Symbiotic

12

I went to Yunshan Garden to be a tutor at 60 o'clock, and it went well. The little girl's grades were very good, and her grade ranking hovered between 90 and [-]. The average Chinese was excellent in all subjects, but English was lagging behind.

Chen Ji watched her write a few questions from the side and found out her shortcomings. The vocabulary was not enough, and she did well in the gestalt reading and single selection. What exposed her shortcomings was the composition. She was not proficient in using sentences and couldn't spell many words. Come and flip the book.

Chen Ji sat aside, lighting the table with a pen.

"Xinyi, don't you like your English teacher?"

Pei Xinyi didn't expect Chen Ji to guess this, and asked in surprise, "How do you know?"

"You can learn Chinese, mathematics and physics well, there's no reason why you can't do English." Immediately afterwards, Chen Ji asked softly, "Why don't you endorse?"

Pei Xinyi lay on the table in a sad state, "I think my English teacher can't understand me, she's too direct, and her words hurt people."

"What about you? Why does she dislike you?"

"How do I know, maybe I'm not the same as the good student she thinks."

"What are you like?"

"Me? I'm very noisy, and I also like to dress up." Pei Xinyi frowned, and reflected on herself a little, "I rely on my cleverness in reading, and I don't work too hard."

Chen Ji smiled, "It's a good thing to be smarter than others, Xinyi. I also rely on my cleverness when I study, but I know that studying is my own business. Good grades will make my life easier. I do what I have to do."

Because Chen Ji looks good and is excellent, girls like Pei Xinyi will listen to what he says.

Chen Ji's plan for Pei Xinyi was to memorize twenty words and a small sample essay every day.

Tutoring for an hour and a half, Pei Xinyi memorizing books for 10 minutes, Chen Ji doing random checks for 10 minutes, and spending the remaining hour doing lectures on grammar.

At 08:30, it was already dark outside. When Chen Ji left the community, he could see Lin Qinhan, who was 1.8 meters tall, sitting in the gazebo waiting for him.

When Chen Ji passed by, Lin Qinhan was still slapping the mosquitoes on his legs, and when he saw Chen Jilai, he complained without looking up, "Oh my god, there are so many mosquitoes here."

Chen Ji pulled him up, "You don't have to wait next time."

Lin Qinhan took his hand and stood up, took out a bag of yogurt with red dates and gave it to Chen Ji.

It was cool, Chen Ji took it, and it was very comfortable to drink.

The evening wind blows directly at the two of them.

Chen Ji said happily, "I like to drink this."

Lin Qinhan also took a sip from Chen Ji's straw, "Sweet."

"I have a mosquito repellent bracelet at home, and I will bring you one tomorrow."

Lin Qinhan, "Is there such a thing?"

"I bought it online, it should work."

"Okay, how is your tutor?"

"It's okay, quite smart, and it's not difficult to teach."

"It's pretty good. My grades are pretty bad. I got more than 400 points in the final exam."

"Study hard, you will be better in the future."

"Well...Chen Ji, what university do you want to study in the future?"

"Huh? I don't know, you can get whatever you can?"

The two found a park bench and sat down, enjoying the evening breeze comfortably.

Lin Qinhan played with Chen Ji's hand, "Well, why do you have so many part-time jobs?"

"Make money." Chen Ji said casually, but seeing Lin Qinhan's expression was not right, he immediately said: "Hey, I have enough pocket money, and my family is not poor. I just want more money."

Lin Qinhan smiled, "Well, I watched a video a few days ago, saying that all southerners seem to be like this."

Chen Ji didn't answer, and both of them were silent for a while.

"Well, to be honest, my family wasn't very rich when I was young, and I lived in that kind of tube house. It's a little better when I grow up. I have an inexplicable closeness to money."

Lin Qinhan hummed, squeezed Chen Ji's palm, and motioned for him to continue speaking encouragingly.

"My parents are busy and don't have time to cook. My sister and I ate the most food from other people's homes when we were young,"

"My sister changed houses when she was in junior high school, and my grandparents came here. Later, the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and some old people's problems, my grandparents went back again."

"Therefore, no one cooks anymore. My parents may think that my sister and I are getting older, so we just stuff 500 yuan a month for three meals for ourselves."

