I never thought about experiencing the next year

On the way home, the two of them didn't even meet a red light. They drove from the parking lot on the basement level of the office building where Kaga lived to Guo Jinghan's independent garage in Zhaokangting, the neighborhood where Guo Jinghan lived. A little over a quarter of an hour.Guo Jinghan pressed the remote control button before it was fully opened, and the electric garage door rolled up slowly by itself. When he arrived, the garage door was not fully rolled up, so he stopped the car in front of the door, and waited. few seconds.

In the past few seconds, Gu Zhixian's heart was beating suddenly. People like him who are particularly timid in certain aspects usually have an extremely keen and accurate sixth sense, just like small animals in nature. People who live in the dark in corners all day long are more sensitive about escaping. If there is any trouble, they will immediately find a crack or a hole to squeeze their body in to hide.Just like what he is doing now, people around him can feel the undercurrent in the air, and there is a light in the garage that can be turned on by remote control, but Guo Jinghan didn't turn it on.The garage was dark, and the lights in front of the car had been turned off so that only the fog lights were dimly shining.

Seeing that the automatic door was about to roll up completely, Gu Zhixian subconsciously loosened his seat belt to open the door on his side, wanting to stand at the garage door and wait for Guo Jinghan to park the car.He actually didn't know what he was hiding, where could he hide?When he returns to this person's house, he will still be a life at his mercy, but now he just wants to hide for a while, and he doesn't want to be with this person in a dark garage, and he is still in a car. in the small space of the car.

But before the side door was opened, someone grabbed his neck. This person's palm was very warm, and his neck, which had been cooled by the air-conditioning in the car, was now covered with something so hot and tactile. This temperature contrast made Gu Zhixian's whole body tremble, and then he froze and couldn't move.That person knew exactly what he wanted to do just now, but he still asked: "What do you want?" Gu Zhixian replied: "No, why not." The man said: "Sit down for nothing."

Guo Jinghan drove the car in and pressed the remote control button to close the garage door again.The garage door began to roll down, and Gu Zhixian knew that his sixth sense was right, and if he failed to make it, he would be locked in the garage, so he still looked like he couldn't move, like the kind of endangered Like a small animal pretending to be dead all the time, he is motionless, his neck is still pinched, and he is caressed occasionally. He can only be in a state of feigning death like now, except for his eyes wide open. Yes, it can be seen that he is still alive, and the rest are frozen.

At this moment, the automatic door rolled to the bottom and locked automatically after touching the ground, making a "clang", and Gu Zhixian swallowed a mouthful of saliva.At the same time, even the two fog lights in front of the car were turned off, and Gu Zhixian closed his eyes, not waiting for someone to kiss him, but closed his eyes and began to pray.I really hope this terrible thing will pass soon.

There were no windows in the garage, and it was really pitch black at this time, only the snorting of people could be heard.Gu Zhixian's ostrich appearance fell into Guo Jinghan's eyes long before the lights were turned off.Guo Jinghan didn't care what he was doing, he just took a deep breath and was ready to "teach" this secretary Gu about some behavioral responsibilities to follow him, for example, going out for dinner with a "strange" man is a big deal avoid.

So, his hand on Secretary Gu's neck began to caress his neck twice, and he was about to speak. How could he know that Secretary Gu, who had been silent all this time, was suffering from those two strokes at the moment? The stimulation of the lower touch, like a frightened cat, half-bounced up at once, put its back against the car door on that side, pressed its back against the door, and said, "What are you doing!" Guo Jinghan I didn't expect him to have such a reaction, and I didn't expect him to have such a big reaction. He is really a rookie. When this kind of black light is out of control, it is not the time to stick to him if he is considerate or knows how to make things happen. Is it time?Where would it be like him, not to stick to the body, but to stick to the door.Guo Jinghan said, "Can you stop screaming like I'm going to rape you?"

When Gu Zhixian heard this, he said: "Then, then you turn on the light." Guo Jinghan: "Don't turn it on, I will save electricity." It’s not that I shut it down for you.”

