with the class, so he asked someone to help substitute for the class, and kept drinking at home with pictures of my elder brother. My mother I washed my face with tears. I thought your mother left and left, at least the family will be better, but she got married and went around the downstairs three times. My father was so angry that he died."

This period of history is too heavy. After he finished speaking, there was a long silence, and neither of them wanted to talk.

Sitting there, Lu Qin felt as if his body had jumped from a high-rise, plopping down.He couldn't face his family members, all they gave him were masks, his loving grandpa was once a vicious person, and his favorite mother was once an ungrateful person.

Also, he had a premonition that Sheng Mingxu said so much today, so happy, so not stuttering, in fact, he had some other purpose, he might want to...

At this time, Sheng Mingxu finally spoke again, "I saw your diary, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you back then. I thought little brats didn't understand feelings, so it turned out that there was such a thing as love at first sight. Thank you for your liking But Lu Qin..."

As soon as this came out, Lu Qin knew that Sheng Mingxu's ultimate goal in telling this story was coming, so he couldn't help calling out, "Don't!"

But Sheng Mingxu had no choice but to say goodbye, no way not to talk about it, because he couldn't treat the past hatred as if it didn't happen like Sheng Yanlai. Even if he wasn't his own, he was raised by blood.He doesn't feel that he is not from the Sheng family. His surname is Sheng. In this matter, the Sheng family is the victim, so he will stand on this side.

He said, "Although I'm very moved, I can't accept you. When you were beaten, I went to pick you up because I couldn't treat someone who was seriously injured except your mother who had been my sister for ten years and couldn't understand Lu Zhifeng. I'm not such a bastard. But the problem is, we can't. Even if you are sincere, you can't just can't. Otherwise, wouldn't I be the next Sheng Yan? If I really With you, how can I face my dead father and my crazy mother?"

"I hesitated and thought for a long time in the hospital today, but I couldn't make up my mind. In fact, if I didn't have this diary, maybe I would lie to my ears again. You are a junior who needs help, and I have to take care of you. But with this, It's even more impossible, I can't keep you by my side. In the future, if you need anything, I will help, let's keep less contact. "

Lu Qin only felt that his internal organs were tightly grasped. This sense of urgency made it difficult for him to breathe. He had ten thousand words to say I like you, but he couldn't say it because he was not qualified to say it.

He sat there, enduring it abruptly, the boy's chest heaved violently, and he refused to utter a word.

Sheng Mingxu said over there, "That's it. I will give the diary to Yaning and ask him to return it to you. Be careful."

After he finished speaking, he was silent for a few seconds, probably because he wanted to hear something from Lu Qin, but Lu Qin didn't dare to say no, he was afraid that if he uttered a single word, he would be begging for mercy or crying.He said nothing.

Then, the call was disconnected.

In the dark night, Lu Qin held the phone blankly for a long time, then wiped his face, and found that at some point, tears were streaming down his face.