why do you always blush

Gu Lichu never thought that she would be attacked by Ye Xunxi like this.

She wanted to say that she was doing it for the other party's good, she wanted to protect her, not to distract her, and she didn't want her to worry about these trivial things, but at the moment when she said this, she saw Ye Xunxi's tightly pursed lips , Gu Lichu suddenly felt that her reasons were so weak.

No one wants to be kept in the dark when they are in danger, even if it is well-intentioned.

Gu Lichu fell into silence.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Ye Xunxi's eyes were a little annoyed: "Why didn't you speak? Shouldn't you explain something to me?"

Ye Xunxi was really pissed off tonight, first there was the entanglement between Gu Lichu and Bai Weixi, and then there was Gu Lichu's concealment, Ye Xunxi felt that she was far away from Gu Lichu, and the closeness of the past few months seemed to be in vain. She wanted to get closer to Gu Lichu, but these dreamy bubbles were smashed to pieces by her.

Even Bai Weixi knows Gu Lichu better than herself, she knows how to stimulate Gu Lichu to make her mood fluctuate, so as to find out Gu Lichu's flaws in the game, but Ye Xunxi can only be like a fool, when facing Gu Lichu Blush and heartbeat.

For the first time, Ye Xunxi felt frustrated by a single person.

Gu Li Chuan lowered her head quietly, without saying a word.

Ye Xunxi felt that she would never resent Gu Lichu's silence any more than she did now. She originally wanted to have an open and honest talk with Gu Lichu, but unexpectedly Gu Lichu was in this state of pretending to be dead.

As soon as you encounter something, you will use silence to escape!It really gets hotter the more I think about it!

Ye Xunxi's lips turned pale, and her eyes were fixed on Gu Lichu.

She just wanted Gu Lichu to treat her as someone she could rely on and fight side by side, not a weak person who needed protection and had no power to restrain her.

After all, the pampered life had an impact on Gu Lichu's ideas, making her position herself as a powerful protector. Intellectually, she respected Ye Xunxi's choices and ideas, but subconsciously, she ignored Ye Xunxi's wishes, Domineeringly use what he thinks is the best way to solve the problem for Ye Xunxi.

On the one hand, Ye Xunxi was angry at Gu Lichu's arbitrariness, on the other hand, she felt sorry for her taking care of everything by herself. If Gu Lichu's problem was not resolved, she would never be able to really get close to Gu Lichu.

Ye Xunxi was thinking so silently, only the sound of their breathing could be heard in the room, and it was so quiet that it made people panic.

Ye Xunxi tried her best to calm down her agitated emotions, took a few deep breaths, organized her words, and was about to speak: "Gu Li—"

"I'm sorry." Gu Lichu's weak voice sounded, but Ye Xunxi almost didn't hear it clearly.

Gu Lichu gritted her teeth, and finally raised her head to look at Ye Xunxi, her face was full of shame and self-blame.

"I'm sorry," she said again, raising her voice clearly, clutching the sofa tightly with both hands, "I'm too arrogant...I always think that I can solve it even if I don't tell you..."

She took a deep breath, as if she had made up her mind: "It's my fault, I shouldn't have kept it from you, I selfishly thought you couldn't be affected by these things, but I didn't take your thoughts into consideration, it was my fault... If you want to know, I can tell you anything now, don’t you want to know about Wia? Actually, that’s..."

She was talking to herself, completely oblivious to Ye Xunxi's increasingly ugly expression.

"Gu Lichu!!!" Ye Xunxi couldn't bear it any longer, and interrupted the person opposite loudly, "Do you think this is what I care about?! Do I just care about you keeping it from me?!"

The third lady's low EQ went online at an untimely time. She looked at the furious Ye Xunxi dumbly, and couldn't react: "I..."

Ye Xunxi wanted to grab this person's shoulders and shake them wildly, so that he could wake up: "Gu Lichu! I don't care what you kept from me, and I don't care what you did. What I care about is your attitude. Do you think I can be trusted? Do you think I can be relied on by you? What do you think of me? Is it a friend who advances and retreats together, or is it a weak person who can only be protected?"

The more Ye Xunxi spoke, the more excited she became, she simply broke her heart and spit out all she wanted to say: "After knowing each other for so many months, I felt that I was very close to you several times, but I was slapped in the face by you again and again. , You didn’t say anything, you pushed me far away, I thought I understood you, but after thinking about it carefully, I don’t even know what you like and dislike.”

"No, I—" Gu Lichu became anxious when he heard this, and wanted to say something.

"Listen to me first!" Ye Xunxi immediately interrupted her, "You are very considerate and careful, you know almost all my preferences, and getting along with you is indeed very comfortable, so comfortable that I can quickly let go of my guard against strangers , but you appeared so suddenly, while I was delighted to meet you, I was also terrified. You knew me very well, but I knew nothing about you. This made me very uneasy, so I couldn't help but want to To get close to you, but I can't even touch your preference..."

