brother reborn

"Can I rest?" Yin Li looked into the boy's anxious eyes, he wasn't sure if he was hoping too much, so he made a mistake, the concern in the boy's eyes couldn't be faked at all.

--Why not?Your body is your own, why not cherish it?

——Your deceased brother and mother, seeing you like this, can you feel at ease?

Yin Li's jaw twitched, his cheeks tightened, and his fingers clenched into fists on the table.

"If you can make Ah Cheng feel at ease and come back to see me, I will do whatever you want."

Yin Cheng was taken aback.

Yin Li looked at him without blinking: "Have you ever heard of resurrecting a dead body?"

Yin Cheng's eyes widened, and for a moment he was not sure what the elder brother meant by this.

"The Yin family has never believed in ghosts and gods, but if... if Ah Cheng can really come back, I will believe anything." Yin Li's tone slowed down unconsciously, as if coaxing something, "As long as he is willing to recognize me, I believe everything he says."

This was almost an insurance policy for Yin Cheng, a reassurance, but Yin Cheng became more and more afraid to say a word.

What does it mean?Will the eldest brother suspect that he is impersonating?If he said it at this time, would he be killed?Is this a deliberate trap?

The elder brother had a deep mind, which he could not compare to. He kept thinking about his elder brother's thoughts, his eyes trembled, and his face gradually turned pale.

Yin Li waited for a long time, but he didn't see the other party speak, so he couldn't help feeling anxious.

He didn't know what he was anxious about, he was afraid that it was a trap, he was afraid that he would bite the bait, and he was afraid that he would really miss something.

He felt a little dizzy again for a while, so he quickly supported his forehead and closed his eyes.

For a long time, there was no sound in the room.

In the end, Yin Li rubbed his temples, and slowly said as if talking to himself: "My brother, Ah Cheng, is very important to me."

Seeing his tired look, Yin Cheng felt a little sour in his heart.

Yin Li said: "I made up my mind a long time ago, I will put him by my side for the rest of my life, and be with him forever."

Yin Cheng's eyes were a little red, he bit his lower lip, trying not to let his tears fall.

Yin Li didn't seem to notice, and said to himself: "He was born deaf and can't speak. I always think this brother is very troublesome, and I don't want to take him to play with him. When he was four years old, he was killed by the Yin family's enemies. Caught him, crushed his legs, and could no longer walk. In fact, it was a misunderstanding that day, and the person the other party wanted to arrest was me, not him."

Yin Li closed his eyes, and he always felt guilty when talking about this matter.

"I wanted to go out in Japan, but at the end of the day I didn't want to go, so I asked Ah Cheng to go out for me. It was just to meet some gentlemen and get something back. Even if he couldn't hear him, someone would accompany him. It doesn't matter. He likes going out anyway."

"As a result, not long after he went out, the servant who accompanied him came back crying, saying that he had been kidnapped."

"Ah Cheng's body, he can't do anything in the future. My father doesn't like him very much. Hearing that the other party asked the Yin family to hand over a city in exchange for Ah Cheng, my father told him directly that it doesn't matter if he kills Ah Cheng."

"The other party couldn't get what he wanted, and seeing that the Yin family didn't intend to keep Ah Cheng, he became so angry that he crushed Ah Cheng's legs, and then threw him back outside the gate of the Yin family. When I saw Ah Cheng...he The small body was covered in blood, and she was already unconscious when lying on the steps, her legs..."

Yin Li couldn't continue and took a deep breath.

Yin Cheng's memory of this period is actually not very deep, he only knows that he met the enemy, and in the end the enemy retaliated against the Yin family for hurting his legs.Little did they know, there was such a truth behind it.

"Ah Cheng managed to save a life, and my mother was very disappointed in my father because of it." Yin Li recalled, "After Ah Cheng woke up, he didn't blame me. Instead, he was very happy to see my mother and me. His smile at that time... …I will never forget it as long as I live.”

"Since then, I have sworn that Ah Cheng will be protected by me, and I will protect him for the rest of my life, so that he will not suffer any grievances." Yin Li looked at the young man, "I will never let anyone bully him, and I will never let anyone bully him. no."

Yin Cheng was taken aback.

Yin Li was trembling slightly, and his hands seemed to be unable to support his body. He said: "After my parents passed away one after another, he was my only spiritual support. With him, I feel that life is meaningful. He is nineteen years old. Yes, there are quite a few people who came to the City Lord's Mansion to propose marriage, and I secretly rejected them behind his back, I don't want to hand him over to anyone, he can only be mine."

Yin Cheng suddenly realized something, and was stunned for a moment on the spot.

"Do you know what I mean?" Yin Li's eyes were full of madness, hope, and something inexplicable, approaching the young man, "He can only be mine, as long as he is still here, whether it is a ghost or a Monster, I will not let him go."

Yin Li opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound, and his eyes were flustered for a moment.

"I want him, I've wanted him for a long time, but I'm afraid he won't be able to accept it, I'm afraid he'll be afraid, so I've been enduring it." Yin Li had already walked in front of the boy, staring at him closely, "I didn't want to let him I couldn't help myself, and I shot him, so I always went to other people."

Immediately, memories of the past emerged in Yin Cheng's mind - when the eldest brother was not working, he would occasionally go out and come back very late, with a strange fragrance on his body, but he never stayed out overnight.

Xu Laosan once joked with himself, saying that his eldest brother likes handsome men, and he also has a habit of hearing others call him his eldest brother.

Yin Cheng didn't understand much at that time, he only knew that the eldest brother didn't want to get married, didn't want children, and only liked men.But it doesn't matter, as long as the eldest brother is happy.It's just that after knowing where the elder brother went and who he was with, he always felt a little awkward. Whenever the elder brother came back with that weird fragrance, he was unwilling to talk to the elder brother.

Later, the eldest brother knew that Xu Laosan had said unnecessary words, so Xu Laosan suffered another [-] battles.

Yin Cheng only felt that his mind was buzzing, and he could hardly think normally.

So... big brother likes himself?Is it that kind of like?

The reason why the eldest brother went out to find someone was because... he was afraid that he might not be able to control himself and attack him?

That's why he told Baiyin...

"You and Ah Cheng are too similar, I didn't mean appearance, do you understand?" Yin Li knelt down and held Yin Cheng's hand, "I am very familiar with Ah Cheng, your expression, demeanor, your habits ..."

Yin Li couldn't help trembling again: "If it's really Ah Cheng...if it's really my Ah Cheng..."

Yin Li hardly had the courage to say the rest of the words.What did he do to Ah Cheng?

"I'm to you...I..." Yin Li took a hard breath, "If I really hurt Ah Cheng, I will bear the blame in this life, I...I am willing to pay any price to make it up, you want my life also."

Yin Cheng hurriedly covered Yin Li's mouth, and after a while, he shook his head, and tears finally fell down.

——Brother doesn’t have to be like this, you are my big brother and always will be.

——I can understand big brother, I am not angry, and I am not hurt, I am just worried about you, as long as you are well, it doesn't matter what I do.

——It's my fault, I didn't have the guts to admit you, and it's all my fault for making you do something wrong.

With tears in his eyes, Yin Cheng followed Yin Li and knelt down, hugging Yin Li.

Yin Li trembled all over, and said after a while: "You admit it?"

"Are you Cheng?"

"You didn't lie to me? You couldn't lie to me, you couldn't lie to me."

Yin Li closed his eyes, his eye sockets were flushed, and hugged the lost treasure in his arms fiercely: "You can't lie to me!"

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