rotten redemption

Lin Chi put the last dish on the table.

When Mace comes back, he will be surprised to see that there is a table of dishes waiting for him.Thinking of this, Lin Chi couldn't help laughing.

He had already thought it all out, and had begun to follow the plan.

He wanted to accompany Metz to eat the sumptuous dinner he made, wait for Metz until he fell asleep, and jump off the balcony to commit suicide.

Just like what Metz said, Lin Chi also knows that he is stubborn, so he will not change what he has decided.

Just jumping off the building like this will definitely trouble Metz, the police will ask him to make a statement, the neighbors will talk about him, and he himself will be very sad about losing Lin Chi.

But Lin Chi has already made up his mind to cause trouble for others for his own purpose. This is what he did when he was born, and he will continue to do like this when he dies.

It is better to be a bad person who lives for oneself than a good person who lives for others.This is Lin Chi's life principle.Mace also said he likes that about him.

Come to think of it, if Mace hadn't spoiled him all these years, he might have become a man of the world.Thinking of this, Lin Chi decided not to serve Metz too well tonight.

Metz, who usually comes back at this point, has not yet appeared.

Lin Chi decided to have some fun to pass the time, after all, boredom is the most terrible thing for him.

However, he can't draw or play games or read books.Because if he becomes addicted, it will make him want to finish this job before he dies, which will hinder his plan, after all, he is the one who is going to die tomorrow morning.

Lin Chi, who was bored, looked at the house that belonged to Mace, looked at the pajamas that Macy's bought for him, and touched his cheek, which Macy loved to kiss most, especially when he was teased by Mace. When he cried, Mace kept licking his tears down his cheeks.

Then let's recall the story between him and Mace. Speaking of which, he never thought about the two of them.

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Lin Chi and Metz met in junior high school.

At that time, they were studying in a key middle school which was good or not so good. The students in this kind of middle school were very mixed.

Although Lin Chi was not top-notch in that junior high school, he was still among the top students.At that time, Lin Chi didn't have a deep impression of Metz in the same class, but he was just like the other students: a monster, always ranked first in the grade, and beat other students invisible.For example, Lin Chi performed exceptionally and got second in the class, and then looked at the report card, and Mays, who was the first in the class, surpassed him by more than 60 points.Then Lin Chi looked sideways to the west and let out a long sigh: Oh sun.

In the third year of junior high, everyone began to think about the target school, and Metz naturally went to the best key school.But Lin Chi has no plans, he thinks it's good to stay in this school, all his friends are here, and he can also be a top student.

However, the head teacher at the time, a young man who had just graduated, seemed to value Lin Chi very much. After knowing that Lin Chi could draw, he persuaded Lin Chi to go to a key school for art students, saying that it was a good school. After all, the environment should be different. some.

The teacher in charge changed Lin Chi's mind easily.When Lin Chi agreed to take that middle school's professional exam, it was like agreeing to eat hamburgers at night.

Lin Chi passed the exam without any risk.It just so happened that the head teacher had a policy that the students work in pairs to help each other learn. After receiving the news that Lin Chi had passed his major, the head teacher immediately formed Lin Chi and Metz into a group.

"Both of you are aiming at the same middle school, Metz, please guide Lin Chi."

It turns out that Metz is also going to that school.That should be a really good school.

"Student, I'm thirsty. Let me borrow your water."

"Oh."

This was the second day they became tablemates, and it was also the first long conversation they had in more than two years of junior high school.

It is very boring to be at the same table with Mace, he spends most of his time doing problems and reading books.But Lin Chi is a person who can have fun. As a middle school boy who aspires to become a world-shaking painter, one of his hobbies is to observe others.

He found it wonderful to watch the Mace that he had only sketched a few times before.

Mace wears plain clothes all year round, wearing rimless silver-rimmed glasses. Lin Chi always feels that the thicker glasses would be the same as presbyopic glasses.He was tall and thin, well groomed, and unremarkable.

But when he looked closely, Lin Chi realized how good-looking Metz was.

At that time, Mace was still a teenager, not as sharp and sharp as later, but gentle and delicate, with raised eyebrows, phoenix eyes, slightly raised nose tip, and two thin light-colored lips.

Lin Chi sometimes feels that every movement of Metz's eyes is a sight.Although Mace's expression is rigid and dull most of the time.

Later, for a period of time, Lin Chi would always dream of this scene like a flashback: a lunch break, Metz took off his glasses, leaned on his arms, and took a nap on the desk, the summer sun hit Metz from the window. Lin Chi felt that it was a beautiful and moving painting, not like the charming models depicted by any painter, but like Morandi's still life, those bottles and jars, quiet and calm, but also have a lovely stubbornness .

