I never thought about experiencing the next year

Gu Zhixian had just finished washing the dishes, and when he walked out of the kitchen door, he heard the phone ringing in his room.He still had some water on his hands and didn't dry them off. After returning to his room, he hurriedly took some paper from the desk in the room to soak up the water on his hands, and then picked up his phone to check that it was Guo Jinghan calling.Did he still think he just finished talking?Why did I call again now, and I don't know what to say.

Gu Zhixian picked it up: "Hello?" Guo Jinghan on the other end said: "What should I do? I think it's over after thinking about it." Gu Zhixian didn't know what to reply, so he just said: "Don't worry about it. It’s all become like this.” Guo Jinghan asked: “Hey? You said I’ll take him to the hospital tomorrow, wondering if I can improve our relationship?” Gu Zhixian hummed a bit shamelessly: “You can also increase your relationship. In his heart, he has already been sent to the [-]th level of hell. It’s fine if he doesn’t want to tear you up when he sees you. What’s the point of enhancing your relationship? What makes you so impulsive?” Guo Jinghan paused for a while, then said, “I’m not For you? I’m afraid you will be beaten by him again, I don’t know that he won’t beat you anymore.” After he finished speaking, he paused for a while, and suggested: “Why don’t you just leave with me and leave it alone. It’s a mess in your family. I’m already finished in his heart anyway.” Gu Zhixian was also taken aback for a moment, and then thought that this person is sometimes naive, and he just left with him when he couldn’t figure out what was going on. What to do with my family in the future, I reminded him: "I don't know who said to me at the beginning, 'It's better to take this opportunity to repair the family relationship'? I think you not only failed to let me repair the relationship in my family, I will also make trouble, and push my dad downstairs as soon as I come up." Guo Jinghan can only say: "Oh, I know I was wrong, so don't talk about it, what weakness does your dad have that I can take advantage of? Why not? Why don’t you just tell me so that I don’t have to find out by myself, it’s time-consuming, and I want to let him let go of his prejudices and forget about what happened just now.” Gu Zhixian thought about it carefully, and finally sighed and said : "Unfortunately, my dad doesn't take hard things."

Guo Jinghan asked: "Are you sure? Or do you not know how to observe?" Guo Jinghan felt that Gu Zhixian, a son, had really failed in what he did. He couldn't even observe the weaknesses of his parents. Wouldn't he live a very tiring life since he was a child?He remembered the one month or so he spent with this secretary Gu, and he "conquered" Secretary Gu by observing and "utilizing" him. He felt that people always have weaknesses, and if they found out and mastered them, many things would come to an end. much easier.That's why he asked so suspiciously.Gu Zhixian was very confused and asked, "What do you mean?" Guo Jinghan was a little embarrassed and speechless when he thought that this person might not know that he had been "used" by observation for more than a month. This kind of thing is better, so that he will not always feel that he is not sincere to him in the future, and he will always feel that he is being used by observation.So Guo Jinghan had no choice but to stop asking.

The two chatted on the mobile phone until nearly 09:30. They lived in the opposite door, and they dared not meet each other right now, and they still had to chat on the mobile phone.Until Gu Zhixian heard the sound of the door being opened, he hurriedly greeted the other end, saying: "Stop talking, my parents are back." Then he quickly hung up without waiting for the other end's response.

After hanging up the phone, Guo Jinghan on the other end was depressed all morning and didn't even eat breakfast.Originally, at eight o'clock before, when he dragged the pair of soft-soled slippers out the door, he wanted to go out to find a place outside the community to have some breakfast, but he encountered such an unlucky thing, he turned his head After returning home, he was depressed there, and he talked to Gu Zhixian twice on the phone. After that, he was still depressed. He even forgot to eat breakfast. He was really hungry until ten o'clock or almost eleven o'clock. , I changed my shoes and went out to find a place to have breakfast and lunch together.

Around twelve o'clock, he had a good meal and returned to his current residence. He only wandered around in the room, thinking that he might go to Gu Zhixian's father in the afternoon, so that he could take him for a check-up. Body.But when he thought of the stinky face that the old man put on him, he hesitated, fearing that such kindness would not be accepted at all.But after thinking about it, I can't always be so afraid to go forward, so I can't hurry up to mend the bad impression left by the bad thing in the morning, that kind of emotion fermented and fermented in the old man's heart , then I will never see the light of day, and I must be squeezed by the old man to the corner of the most fringe.Originally, the discord between Gu Zhixian and his father was because his father did not accept that he was gay. Guo Jinghan said that he moved to the opposite door of this family to prevent Gu's father from domestic violence against Gu Zhixian, but in the end he was full of feelings. I hope—I hope that Papa Gu can accept that his son is gay, because once Papa Gu accepts this, there will be a win-win situation. On the one hand, the relationship between his father and son will improve, and on the other hand, Gu Zhixian The relationship with him can also be recognized by the Gu family.But listening to what his father said in the morning, what his father meant was that he would not accept his son being with him even if he accepted that his son was gay.This is so annoying, don't let father Gu accept that his son is gay in the end, but he happily watched his son with another man, pushing him away all day long.

