why do you always blush

"Sister Jinsi!" Six-year-old Gu Lichu liked this sister next door who had just moved in a few months ago, and always went to play with Yang Jinsi whenever she had time.

Yang Jinsi was eight years older than her, and she obviously didn't like children since she was a child, but she loved Gu Lichu very much, and she could do whatever she wanted.

Yang Jinsi put down the pen in her hand, turned her head to look at Gu Lichu, with a gentle face, reached out and hugged Gu Lichu on her lap, pinched the other's little face, and said, "Is Xiaoli here to play with my sister?"

Gu Lichu's face was wrinkled, and she seemed dissatisfied with Yang Jinsi always pinching her face: "Sister Jinsi, don't pinch my face all the time. The second sister said that being pinched all the time will make you ugly."

Yang Jinsi raised her eyebrows when she heard the words, and said, "Yichu is talking nonsense again, don't listen to your second sister, she always scares you, our Xiaoli is a beauty, no matter how you pinch her, she won't turn ugly."

Gu Lichu has a childlike heart, so it's good to be coaxed naturally. When she was happy, she hugged Yang Jinsi's neck and gave a mouthful, happily saying: "Sister Jinsi is the best to me. I will marry Jinsi when I grow up." elder sister!"

Tong Yan Wuji, when Gu Lichu grows up a bit, he will never say such words, but Yang Jinsi really remembers them in his heart.

Gu Lichu spent all her childhood with Yang Jinsi, and the two had a very close relationship. It is normal for sisters to hug each other, but Gu Lichu has never done anything like a casual kiss.

Gu Lichu grew up slowly, and it was impossible for her to have only Yang Jinsi as a friend in her life. Although she was relatively introverted since she was a child, there were always people who were willing to make friends with her, but because she was shy, most people were treated slowly by her. The reaction went back cold, and there was only one girl in the same class who was always enthusiastic about her. In addition, Yang Jinsi was in college at the time, so Gu Lichu and her couldn't stick together like before, so they gradually became good friends with the girl in the same class.

Yang Jinsi saw all this.

The novelty of making new friends made Gu Lichu ignore Yang Jinsi's gloomy state day by day. Until the age of 13 when Gu Lichu was promoted to junior high school, she still had a close relationship with the previous girl, and Yang Jinsi finally couldn't bear it anymore.

"Xiao Li..." Gu Lichu will never forget Yang Jinsi's obsessed and crazy eyes in that dark warehouse in his life, "Xiao Li... why did you betray me..."

Gu Lichu's hands and feet were tied, and her mouth was taped. She looked at Yang Jinsi who was approaching in horror. The oppressive aura on him made her instinctively afraid. She couldn't help shaking and shaking her head.

"Xiao Li, do you like that girl?" Yang Jinsi's fanatical gaze swept across Gu Lichu's face, she couldn't help reaching out to caress the other's cheek, but Gu Lichu shook her head and avoided it.

Yang Jinsi's expression froze, she was still smiling, but she seemed terrified for no reason: "Xiao Li, you fell in love with her, but you don't like me anymore, do you? You hate me so much? How can you hate me?!"

The more she spoke, the more excited she became, and finally pinched Gu Lichu's face directly, her fingers turned white, and her tone was extremely crazy: "I tell you, you can only like me! You can only like me! You are mine! Even if If I kill you, you can only be mine!"

Hearing the word "kill", Gu Lichu trembled suddenly, tears overflowed from her eyes, she struggled desperately to break free from Yang Jinsi's restraint, but she was suppressed tightly by Yang Jinsi.

Yang Jinsi moved closer, completely ignoring Gu Lichu's fierce resistance, her eyes widened, and the ferocity in her eyes could be clearly seen: "Do you like her? Is she as beautiful as me?! Does she understand you like I do?! You like her What? That face? Do you still like her face now?!"

