light and shadow [entertainment circle]

Zhang Jun has been in the industry for ten years, and his eyes have always been above the top, so that he can't get along with his peers, his agent, his boss, or the whole world!This time he was arrested for dealing with drugs, and he was pushed down by the wall so quickly and had no chance to stand up. In fact, it was directly related to his poor behavior.He has been in the entertainment industry for ten years, and he has no friends who can speak his mind.And he is rebellious by nature, and he never feels the need to explain his actions to anyone.But facing Xia Zhi, for some reason, Zhang Jun suddenly had the desire to confide.

He stood up, scratched his head irritably, and walked around the living room twice like a trapped animal.Then, he took out two classical glasses from the wine cabinet and filled a glass of whiskey for himself and Xia Zhi respectively.

Although Xia Zhi can drink, he never touches strong alcohol like whiskey.But just as he hesitated, Zhang Jun picked up his own glass and slammed into his glass.After all, he is the national martial arts sanshou champion, and the posture of toasting is also different from others, as if he is in the afternoon.

Xia Zhi sighed helplessly, and drank a full glass of whiskey under Zhang Jun's eagle-like gaze.

Only then did Zhang Jun smile with satisfaction, and suddenly said softly: "Silly boy, are you not afraid of my underestimation?"

"Brother Jun wouldn't treat me like this." Xia Zhi responded naturally.After a while, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he raised his head suddenly. "Could it be..."

"Where should I start?" But Zhang Jun was impatient with this topic.He drank half a glass of whiskey, casually put the classic glass on the bar, and picked up the cigarette case and lighter from the bar.After all, Zhang Jun has been in the entertainment circle for many years, and he is very proficient in basic skills.I saw him lightly flicking the bottom of the cigarette case with his fingers, and a cigarette jumped out of the cigarette case, whirled in mid-air, and landed lightly between his lips.Then, he tilted his head and lit a cigarette. Although his skin condition was extremely poor, the contours of his cheeks were still firm.This series of actions is not unattractive. "Let's think about it...the first time I saw you, you were only 15 years old..."

"13 years old, it's 13 years old." Xia Zhi corrected the other party with a soft tone, "Yun Chuanyi was doing post-production at that time, and he needed to take a few more shots from time to time. Brother Jun has always been very dedicated, and he lives in the company's staff dormitory. Day and night, at any time."

"Oh..." Zhang Jun responded casually, obviously not paying attention to how old Xia Zhi was. "I heard that you were adopted by Guan Shan. Adoption... Cut! Isn't it just nurturing? Rich people are better at playing than us poor people!" Zhang Jun sneered, and before Xia Zhi could refute angrily, he said I have lost my smile. "But when we meet...just you stupid radish...if your Brother Shan is really playing with it, then his taste is quite unique!" He raised his head and exhaled a string of smoke rings, slowly road. ""The First Opening of Hongmeng" is my first movie. Although I was not familiar with the entertainment industry before, I will tell whether the movie is good or not! Believe it or not, at that time I really wanted to stay in Guangying and be the first brother. "

Speaking of this, Zhang Jun suddenly turned his head to look at Xia Zhi, flicked his fingers hard, and the half of the cigarette butt in his hand immediately hit Xia Zhi's beautiful face.

Xia Zhi unhurriedly picked up the empty wine glass and covered it in mid-air, and lightly picked up the cigarette butt that was still burning. "At that time, brother Shan also sincerely wanted to praise you as the first brother of Guangying." He put down his wine glass and said softly.

"Fart!" Zhang Jun just sneered, "Your brother Shan has looked down on me from the very beginning! But he is a decent person, and he won't show it." Zhang Jun's temper has always been rampant, and Guan Shan's name The "warm swallowing of water" obviously annoyed him and he still can't forget it. "...Later, "The Birth of the Demon World" was filmed... Who would dare to stand on the same stage as me with my momentum at that time? Tong Le, Kang Ruonian, Xu Mingtang, who can compare to me?"

It is true that Kang Ruonian's acting skills were suppressed in "The First Opening of Hongmeng", but in "The Birth of the Demon World", Fu Xuanjun's role became more and more important, and the character set was gradually improved. Even the male lead Xu Mingtang was no match for Zhang Jun's lineup.For a long time after the film was released, Zhang Jun had to keep his travels strictly confidential, and a little carelessness could cause traffic jams.As for the company, the various snacks sent by the fans to Zhang Jun can make all the light and shadow employees eat until the end of their lives.

"It's a pity...it's a pity! You have grown up!" Zhang Jun did not indulge himself in the glory of the past, but quickly turned his eyes to Xia Zhi, carefully searching for the picturesque face of the other party.But his eyes were not appreciative, but critical.But in the end, he still failed, as he had every time all those years ago.That face was indeed flawless.