Ye Xunxi's mood became a little depressed: "Gu Lichu... I don't know how to approach you anymore, you don't feel safe, and you can't easily trust other people, I know all of this...but...but can you Can't you give it a try...even if you just trust and rely on me a little bit?"

Inexplicable grievances welled up in her heart, Ye Xunxi's heart ached, her eyes were a little red, she looked straight at Gu Lichu, her voice lowered: "Just a little bit, can't it? I just... want to be closer to you Some……"

Liking someone made her so sensitive, every move of the other person affected her emotions, Ye Xunxi couldn't bear the behavior of her sweetheart excluding herself, and vented all the depression in recent months.

And Gu Lichu sat on the sofa, staring at her blankly.

She wanted to say how could she not trust Ye Xunxi?Why would she not want to get close to Ye Xunxi?How could she push Ye Xunxi away?

She wanted to answer Ye Xunxi confidently that she had no intention of doing so, but there was a voice in her heart telling her: Yes, that's what you think.

You like Ye Xunxi, but you are afraid of being hurt, so you subconsciously keep your distance.

You like Ye Xunxi, but you are afraid of not getting a response, so you blindly treat her well, but refuse her in return.

You like Ye Xunxi, but you are afraid of being rejected by her after she knows what you want, so you protect her silently, not wanting her to notice any clues.

You like Ye Xunxi, immersed in the touch of self-giving, but indifferent to Ye Xunxi's approach.

You are the most selfish person, under the pretense of liking Ye Xunxi, you are protecting yourself.

The facts were ruthlessly dissected before Gu Lichu's eyes, and she couldn't even utter a single word.

How ridiculous, she kept saying that she wanted to protect Ye Xunxi, but she was the one who made her sad.

Any words are useless at this time, Gu Lichu can only follow her own mind, walk slowly, and silently hug the red-eyed Ye Xunxi.

Ye Xunxi grabbed her clothes tightly as soon as she approached her, and her grievance and dissatisfaction almost overflowed from her heart.

Gu Lichu's nonchalant behavior tormented her for a long time. She tried her best not to care, but she couldn't ignore the growing panic in her heart.

Gu Lichu always appeared and disappeared suddenly, Ye Xunxi looked the same as usual on the surface, but she was uneasy inside, even though she was holding Gu Lichu's clothes at this moment, she still felt that this person was illusory.

The uneasiness that had been hidden for too long broke out, and Ye Xunxi could no longer control her emotions well, so she could only hold on to Gu Lichu's clothes more tightly to relieve her inner tension a little.

Gu Lichu's voice sounded low: "I'm sorry..."

Upon hearing this, Ye Xunxi gritted her teeth and wanted to kick her. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can only say sorry for everything!Who the hell wants to hear you say sorry! ! !

But Gu Lichu's next words comforted her.

"It won't be like this in the future, I... I will try to trust you and rely on you, and I won't make you sad again... I promise." Gu Lichu's voice was full of guilt and distress.

The words "I promise" fell firmly on her heart, and Ye Xunxi lost her temper immediately, no matter how big the fire was, it was extinguished by these simple words.

In the end, she got angry only because of Gu Lichu's words. Just a word from her sweetheart can make her mood fluctuate greatly.

Those grievances before seemed to have turned into acting like a baby, and Ye Xunxi was still hugged by Gu Lichu, with her head buried in the other's arms, and said in a muffled voice, "You said that."

Gu Lichu hummed lightly: "I said so."

"What if you don't?"

"Then...it's up to you."

So the last bit of awkwardness was eliminated by these four words.

After the problem was initially resolved, Ye Xunxi's mind became active again. She raised her head from Gu Lichu's arms, and said to Gu Lichu very seriously: "So, does what you said before still count?"

"What?"

"It means that no matter what I ask, you answer truthfully."

Gu Lichu looked at her silently, and said, "...it counts."

"Well, I'm going to ask you something now," Ye Xunxi's expression was extremely serious. Gu Lichu thought she was going to ask about Wia, so she also sat up and waited for Ye Xunxi's question.

"What color do you like?" Ye Xunxi said solemnly.

"……what?"

"Ah what, answer quickly." Ye Xunxi tried her best to hold her expression.

Gu Lichu's expression was indescribable: "...blue."

"What's your favorite fruit?"

"Kiwi."

"What's your favorite dish?"

"Boiled pork slices."

"What's your favorite snack?"

"I don't like snacks..."

……

Ye Xunxi asked a lot of weird questions, and when she was about to ask the last question, she suddenly became nervous.

She quietly clenched her right hand into a fist, feeling nervous and looking forward to Gu Lichu's next answer.

"Who do you like most?"

"you."

Inertial thinking made Gu Lichu answer without hesitation, and her voice was very clear.

In the next second, Gu Lichu's eyes widened in panic, meeting Ye Xunxi's eyes.

……Oops!