rotten redemption

Lin Yuezhu is six years old and is in elementary school.

Elementary school starts early, but luckily my home is close to school, and Lin Yuezhu is also smart, so she goes home by herself every day, and reads in the study as soon as she gets home.In order to ensure his physical and mental health, Meister deliberately took a day off to tidy up the study, and put all the books that Lin Yuezhu shouldn't be reading out of Lin Yuezhu's reach.

For this new father, Lin Yuezhu liked it very much. Although he didn't show it, how could a child hide his thoughts.

When Lin Yuezhu was promoted to the second grade, one night, Mei’s father did not come back on time, but called home. Lin Yuezhu had never heard of the phone call, and Mei’s father’s excited tone said: "Yuezhu, your other father will be back soon."

On that day, Metz suddenly received a call from Ni Zi who was working in the orthopedics department of the hospital. Ni Zi laughed jokingly, "The person you miss has become my patient."

Mace left early for the first time and went straight to the hospital where Ni Zi was.

Driving along the way, talking anxiously with Ni Zi.

"What happened to him?!"

"It's not a big deal. I was too tired and fainted. When I fainted, I happened to be on the stairs and fell down. My right calf was broken. Don't worry, it's not serious."

Mace breathed a sigh of relief.

"How did he get so tired? Did he say where he's been for the past two years?"

"He works as a teacher in a studio that teaches amateur painting to adults, and at the same time he is also engaged in his own creation. As for why he is so tired-you young couples can say for themselves."

Mace ran upstairs all the way, his heart was in his throat, the closer he was to Lin Chi's ward, the more his heart beat faster and faster, and when he reached the door, he saw the man eating Mace leisurely Drag the cheesecake offered to him by Nizi.

Seeing him coming, Lin Chi stared blankly at him, then quickly cleaned up his expression: "Yo."

Metz broke in directly, pressed Lin Chi's head and kissed fiercely.

Ni Zi specially arranged the VIP ward for Lin Chi. At this time, there were only the two of them in the ward, and the sound of saliva exchange filled the whole space.

He didn't let Lin Chi go until Mace felt that he could barely cover one-thousandth of the two-year gap.

Lin Chi showed his trademark smile at him, but Metz felt distressed and hugged him.

He wanted to say a lot, but in the end he just asked, "How have you been these two years?"

Lin Chi was hugged by him, and he smirked, "Okay, it's not good when you just want to be soft."

Mace hugged him tighter, his expression gradually became serious, his smirk converged into a sincere smile, he spoke slowly, his voice was soft as if he was talking to himself: "Mace, I I wanted to die."

"I think it's boring, life is boring, there's no opportunity, so I suddenly think so.

"Then that day, I was going to wait for you to come back and sleep with you again and then die, but you never came back. I felt that this matter was incomplete, so I didn't die..." He felt tears coming out I quickly laughed and covered it up, "Actually, I was too cowardly haha, I was ready to climb over the balcony railing, but I was still too cowardly to jump hahahahaha...

"Then I went to find a job, Mace, I want to paint well, I want to make a lot of money," I finally couldn't help sobbing, and my words became more and more urgent, "Mace, I want to be worthy Fuck you, I don't want to be raised by you, I don't want to be your burden. Mace...I thought about the two of us that day, since we met in junior high school. I just realized...you have always been tmd to me so IMPORTANT!! I can't stand being so rotten and scumbag, I want to start over...As a result, I don't even have the courage to leave the city you live in."

Lin Chi buried his head in Mace's neck and sobbed. Mace gently ran down his hair. Lin Chi's words made a happy smile appear on the corner of his mouth.

"Ni Zi said that your leg is not serious, and you can go home to recuperate in a week."

Lin Chi didn't move, his head was still leaning against Mace's neck, Mace gently lifted Lin Chi's head, he was already asleep.

On the way home, Lin Chi was very excited, and kept talking to Metz about the things he had encountered in the past two years, no matter how small the trivial things in life were, Lin Chi could dance and talk for a long time.

"Lin Chi, there is one more person in the family now."

Lin Chi fell silent like a patient who was suddenly sedated.

"It's your son, Lin Yuezhu. Ye He committed suicide."

Lin Chi lowered his head, "Oh." There was not much fluctuation in his heart. He had already experienced enough surprises when Sun Xu died when people died.

That day, Metz asked for leave, so he stopped by to pick up Lin Yuezhu after school.

Lin Yuezhu saw a handsome guy who had never seen him sitting in the co-pilot, but kept her curiosity in her heart.

Mace said softly: "Yuezhu, this is your real father."

Lin Yuezhu knew that Metz was not her own father, and had never met her own father. Metz's words to him were not difficult to understand, so he obediently called Lin Chi "Daddy".

Perhaps he, Lin Chi, was the only one who was embarrassed at this scene, he slowed down for a while, and then replied "Yeah".

Lin Yuezhu just stared at Lin Chi all the way with curious eyes, but fortunately, the road is not long.

For dinner, Lin Chi likes fried shrimp and boiled pork slices. Lin Yuezhu likes his father's taste and likes these too.

Lin Chi thought of something, "I cooked for you that day, but you didn't finish it."

"I ate it, and I ate it hot the next night, and it was delicious."

Lie, Lin Chi is still self-aware of his cooking skills, but his cooking skills just to fill his stomach are incomparable to Metz's cooking skills.