"It's so beautiful!" Zhang Jun sighed sadly.Even if you are unwilling, what can you do for it? "It's so beautiful! It's like a finely crafted work of art, perfect and impeccable! With you, would you, Brother Shan, still consider complimenting others?... Even idiots wouldn't do that!" Xia Zhi opened his mouth, trying to explain What, but Zhang Jun didn't give him this chance. "The light and shadow are too small...With you, there is no room for others. Darui is different, Darui can give me more opportunities. So, instead of changing jobs when I am the most popular, do I have to wait until I have gone downhill before asking for help? Do you want a bowl of rice?"

Xia Zhi knew that Zhang Jun was defending his behavior of climbing another branch.Instead of questioning, he asked calmly, "Dari, is it really a good choice?"

How can it be? !

Zhang Jun had been in Darui for six years, but after his accident, Darui abandoned him like a bad shoe!But Zhang Jun was not in a hurry to scold Darui for crossing the river and tearing down the bridge. "When I went to Darui, I became the protagonist in the first play, "Enchanted." He sneered and said in disgust. "This movie is too rubbish! The screenwriter's mind is full of shit! No! Even if you find a dog to write the script, it's better than him! I know, Darry is eager to use my popularity to earn back the 5000 million .But business is like this. You use people, people use you, everyone gets what they want. Darui wants to measure my popularity, so let them open their eyes! But!" Zhang Jun cast his eyes again Xia Zhi, the anger in his eyes could no longer be contained. "You have appeared! "Blue Dragon Jue", Yun Zhan, swept the world! Hahaha..." He laughed uncontrollably, almost crying. "I'm so stupid! Really! So stupid! I thought I would be fine if I hid in Darui, so I could avoid you! As a result... you didn't give me a way out! You won't give anyone a way out! You now How old are you? 21? 22? 23?... Xia Zhi, you are still young! Really, you are still young, you haven't grown up yet. Men are at their peak when they are 30 years old. At that time, our Chinese entertainment industry... only you! "

Speaking of this, Zhang Jun suddenly rushed over, clasped Xia Zhi's shoulder with one hand, and stroked Xia Zhi's cheek over and over again with the other.The eyes are obsessed, envious, jealous, and sighed, which are complicated and difficult to distinguish.

Perhaps because his strength was getting stronger and stronger, Xia Zhi finally frowned uncomfortably, and stretched out his hand to grab Zhang Jun's wrist. "Brother Jun, you're drunk."

"...You're here, so I have nothing to do with you." Zhang Jun shook his head, and suddenly grabbed the wine bottle on the coffee table and took a few sips. "Those who used to wait at the door of the company every day, and rushed to call me 'Brother Jun', 'Brother Jun' when they saw me, all the fuck are gone!...It doesn't matter! Once you enter this circle, you are sure to have ups and downs. Once It’s just a failure, I can afford to lose! But... Darui, it’s not Guangying. Guangying is a kindergarten, where everyone sits and eats fruits and fruits. Darui, it’s Crocodile Lake! If you are popular, all resources are yours; TM doesn’t even know you! If you want to be in a show, you have to figure out your own way, accompany those directors, screenwriters, producers, investors, etc., drink, gamble, sing K, pretend to be grandchildren, and make them happy! So humble, I I have endured it all, I just want a chance! Once! I want to prove it to myself, to Jin Zonghui, to the whole world. Without Fu Xuanjun, I, Zhang Jun, are as popular! More popular than before! I To prove...my fans...read the right person..."

"Brother Jun!" Xia Zhi suddenly showed panic.Because, Zhang Jun, who had always been rebellious and with his nostrils upturned, suddenly cried.During this period of time, he was caught taking drugs, his contract was terminated, his fan station was shut down, and the whole world trampled on him and then forgot about him. He never shed a single tear.But this time, he was crying.He didn't wail, but the appearance of crying silently made people feel even more uncomfortable.

Zhang Jun buried his head deeply between his hands and remained silent for a long time. "... Year after year, I'm such a bitch... Back then, Mr. Guan asked me to take an acting class. I was impatient, and seven or eight professors surrounded me. I didn't appreciate it, and I insisted on paying for it myself... …It’s interesting to say that actors are ruthless and whores are ruthless! You are all ruthless to me, why should I be affectionate and righteous? Why?! I remember the name of that female fan?” Zhang Jun patted the back of his head hard Thinking, "... Sleeping in your eyes? Confused?... That's about it, a sour literati style. Infatuated... At that time, I had tens of millions of fans, and she was the only one. Hundreds of thousands, tens of thousands... She is still there. Every year on my birthday, her birthday, and New Years, she writes to me, and leaves a message on my Weibo when she is free. She is sincere and swears that she will accompany me all the way Go forward, never leave. I, I..." Zhang Jun seemed to be out of breath, so he had to clenched his fists and beat his chest twice. "...I really miss her. What's the result?... Just downstairs at the headquarters of Dari Company, right in front of my fucking face, a bunch of little girls used to rush towards me calling 'Brother Jun', but now it's still Those girls called 'Bai Jiayan' and chased after her. But she shouldn't be inside, at least she shouldn't be in front of me!"

