foul youth

On the second day, the school sports meeting finally came to an end, and the friends from the language department had to regain their previous vigor, throw off the warm quilts early in the morning, and leave the dormitory for morning reading.

This late autumn morning, it was already seven o'clock, and the morning light was sluggish. Relying on the supplement of street lamps, it barely dispelled the darkness before dawn.Presumably it was a cloudy day, the clouds in the eastern sky could not be seen clearly, and there was no vigorous light of the morning sun.

In the morning reading classroom, the voices of the students reading aloud were as loud as ever.

Xia Zhilin sat quietly in the classroom, wearing an off-white coat, with the zipper on his chest unzipped by two-thirds, revealing the white shirt collar inside.It still has that clean and neat appearance, which makes people feel refreshed and comfortable.However, his mood was as listless as the morning's weather, and his thoughts were circling between himself, Guo Zihao and Liang Xin.Thinking of the disappointed look that Guo Zihao looked at him for the last time yesterday, and then looking at Liang Xin who was sitting in the middle of the classroom, he felt that he was so useless, both sides were messed up by him.

After the morning reading class ended, there was no class, and everyone left the classroom one after another.Xia Zhilin kept secretly looking at Liang Xin, saw her stand up and walked out of the classroom, and stood up immediately after her.

Jiang Haowen, who was sitting next to him, hadn't had time to pack his textbooks, saw Xia Zhilin walking out by himself, and a morning reading class treated himself as if he was transparent, and shouted strangely: "Hey... Zhilin, wait for me What's the matter? Today, you were absent-minded all morning, and you didn't respond to talking to you several times. Where are you going to reincarnate if you are in such a hurry. "

After listening to Xia Zhilin, he realized that he had been negligent all morning.He stopped and turned around and said to Jiang Haowen: "Haowen, I'm sorry, I have something to tell Liang Xin, so I won't wait for you, you can go back later." After finishing speaking, he walked out without looking back.

"Liang Xin, I have something to tell you." After catching up, Xia Zhilin said directly in front of Liang Xin.

Liang Xin stopped and looked at Xia Zhilin coldly.Said: "There is nothing to say, no matter how handsome he is, I don't want him to be so handsome."

"But you must have misunderstood me, please let me explain." Xia Zhilin said.

Finally, the two came to the garden next to the classroom and stopped by the small lake in the garden.

"Let's talk." Liang Xin said coldly.

Xia Zhilin faced the lake, leaned against the fence by the lake, pondered for a while and said in silence: "Three days ago, when we were strolling on the track and field, he was there!"

"Huh?" Liang Xin looked at Xia Zhilin in surprise.

"Oh! It's okay, don't worry, he didn't hear what we said, he only saw it from a distance, and didn't know your situation. But it was also because of this that the misunderstanding occurred." Hearing Liang Xin's surprised With an exclamation, Xia Zhilin turned to look at her, thinking that she was worried that Guo Zihao knew that she liked him, so he first explained.Then he faced the lake again and continued, "After the game that day, he asked me to have dinner with him, but I didn't go. After seeing us later, he thought we were boyfriend and girlfriend, and thought I was because of you So don't go to dinner with him."

"Then you wouldn't take your anger out on me, would you...?" Liang Xin interjected unwillingly upon hearing this.

"He didn't blame you." Xia Zhilin interrupted Liang Xin, and continued, "I also found out yesterday. After the awards ceremony, I met him, and he told me that he was also at the track and field that night, and he also watched When we arrived, he asked me if I had a girlfriend. It wasn’t because he cared if I had a girlfriend, but I couldn’t tell you about your situation. I could only deny it blindly. He asked me what I was doing with you in the track and field field, but I can't explain it at all. At that time, he must have thought that I was unreliable, that I was a very dishonest friend, that he didn't understand what I took him for, and that he had a girlfriend and hid it from him."

Hearing this, Liang Xin finally felt some understandable complexity in his heart, and quietly listened to Xia Zhilin's continuation without interrupting.