She quickly took out a photo and held it in front of Gu Lichu's eyes. In the photo, the girl's face was covered with blood, and the criss-crossing knife marks on her face were extremely frightening, and even the flesh and blood were turned out.

Gu Lichu just took a quick glance and felt his stomach churn, gagging.

"Xiao Li, you don't like her anymore, do you? Look at me, look at me!" Yang Jinsi threw away the photo and pressed Gu Lichu's head with both hands to face her. Gu Lichu's eyes were already full of tears. But as if he didn't see it, he said to himself, "Xiao Li, you said I was good-looking since you were a child, and you said you liked me! Xiao Li, how can you change your heart? I love you so much, how can you change your heart? !"

Gu Lichu looked at the person in front of her with tears in her eyes. Yang Jinsi was indeed beautiful, but now in Gu Lichu's eyes, this beautiful face was no different from a green-faced and long-toothed evil spirit. This was no longer the gentle sister Jinsi before.

Gu Lichu held back the tears for a long time, and finally fell down, a painful sob came from her sealed mouth.

Perhaps it was Gu Lichu's crying that made Yang Jinsi regain her senses. She loosened her hands a little bit, held Gu Lichu's face in a panic, and said, "Xiao Li, Xiao Li, why are you crying? Who caused the pain?" Is it you?"

Gu Lichu just cried and shook his head frantically.

Seeing her appearance, Yang Jinsi's expression suddenly changed again, and she said viciously: "Are you feeling sorry for that bitch?! Have you changed your mind?!"

Gu Lichu just cried.

Yang Jinsi smiled coldly, and suddenly took out a knife out of nowhere, and stroked the cold knife against Gu Lichu's face, her voice became as gentle as before: "Xiao Li, let's go to a place where no one will seduce you, shall we? There you only have me, and I only have you, we can always be together, and you will never change your mind..."

As she spoke, she slid the knife down and pressed it against Gu Lichu's fair neck, pressing slightly to make a red mark.

"Xiaoli...Xiaoli..." Yang Jinsi obsessively called Gu Lichu's nickname, her voice was as tender and sweet as before, but at this moment it only made Gu Lichu feel terrified, "You are my bride, you said you would marry My... let's go to a place where we won't be disturbed by others, shall we get married..."

Gu Lichu's face was full of tears, desperately feeling the increasing force on her neck, and felt that she could not wait for her family to rescue her.

Yang Jinsi moved closer, kissed Gu Lichu's lips through the tape, and said with a smile, "Xiao Li, I love you—"

"Bang!" There was a loud noise, and Yang Jinsi angrily turned her head to look over, but it was Gu Huaichu who led the police and smashed the warehouse door.

When Gu Huaichu saw Gu Lichu who was tightly tied up in the warehouse, his pupils shrank, and when he saw the knife on Gu Lichu's neck, his heart tightened and he shouted, "Yang Jinsi! What are you doing?!"

Yang Jinsi saw who was coming, "tsk", and said in a strange way: "What are you doing? Brother Huaichu, I'm marrying Xiaoli!"

As she spoke, that chilling smile appeared on her face again: "Soon, I'll be with Xiaoli soon, I—ah!!!"

Yang Jinsi let out a scream, and the hand holding the knife was shot through her arm. She fell to the ground in pain, and the knife fell to the side.

"Gu Huaichu...Gu Huaichu!" Yang Jinsi clutched his wound, trembling all over, with a horrible expression of resentment, "Why did you separate me and Xiaoli?! Gu Huaichu, why don't you die!"

The police quickly rushed in and restrained Yang Jinsi who was struggling wildly, but how could a 21-year-old female college student break free from the well-trained police, Gu Huaichu hurried to his third sister and untied her.

"Brother—!" The tape on her mouth was torn off, and Gu Lichu fell into Gu Huaichu's arms and cried loudly. The unspeakable panic and despair finally broke out at this moment. Gu Huaichu hugged her distressedly and comforted her softly.