Guo Jinghan refused to continue talking nonsense with him, and wrapped his arms around his waist to hook him all over.Ever since Gu Zhixian sat on this person's lap, he has had a hard time and always wanted to move away.While he was moving left and right, Guo Jinghan kept silent. After a long time, he didn't stop. Guo Jinghan had no choice but to say, "Can you please stop moving your ass? If you keep moving, I'm really sorry." I will rape you." After hearing this, Gu Zhixian stopped still and said, "No, the way the two men sit is disgusting." Guo Jinghan asked, "Then tell me which way of sitting is not disgusting."

Gu Zhixian thought it was strange to sit on someone else's lap, but he couldn't be stubborn about it anymore, otherwise he would feel like he would never be able to get out of this narrow and dark space if he procrastinated, so he stopped still and said: "What else do you want to say, you should say it quickly." Guo Jinghan didn't care about his tone of pretending to be unkind, but in fact it was half angry. It is estimated that the ostrich himself didn't realize that he had such a tone when he spoke. smell.Guo Jinghan asked him: "'More?' Then what did I tell you?" Gu Zhixian thought for a while: "Isn't it just telling me to break up with my girlfriend?" Guo Jinghan asked: "Do you have a girlfriend?" Gu Zhixian didn't speak for a long time, and finally said: "No." Guo Jinghan also expected this, so he asked: "What did that woman have to do with you that day, why did she stick to your chest?"

Gu Zhixian heard him ask this question, but it involved Wei Zai's privacy, and he couldn't just explain it like this, so he said: "Just...it doesn't matter anyway, she happened to have a headache that day." Guo Jinghan made it up when he heard this. He almost fainted, and said: "If you ask me anything, tell me the truth, even if you make up a lie, what if that woman wants to lie to you?" Gu Zhixian said: "Where is there a woman who wants to lie to me? "After finishing speaking, I found that Guo Jinghan was too lazy to answer, so I knew he was impatient, so I had to say: "That is Wei Zi, Guan Wenqiang's younger brother, sometimes he is a bit of a transvestite. When I came back here to play last time, I happened to meet you and Wen Qiang. He did it because he was afraid that his brother would find out." Guo Jinghan responded after hearing him tell the truth: "Oh." But Gu Zhixian immediately grabbed him to take care of him: "Don't tell others, he is most afraid that his brother will know " Guo Jinghan said: "How much time do you think I usually have to gossip about others?" Upon hearing this, Gu Zhixian shook his head and said, "No."

Then, there was another silence between the two, and Gu Zhixian suddenly woke up and reminded: "The explanation is over, let's go up." It is better to escape from such a scary place as soon as possible.Guo Jinghan ignored his avoidance, and said: "What is the end of the explanation? Where is the end? And what about Shao Zhengran? He is interested in you." Gu Zhixian felt that he was wronged by bringing Shao Zhengran into it, so he hurried Said: "It's not interesting." Guo Jinghan pinched his waist severely: "Your skin is itchy." Gu Zhixian was forced to question him, and said: "Really not. Besides, who are you to me? Why bother me so much?" Guo Jinghan paused for two seconds, then said, "I found that your skin is itchy."

Then, the backrests of the seats were completely flattened and connected with the rear seats.Gu Zhixian thought to himself: It's over.Before he was completely put down, he yelled: "I'm hungry!" Guo Jinghan also paused the movement of pushing him down, and then continued to push down: "I know you are hungry." Gu Zhixian thought about it After a few seconds, seeing that he was still pushing himself down, I could only say, "I'm hungry. It's past 06:30 and I haven't had dinner yet. I'll tell you about Shao Zhengran, but you can't trouble him." Guo Jinghan thought: He is not afraid that I will make trouble for him, I think he is very bold, he will flirt with you in front of me, I think he is doing it on purpose.

