rotten redemption

"She seemed to be crazy. She never let me wear a condom during the past two months of sex, saying that she knew how to take birth control pills."

Lin Chi kept scratching his short hair, and Mace just gently stroked his back.

"She finally understood that she should let go, but she didn't expect that she would do it in this way. She said that she would not force me to marry her, and that she would take the child away after the child was born. What, it seemed that it was all my fault. .”

Mace knew that Lin Chi was waiting for him to say, "Yes, it's not your fault." Now his mind was busy thinking about how to solve this problem: "Do you have the money for her pregnancy test in these few months?"

"I gave her that card." It was the card Teacher Liu gave him.

"Then what will you do when she leaves? Do you have any money to raise her child?"

"Why...she wanted the child herself, why should I take the money?"

Metz thought for a while: "Then give me the card number, and I will give her a sum of money every month until the child reaches adulthood."

Lin Chi frowned, he didn't want to owe others for this kind of thing, even if this other person was Mace who was closest to him.

"It's not easy for Ye He as a girl. Even if she doesn't think about Ye He, she should think about the child. After all, she is your flesh and blood. I want to create good living conditions for my best friend's child."

"Oh, sorry to trouble you."

"It's not like you." Mace smiled.

Lin Chi found this smile very ironic.

Lin Chi knew that Metz didn't mean to laugh at him, he just couldn't understand himself.

Metz is only 25 years old, and he has already become a senior executive of a world-renowned company, and the house in the high-end community with one-time payment is also being renovated. His dream is only a cat away; Lin Chi is also 25 years old. But he accidentally made other people's stomachs bigger, living a day is a day, living in a house under someone else's name, and even a bad person who is getting farther and farther away from his dream.

Speaking of which, he was really annoyed with his current job.

He thought he could become a freelance painter, but now he paints and corrects according to the requirements of customers. The works at work are all rushed out before the deadline.The paintings that I take the initiative to draw and are happy to draw always make customers and bosses shake their heads.

"They know the shit, oh shit, they're all some shitty aesthetics, 'I want something like a Van Gogh', or even 'Give me a copy of 'Starry Night'!' What' This kind of painting is too weird' you mmp! I’m not painting for you ordinary people, do you think I’m a street stall painter?!"

It was the evening when Mei Si's house was renovated and Lin Chi was invited to visit his new home. Lin Chi brought a few bottles of wine, which he almost drank by himself.Started whining and drinking crazy.

He rested his head directly on Mace's arm, rubbing it back and forth, making Mace a little sore.

"Why, why do these people always ask others to live like them! So do the customers, the boss, Ye He...Why, I just want to live as I want, why do I have to take care of others..."

Lin Chi had already started to cry.

"I just... want... to... live... according to my own wishes..." He was already sobbing, and then began to smile bitterly, "Could it be that people... all their lives... are just learning how to be willing...well... to live with others willingly...haha... ha…"

Metz knew that Lin Chi should cry by himself at this time, and no matter what he said when talking to him, it would make him more serious.

But Metz didn't know that Lin Chi still had such a physique, or in other words, his psychology: Lin Chi was crying, and his crotch also had an erection.

At this moment, Lin Chi didn't feel strange at all, but looked up at Metz with a drunken face, without any embarrassment in his expression: "That's how I am...when I'm in a bad mood, I want to have sex..."

Then he looked down at his crotch, drunk and not sober, he unzipped the zipper casually, took out his little brother, and then looked up in a daze with obvious lust. Brilliant mace.

Mace subconsciously covered his already bubbling red face, Lin Chi tilted his head when he saw it, and then looked between Mace's legs, Mace's crotch was bulging.

Mace felt that Lin Chi was really stupid, and said that he had always overestimated Lin Chi's integrity: Lin Chi grabbed Mace's crotch with one hand, and Mace was startled.

However this is only the beginning.

Immediately afterwards, he heard the person he had been longing for for a long time say: "You help me get it out, let me give you a blowjob... I haven't done it with a man yet." It's been too long since the last time.

Then he unzipped the zipper, pulled Mace's pants and underwear to his knees, grabbed Mace's organ, which was bigger than himself, and held it in his mouth.

His mouth was full of the fishy smell of male organs. Fortunately, Lin Chi was very adaptable. He recalled how his girlfriends licked him, and the long-lost taste.

Lin Chi licked without hindrance, but it was enough to stimulate the spinster Mace.He didn't expect that the first time between himself and others would be so bad.He shoots quickly.

Lin Chi avoided it in time, and seemed displeased with Metz's sudden outburst, but raised his eyes to see Metz's flushed face.

Lin Chi couldn't help laughing.

"Mianmian, can you really ejaculate?!"

Mace woke up like a dream.

Not really a good memory.Although after that, Metz's X life depended on this for a long time.

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The child was born in December, a boy, and Ye He named him Lin Yuezhu.The surname Lin was the only one he could take away from Lin Chi.

Lin Chi visited the mother and son a few times. Ye He was not in good health. Giving birth to a child was like suffering from a serious illness. The girl looked somewhat unbearable, and she was considerate to Ye He, even though he felt in his heart that he was not good enough. Oweed to Yehe.

Ye He originally planned to leave within a week after giving birth, but her health was not good, and she spent nearly two months in the hospital.

She said that she has no family, and she will go to work in a city in the south. She has claustrophobia and can only take the train. On the day before she left, she didn't want Lin Chi to see her off, saying that she was afraid that she would be shaken and would not leave.

Metz sent her and the child to the train station. It arrived early in the morning, and the train was still a long time away. The two sat in the coffee shop next to the train station. Metz hugged the child and teased him. Lin Yuezhu seemed to like Metz very much. As soon as Mace poked his bulging face, he giggled and scratched his hands, and when he laughed, his eyebrows only had the shadow of Lin Chi.I won't be able to add him in the future.

"I'm sorry to trouble you, I'll ask for a special leave."

"It's okay" tone without emotion.

Ye He was thoughtful, but finally made up his mind to speak.

"As soon as I saw Lin Chi, I knew I was in love with him...because our eyes are the same."

Mace listened, teasing the child with one hand.

"That's the same eyes because of the same experience. I love him because I have that experience, but I'm stuck in there forever. But Lin Chi, he's different, he throws it away , Live more freely and freely than anyone else.”

"I know, your feelings for Lin Chi have always been. Maybe it is as deep as mine. Lin Chi is the opposite that we can never catch up with. We are all bewitched by his madness. He is unrestrained, he has no scruples. Do you understand, we like Where he is is precisely why we'll never have him."

Mace was already looking up at her, his eyes searching.It was Lin Chi who said, the scalpel-like eyes he hates the most.

The two of them stared at each other for a long time, and Ye He must wait for Metz's reply.

Metz said lightly: "I understand."

"Why... You obviously like him, but you still help me, a rival in love."

This sentence reminded Metz that the polite concern in his eyes was no longer replaced by a little cold reproach: "I know I can't get him. I thought you could take good care of him."

Ye He bowed his head and remained silent for a while, or maybe a long time, before speaking.

"Mace, I was once sexually assaulted by my uncle."

If it was the person in front of him, maybe he could really understand Lin Chi and take good care of Lin Chi.Then she can rest assured.