Yang Jinsi was pushed away. Before leaving, she kept staring at Gu Lichu and shouted loudly: "Xiao Li! Xiao Li! I will come back to find you! Trust me! I will come back to find you!"

Gu Lichu cried in her brother's arms, sobbing uncontrollably: "Brother...she...is crazy...she is crazy..."

Gu Lichu was almost dying of tears, and finally had a high fever for three days before finally waking up.

When Gu Lichu woke up, Gu Yichu was lying on her bedside and fell asleep. When Gu Lichu disappeared, she was abroad. When she received the news, she rushed back immediately. After hearing what happened from her elder brother, she wished she could peel Yang Jinsi to pieces. Gu Lichu During the coma, she guarded her every step of the way.

At this moment, Gu Lichu made a movement, and she immediately woke up. Regardless of her haggard face, she reached out and wanted to hold Gu Lichu's hand and ask her how she was feeling.

Unexpectedly, Gu Lichu shrank her hand suddenly, avoiding Gu Yichu's touch.

Gu Yichu was stunned.

Since then, Gu Lichu has become more withdrawn than before, and she seldom speaks. The matter of Yang Jinsi has become a shadow of her life, and the Gu family only claims that the third lady is not sociable and indifferent by nature.

"So... that's why you're so abnormal today?" Ye Xunxi and Gu Lichu lay on the bed, and she silently listened to what Gu Lichu said.

Under the quilt, Gu Lichu's hands intertwined with her fingers, Gu Lichu was silent for a moment, then nodded.

When she heard Gu Huaichu say that Yang Jinsi was back, she was indeed completely flustered. She felt at a loss and didn't know what to do. Ye Xunxi noticed her strangeness and asked all the way, "Did you forget to promise me something?" ", and finally pried her mouth open.

Ye Xunxi lay silent for a while, then turned over suddenly, hugged Gu Lichu in her arms, patted Gu Lichu on the back comfortingly, and said softly: "The words 'don't be afraid' are probably useless, but , I still want to say, Gu Lichu, I'm by your side now, don't be afraid, I will always be with you, and face everything with you."

Her gentle voice seemed to have a strange power, and it gradually smoothed the wrinkles in Gu Lichu's heart. Gu Lichu buried herself in her arms, smelled her pleasant scent, and nodded seriously.

It is precisely because she has Ye Xunxi now that she is willing to tell the shadow of her life.

The warm and sweet atmosphere lasted for a while, Ye Xunxi thought about it, and felt strange: "Yang Jinsi...wasn't he arrested? Why..."

Gu Lichu shook her head, her voice muffled: "At that time, she said she had a mental illness and was sent to a mental hospital, but she was not sentenced."

The Yang family is not a fuel-efficient lamp, how could they watch their daughter being sent to prison.

"That's it..." Ye Xunxi could only sigh, and gently kissed the tip of Gu Lichu's ear, "Don't be afraid."

Gu Lichu gave a soft "hmm".

Ye Xunxi blinked, as if thinking of something again, she pushed Gu Lichu away a little bit, and met her eyes: "You said she was your shadow for the rest of your life..."

Gu Lichu didn't know what Ye Xunxi wanted to do, so she nodded in confusion.

Ye Xunxi sighed helplessly: "I won't allow it, I will be jealous."

"……what?"

She held Gu Lichu's face in her hands, and pressed a kiss domineeringly yet tenderly: "Will she become a shadow in your heart for the rest of your life? Then I will become your light and dispel it all."

The words with a little temper fell into Gu Lichu's ears, hitting the softest part of his heart.

Gu Lichu chuckled in her heart, took the initiative to meet Ye Xunxi's kiss, and murmured a word.

"A long time ago... yes."

If she hadn't seen Ye Xunxi who was so radiant and dazzling when she was 14 years old, she might...would have committed suicide long ago...

So, Ye Xunxi, you are my salvation and my true love.

I love you.