I never thought about experiencing the next year

Ninety percent of Wai Jai's heart is feminine.

But since he "caught up" Ah Nan, he was strictly prohibited from taking drugs and changing his sex.Wai Jai couldn't say he wasn't entangled.

At the beginning, when the two of them were just being ambiguous, Ah Nan coaxed Wei Zai not to take any more medicine, but after the relationship between the two had a substantial breakthrough, Ah Nan would put on airs—a kind of The airs of a person who manages people is not allowed to eat, but he is not allowed to eat. If there is any thought of changing gender, let him put it down as soon as possible!

Wai Jai can't be said not to be entangled.

He wasn't obsessed with Ah Nan's change of attitude on this matter, from coaxing him at the beginning to controlling him now.

In the earliest days, Ah Nan coaxed him not to take it, and would walk around the house where he lived when he was not paying attention, to see if there were any medicines hidden in the drawers and cabinets, and when he saw medicines, he would take them out for him privately Clean up in the trash.They have five households on each floor, and each building has many floors, so there is a large trash can in the stairwell of each floor, and the management will come to clear it twice a day.Ah Nan didn't throw it into the trash can on their floor, because he was afraid that he would think about digging it out and bring it home.Ah Nan throws it far away every time, and throws it into the trash can at the corner of the street two streets away from the community. He doesn't believe that Wei Zai can pull that face down to dig through the trash can on the street.

Now that the relationship is established, Ah Nan reiterated again and again that these things should not be eaten. If he wants to save the money he spent on him so that he can change his sex later, then he will not use any more money for him. .

[-]% of Wai Jai is a woman inside.There was a womanly tendency in his nature to amass things--especially things of value.The habit of women is: women always have to save some money to plan for the future.Men, on the other hand, may be stronger, and they are always thinking about earning money after they have spent it, and they are not in a hurry.

Wei Tsai has the habit of a woman, and likes to save everything. The money his brother earns through hard work is saved for him. He doesn't use his family's money, he uses outside men's money.And he asks the men outside to buy things for him. He is not very old, but he is very shrewd in his calculations. When he buys some clothes, shoes and hats or mobile phone 3C electronic products, he usually asks them to buy some jewelry, watches and so on. Even if he asks people to buy clothes, shoes and hats that do not hold value at all, it is just a cover-up for him, making people think that he just likes some popular things.

How could Ah Nan not know about his habit, but Ah Nan always wondered if he secretly saved so much money, might it be because he wanted to change his sex one day.

Wei Tsai was not stubborn about the fact that Ah Nan asked him to stop taking the drug. Ah Nan thought he was his boyfriend, and Wei Zai indeed regarded him as a boyfriend, but sometimes Ah Nan was more like him in Wei Zai's heart. He is a God of Wealth, and he will be what the God of Wealth wants him to be.Now that his God of Wealth doesn't like him changing his gender, he'll keep it.

He is now letting his benefactor round and flatten him. If his benefactor likes him as a man, then he is a man; if he likes him as a woman, then he is a woman; Male or female.

He even felt that he had the perfect ethics and professionalism of a person in the service industry.

Of course, it cannot be completely dismissed that Ah Nan has love for him.He knew in his heart that Ah Nan's behavior of not letting him change his gender was not called "like him as a man", Ah Nan just wanted him to live healthy.It is impossible for Ah Nan to want him to become a woman, let alone want him to be neither male nor female.

Wei Zai should be happy.But there is a kind of aggrieved in his heart that he can't stretch out—this is a kind of aggrieved that he can't get what he wants.

Because he obviously always wanted to be a woman.

He has had this idea since he was very young, but he can't remember exactly when it started.Just like his behavior of amassing wealth all the time, he has been accumulating an inner strength for himself, and one day, while he is young, he will transform his body, from the inside out to the appearance of a normal woman.