As an artist who cherishes beautiful things and a frank face control, Lin Chi naturally wanted to get closer to Metz, fueled by the relationship of mutual aid and learning, the two became friends.

Most of the conversations between the two were about Mace lecturing Lin Chi.Once I was talking about forgetting about time, it happened to be the last class, the bell rang, Lin Chi's brothers all came and waited for Lin Chi to have dinner together, Mace was still doing calculations on the draft paper, mouth Li sorted out Lin Chi's thoughts.Lin Chi had to admit that Mace was a very good teacher, his explanations were clear and logical, and he was very targeted at Lin Chi's knowledge loopholes, but Lin Chi was too restless to listen any longer.

"I'm hungry."

Metz stopped holding the pen, glanced at Lin Chi, and then picked up the test book: "Then let's go to the cafeteria and talk while eating."

Mace stood up and walked away, leaving Lin Chi and his friends in a daze.

"Then go eat, I'll go with him." Lin Chi quickly followed Metz.

Since then, the two have gradually developed the habit of eating together for the reason of giving lectures. Later, the communication between the two is not just about learning.

After successfully entering that high school, although the two were not in the same class, and the classrooms were still a little far apart, the two still went to the cafeteria together.Everyone in their class knew that these two were very good friends, although the students were very puzzled that these two people who were completely different in character could become friends.

In fact, the two of them have a lot of topics in common. They have watched many of the same movies and books, and they both like the songs of British bands in the 90s of the last century.But the first time he found out that Mace had hobbies outside of class, Lin Chi was frightened and swears.While eating, they also chat about trivial matters in life.There are also times when Metz is thinking about problems in his head, and Lin Chi is wandering in his fantasy land ecstatically, and the two of them do not disturb each other, and each enjoys his own time.

In their later lives, there is no one who knows themselves better than the other.Lin Chi knew that Metz was not as indifferent as he appeared on the surface. After getting acquainted with him, he had a very rich expression. In fact, he was a very gentle person. He also knew that he was a person without dreams. All he wanted was to get into a good university, find a good job and live a good life; Mace knows that Lin Chi is a very romantic person, his heart is full of poetry and distance.

Once Metz asked Lin Chi, "Why do you like painting so much?" Lin Chi's answer was: "I think that everything in this world serves society, only art serves people." He disagreed with his point of view, and Lin Chi didn't intend to force Metz to agree with him.But the incident was often remembered by Mace.

Although they spend their weekends separately, Metz studies at home, and Lin Chi plays wildly with friends outside, but Lin Chi has often been to Metz's house.

Such is the friendship between the two.

Of course, there are times when they make trouble for the other party.Adolescent boys and girls naturally have the most prominent emotional problems.

Lin Chi has never been a fuel-efficient lamp, his bohemian temperament, coupled with a domineering and good-looking face that matches his personality, naturally provoked many girls, Lin Chi is not a clean person, so he owes a lot There are few love debts, so many girls who can't get entangled with Lin Chi ran to Lin Chi's friend Mace and cried. Although they were all driven away by Mace with a cold face, it also took Mei Xueba's time to drive them away. time.

However this is only scratching the surface.Lin Chi often walks by the river, and it is inevitable that he will provoke a few girls who young people in society like.This is very tiring.Lin Chi often walks with his friends in groups, but the club buddies dare not act rashly, and the target becomes Mace, who walks alone.

However, apart from doing quizzes and reading books, Metz's hobbies are fitness. After all, his father opened a gym...

So in comparison, Mace caused more trouble to Lin Chi.

As he approached adulthood, Mays' outline became more and more distinct, and school uniforms and old-fashioned glasses throughout the year could no longer hide his good foundation.Moreover, he is also a top student.The same Mace, of course, will not be let go.Although Mei Si is not as popular as Lin Chi because of his indifferent and dull personality, there are not many people who pursue him.

What's more, the key point is that for those girls who ask Lin Chi to help pull the red line, Lin Chi really wants to make them a pair.This is a big problem.Lin Chi just wanted to see what would happen to Mace who fell in love, but no matter how he tried to insinuate or force a match, Mace would stand in the way with a cold face.

In the end, Lin Chi finally gave up. No matter how hard he worked, no matter how much he reaped, it was no wonder he was a top student.Such a person, who else does not make a lot of money.

Ever since, Lin Chi asked Mace helplessly, "What is your dream?"

"Have a nice house and have a cat that doesn't need much attention from me."

"If the cat doesn't serve you, that's too much. If you don't have that house, I'll raise the cat for you. You can raise me."

It was just a joke for a while. It turned out that at that time, he had already laid the groundwork for himself.