Xia Zhilin paused and glanced at her, and then continued: "Later, I sincerely apologized to him, and he didn't make things difficult for me anymore, so it was nothing. But because I have been denying my relationship with you , he produced two guess results. One is that I pursued you, but I haven’t caught up yet. The other is that you chased me, and I didn’t accept it and I was embarrassed to refuse. Then we went to the library to read books at night, and I haven’t had time to tell In your case, you happened to show up. He saw that you were more active than me, and he directly confirmed the judgment that the girl in his heart was chasing after him. He thought I was too embarrassed to refuse, so he suddenly stood up to fight you for me. This is when you left Finally, he told me himself. At that time, he still had the feeling of victory and felt that he had helped me, but I said he had misunderstood, but I couldn’t tell him the truth.”

After finally hearing the whole story, Liang Xin still felt much more comfortable. Looking at Xia Zhilin, she felt a little apologetic in her heart.

"I'm sorry, I misunderstood you too. I didn't expect you to keep me secret. But I found that your relationship is really not so good. I said that after the game ended that day, there were so many people in his class, but in the end it was you I was a little jealous when I came to help him. Aren't you from the south? I heard his accent should be from Beijing. How did you know each other?" Liang Xin said.

Xia Zhilin forced a faint smile, shook his head and said, "It should be bad now."

"Well... I didn't expect this to happen, so what are you going to do now, do you need me to explain to him for you? If you need to explain what happened that day, you can just tell the truth. It's the 21st century, and I don't If you don’t care about anything, you won’t be able to catch up, anyway, it’s impossible to be with him now, and I don’t care what he thinks of me anymore.”

Xia Zhilin listened silently, unsure of paying attention.Liang Xin looked at him, paused for a moment, and suddenly rolled her big round eyes cleverly a few times, then continued to ask without giving up: "But to be honest, you two have such a good relationship, I really envy you! How did you meet? Can you tell me? You don’t really have that kind of relationship, do you? Don’t get me wrong, I don’t mean to discriminate. I can still understand that society is so diverse now. But… maybe It’s true that I’ll be a little bit unwilling, haha.”

After Xia Zhilin heard it, his ears were like thunder, and his whole depressed mood woke up with a bang.The thoughts in the brain, just like this gray morning, when all the haze was suddenly blown away by a gust of wind, suddenly became clear and scary.

"No, no, no, you misunderstood, we are really not what you think. Let's do it first, I have to go back. When I was studying earlier, Haowen told me to go back and play a game with him as soon as possible." Xia Zhi Lin said nervously, feeling a little flustered and wanted to run away, so he found an excuse to say goodbye.

"Well, I just said it casually and don't take it to heart. If necessary, you can confess to him directly. Maybe you will have a chance if you confess. As the saying goes: Men chase women across mountains, women chase men across mountains Layers of gauze! Haha!"

Chasing backwards can be so heroic, which is rare. Xia Zhilin even felt that he had been working so hard to keep the secret for her before, and it was a waste of effort.But it doesn't matter, now I just want to leave.Xia Zhilin agreed embarrassingly, smiled foolishly, and then said goodbye and left.

After leaving Liang Xin, Xia Zhilin kept thinking about Liang Xin's words "You two really have that kind of relationship!".It feels like being entangled in an annoying fly that won't go away if you hit it.

Suddenly he felt a little scary, he didn't even want to go back to the dormitory, and the feeling that he didn't want to face anyone invaded his heart.Isn't this really friendship?If Guo Zihao had the same doubts about himself as Liang Xin did, how would he look at himself.Thinking back, in fact, from the first time I saw him, I felt the love in my heart.At that time, I still took it for granted, why did I suddenly feel so terrible.

Xia Zhilin walked back with his head down in frustration, feeling that the originally vast mind was gradually being piled up with all kinds of things that deviated from common sense and tradition, following his own thoughts, and the more crowded it became, the more terrifying it became.

Suddenly, accidentally, Xia Zhilin bumped into a passerby.Subconsciously, that person was taller than him, because he lowered his head and just hit his chest directly.It felt like a sense of security, but Xia Zhilin was taken aback, and the thoughts that were flying all over the sky just now came back to him.Reflexively took a step back and said "I'm sorry." Then he raised his head and saw that it was none other than Guo Zihao who bumped into him.