He grew up, and his behavior was normal, so his brother didn't notice his thoughts.He knew the way girls talked and behaved when they were more naturally feminine, but he never used it in his men's clothing because he knew it would be weird.Not to mention walking wriggly when wearing men's clothing, he found that few girls these days can walk writhingly, so why would he still walk like that in the image of a man.If he wants to learn, he has to learn some of the most natural things, so when he dresses differently, he looks really natural, not at all different from those girls nowadays, and when he attracts attention, it is only because there are men because He looks so good that I look at him, not because there is a man who looks neither male nor female walking on the street so weird that I can't help but look at him.

He has already observed the girls in his heart. He is only waiting for the day when he doesn't have to switch between the two genders. He wants to keep his long hair, and he only needs a B-cup breast that is not too big or small. It's better not to see that thing under there again.To be honest, it was okay when the root was hanging there when nothing happened, but when I saw it standing up on my body, the feeling was so weird.So when he first started taking the medicine, a large part of the reason was because he didn’t want to see the erection on his body. It would be better if he had erectile dysfunction before it was removed, so he took that medicine.When he first took the medicine, it wasn't really for the sake of making his skin smoother. His skin was already good enough, so he didn't need this thing to help him. The biggest reason was that it was an eyesore when the thing stood upright.

But suddenly one day, someone told him that he was not allowed to eat any more.In order to please his benefactor's favor, of course he let go of it slowly and stopped touching those things.But he was a little confused, because this was something he had planned for a long time, did he really just give up like this.

This day was Saturday, October [-]th, and several weeks had passed since the two of them went to Chencheng for the Mid-Autumn Festival last time.That night, when it was almost twelve o'clock, Wei Zai and Ah Nan were in the same bed, ready to fall asleep after watching a drama for a while.

In this season, it is almost late autumn in the north, but in this very southern place, it is still very hot.The weather seems to be playing a game of hide-and-seek with people, joking with people-always trying to fall into autumn, but it just doesn't make it.Occasionally, I saw a cool autumn wind blowing in one or two days, but the temperature suddenly jumped up in the following day, and it became unbearably hot.

On this Saturday, the temperature was quite high during the daytime, and many people on the street wore short sleeves, but the temperature dropped sharply at night.Wei Zai huddled deeply under the blanket, only his head was exposed.Ah Nan asked him: "Can you still see it this way?" He said: "It's okay, it's okay."

Ah Nan wasn't as afraid of the cold as Wei Tsai was, he didn't lie down under the quilt, but sat half-sitting with his back against the headboard of the bed, and the laptop was propped on his lap through the quilt.Wei Tsai's head was very close to Ah Nan's stomach who was sitting. After a while, Wei Tsai said to Ah Nan: "Why don't you put the computer on my belly."

Ah Nan glanced at him and said, "Did you think that the base of the computer is hot enough, so you want it to warm your belly through the quilt?" Wei Tsai didn't answer him, so he begged him to move the computer quickly. on his stomach.Ah Nan could only move the computer to his belly.The laptop has good heat dissipation, so they didn't put it on any stand with a cooling fan, but put it directly on the quilt.

Wei Zai had been warming for a while, and he began to feel that his belly was warm enough, and the computer was too heavy, and he couldn’t see it clearly from this angle. In short, he thought it was annoying, so he asked Ah Nan to remove it for him. .Ah Nan moved the computer back to her lap.Wei Tsai turned his body sideways, put his head on Nan's belly, and just watched the drama like this.

Ah Nan reached out and pulled the quilt head upwards, covering Wei Zai's shoulders, and did not forget to emphasize again: "I told you that you can't take that kind of medicine, you can see how long you have been off the medicine, do the math It has been more than four months and almost five months. But you are still so afraid of the cold."

Women are more afraid of the cold than men. Since Wei Zai took the medicine, he has also started to be afraid of the cold. Sometimes he seems to be more afraid of the cold than women.He used to wear clothes that were different from the season in the summer. Others wore suspenders, and others hated to wear them, but he would wear a coat with mid-sleeves or long sleeves; shirt, but he wished he could take a thin down and put it on.

It is much better now than when he took the medicine without intervals every day, but now he is still more afraid of the cold than ordinary men.Ah Nan was like a stove, wearing a thin long-sleeved pajamas, so that his upper body was exposed outside the quilt, but he wanted to huddle under the quilt.

