I never thought about experiencing the next year

In fact, in the past few days, I have received messages from my little brother Shao who always remind me to pay attention to this and that at the producer Guo’s house. Gu Zhixian also feels that little brother Shao is thinking too much.Guo Jinghan in the room next door was originally the master of all things. Standing at his height for a long time, he didn't need to pursue any beauties, all the beauties would come to his door automatically.The fact is that, Gu Zhixian was not in the production department before, even if he didn't know too much about this kind of sex, he had heard a little bit about it. The producer's family takes care of household chores like an old mother, but I can feel a little bit of that person's "not lacking" and "independent" in this regard.For example, the last time he went to find Wei Zi, he asked someone to come here, and even put him on his bed, so that he could only sleep on the sofa at night, and the next day he had to wash the sheets and quilt cover to deal with the traces of their incident.Presumably the person who was called to the house was also on call as soon as he called.

Therefore, he has no shortage at all, and he has all the beauty, as long as he wants, whether it is those who are greedy for his appearance and want to have a good relationship with him, or those who are greedy for his status, want to use him as a shortcut to the end, or are greedy for his money, want to Those who have been with him for a while can earn enough money for several years, or they are just obsessed with him and want to monopolize him.As many as crucian carp crossing the river.

Thinking about it this way, Gu Zhixian felt that with his own conditions, he was very safe in front of Supervisor Guo no matter what, so he was not as nervous as little brother Shao, and he didn't have the so-called protection of himself as if he wanted to protect himself. Beauty does not allow those with a heart to see their minds.But he still wears that pair of glasses, he's used to it.From the beginning, I just wanted to cover up the red mark across my eyebrows, I didn't want to be asked, I didn't want to explain more, I didn't want to make up excuses to prevaricate, until now, I just got used to it.

Brother Shao sent him a message to ask him what he was doing, and he said that he was sitting in his room, preparing to cook after twelve o'clock.Brother Shao asked him if he was free this weekend and if he wanted to go climbing together.

This question caught him, it doesn't matter to him to be friends with Shao Zhengran, but sometimes Shao Zhengran's intentions are so obvious, going out together a lot, going back and forth, isn't that the way to develop that kind of relationship in the end?This made him hesitate.The main reason is that I am afraid that I will end up wasting little brother Shao's time.

He also thought about what kind of person he was looking for.He originally thought about passing thirty first, and wanted to wait until then to see if there were people in their thirties who would be suitable to be with him.Because the big waves wash away the sand, those left after being washed away at that moment, not to mention whether the conditions are good or not, at least they are stable in many things.For example, maybe you have been playing for many years and want to settle down; maybe you tried to get married, but eventually divorced, but after all, you are married, you have an account of your family, and you have experienced living with women I finally found out that I couldn't bear it, so I wanted to find a man to settle down; or maybe it was a man with the same personality as him, who had been silent for many years and was buried in a corner of the city for so many years. They met by fate, and both of them have very gentle personalities, so it doesn't take much pain to get along with each other.

Gu Zhixian has always held this kind of thinking, and sometimes feels that if he really can't meet him, then he doesn't need to look for him, and his life will always go on.Life is already a bit tiring, work is busy, and family relations have not been handled well because of his being gay. If you get involved in emotional matters, it is really unimaginable how tired you will be.Because of this, he is a bit repulsed to associate with men under the age of 30 who are not yet qualitative, especially men who are younger than himself.Sometimes when he thinks about the state of Producer Guo's private life, although he has not asked him to see it with his own eyes, he is still imaginative. will be punished.

Although he hadn't heard anything negative about little brother Shao, but little brother Shao was only 22, and his career and life had just begun.He has a good job and looks good, and he doesn't have to worry about finding someone to date.Then he felt that if he tried to be with Shao Zhengran, he would only be the first passer-by in his emotional world, and it would never be the last.He doesn't know the emotional world of heterosexual people in their 20s. He only knows that their state is like that before their 20s and [-]s. It's easy to start, but it's easy Rarely do things start well and end well.In fact, associating with someone whose mind has not stabilized will definitely end in that way.Gu Zhixian thinks that he doesn't have much mental energy to get involved, and he will accompany him for a walk and play, because when the fate is exhausted, he will definitely be physically and mentally exhausted, and it will be difficult to cheer up, while young people will easily erase the previous period. , Then invest in the next relationship.

Gu Zhixian felt that he himself would have no way to really develop with Shao Zhengran, so if he accepted his various invitations now, it would be like gradually acquiescing to him to make progress with himself step by step, but this is another thing that will not happen. If there is a result, won't it be a waste of Shao Zhengran's time in the end?And also waste your time.

