mentally handicapped life

Good night, good night, still upset.

As soon as Zuo Wen closed his eyes, his mind was filled with the scene of Yi Zhihang's limbs twitching abnormally at night, his face turning blue and about to suffocate, and the flood of worries and fears made him feel cold all over.He kissed Yi Zhihang's hair, and decided to take him for a comprehensive examination tomorrow.

After sleeping alone for a long time, it is somewhat unaccustomed to have another person next to him, and the person next to him is very fragile at the moment, so Zuo Wen didn't sleep deeply, so he would wake up from time to time and touch Yi Zhihang's face to see He has no fever.Yi Zhihang didn't sleep well, maybe the aftertaste of fright hadn't dissipated, and his body would occasionally tremble like being startled.Zuo Wen hugged him even tighter, and kept comforting his back with his hands, comforting him softly: "Be good, don't be afraid..."

Yi Zhihang fell into a nightmare again.

The sun was very strong at noon that day, and the brawny man who sent him the admission letter was blushing, and kept praising him: "The boy is amazing, top three! No. [-] middle school! Win glory for our county! Now, take it, and work harder Take it to Tsinghua University and Peking University, and continue to win glory!"

Yi Zhihang received Da Hongpi's admission letter, feeling very happy.For himself, he is confident, he knows that he is smart, and he didn't take advantage of it because of his smartness. Others don't know how hard he works, but he himself knows it very well.Therefore, this admission notice is what he deserves.

Everyone who passed by gave congratulatory glances. They whispered that the Yi family boy is really good, while scolding their own children who are not good enough.Yi Zhihang didn't pay attention to anyone, he walked quickly, and then started to run. He just wanted to go to his father's grave to talk to him and share his joy.

"Father, I have been admitted to the No. [-] Middle School. I am among the top three in the city. I am very good. This is the admission notice." Yi Zhihang put the notice in front of the tombstone. The tombstone is not old. The old man in the photo on the monument With a kind face.

Yi Zhihang's eyes were moist. His father had read some books when he was young, and he loved him very much during his lifetime. He taught him to read and write when he was a child, and he was regarded as his first teacher.Yi Zhihang was named after his father.

The old man said: "Zhihang, the old man gave you this name because he hoped that you would read thousands of books and travel thousands of miles. The meaning is reading, and traveling thousands of miles is the journey. The old man knows that you are the material, so study hard. ah."

"Father, I have to live on campus when I go to No. [-] Middle School, so I won't be able to visit you often. Don't worry, I will study hard. Dad doesn't know about my admission yet. Wait until he gets off work tonight..."

"Xiaohang! Xiaohang! Hurry up, something happened to your father!" Uncle Liu, who was working on the construction site next door with his father, ran over anxiously, grabbed Yi Zhihang's notice on the ground with one hand and went to the construction site Ben.

"What happened to my dad?" Yi Zhihang asked while running, his heart beating wildly.

"Li San'er, that imbecile guy! He went to the construction site and yelled at your dad with a loudspeaker saying that you are amazing, and you have passed the first grade! Your dad is putting cement on the head, and when he was happy, he lost his grip on the cement bucket, so he grabbed it with one hand. Just... just fell down! Hurry up! Maybe you still have some energy!" Li San'er was the man who sent the admission notice to Yi Zhihang.

Maybe you're still angry?

maybe?

Still angry?

return? ? ?

Yi Zhihang's mind was buzzing, and he felt dizzy for a moment.

Flying to the construction site, Yi Zhihang smelled a strong smell of blood. Everyone stood together, and some people were vomiting unbearably. bowl.

A man who looked like a foreman saw Yi Zhihang startled, and hurried over to block him: "Don't look at Xiaohang, you go back first, hurry up, be obedient!" He turned his head and snapped: "Old Liu! Why did you bring the child here! No brains!" Then he ordered the group of people standing: "Cover it! Cover him! What are you doing in a daze!"

Yi Zhihang took the opportunity to push the foreman away and ran forward. The group of people were scrambling to find something to cover the... what on the ground?

what did he see... what did he see...

Yi Zhihang was short of breath, whimpering, his hair was wet with cold sweat, and his limbs were twitching uneasily for a long time.His body temperature is getting hotter and hotter, and the buttons of his pajamas have been unbuttoned by Zuo Wen.Zuo Wen sat on his knees and gave him a comforting massage, while calling softly: "Zhihang, Zhihang, what's wrong, don't be afraid, wake up, wake up, you'll be fine, Zhihang, don't be afraid..." He cried anxiously, He wanted to wake up Yi Zhihang, but he didn't dare to make a loud noise to scare him.

"Dad!" Yi Zhihang let out a yell in his throat and jumped up from the bed, gasping for breath in shock, his eyes widened, and his face was covered with tears.

"Zhihang!" Zuo Wen rushed over, took Yi Zhihang's face with both hands, wiped his tears, rubbed his cheeks back and forth, and said softly, "Have a nightmare? Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."

Yi Zhihang's eyes were out of focus, as if he didn't hear Zuo Wen's words, he said loudly, "My father is dead!"