"When I grow up, sometimes I can't eat enough and I want to make money by myself. At that time, when I was in the second grade of junior high school, I had a mobile phone, so I went to help others to play games on behalf of others, and gradually made money by myself. When I grew up, I learned that there are many ways to make money. , I can’t help it, just a little more.”

"My parents didn't know that I had a card. The lucky money, pocket money, and self-earned money in the card from childhood to adulthood were about 9 yuan."

"I'm not a big spender, I just want to save more."

Chen Ji kept his head down when he spoke, Lin Qinhan didn't know why he had to bear so much for himself when he was only a teenager.

"Why don't you tell your parents to increase your pocket money?"

Chen Ji smiled, "This kind of thing is done by my sister, and now I have 800 yuan a month, and my sister saves money if she has money. She doesn't know how to do a part-time job and she won't be full. Sometimes I have to take care of her." Tell me about my sister." After speaking, he raised his head thoughtfully, and said, "Maybe we gay think more than others."

Lin Qinhan thanked Chen Ji Neng for opening his heart.

I also feel sorry for Chen Ji.

Very distressed very distressed.

This kind of distress is born of love from the heart.

So he held Chen Ji's hand silently, and hugged him tightly.

Chen Ji calmed down and turned to Lin Qinhan, "I'm done talking, how about you?"

"Me? I have money in my family. I'm lazy. I don't want to make progress. I'm too lazy to study. I grew up so big. I saw you. I started to learn something. I will get better. I know you are excellent. I dare not say forever. ..Chen Ji."

"It's good to be like this all the time."

"okay."

I still can't like you like you like me, but I will like you more and more in the future.

After returning home, Chen Ji began to think about getting rid of his bad habit of saving money.

After finishing the agency work, I will not do this order now. I will live broadcast when I have time, and I will do part-time work...

Seems to be no different...

Love makes people change, Chen Ji lay on the bed, feeling emotional.

He got up and took the mobile phone on the table, 10:30...Call Fang Wenqing.

"Hello? Brother Chen? Why are you calling at this time?"

Chen Ji buried his head in the pillow, "I have a few days off for condolences, what have you been doing recently?"

"Come to my parents, Zhejiang."

"Oh... I see, Wen Qing, let me tell you something."

"What's the matter? I'm a little imaginary."

"I... fell in love with someone."

Fang Wenqing replied quickly, "That's great, Brother Chen, I don't have to block you from lovemaking in the future."

No matter how Chen Ji heard it, he felt that this sentence was a bit deliberate.

"My partner is a man."

The opposite side was completely quiet for a while, "Brother Chen, are you coming out with me? Damn, I didn't see it! Fuck, no wonder you play so well with me, I fucking thought you liked me, so we are Gay honey, wow, no wonder it's amazing, it's amazing."

Chen Ji spoke calmly, "Well, let me tell you about someone first, I talked about it a few days ago."

"Yes... who is the other party?"

"Lin Qinhan."

"Fuck? Damn? My mother? What should I say, should I hurry back from Zhejiang? How did you get together? Why did two handsome guys get together?"

"Pfft." Chen Ji suppressed a smile and rolled around on the bed.

"Brother Chen, tell me, how did you get together??? Hurry up, I want to hear."

"Then let me tell you, don't tell anyone else."

Fang Wenqing made a swearing promise on the other end of the phone, "Yeah, sure, you only told me because you trusted me. I am very honored, and I will never tell anyone else."

"When two people are in love, they are together hahahaha where are there so many things."

"Oh my god, Brother Chen, your style of painting really changed after you fell in love. It's too scary. I still haven't recovered from it."

Chen Ji coughed twice, "Okay, okay, it's good that you know, I just want to tell you. I don't have much to say about this matter."

Fang Wenqing also became serious, "Well, I got it, I won't tell others. Brother Chen, I will never have unreasonable thoughts about you in the future, let's be gay honey." Don't give up, "Why didn't I see it, I really don't have any!"

"It's fine if you don't have it, and no one else can see it."

"It's not easy. I've wronged you."

"It's quite open, it will be better in the future."

"Well! I wish you and Lin Qinhan a long life."

Chen Ji smiled, "Okay, okay, the blessing is accepted, you can step back."