Gu Zhixian was staring at the phone screen at this moment, sighed, put down the phone, and has not replied.He really needs exercise, but it's okay to do exercise alone, so don't agree to Shao Zhengran.He picked up the phone again and replied: "I won't go on weekends." Shao Zhengran quickly replied: "Why? Did Guo Jinghan not let you go out? Don't you have weekends off? Actually, you shouldn't go to his house , How can you go to work at the boss's house? You are not his nanny." Gu Zhixian laughed when he saw it, Shao's little brother would really be angry, and he even called Guo Supervisor by first and last name, don't you know he is the boss?I can only reply: "No, I haven't sorted out the documents this week. I just need to sort them out on the weekend." Shao Zhengran sent back: "I don't believe it, come out. Let's go to the other end to find Ah Nan, Wei Zi and the others, and we will climb the university together." Dongshan." Gu Zhixian stared at the phone screen for a while, thought for a while, and it's okay, he stopped by Wei Zai and brought him the disc he had been nagging about for a long time.He paused for a long time, and then sent: "Okay. Saturday or Sunday?"

After Gu Zhixian sent this message, he waited for a while, but there was no reply, so he simply got up and went out of the room, and went into the kitchen to stew the ribs first.He thought about the breakfast that Producer Guo had after ten o'clock, so the lunch should be delayed a little later, and now the stew starts at almost eleven o'clock, and when the stew is sooner, it should be just soft enough.After he stewed the ribs, he entered the room again, looked at his phone, and there was a reply: "We set off at [-] o'clock on Saturday morning, and after meeting them, we will go climbing. I will wait for you downstairs at your house. "Gu Zhixian originally wanted to meet him at the port, but he said so. It's not good to keep rejecting others, so let's just say okay.

When the day was getting closer, he went into the kitchen to cook. After the food was ready, he put all the dishes on the table, and then asked Supervisor Guo to come out for dinner.During the meal, he said to Producer Guo: "I'm going to meet my friend over there on Saturday. I'll make some dumplings for you and put them in the refrigerator. You can throw those dumplings into the water for lunch and cook until they Just float up. I will write down the specific steps and paste them on the refrigerator." Although Guo Jinghan was very dissatisfied that Secretary Gu would abandon him to meet friends over there, and even dismissed himself with a plate of dumplings, Secretary Gu's face It has been cold for more than a week, and now he can't say anything against it, he can only ask: "Then when will you come back?" Gu Zhixian replied: "Around three or four in the afternoon." He paused for a while, He also said: "Still...do you want me to come back later?" Guo Jinghan was stunned for a while when he heard this, and after trying to understand the meaning of his question, he said: "No, come back early."

On Friday night, Gu Zhixian made thirty celery and beef dumplings, kept them frozen in the lower shelf of the refrigerator, and wrote down the steps of cooking the dumplings and posted them on the door of the refrigerator.In fact, cooking dumplings is very simple, but Gu Zhixian wrote it very carefully, breaking it down into eight steps, making it seem like cooking dumplings is a complicated thing. Even a dumpling can fail to cook, so don't call him back from the other end when you don't have anything to eat.

Early on Saturday morning, Gu Zhixian went to the vegetable market and bought two big meat buns for Guo Jinghan's breakfast, and some vegetables, which he could use for dinner when he came back at night.

At around 50:[-], he went downstairs to wait for Shao Zhengran.As soon as he got downstairs, he found that Shao Zhengran had already arrived, waiting for him there.Following the itinerary, he found that climbing the mountain with them was a good feeling, especially after climbing the mountain, as if all the functions of the body had been benignly mobilized, and his mood had also changed. We have to open up.

And at noon this day, Guo Jinghan cooked dumplings for lunch, and found that Secretary Gu even made dumplings that were delicious, and thought that he should make more dumplings next time, so that they could be used as a supper in the future.After eating, he put the bowls and chopsticks in the kitchen sink, and went into the room. Then there was a document that he couldn't find in his room for a long time, so he went out of his room and was going to look for it in Secretary Gu's room. , but unexpectedly found that the door of Secretary Gu's room could not be unscrewed, and the key that had been inserted in the doorknob was also pulled out.Guo Jinghan was so angry that he slammed the door, thinking that Secretary Gu had been angry for a long time, and it had been so long, and he was still brooding. The door was locked, and he was afraid that he would bring someone into his room to fool around. .

Guo Jinghan knocked on the door of Secretary Gu's room again, turned around and went back to his room to sit down.After calming down for a while, he suddenly discovered that this Secretary Gu had not only influenced him a little too much, but also a little too fast. After he was inexplicably influenced by him, he forgot many things just like that.It's like at the beginning that he said that he wanted this secretary Gu to fall in love with him within a month, so he found an excuse to let him live with him, but he didn't know when he forgot that he still had this task to complete.And that day when I went to Secretary Gu's bed to leave some marks, I thought I might as well try to get him on the bed, but after being treated coldly by him for a few days, I forgot about it again.

Guo Jinghan was suddenly a little confused at this moment, and suddenly didn't understand what he wanted and what he wanted to do.Gu Zhixian is now a brand new race in his eyes. He tried to analyze this person, use this person, and then punish him. It was the one he was familiar with, but after Gu Zhixian came, this secretary Gu didn't get involved in his original idea at all, not to mention not being influenced by him, and subtly made him rely on him.

This is not the scenario he envisioned at the beginning, he boiled it down to the end - it was all because Secretary Gu was a straight man, that made everything completely different from what he envisioned.