Cannon fodder apprentice counter attack system

I am a fairy beast, and my body is a monkey.Everyone said I was a wild monkey.

The name "wild monkey" is casually used by friends in the mountains and forests to call me if they think it's troublesome.They said, since my parents were killed by monks, I would naturally be a wild monkey without my parents.

Wild monkeys are wild monkeys. The mountains and forests are so big that every place is home.

But one day, a monk came to Chaoyang Forest and arrested me.

I think my life is over.

I closed my eyes and felt boundless sadness for my established life.If I live to the point where I transform into a human form, what will my life be like? If I am not a fairy beast, but a monk, will I spend this life peacefully?

In the darkness, my parents seemed to come from afar, holding the fleas on my body with gentle faces, which made me feel warm from the bottom of my heart.

Parents, come pick me up.

But the next moment, he was dragged up by a warm palm, and then...thrown aside.

Fortunately, however, a little guy caught me.

I turned my head dizzily, turned over and grabbed its small back. It was a white foal. Although its body was thin, it was much better than me.

I was really tired, and because of the warmth my back gave me, I fell asleep directly.

When I woke up again, I was sleeping on a warm quilt. I stared blankly at a group of strange beasts in front of me, then closed my eyes and decided to continue sleeping.

Because, I am sleepy.

But there was a chattering voice in my ears.

"Is this little guy scared?"

"It seems to be, did we scare it?"

"Maybe I'm tired... so I continued to sleep?"

"Master asked us to teach it everything, but it can't afford it now, what should we do?"

"..."

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The voices became more and more loud, and I couldn't bear it anymore, so I straightened my body and shouted: "You guys are so annoying, I want to sleep!"

Then grabbed the quilt and fell asleep.

It seemed that he heard a good laugh, but it disappeared quickly.

Since then, I have lived in this place.

I am a wild monkey who is happy with whatever happens. As long as it is warm, my home is anywhere.So, after coming here, I quickly adapted to the five-to-nine life here.

In fact, I'm not tired, just too lonely and cold.

Master, very cold.

Brother, it's very noisy.

Junior brother, for the time being... no.

There is a brother, who was the fairy beast that carried me back to the Golden Rainbow Valley after I was captured and rescued. He is a beautiful and sturdy white horse, and he treats me very well.I am a wild monkey who knows how to reciprocate, so I am very grateful to him and only close to him.

He told me that his name was Xu Xiangliu.

I said, my name is Wild Monkey.

Xu Xiangliu called me very seriously at that time, I was very happy and felt warm all over my body.

But on the second day, he pulled me aside with a blushing face and asked me, "Is your name really Wild Monkey?"

I was cheeky, not at all ashamed of being exposed, and I nodded seriously innocently, and swore. "If my name wasn't Wild Monkey, I'd be struck by lightning and die."

My former name was indeed Wild Monkey, but now my name is Du Piaojun, which was chosen by my master.I don't like the name though, it doesn't fit my image at all.

Xu Xiangliu has transformed into a human form at this moment, but I still look like a monkey.

His face was as red as an apple, and I secretly laughed at him for being too naive.

Later, he took a deep breath, blushed, then looked into my eyes and said to me seriously: "You are a golden-haired multi-faced monkey, a very rare fairy beast, not a wild monkey."

I guess, after he talked about my name with other fairy beasts, the other fairy beasts told him the meaning of wild monkey.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that this senior brother was really kind to me.He is the third best guy to me besides my parents, oh, not the fourth best guy. After all, no matter how indifferent Master is, he is also my savior, so naturally he has to be third.

The days passed day by day, and I cultivated a human form. I soon discovered that cultivation is actually a very simple thing. Even if I don't need to expend energy, my cultivation is still making rapid progress, which is completely different from Xu Xiangliu.

It was also after that that the way Xu Xiangliu looked at me made me feel uncomfortable.

I lay on the bed and asked my classmate Da Ha, "Hey, let me ask you, can inner disciples and outer disciples meet often?"

"Inner disciples? Of course we won't see inner disciples." Daha seemed to be very interested in this question, he straightened up immediately and started chatting with me. "How can the inner disciples be compared with ordinary outer disciples like us? They are not of the same nature, okay?! Ah... By the way, according to your cultivation talent, I think that in a few years, you will also You can be promoted to become an inner sect disciple, don't forget us brothers when the time comes, don't forget each other regardless of wealth!"

I fretted for a moment, then threw his pillow at him, and lay down to sleep.

Da Ha covered his head and complained to me, then found his pillow and lay down.

Soon, the sound of snoring came from beside me.

I listened to this familiar snoring sound, which allowed me to sleep quickly and peacefully on weekdays, but it was insomnia.

Dawn shines through the window, and after thinking about it all night, I have a firm idea.

I want to always be by my brother's side and practice together with him.

Because, he is my friend.

Friends, we should always be together.

My parents told me, "Treasure your friends well."

I kept this sentence in mind, but it was on this day that I understood the meaning of this sentence.