He also had to listen to Ah Nan's lectures, "blaming" him for his behavior of taking medicine in the past.He won't talk back to him, he doesn't have to make trouble with him, he just listens to what he likes to say.Anyway, this person is his golden mountain, and he is not greedy. Digging a small shovel quietly every day can be regarded as a lot of harvest.Wei Tsai thinks about how to dig every day, and why would he waste his energy on such stupid things as talking back to him.

No wonder Gu Zhixian said before: "Wei Zai, it doesn't take too long to stay with you for a long time. If you stay for three days in a row, it's easy to become wrong." At that time, Wei Zai seemed to reply him: " Three Views? What Three Views?"

The drama Ah Nan and Wei Tsai are watching before going to bed is an urban ethics drama.Suddenly, a woman in her forties who is already in her forties is eager to have a child of her own.

Wei Tsai was just watching and didn't speak, but the plot of that drama had been aired for a long time, Wei Tsai suddenly said: "A Nan, you said that my transgender thing is a thing that violates my physiology and health. It is not worthwhile to undergo major surgery. But what about the elderly women who have reached the age of 35? They just want to give birth to their own children, and they also have to take a lot of risks. Just now it was said on TV, what kind of high blood pressure during pregnancy Diabetes, etc. are not equally dangerous. But they just want a child of their own. This kind of desire can overcome all fears. No matter what major surgery or life-threatening danger, people can ignore it. They just want to get it... "

He suddenly stopped talking because he noticed that Ah Nan's face had changed.Ah Nan is good at everything, but he can't tolerate a little dissent from him, as if Wei Tsai is a person without free will, but just an accessory of him.And Wei Zai has always been a smart person, eating salty fish and enduring thirst, so what about being an accessory, if you make an accessory without free will, how much more can you earn than a person with free will? A thousand times, then he is willing to be an accessory—who wouldn't?It's just that Wei Tsai has the conditions to be such an accessory, and he just happens to be able to use his own value.How much is free will worth?

He saw Ah Nan's complexion turned into such an ugly color, and the lines of his entire face became very stiff and sharp, he was indeed frightened and froze, he didn't dare to say another word on this issue .

Ah Nan didn't say a word all the time, didn't respond to him at all, didn't even make a nasal hum, the room was always dead silent, only the drama on the computer was still playing chatteringly.And no matter how lively it plays, it seems to belong together with the dead silence in the room, because the people watching in the room don't care what it plays, so it seems to be dead, just Watching myself finish playing an episode and then automatically jumping to the next episode.

The room remained frozen until 01:30. Ah Nan turned off the computer, picked it up with one hand, stretched his arms, and put it on the desk next to the bedside table.

And because of the action of putting the computer on, he lifted his stomach sideways, and naturally pushed Wei Tsai's head to the side.Wei Zi quietly moved to the side without saying a word, and then buried himself under the quilt again.

Ah Nan turned off the bedside lamp without any hassle.

He also slid his body down and sank into the quilt.

After being in the darkness for a long time, he said: "One day when I am here, don't even think about becoming a woman. If you don't like your own body, then learn to like your own body now. If you If you think about using the little money you save from me every day to do that kind of surgery, let me tell you, then I won't spend a penny on you in the future."

Wei Zai didn't dare to make a sound, he just listened with his ears pricked up in the dark.That voice in the darkness didn't seem to come from his ears, but seemed to be pressed down from above him, pressed down on him, swearing his fate, telling him that there is nothing so cheap in this world The person who gave him money will indeed give him money, but there are conditions and prerequisites, that is, he must be obedient.

He didn't even dare to breathe too loudly now, he was afraid that it would easily provoke Ah Nan to say more imperative words.

In fact, he was really afraid that Ah Nan would not want him because of the different opinions on this matter.In fact, if you think about it carefully, Ah Nan is pretty good, neither a sexual pervert nor a sexual sadist, Ah Nan just doesn't allow him to change his gender.Compared with those perverted and sadistic funders with special and weird requirements, such "mandatory requirements" like Ah Nan's are already considered very good.In fact, he didn't have to disagree with Ah Nan on this matter, but occasionally he would still have a kind of unwillingness to come to his heart, which made him unconsciously insist on saying a few words—just like just now.