"So what did you do that day? You didn't make a phone call when you got home late?"

"It was the company's annual meeting that day. I forgot about it. I didn't know until the secretary reminded me in the afternoon. At that time, I was transferring files on my mobile phone and couldn't make a call. I was too anxious to take my mobile phone when I left."

"Oh." Lin Chi swallowed a mouthful of prawns, "Peeling the prawns is tiring, so I'll forgive you for now."

"The shrimp skins are peeled when you buy them."

Lin Chi didn't want to talk to him.

Lin Yuezhu just watched the two of them come and go with wide eyes, as if they had lived this kind of life for decades, without any gap.

"The studio remains."

"Oh, so where does my son sleep?"

"Evacuated an empty room for his bedroom."

Lin Chi looked at his son, his face really combined the advantages of him and Ye He. According to this trend, maybe Lin Yuezhu would be more handsome than himself when he grows up.

Lin Yuezhu didn't speak all the time, and the sound of eating was also very low.

"This character is really like his mother."

Mace had a fatherly smile on his face, "Yuezhu is still a god of learning. His homeroom teacher told me at the last parents' meeting that he was always distracted in class, and ended up being the first in every exam."

"Maybe it's toward you."

"I wish he did."

Lin Chi scolded "Idiot", Metz told him to be careful when speaking in front of the children.

Lin Chi changed his words after hearing this, and replaced it with a weightless fist, "He is the child of Ye He and me, and also your child."

After Lin Yuezhu finished eating, she said goodbye to her two fathers, and went back to the bedroom to read a book.

"Looks like he's glad you're here."

"Oh."

"...Aren't you going to accompany him?"

"Lot of bullshit."

Having said that, Lin Chi still limped upstairs and entered Lin Yuezhu's bedroom.

Lin Yuezhu couldn't hide her happiness, and asked Lin Chi to teach him how to draw, saying that Mei's father kept telling him that his own father painted very well.

Lin Chi's face was covered with black lines, so he picked up a pencil and talked with Lin Yuezhu for more than an hour.Lin Yuezhu didn't let Lin Chi go until Mei Si came to tell Lin Yuezhu to take a bath and sleep.

Seeing that Lin Yuezhu was gone, Metz pulled Lin Chi back to the bedroom, pressed him directly, and kissed him fiercely.

"No bath?"

"Do it once first, and play in the bathroom later. Don't you want to have sex?"

"It's pretty good."

Originally, Mace didn't want to do it too many times, after all, Lin Chi's leg was not healed yet.But the two of them fell in love and didn't stop the car until the early morning of the next day. It seemed that they had to ask for another day off.

Metz didn't sleep. After cleaning up Lin Chi, he went to prepare breakfast for Lin Yuezhu, and sent Lin Yuezhu out before going back to bed.

The two of them didn't wake up until noon, and they did it again. If Lin Chi's injured leg wasn't accidentally hurt, they might do it a few more times.

The two lay on the bed and kissed for a while, then face to face, eye to eye.

Metz has seen this face for more than ten years, but Lin Chi still feels that he can't get enough of it, it's so pretty.

"What are you thinking, with a smirk on your face."

"I was thinking, in a few years, you will have wrinkles on your face. But you must still be so handsome that I can't close my legs. But at that time, I would already be an ugly uncle."

Mace kissed Lin Chi on the cheek, "I think you look better than everyone else."

"Hehe, don't talk nonsense, I know you don't like my face."

Mace kissed again.

"When I live a good life with you, without that bohemian side, I guess you won't like me, right?"

Lin Chi asked abruptly, which made Metz stunned for a moment, and then gave a rare chuckle, "Why, what I like is you, your present and infinite possibilities. It's you, you have to think about it, and in the future My life has been like this for decades and decades, and if you get tired of it, I won't let you go."

"Yeah..." Lin Chi blinked, "It's okay, just unlock a few more poses and play a few more games."

In this way, life has been going on, Lin Yuezhu is growing up, Metz's career achievements are getting higher and higher, and Lin Chi's paintings are also increasing. When Lin Yuezhu was in the fourth grade, the whole family went to see Lin Yuezhu together. A traveling exhibition of Chi's paintings.

There are two paintings by Lin Chi, one is called "The Bad Man" and the other is called "Redemption". "The Bad Man" is a portrait of a man, his face is real and fake, changing in sequence, only those who know Lin Chi and Mace know that this is the face of Lin Chi and Mace, smiling happily. "Redemption" is like a family portrait, it is their family of three.Both are still his style, realistic people, illusory background.

Lin Chi felt that he had changed, and he no longer had the lofty aspirations of going from south to north, from white to black.Life has become more regular, and he usually draws at home. In addition to the annual routine family trip, he will occasionally come to a trip (he said hello to Meislin Yuezhu in advance).

He is no longer a prodigal son. He thought it was pathetic before, as if he had never lived.Now he feels that he is very happy, even the joy and anxiety of waiting for Metz to come home every evening is happiness, even the family of three chatting about some insignificant household chores at the dinner table is happiness.Seeing Lin Yuezhu who came home with his schoolbag growing taller day by day, his skeleton gradually matured, seeing more and more invitations to art exhibitions being sent to him, seeing the gradually wrinkled, more mature and stable Mace, Lin Chi sometimes feels that he is hypocritical and thinks that this is his life and his happiness.