Following Gu Zhixian, he told the story of Shao Zhengran. After finishing speaking, he lightly grabbed Guo Jinghan's collar and said seriously: "I want to eat, let me go out." The tone was very strange. Asking for help, saying that you are not begging for help, with a pleading tune in it, it is difficult for the one being begged to refuse this tone, in short, in Guo Jinghan's ears, this ancient secretary is begging him, and he feels that he is begged by this person It feels good.

But, he said: "I also want to let you go out to eat, but haven't you noticed any changes in me?" Two big men, one [-] cm and the other [-] cm and a half, lay face to face like this How could Gu Zhixian not be aware of any changes in him, but he said: "I found out, but I didn't intend to comfort you. Guo Jinghan: "X, this place is really great, do you want to consider being here for the first time, it feels very exciting." Gu Zhixian almost died of anger when he heard that, who would want this?Guo Jinghan felt that he was angry, and quickly said: "Okay, I was wrong, I was not here for the first time, but at home." Gu Zhixian didn't want to talk to him, didn't want to discuss this kind of topic with him, so he said: "It's not the first time Who is still at home with you." Guo Jinghan said: "Stop lying." Because he thought of the note in the small CDs he saw at the time, but seeing that Gu Zhixian didn't reply, Thinking about it, he really didn't know who he had sex with, but he didn't tell the person who gave him the CD, so that person left such a note?Thinking of this, Guo Jinghan became serious, and asked holding his breath, "With whom?" It was only a two-word question, but it sounded like each word resounded, scaring Gu Zhixian to death.

This is very unfair, obviously this person is promiscuous to death, and if I remember correctly, he was in bed with someone else two weeks ago, and he doesn't know if he still maintains that relationship with others now, but he still wants to Ask about his past here.Gu Zhixian let go of the hand that was gently pulling his neckline, and suddenly felt very sad, thinking that this person had spent a lot of absolutely intimate nights with other people, so what is he like with him now? Woolen cloth?It might be nothing at all.

All that is released in the car is the man's extremely masculine smell, and what is diffused is his male hormones, and looking back at myself, the smell that belongs to a man should be forced to the lowest level by his side. The place where I was huddled in the dark corner and couldn't get out.Just like on this question, he can have promiscuous sex, and even if he says that he is gone for the first time, he still has to be questioned sharply by him.Isn't this something that only happens between men and women?And these days, not many people care about this kind of thing between men and women.

After thinking about it, Gu Zhixian wanted to ask why, but he actually knew "why" vaguely in his heart, because this person has money, but he doesn't, there is no way to be fair.If so, do you really want to get along with this person?Always feel uneasy.But to be honest, the smell of this person that can be smelled in the space full of cars made him a little addicted. He admitted that he likes this smell, a smell that always has a bit of domineering, that is, his This kind of taste that people who like men will like.He thought about it, maybe he was really tired after living these years. Once there was a warm embrace, it would really tempt him to plunge into it, even if there was a hidden danger in this embrace, because the owner of this embrace was a promiscuous... The person who made friends, this person just wants to exchange a few nights of company with a moment of warmth, and when he gets tired of it, he will be thrown away and pushed far away.Even though he is extremely aware of such a situation in his heart, this embrace still has a certain attraction, because that person is an attractive person, and this fact cannot be concealed.But once you plunge in, the time to get warm is only short, unless you have tempered your heart very hard before you plunge in, and you don't have any long-term plans, then you won't when you come out. got hurt.But Gu Zhixian couldn't do this. If he had been tempered and could do it, he wouldn't prolong his relationship all the way until he's 28 now, and he still hasn't settled down at all.

Something was fighting in his mind, it was messy, because it seemed that there were not only two main thoughts fighting each other, but a lot of small thoughts mixing in his mind, so that he didn't even know that he was fighting with each other. Thinking about something, not knowing what I want.