Ah Nan also listened carefully to the breath beside the pillow in the dark, and found that Wei Tsai's breathing sound was suppressed extremely weakly, as if he didn't dare to speak.It was the same at first, when he watched the drama just now, he said such nonsense, and he said it for so long, as if he was reasonable, how many times he told him that this matter was expressly forbidden by him, and he actually Still have the guts to discuss it as if it were a matter.Sometimes when I think about it, I really indulged him too much, and if I didn't pay attention, I didn't know how much he weighed.

Ah Nan didn't say any more, and in the dark night, with the sound and feeling of snorting, she made a "posture" of "that's it", turned sideways, and turned her back to Wei Zai.It seemed that he was going to sleep overnight with Wei Zai on his back.

After being left out in the cold for ten minutes, Wei Zai cautiously leaned towards Ah Nan's back, passed his head over Ah Nan's upper shoulder, and met Ah Nan's bright eyes in the dark. Eyes, asked seriously: "A Nan? When did you find out that you are gay?"

Wei Tsai now has his doubts. He had never asked Ah Nan carefully before, but now he suddenly found that Ah Nan seems to be particularly interested in his boy's body, isn't it?Otherwise, why do you always stop him from changing his gender in such a "majestic" way.That's why I chose to ask Ah Nan clearly at this time.

When Ah Nan heard this, she turned her head slightly and looked up at him, asking, "Why do you ask that?"

Wei Tsai said: "Otherwise, why are you so persistent..." He wanted to say the whole thing, "Why are you so persistent not to let me change my gender?" But this person just reprimanded him loudly for this matter , He is also a little scrupulous about his mouth now, some words seem to be more sensitive, and he doesn't dare to say it directly.

Ah Nan knew what he meant, probably he just wanted to say that he must be addicted to that kind of tender boy's body, so he kept preventing him from changing his own body.Ah Nan was a little angry, turned over, and pressed Wei Tsai's body that was in urgent need of temperature with various symptoms of cold fear in the early stage of drug withdrawal, and said, "Why are you talking so much nonsense?" Wei Tsai immediately recognized it. Shi Wu said: "I won't talk about this issue again, and you don't get angry in the future, it's a bit scary."

Anan paused for a while without speaking.

Then, he suddenly laughed in a low voice. The weight of his whole body was pressed on Wei Zi's small body that was not strong at all, squeezing Wei Zai a little out of breath, and his low laugh seemed to encourage A kind of air current shook Wei Zai's thin chest just like that.Wei Zai squirmed his body with difficulty, and then managed to squeeze out a few words: "Don't press me, I'm not... angry... heavy..."

Ah Nan approached Wei Zai and said to him: "Why don't you just treat me as if I'm just in love with a man—especially someone like you, who is addicted... how about it?" Then he said: "I'm also your benefactor anyway, Just treat me as serving me." Then he said something inexplicable: "Aren't you thinking about how to get more valuable things from me every day? Let me tell you, Wei Zi, those of you even if you do it every day. Get together, get together for decades, but just a little bit. I gave you the most precious thing, but you never seem to see it."

Wei Zi thought for a while, and asked: "What do you mean?" Nan heard that it was true, thinking that this Wei Zi must be thinking about poaching money from him every day, so that the whole person was dumbfounded, and he didn't care about it. He said, "Forget it, I didn't even expect you to understand."

Dog owners keep dogs because they think dogs are loyal and clingy. They don't like cats because they think cats are selfish, rascal, and basically they won't be clingy as long as they don't need anything.But as everyone knows, when a cat trusts its owner very much, it is almost more loyal and clingy than a dog.It doesn't act like a baby only when begging for something to eat, but always sticks to its master and acts like a baby.

Wei Zai is like a cat raised by Ah Nan, but he is still in the selfish and adulterous stage.