After figuring this out, my body couldn't stand it after being exhausted all night, so I pulled up the quilt and went to sleep, thinking in my heart, I don't practice anymore, as long as I can keep up with Xu Xiangliu.

However, I never thought that Xu Xiangliu would stop talking to me after I started to practice less diligently.

I don't get it, but I don't like licking my face to get his cold ass either.

I also have a temper, you sulk with me for no reason, I haven't hit you yet.

So, we had a cold war.

There has been a cold war.

What changed the nature of this Cold War was one night five years later.

That night, as usual, it was only the full moon, which looked particularly bright.

The Hundred Immortals Association has closed, and all the brothers and sisters have left in twos and threes.Looking at the brothers and sisters walking together, I couldn't help being a little dazed. There was a time when I had such a good relationship with Xu Xiangliu.

But at this moment, there was a figure beside him, and looking sideways, it was Xu Xiangliu.

You know, ever since he started having fun, Xu Xiangliu always looked down on him, then stayed away from him, and ignored him, which made him feel that he was holding back his anger, and Xu Xiangliu's anger changed too quickly.

But tonight, he didn't leave immediately, instead he chose to stop by my side and stare blankly with me, which is really extremely rare.

I was silent, but I felt very warm.

But soon, I noticed that Xu Xiangliu's appearance seemed wrong. I didn't realize until I saw the blush on his cheeks that he was drunk.

Oh, no wonder he didn't leave right away.I'm a little disappointed.

He stared at my face stupidly, and then asked in a daze, "Wild monkey?"

I'm sure he was really, really drunk.

I said blankly, "You're drunk."

"I'm not drunk!" He shook off my palm on his shoulder, and then looked at me very angrily, "I'm not drunk...you...you're drunk!"

I feel helpless. The last topic I can’t discuss with a drunk is the topic of drunk or not. If a drunk says he is not drunk, then he is drunk. If he says he is drunk, he may be pretending to be drunk.

That's all, I forcibly picked him up, then took him back to the room, and put him gently on the bed.

I intended to throw him on the bed, but in the end I didn't make up my mind.

But the next moment, I saw Xu Xiangliu crying silently, tears soaked his cheeks, crying like a child.

He seemed to be sleeping restlessly, and his mouth was sticky and he didn't know what to say.I leaned closer and heard what he said.

Then, I froze there as if struck by lightning.

What he said was, "I like you...wild monkey..."

I know Xu Xiangliu. For Xu Xiangliu, even if it is just a liking, it means more than other guys say love... And that wild monkey, I don't believe it, where did this wild monkey come from.

I know he's talking about me.

I was silent for a long time, then looked at his sleeping face, walked out of the room slowly, and gently closed the door for him by the way.

The moonlight hangs high in the sky, but I am in a daze.

I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry, I wasn't overjoyed or sad, I was very peaceful.

So, I know, I don't love him, never loved him.

I have the most affection for him as a friend.

I thought about accepting this feeling, but I knew that if I didn't love him, but being with him casually like this would be a blasphemy to his feelings.

I respect him, so I don't want to cheat his feelings.

I acted as if I didn't know his feelings, and continued with him in the previous days.

Then, I realized that I couldn't love him.

I've never had any dirty desires for him, not a little bit.In my mind, he has always been clean, even if he likes me, I also think this is a pure and inviolable relationship.

So, I decided that as long as he doesn't tell me, I will never know. If he says, then... I will accept being a Taoist partner, because I won't make him sad.

Still, I thought, I'm not going to touch him.

Because I really have no desire/desire for him.

To my surprise, he never seemed to want to let me know what he thought, and continued to treat me as usual, one year, ten years, 20 years...

Time slips away easily, but I never thought that Xu Xiangliu would leave me.

At that time, I couldn't see Xu Xiangliu and I began to worry, I became confused, I didn't understand why my heart was so sad.

So I went back to the purple bamboo forest like crazy, but the last thing I saw was Xu Xiangliu who bumped towards me, and it was Xu Xiangliu's figure limp in my arms.

His heart is all broken and no one can save him.

I kissed his forehead.

Because, I discovered a fact that made my heart crack.

Then he gave me one last smile, and he was very happy, very happy.

I think he knows it, knows that I know what he thinks.

He thought that I didn't love him, so in order not to trouble me, he never said it.

No, it's not that he thought it, but I made him think it.I woke up with a start.

At that moment, I suddenly lost the desire to live.

At that moment, my heart was ashamed.

Why, my heart hurts so much?

Why, I think Xu Xiangliu will always be by my side?

Finally, I understand that the so-called love is not just a manifestation of lust/desire.

There are many kinds of love, and my love for Xu Xiangliu is one of them.

It's just that I understood too late, when I knew, Xu Xiangliu would never smile at me again.

The warmth I could feel, I couldn't feel anymore.

My parents once told me: "It's never too late to regret."

And I finally understood the meaning of this sentence.

The author has something to say: very long, right?

Praise me!cough cough...

Then... don't hit me, after all if you are tortured and cry...

I must have been tortured to cry...

keep crying, bye...

I have a routine rest tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, so I'm sure I'm not in the mood to think about what's going to happen next... That's it