Guo Jinghan was very afraid of this possibility, that kind of feeling was really bad, like being caught by something unexpected when he was "on the door", or the feeling of "everything is ready, we only owe the east wind", There's even a "marrying for someone" feeling—isn't there?He personally pushed this ancient father into a state where he accepted his son being with a man, but he just never accepted his son being with him.It was as if he had paved the way for Gu Zhixian to be with other men aboveboard, and after the way was paved, he would have nothing to do, because the old man would never admit any man he knew in his heart.

As soon as he thought about the possibility, he thought: Don't even think about it.

So he simply stopped in place, walked out of the door of this house, and went to the opposite side to knock on the door.Gu Zhixian was cooking in the kitchen at that time, and it was Gu's mother who opened the door. As soon as she saw him coming, she immediately put on a smile on her face, and without thinking about it, she wanted to let him go home.And Gu Gu, who was sitting on the sofa in the living room, coughed, and she didn't dare to do any more unnecessary actions.The door was just halfway through, and Guo Jinghan had already stood outside the door on the floor of the Gu family's entrance, but he hadn't fully entered the door yet, neither was he going forward at this moment, nor was he going back out.

He couldn't go forward, because Mama Gu didn't give him the door anymore, and the old man sitting in the living room was staring at him with an unhappy expression; A bad relationship mended.But he paused for a while. After all, sometimes he is thick-skinned. He said to Papa Gu: "Uncle, I pushed you down by mistake in the morning, and I will take you to the hospital in the afternoon. Don't worry if you take a look. Auntie also went together, anyway, it’s all about looking at the bones.” After hearing this, Lao Gu didn’t even bother to ask him why he knew that his wife’s bones damaged by rheumatoid needed to be looked at, but seeing him now In less than a morning, he changed his ways and changed his tongue. Not only did his attitude change, but even what he did and said changed. They exchanged information while they were out for a walk.Seeing this person's lowered eyebrows and pleasing eyes at this moment, Lao Gu only thought in his heart that "this kind of appearance is the more beautiful it is".So Lao Gu put the score on the table and said, "I have something to do in the afternoon, so I won't read it for now, and you don't need to be so kind."

At this moment, it was more than 12:30, and Gu Zhixian had finished cooking the last dish. This dish was stewed, so it took a little longer, so his family opened late for lunch today.He turned off the fan of the range hood, and came out with the plate of dishes. When he saw Guo Jinghan here, his expression changed, and his hands shook slightly. Open a square table and put the dishes on it.After that, I just stood on the edge of the table and put the bowls, chopsticks, and plates. In fact, there was nothing to set up. The positions of three bowls of rice, two dishes, and one soup bowl were set early in the morning. It is enough to place the dish for the dishes on the table, and at most it is necessary to put the three pairs of chopsticks on the dish on the three rice bowls respectively. However, he has kept these three pairs of chopsticks for a long time. I also moved each of the plates, as if they had to be arranged so neatly, it was just doing some extra work.And he felt that everyone was watching him from behind, and the feeling of being watched made him feel more uncomfortable, and he didn't have the courage to turn his head to make sure that everyone was watching him. , so I can only continue to place the pots and pans on the table blindly.

At this time, Mama Gu couldn't stand the atmosphere anymore, so she asked in a low voice: "Then who hasn't eaten yet? It's just right, let's come in and eat together." I have eaten the food cooked by Gu Zhixian. To be honest, I still miss that taste. Although I just ate a meal, I still think that it is better to eat less later.He was also quite thick-skinned at this time, and he couldn't think of any etiquette tutoring, nor could he think of anything that was not thick-skinned. He just wanted to go in along with the familiar smell of food, but his mouth still lingered. Before he had time to respond, Lao Gu, who was sitting on the sofa, said, "What to eat? Our family only has three dishes and one soup, which is not enough for four people." After speaking, he turned and walked towards the square table, ready to sit down for lunch .

At this time, Mama Gu who was standing at the door was very embarrassed, but Gu Zhixian mustered up the courage to look towards the door at this time, met Guo Jinghan's eyes, meaning let him go back first.Guo Jinghan had no choice but to tell Mama Gu: "Actually, I just ate. I'll go back first. If you don't want to go see it this afternoon, then go tomorrow. I'll make an appointment at the hospital today, and I can go directly tomorrow." Gu Jinghan Mother saw that due to the pressure of her wife, she couldn't let him in, so she could only send him away with a smile on her face. She just hoped that the young man would not leave too embarrassingly.

After Guo Jinghan returned to the opposite room, he lay down on the bed in his own room, but at this time, he received a message from his brother on his mobile phone.His younger brother Guo Jingyi said to him, "Second brother, I handed in my thesis this Friday, and I plan to go back to play with you next week."