Zuo Wen was startled and said, "What?"

Yi Zhihang said loudly again: "He fell to his death!"

"Zhihang..."

"Yi Shui's Yi!" Yi Zhihang was completely confused.

"Zhihang! Come back quickly! Don't scare brother." Zuo Wen began to worry about Yi Zhihang's mental state.

This time Yi Zhihang finally saw Zuo Wen and heard Zuo Wen speak.He looked at Zuo Wen, but what he said made Zuo Wen feel as if he had been struck by lightning.

Yi Zhihang said, "Who are you?"

At three o'clock in the morning, there was no one in the hospital except the medical staff on duty.

Zuo Wen sat blankly on the cold bench, his clothes were disheveled, and he looked a little depressed.

When Yi Zhihang asked who he was, his wary eyes looked like a little beast with teeth and claws, and he would pounce on you and tear you apart at the slightest movement.

What made Zuo Wen unacceptable the most, the one whose chest seemed to be blocked by a boulder, and whose heart twitched intermittently, was Yi Zhihang asking who he was.

Who is he?

He asked left.

He is Dr. Zuo.

He is Doctor Zuo.

He is grandson, son, brother.

...is Yi Zhihang's elder brother.

……?

If Yi Zhihang is not stupid suddenly, remembers where his home is, and forgets his Zuo Wen... he may not be stupid anymore, he has already forgotten Zuo Wen.

Then what should I do? ...what can I do.Zuo asked to think.

There was really nothing he could do.He just feels powerless now, and this feeling of powerlessness haunts him, making him exhausted and energetic.

How long has it been since you felt this way?Ah, I remembered, the last time was in junior high school, when his dog died of old age.

He thought of his dog, which he picked up from the trash when he was walking with his mother when he was a child.A very smart dog, and a very well behaved dog.

How long have you been home?I don't know, it's been half a year, it's time for my parents to call and talk about him.If he goes home, Zuo Yue will complain again, "Brother, you are more troublesome than a woman".

Brother... Yi Zhihang also called him brother, so he didn't think he was too troublesome, and he accommodated him everywhere.

accommodate.

It turns out that Yi Zhihang has been accommodating him.Zuo Wen felt a little warm in his heart, but suddenly remembered Yi Zhihang's guarded eyes before he fainted.

What if Yi Zhihang stopped accommodating him?Didn't even know him, never saw him again?

What a white-eyed wolf that his mother doesn't know well.Zuo Wen thought a little resentfully.

How could he forget me?How dare he forget me!Who paid him a large amount of medical expenses, who took him in for him to eat and clothe him, and who spoiled him and loved him in a different way!Yi Zhihang, if you dare to forget me, if you dare to forget me...

"Heh." Zuo Wen snorted softly, feeling dazed.This fucking is not writing a Mary Su novel, so what if Yi Zhihang forgot about him, can he still imprison Yi Zhihang and abuse him every day?Forget it, just forget it, as long as Yi Zhihang can wake up, the rest is not important.

After Yi Zhihang asked who you are, he was tense for a while and suddenly fainted. Zuo Wen was so shocked that he had to put away his emotions and drag him to the hospital.The old horse in the emergency room said that the child had fainted from a fever. Zuo Wen was really exhausted after all the tossing. His eyes were dry and painful, but his mind was very clear.

"Fuck!" Zuo Wen kicked his legs indiscriminately.

At six o'clock, the number of people in the hospital gradually increased. They saw sitting on a chair and asked to the left, wondering if this person was widowed, otherwise why would he look so bereaved.

Colleagues who passed by were also curious about what happened to Dr. Zuo, was he dying soon, so sad, and sympathized.

Zuo Wen didn't close his eyes all night, and didn't enter Yi Zhihang's ward.He doesn't want to see Yi Zhihang now, that harmless face only makes him feel breathless.

"Doctor Zuo, it may take a while for the child to wake up. If you stay here overnight and don't go in, why don't you go home and have a wash before you come back and have breakfast to see how haggard you are." Xiao Chen, the nurse who was about to get off work, kindly reminded Zuo Wen.Last night when she was on duty, she saw Doctor Zuo rushing in with a child in her arms in a hurry. She was actually quite curious about who that child was, and how he could make the gentle and gentle Doctor Zuo lose his composure like this .

"Oh, um, Xiao Chen, thank you." Zuo Wen's voice was a little hoarse, and he didn't move after speaking.

"Thank you, I didn't do anything. What are you doing in a daze, hurry up and go home." Xiao Chen really became more and more curious.

"Oh, okay." Zuo Wen was about to stand up, but he staggered and almost fell back, but he steadied himself, and he couldn't lose his bearing in front of Xiao Chen. "Oh, sitting for too long, my limbs are stiff."

"Doctor Zuo, don't laugh, it's uglier than crying." Xiao Chen suddenly felt that Dr. Zuo was very pitiful.

"Heh..." Realizing that he was forced to laugh again, Zuo Wen hurriedly stopped talking, "Then what, I'll go and tell Lao Ma, I'll be back now, and you should too."

