light and shadow [entertainment circle]

"Xia Zhi, answer the phone!"

"Xia Zhi, where have you been? Answer the phone quickly!"

"Xia Zhi, all the decisions you make now are impulsive and irrational! Answer the phone, please? We need to talk."

……

"If you hate me, I can disappear. Call me, or anyone else, no matter how late."

"... Xia Zhi, are you still there? Will you still use this number? Will you still hear my message?... I hope you are still safe and sound, even if you never want to have anything to do with me again contact..."

"... Someone gave us your news, and Tang Chi was doubting whether it was true or not. After all, there have been too many people who have cheated money with false news. But I still insist on starting, Xia Zhi, I hope it will be soon see you."

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"...God...I don't know how long I can last...Can you give me some news? Even a punctuation! Summer Solstice!"

"Miguo! That girl didn't lie to us! The camera at the entrance of the supermarket proved her words! She loves you, Xia Zhi! You should come back and see how miserable she was crying. She asked me what happened and why I became In this way... Xia Zhi, I can't answer. Or, in fact, I have always known the answer..."

"Have you left America?...Xia Zhi, do you really not want to see me that much?"

Half a year, 2786 messages.If Xia Zhi's mobile phone was not a special customized model presented by Guan, Xia Zhi believed that his voice mail box would have exploded long ago.Things are not what Guan Shan thinks, many times, many sleepless nights, Xia Zhi needs Guan Shan's message to help him fall asleep.The reason why I haven't contacted Guan Shan is because Xia Zhi didn't know what to say to him.And just because Xia Zhi lacked a little bit of "courage" from the very beginning, over time, not contacting gradually became a "habit".

In the past six months, Xia Zhi, who was almost penniless, was not as destitute as Guan Shan feared. Of course, embarrassment was inevitable.After running away from home, he went all the way north, crossed the border on foot, passed Mongolia and Maoxiong, and finally came to the United States by boat.On the premise of not pursuing any external material conditions, the summer solstice will not cost much money along the way.Especially, as a patient with severe depression, eating and drinking are just torture to Xia Zhi, not enjoyment.He even had to force himself to eat rations every few days, lest he realize the cause of death was starvation when he took his last breath.Not long after leaving Huaxia, Xia Zhi discovered that he was almost penniless.Fortunately, the most dangerous and easy-to-find moment has passed, and Xia Zhi doesn't mind selling his labor to help him complete this endless hiking.But in a foreign country, a strange man of unknown origin is doing a temporary job that can only earn meager income. He is introverted and not good at communication, and he is even a mute for a large part of the time.Such a person would naturally receive very little attention.This is also the main reason why the summer solstice can travel through three countries and arrive in the United States.It is a pity that the United States obviously has more Chinese people than the Mongolian and Maoxiong countries, so Xia Zhi was recognized.

After escaping from the supermarket, Xia Zhi quickly bought a plane ticket and left the United States.There are no special requirements for the destination, just the fastest flight to take off.So, more than ten hours later, Xia Zhi stood on the territory of Fusang Kingdom.

When he was still a big star, Xia Zhi was very popular in Fusang country. Men and women in this land were crazy about characters such as "Li Shimin", "Yuan Budu", "Xu Feng", "Han Yu".So, this is definitely not a good place for the summer solstice.But searching through his empty wallet, Xia Zhi could only desperately suppress the anxiety and panic surging in his heart, and temporarily stopped running away.

Fortunately, Fusang is a very indifferent country at heart.Each family sweeps the snow in front of their own doors, regardless of the frost on others' tiles.

Fortunately, the summer solstice is no longer the original summer solstice.

In Fusang, 10 people go missing every year without any reason, and almost no one publishes missing person notices for their disappearance.Here, as long as you want, you can degenerate as much as you want without anyone stopping you.

Fortunately...?

Then, during one of those countless sleepless nights that routinely prevented her from sleeping, Xia Zhi received an update from Guan Shan.

"Xia Zhi, I made an appointment with a lawyer to transfer all the property under my name to your name. As long as you show up and complete the signature, everything will be settled. Come back, Guan Shan will never be a problem for you again... I hope you can listen To this message..."

"Fuck you..." Xia Zhi, who was lying on the bed, gradually let go of his five fingers, and the mobile phone that had been with him for half a year still slipped from his fingers. "Fuck you..." He closed his eyes, tears welling up all at once.Guan Shan doesn't understand anything at all!

After an unknown amount of time, the moon sets and rises again, the window lights up and then goes dark again, Xia Zhi, who is weak all over, gradually realizes that he can no longer lie down.He should get up, he should take a shower, he should change into a clean suit, he should eat something, he should go for a walk...

should!

But he still lay silently, staring blankly at the ceiling.He felt so tired, as if instead of lying in bed, he had sunk into a swamp.He didn't understand why he needed to do his best just to "live"?

soon?Or is it much later?The summer solstice couldn't tell the difference, anyway, it was still dark.