Guo Jinghan's younger brother is only two years younger than him, and he will be 24 this year. He also finished his three years of university studies in Australia, but he also studied for two years as a research graduate student, studying comparative literature.Because it is a research-oriented graduate student, there is no need to take an exam, and it is enough to help the tutor with the project and write the thesis.This year is his second year as a graduate student, and he will graduate after finishing his studies. According to his plan, he will return to Chencheng to write for his family's company.But he is not completely sure yet, he just wants to come back and take a look first, if he doesn't like the environment of Chencheng, then go back to Australia and work in a magazine.However, his parents encouraged him to go back to Chencheng. One reason was that it was his own business after all, and he wanted all the children in the family to work together to make the business grow; When the son went back to Chencheng, he could finally find a Chinese woman, but the Chinese women in Australia either grew up there or were international students, and they didn't like it very much.The Guo family's parents are also weird. They didn't say much about the second son being gay. They didn't care much about bringing a man back in the future, but they just couldn't accept it at all. so.

Guo Jinghan replied to his younger brother: "Okay, come back, I will spare some time to take you out to play, but you can't leave Chencheng, if you want to visit other cities, you have to go by yourself." Guo Jingyi sent another message: "Okay. I haven't told my eldest sister yet. You can tell her for me someday. I think she is busy too, so she doesn't have time to talk to me." Guo Jinghan replied: "How could you not Time to talk to you? But let me tell you by the way. When will you come back next week?" Guo Jingyi replied: "I don't know, I haven't bought the ticket yet. It should be four, five or six. When will I buy it? I'll tell you again." Guo Jinghan sent over: "Do you have a lot of luggage? Can you make a taxi to Mingxian Garden by yourself? I'll ask someone to guard there and give you the key. You can just go in by yourself and live there. Well, it’s close to everything.” Guo Jingyi has a house in Mingxian Garden, but they don’t often live in it. When Guo Jingyi came back this time, Guo Jinghan thought about letting him live in the big sister’s house, because it’s not far from anywhere. Near, it will be more convenient.

The Guo family’s parents are weird. The youngest son’s name sounds very similar to the eldest daughter’s name. At the beginning, their grandfather didn’t allow him to use this name. The pronunciation is so similar. It will be inconvenient to call the child at home in the future. ", but they just liked the word "Yi", so they kept the name.As a result, it was really inconvenient to call the children. One is "Jingyi" and the other is "Jingyi". If the words are a little vague, the children don't know which one they are calling.So later, the grandfather of the Guo family proposed to change the name again, but Guo’s parents and Guo’s mother still refused to change, and then when they called the children in this family, they became "big sister", "second brother", and "third brother". This kind of address is not only called by the three children among themselves, but also by their parents.

Stubbornness is a "disease" that is hard to change.The Guo family has different degrees of stubbornness, and they are unlikely to change something after they decide on it no matter what others say.

Guo Jingyi has been very independent for a long time, and he didn't think about asking his second brother to take him around, nor did he think about asking his second brother to pick him up. He didn't care much about these things, he could do it all by himself. It's just that he could feel some of his brother's anxiety from the message sent by his brother, so he asked: "Brother, what's wrong with you? Why are you a little anxious? Are you bored at work?" Guo Jingyi was still thinking about it and wondered if he was congratulating him It is too complicated to do things in the house, and the work affairs directly lead to his brother's current state of anxiety.

Guo Jinghan has been lying flat on the bed, with his hands spread out on both sides of his body, and the mobile phone is held in his left hand. Whenever he hears the mobile phone ringing, he lifts it up in front of his eyes with a weak look, and then replies.The next time he heard the phone ring again, he knew it must be from his brother again, so he lifted it up to look at it, and paused for a long time, mainly because he was too lazy to speak or explain.However, he still replied after an interval of about 5 minutes: "Wow. I like a person. As soon as I caught up with him, that person's parents came back. That person's father doesn't like me anyway." Guo Jingyi took a look This message, just reply: "Wait. You like someone, how long are you going to like? I just caught up, and I didn't hear that you still use the word 'chasing' when you go to hook up." Guo Jinghan was almost furious when he saw it. No, reply: "Have you finished Chinese? I don't think you should come back. Your comparative literature is read in English. I think your Chinese is not good enough to be a writer here. You should just stay in the By my parents’ side, write your English mystery novel.” Guo Jingyi saw that his brother seemed angry, so he replied: “Are you angry?” Guo Jinghan sent over: “Can I not be angry? You can’t speak Chinese Just talk nonsense there, when the time comes when you see him, you will also be talking nonsense, I just coaxed him, but once you disturb me, I am finished again." Guo Jingyi looked at it and replied: "Yo, you are quite serious."

Guo Jinghan looked at it, but was still angry: "Don't talk nonsense, I'm bothering you here." Guo Jingyi asked him, "What's bothering you? Why does his father think you don't like it?" Guo Jinghan described what happened in the morning, and Guo Jingyi seemed to be making a joke. After watching it, he himself was happy in Australia, and he wanted to laugh when he thought of his brother's embarrassment.Love may be really disturbing, but caring is chaotic. The always calm second brother actually made such an impulsive mistake this time.He didn't know what to reply, so he simply replied more realistically: "Brother, don't forget that you have money, then basically nothing will be a problem."