Bai Jiayan said that Xia Zhi had heard his name before, and in recent years Darui has been touting the little fresh meat.The character set for sale is a low-profile version of Fu Xuanjun!

Zhang Jun shook his head, mocking himself in a low voice. "That's good... this lie is exposed, and I feel comfortable. It's all over, if I don't make more money while I'm young, who will I rely on when I get old? Darui? Or fans? I plan for myself, is it wrong? "

It's wrong to take drugs.Maybe it wasn't your intention in the first place, but it's long overdue for you to turn around.Xia Zhi thought to himself, but he couldn't bear to say these words.

"Xia Zhi..." Zhang Jun stretched out his hand to put Xia Zhi's shoulder, looking like two good brothers. "The entertainment industry is like this, don't take it too seriously, it's all fake! Brother Jun, I've been in this industry for ten years, and now I'm leaving. This is the only warning I can give you." He stretched out his hand and squeezed Rubbing Xia Zhi's chin, giggling. "You are destined to become a superstar. At that time, you will know that all your friends, managers, bosses, fans, and paparazzi are all fake, and all TM hypocrisy! You are popular, they hold you, But I hate you in my heart, because you stole their chances; when you fail, they will laugh at you and step on you, fearing that you will turn around. Especially fans, don’t pay attention to them at all, do what you have to do, don’t Take them seriously. If you are popular, they will chase after you; when others are popular, they should go after others....The only person who can agree with you is your boss. The more popular you are, the more money he makes, So don't let him think that someone is more valuable than you, otherwise, you will be finished!"

Xia Zhi didn't respond, but silently took out a check from his pocket and handed it over. "Here is 1000 million, which is my salary. Brother Jun, take it, quit drugs, and start over in another place."

Zhang Jun didn't answer, but asked with a sneer, "What? Pity me? Even you come to pity me?"

Xia Zhi casually put the check on the coffee table, and said seriously: "Brother Jun taught me the side legs. It is the apprentice's duty to take care of the master. If Brother Jun has any difficulties in the future, call me and he will help me if he can. "After saying this, he got up and said goodbye.

Unexpectedly, he only took two steps when another wine bottle hit the wall with a "bang", rubbing his ear.

"Xia Zhi! Do you know how much I hate you! Why did you show up? If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be what I am today!" Behind Xia Zhi, Zhang Jun roared hoarsely.He coughed twice, then suddenly laughed, and added a few words meaningfully. "But it doesn't matter, there will be many people who hate you in the future. The more popular you are, the more people will hate you. Sooner or later you will have retribution!"

Such a vicious curse made Xia Zhi feel dazed for a while.He couldn't help closing his eyes, and then replied softly: "Back then, if it wasn't for Brother Jun's job-hopping, Yunchuan's script would not have been changed, and I... Brother Shan would never have agreed to let me debut. Brother Jun , life is like a chess game, you can make a move... no regrets."

Xia Zhi opened the door and left quickly, but Zhang Jun choked up behind the door for a while, and suddenly burst into tears.

As soon as Xia Zhi came downstairs, Guan Shan, who was leaning on the car, immediately greeted him.As soon as the two got close, Guan Shan could smell the alcohol on him. "Have you been drinking?"

The summer solstice was a little confused by the cold wind and the smell of alcohol.But seeing Guan Shan frowning in displeasure, he still smiled gently to comfort him. "Brother Jun was in a bad mood, so I had a drink with him." As he spoke, he raised a finger childishly and waved it in front of Guan Shan's eyes. "Just one cup."

Guan Shan sighed helplessly, took Xia Zhi's index finger and led him to the car. "You have exhausted your benevolence and righteousness, go home." Xia Zhi was pure in heart, always only thinking of others' kindness and not remembering other people's grudges.He wanted to visit Zhang Jun thinking of his old friendship, but Guan Shan really couldn't stop him, so he could only accompany him.

When Guan Shan drove home, Xia Zhi had already fallen asleep in the passenger seat.

"Xia Zhi? Wake up and go back to sleep. Xia Zhi?" Guan Shan unbuckled his seat belt and tried to shake him awake.

Unexpectedly, Xia Zhi was groggy, turned to one side, and directly put half of his body into Guan Shan's arms. "Hmm...don't, don't make noise..." He frowned, waved his hands in a daze, and murmured in a low voice. "Brother Shan, are you also a fake..."

Guan Shan didn't know what Zhang Jun said to Xia Zhi, when he heard this, he just laughed and cursed: "You little heartless! Don't you know Brother Shan treats you?" His voice became softer and softer, As if afraid of waking up Xia Zhi's dream.But his gaze moved back and forth between Xia Zhi's moist lips with tenderness and nostalgia.After a while, Guan Shan leaned down, and gently, left an extremely clean and pure kiss on Xia Zhi's forehead.

The author has something to say:

Director: Boss Guan, are you okay?

Guan Shan: I'm fine!What's wrong?

Director: Oh!I feel that you will be perverted sooner or later!sad...

Guan Shan: ...