At this moment, he clearly felt that the man's thing was pressing against his abdomen.He suddenly envied this person or people like this person again, he felt that they lived an easy life, people would have physical desires, and when desires filled the body and mind, he should find someone to resolve them. No one owes anyone, no matter how happy you are, your body and mind will become unburdened.Just like this person, he must have found a lot of people he likes to do, so do you want to be one of them?What about after a real relationship?a month?two months?Still be his secretary after that, and watch him develop with the next one openly?How the hell did it work!Why is it that some people can achieve this kind of psychological adjustment and be so indifferent?Gu Zhixian discovered at this moment that he suddenly wanted to learn this method, and maybe he would be praised by others as "smart" and "high emotional intelligence".

Thinking of the time this person took someone to mess with his bed half a month ago and made the bed dirty, he had no bed to sleep at night and could only sleep on the sofa.Yes, it was only two weeks ago. Gu Zhixian couldn't help but had some pictures in his mind that he would never have thought about before. He suddenly seemed to be awake. There is a little heartache in it.

Gu Zhixian is immersed in a very negative emotion, and the problems he has to face are very realistic, so it is no wonder that he is negative.After all, he found that he didn't seem to be able to afford it at all.In vain he just wanted to immerse himself in it for a moment.

There was not even a glimmer of light in the garage.Usually, in a room with windows, after turning off the lights, you can’t see anything for just a moment. After a while, your eyes will turn into night vision, and you can still see things in the house clearly through the faint moonlight outside. .But this garage is really pitch black, you can't see anything, you can only hear, smell, and feel.

Gu Zhixian has been silent for three to five minutes without saying a word. Guo Jinghan's body is already very hot and uncomfortable, but he still realizes that he is not in the right mood. He reached out to touch the corners of his eyes and found that they were already wet up.how so?He got up and was going to find the remote control button, wanting to turn on the lights in this garage.Gu Zhixian seemed to know what he was going to do, so he held him down and said, "Don't drive." Guo Jinghan thought that he was pressing him about the past, but somehow touched his sad point, so he lay down on his side again. Squeezing, he put one hand on the inner wall of the car behind Gu Zhixian's shoulder, supported his body, then moved, his body stayed a little bit, his hand rested on Gu Zhixian's shoulder, and rubbed his palm backward Rubbing his back on that side, he said, "It's all my fault, why do you force me to ask you that. Forget it, don't think about the past."

After a while, seeing that Gu Zhixian still didn't answer, he said: "Okay, I'm hungry, let's go home and order takeaway. Don't think about anything." Gu Zhixian paused for a while, and said: " I don't want to be with you."

Guo Jinghan was about to get up, and when he was lying on his side, his lower elbow was propped up, but when he heard him say that, he also stopped.In an instant, the air in the car froze, and when he opened his mouth, his voice sounded like ice: "Gu Zhixian, please remember that in the future, you can't go out to eat casually with strange men, and the second point, don't let me listen to it again." Until you can easily talk about breaking up."

Gu Zhixian was also angry, probably because of such a dark room, he had been suppressed for such a long time, and his anger also rose at this moment, he wanted to push this person away, saying: "Go to hell, you obviously There are many bed partners, why don't you let me go! I don't want to wait until you come to dump me. Please, I really can't stand it at that time. I beg you."

When Guo Jinghan heard that he said such a thing, he restrained him and blocked him against the inner wall: "Since when have I had many bed partners?" Gu Zhixian said to him: "How bad is your memory? You took someone on my bed two weeks ago... why are you so slutty, take your stick off, it's always on my stomach, so you have to wait to get out of the garage and go upstairs, watch out for this area Those wives who are not to be messed with here saw that their children saw something unclean, and they collectively called the police." Guo Jinghan thought about it, when was two weeks ago?I remembered the time when I ran to his bed to "heat".It was really helpless to think about it, and the body moved down next to him, completely treating him as a potsticker, which was bound to firmly stick him to the inner wall of the car behind him. After the position was suitable, he said: "That time Me, I’m the only one, I’m so concerned about you, so I ran to your bed to vent. Later, when you asked me, I didn’t have the nerve to tell the truth.”