"Cheer up... cheer up, Xia Zhi! Please..." Xia Zhi began to whisper to himself, "get up... you can do it, get up!... go eat something, go, go... have a drink !Just, just... celebrate... what? , That's it..." He murmured, trembling, propping up his body step by step.The long-term lack of food made Xia Zhi stare at him, but he still struggled to roll out of bed and hit the wall, the chair fell over, and then the table turned over.But fortunately, 10 minutes later, he finally left the temporary room as he wished. ——Although, it was crawled.

Xia Zhi took a rice ball and a bottle of water from the convenience store downstairs—it was later discovered that the bottle of water was actually a high-quality liquor produced in Huaxia—and walked forward drowsily.The rice ball only took one bite and was spit out because it was too unpalatable, but a bottle of wine was quickly poured upside down.Then, Summer Solstice meets a guy at the beach.what is it call?New Haiqiao?What show? ...Probably... The child stood on the beach with a sad expression, and seemed to want to commit suicide.Xia Zhi suddenly felt that it would be good to join him, after all, everyone should have the right to say "gameover".

When Guan Shan rushed to the Ezo Island Hospital, the entertainment journalists from Fusang Kingdom who heard the news had already gathered around the entrance of the hospital very dedicatedly.They were all beaming, and excitedly poked the microphone in Guan Shan's mouth. It was obvious that getting the big news of Xia Zhi's whereabouts was a milestone in their careers.

Guan Shan said nothing with a condensed face, letting the bodyguards around him drive away the entertainment journalists who kept besieging him like a zombie besieging a city, and hurried to the hospital.If the person concerned does not speak up, the news will not be hot enough.But before all the entertainment reporters could sigh with regret, another car sped by outside the hospital.The entertainment reporters followed the prestige one after another, and the moment they saw the people in the car, they all changed their colors, and ran towards the people one by one, yelling and screaming.

"Ku Sang!"

"It's Mr. Kou!"

"Mr. Kou, are you here to visit Jun Xia?"

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Kou Jun, who just got out of the car, had reddish eyes and a tired face, and he, who hadn't appeared in front of the camera for a long time, also unknowingly lost a lot of weight, looking haggard.Facing Yu Ji, like Guan Shan, he chose to close his lips tightly, and soon disappeared at the entrance of the hospital.

In the ward of the hospital, the two saw Xia Zhi who was drowsy on a drip.After being missing for half a year, he almost starved himself to death, and all the organs in his body were exhausted to varying degrees, requiring long-term careful care to gradually recover.Fortunately, he didn't have many external injuries, except that his hands and feet were scratched by sand and stones when he was at the beach.As for the current state of mental health, he needs to wait until he is fully awake before being evaluated by a professional psychologist.Of course, in view of his suicidal behavior, the situation should not be optimistic.

"But why is he still awake?" Kou Jun frowned as soon as the attending doctor finished explaining Xia Zhi's current situation. "Didn't you have a nutritional injection?"

Hearing this, the attending doctor immediately coughed twice in embarrassment, and it took a long time to answer with a stiff face: "Jun Xia is drunk. Because he drank a lot of strong alcohol on an empty stomach, his gastric ulcer is also very serious..."

Only then did Kou Jun smell the faint smell of alcohol on Xia Zhi's body. He laughed back angrily, only staring at Xia Zhi and muttering in a low voice: "Stinky boy! You really know how to make troubles! Brat..." But even so, his whole body But the man couldn't help but fell on Xia Zhi's bedside and shed tears silently.

Guan Shan also had reddish eye circles, but he didn't cry, he just calmly turned his head and asked the doctor, "He's not in danger now, is he?"

"No." The attending doctor shook his head immediately.

"And won't there be any sequelae?"

"As long as we undergo comprehensive treatment and careful care, our hospital can guarantee that there will be no future troubles." The attending doctor replied again.

"Okay, thank you doctor." Guan Shan nodded and walked towards Xia Zhi.He lowered his head and stared blankly at Xia Zhi for a while, the nostalgia and pain in his eyes made people feel sad after seeing it.After a while, he stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to touch Xia Zhi's face, but in the end he just bent down and pinched the back of Xia Zhi's hand lonely. "Kou Jun, help me take care of him."

"Mr. Guan?" Kou Jun raised his head in surprise.

"Xia Zhi, he..." Guan Shan's Adam's apple slid up and down, and then he moved his eyes away. "...He brought a person back, I have to meet...that's it." After finishing these two sentences, Guan Shan left in a hurry regardless of Kou Jun's obstruction.

The author has something to say:

Kou Jun: Why is he still awake?

Doctor: Jun Xia is drunk.

Kou Jun: I must say another MMP!