"Doctor Ma is leaving get off work too. You can go to Director Zhang. It is estimated that the handover is in progress."

"Oh, then I'll go find her, let's go, bye."

Xiao Chen looked at Dr. Zuo's back as he went away, feeling sympathetic and curious at the same time.

"Oh, you go back. I'll show you the child. His fever has subsided. He didn't wake up because he was too weak. It's okay." Director Zhang thought it was a little funny, and the old horse told her that he brought the child in at night. At that time, Dr. Zuo was so anxious that he kept emphasizing to Lao Ma that the child not only had a fever, but that the child's intelligence was impaired. It might be because he remembered something, or he might have selective amnesia, so he didn't recognize him.The old horse was so noisy that he said directly: "You are a physician and I am a physician?" The child had a fever and Dr. Zuo was so nervous. Director Zhang was very curious, who is this child?

"Well, thank you, Director Zhang."

"Why are you polite, come back."

Zuo Wen took a taxi home and took a shower. He drove in such a state of mind that he was afraid of killing someone.

Drying my hair, feeling a little hungry, Zuo Wen made himself an egg and ham sandwich.The first egg is fried, pour it into the trash can, brush the pan, and fry the second one.It's mushy again, pour it into the trash can, wash the pan, and fry the third one.Still mushy...five eggs, all mushy, so an egg and ham sandwich without eggs becomes a ham sandwich.

After eating the sandwich, Zuo Wen took another shower, halfway through the shower he realized that he had already done it, it was all wet anyway, let's wash it again...

Drying his hair again, Zuo Wen threw himself on the bed casually, Yi Zhihang's breath still remained on the quilt, Zuo Wen had a sore nose, feeling like fuck.

Hold!When did I ever feel so aggrieved?

After lying down for a while, the phone rang, it was Zhong Gong.

"Hey... what are you talking about, don't talk to me. Dude." Zuo Wen turned over and lay on his back.

"Hey buddy, you are so angry so early in the morning," Zhong Gong laughed, "I took my wife to your hospital for a physical examination, what's the matter, let's have lunch together at noon?"

"I..." Zuo Wen wanted to say that he had asked for leave, but only then remembered that he hadn't asked for leave yet. "I'm on leave." I still said that.

"Are you asking for leave?" Zhong Gong couldn't believe it, you kid can't wait to live in your courtyard, why are you asking for leave? "

Yeah?Why is he working so hard?In fact, he still feels quite tired and wants to rest every day.

Why rest?To accompany Yi Zhihang?

easy!Of!Sailing!It's Yi Zhihang again!

"Hello? Are you listening, kid? Tell me, what leave are you asking for?" Zhong Gong asked strangely.

"Zhong Gong, I think I've fallen." Zuo Wen said desperately.

"What happened?" Zhong Gong was a little confused.

"It's in Yi Zhihang's hands."

Zhong Gong understood instantly, and said, "I...fuck...you boy...what's the situation? You've only known him for a few days? Don't you say he's just a child?"

"Four months and zero... I don't know how many days. How did I know him for a few days!" Zuo Wen growled.

"Zuo Er, you are wrong," Zhong Gong sensitively caught Zuo Wen's anomaly, "Are you crying?"

"I, he. Mom didn't cry!" Zuo Wen was a little annoyed, and subconsciously touched the corners of his eyes. Fuck, there were actually tears, and he didn't know when they came out... "Zhong Gong, what do you think I should do?"

"What to do, just go for it if you like it, don't care if he is a fool..."

"He forgot about me! Fuck! He forgot about me! That arrogance! What a fucking bastard! Run away after flirting! Fuck!"

Zhong Gong listened to Zuo Wen's sudden roar on the other end of the phone. This was the first time he saw Zuo Wen lose control like this, and he was momentarily stunned.

After Zuo Wen scolded him, he felt that he had lost his composure again, why is it always fucking wrong whenever something happened to Yi Zhihang! "Then what, I died, and he is still lying in the hospital, I don't worry, you can eat at noon, I won't go."

"Hey don't hang up..."

Zuo Wen hung up the phone, lay down for a while, then got up, changed clothes, and went out.In the middle, I made a phone call to the department to ask for leave.

Halfway through the walk, I remembered that the door seemed to be unlocked, so I turned back to lock the door. When I got to the door, I found that the door was locked, but the key was not pulled out, so I pulled out the key and continued walking.

At this time, Director Zhang called, and Zuo Wen shook his hand, almost shaking the phone to the ground.Quickly pressed the answer button, Zuo asked, "Hello? Director Zhang, what's wrong with the child?"

"It's nothing, he's awake, come quickly."

Zuo Wen's heart skipped a beat, his voice trembling: "Are you awake?"

"woke up."

The author has something to say:

Dad means grandpa.

Old men, don’t trust your father, I made up Yi Zhihang’s name, I thought it sounded good, so I used it. When he introduced himself, I felt that people should know which Yi and which Zhihang it was. Well, I thought of such a name stalk without distraction.I was also quite surprised when it came out of my father's mouth, really.

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