A burden in his heart was relieved, and Chen Ji felt much more relaxed, so he closed his eyes and went straight to sleep

After that, the days passed slowly, and Chen Ji adjusted his work schedule very regularly after finishing the order on his behalf, going to bed at ten o'clock from seven o'clock.

In the morning, I run with Lin Qinhan, have breakfast, go to the library, and occasionally watch movies, go to the playground and play ball in the afternoon, and have fun with Sun Ming and Li Shengyuan. It's comfortable being together.

The Chen family's parents have interfered and communicated with Chen Ji and Chen Kening's free activities, and even said that they handed over their mobile phones and frozen their pocket money. Chen Ji was not afraid. Don't be too presumptuous for the two children, they won't actually take action. Besides, Chen's father and Chen's mother are busy with work, so they can't control the two of them.

After talking too much, Chen Ji apparently agreed to play as he wanted.

At the beginning of August, Lin Qinhan was taken abroad by his parents for a week.

It's rare for Chen Ji to be idle at home, morning and afternoon are really long hours, he just leans on his chair in a daze and lets the time go by.

He didn't want to go to see Sun Ming and the others, but suddenly remembered that he had told Li Shengyuan that he was going to see Mrs. Wu, so he rode alone to the Tongzilou where he used to live.

Mrs. Wu is an old man, a Christian, and the people who live in Tongzilou are uneducated. They are all called by Mrs. Wu. Mrs. Wu is divorced and lives alone. , I think it's okay to live here alone, so I don't want to bother my children.

So from the time he could remember, Chen Ji knew that Mrs. Wu lived next door to him, who was very kind to others, with a huge and bulky black and white TV, and the radio was always full of Lord and Lord.

Carrying a bag of fruit, Chen Ji gently pushed open the chained door, and the old man in his memory was sitting inside, with a desktop electric fan blowing on the table, Mrs. Wu was lying on the wicker chair, wearing glasses, carefully Read her old bible.

"Ms. Wu, I'm here to see you."

The old man narrowed his eyes, "Xiao Ji?"

Chen Ji stood at the door, "It's me."

Mrs. Wu sat up, "Is it summer vacation? Come in."

Chen Ji hurried in, put the fruit on the table, and found a small chair to sit down.

Mrs. Wu staggered down from the wicker chair, poured a glass of mung bean water for Chen Ji and handed it over.

Chen Ji took the cup and took a few sips.

Mrs. Wu took the book again, pointed to a word on it, and asked Chen Ji, "Xiao Ji, what is this word?"

Chen Ji looked at it, "鸡 (zhi), means ferocious."

Mrs. Wu smiled, "When you leave, there are no more questions."

"When will I call Yuan'er and Xiao Ning over to see you?"

Mrs. Wu smiled and nodded, "Okay."

This afternoon, Chen Ji listened to Mrs. Wu read the Bible all afternoon in the dimly lit old room.

He knew that the Bible was against homosexuality, and Chen Ji didn't care about it in 2018, but the inexplicable guilt and embarrassment in his heart made Chen Ji feel ashamed.

When Mrs. Wu stroked Chen Ji's head and said, my child, the Lord will bless you, Chen Ji almost cried.

"Son, what's bothering you?"

Chen Ji shook his head, "No."

"The Lord will bless you."

"The Lord will not."

"The Lord tolerates anyone, my child."

"Will the Lord tolerate my homosexuality

Mrs. Wu was silent for a long time without speaking, and Chen Ji also kept her head down.

"My child, this is your choice, your right. The Lord is against homosexuality and does not approve of homosexual behavior. The Lord treats anyone with kindness and respect. Human character is deeply ingrained. Homosexuals cannot control their sexual orientation. "

"Don't be embarrassed that you take a different stand, my boy."

"The Lord doesn't approve of you, but the Lord doesn't discriminate against you, it's normal."

"The Lord will always bless you and forgive you."

"Amen."

What Chen Ji couldn't get over was the hurdle in his heart. He desperately needed approval and believed that he should be opposed. After Lin Qinhan appeared, he was so depressed that he couldn't bear it anymore.

So he found the Bible, and he felt the Lord would reject him.

As for Chen Ji, he was once again surrounded by goodwill.

don't be embarrassed

always inclusive

The author has something to say:

I don’t know what I wrote hahahaha, I’m so sleepy...I played all day today...I wrote all night and I can finally sleep