seven or seven

Know how many people will be surprised.

"It's okay," Lan You thought to himself, "Anyway, my cooking skills are not bad."

Lan You has been cooking by himself since elementary school, because his parents are busy with work every day, so they give him money to eat out, but his stomach is not very good, and it is easy to get a stomachache when eating food outside, so he started to cook by himself .Also, I really want my parents to boast about themselves when they see the food on the table when they come home.

When a table of barbecue was served, Lan You kept his expression on the table, and Fu Lin ate in silence, uncharacteristically.The dinner table was full of youthful feelings, but Fu Lin couldn't help but asked Lan You, "Can I drink?"

Lan You has basically no research on alcohol, but occasionally drinks beer at parties, and the current record is eight bottles without getting drunk. Of course, everyone admires his generosity.

"up to you".

Lan You was not interested in this, but then he thought of something and said, "Give me a bottle too, it should be at room temperature."

After drinking a bottle of wine, both of them had secret plans, but neither of them would say anything.

Here Lan You is thinking "If I say I shouldn't say, can I still be friends in the future", while Fu Lin over there is entangled in whether to express his feelings.

In this way, a meal ends in entanglement and delicious food.

After eating, the two of them took a walk on the street.When he got to the overpass, Lan You suddenly said, "Take a break...".

As soon as the three words fell, Fu Lin stopped, turned around, and put his hands on the bridge frame side by side with him.

Opposite is the city center, where the neon lights are shining, and the lights of various colors show debauchery in the night, which is the beginning of nightlife.The white-collar workers who work from [-] to [-] took off their suits and ties, put on shorts and vests, held a bottle of Tsingtao Beer in their hands at the barbecue booth, and slammed Fang Qiu, cursing all kinds of things, showing helplessness for fucking life.The passers-by who hurried home, street hawkers, lost wanderers, and students who came out of school to eat snacks at the night market constituted the beauty of this night.

This is life. Many people have different lives, both good and bad. They are entangled by all kinds of messy things. What lies between life and death is life.

No one is in a hurry to speak, the night is long, and life is longer.

They listened quietly to the breathing of the city, the chirping of cicadas on a summer night accompanied by the smell of barbecue, the crying of children in the air, and the quarrel-like complaints from the barbecue table behind them.

It's good to be alive, to feel life, to long for life.

They stood on the bridge for a long time, so long that there were no people on the road, only the neon lights were left shining in the night, and they were extremely lonely.

What happened that day is as vivid as if it was yesterday.

Closing his eyes, Fu Lin's face appeared in his mind, with a smile and a gentle look. When he confessed, the young man with a reddish face gave a kiss with a faint smell of alcohol and leeks. That was the person he loved the most. .

Summer night in [-], early morning.

On the overpass in Haicheng City, the two teenagers exchanged a kiss and promised each other the future.

"I'm not as good as you think..." the boy tremblingly revealed his inner secret.

"I'm not as good as you think!"

"I will be jealous and angry. If I can't play basketball well, I will want to hit people. I study sports but hate competitions. I have poor test scores and can't make people I like happy. I don't talk much. I like basketball and snore when I sleep. , and cleanliness, I had a girlfriend, but I never kissed her, if you were with me, I would come out with my parents."

"I know you have a bad stomach, sometimes I feel irritable when I see you laughing at many people, I don't want you to do things you don't like..."

"When the basketball hit you, it wasn't just a miss."

What Lan You felt was full of happiness and moved him. He calmed down and wanted to tell all the things in his heart. In this way, it doesn't matter even if he is not selected.

Love a person, accept his good and bad, and take responsibility if you choose, this is the meaning of love.

Not just passion, but loyalty, sharing, lots and lots of stuff.

"Fu Lin, I have liked other people, but I have never had a partner. I like to write, and I have studied painting for several years. I hate getting along with others, but I don't get bored with you. I know you are a god, but I don't want all People are all around you, I want to drive everyone away and only you are alone."

"I've seen a psychiatrist and I'm always thinking about a lot of things, living and dying, but I've never thought about suicide."

"I'm ugly in my heart. The outside is just a skin, and the inside is nothing but ugly. Can you accept me like this?"

"I'm the kind of person who fantasizes that it's broken on the first day I buy a new thing. I'm very pessimistic and depressed. Sometimes I really want to beat myself up. That will make me happy..."

···

"Can you accept Lanyou like this? It's not good at all, and it's ugly if you tear off the hypocrisy. Do you still like me?"

"It doesn't matter if you don't like it, it doesn't matter if you can't accept it, as long as you tell me..."

"If we are together, and one day you don't love me anymore, please tell me directly, then I will set you free, don't lie to me, I will go crazy! Don't destroy me, I don't want to destroy You, I love you so much..."

Lan You said a lot of what was in his heart, those things that he had never told others, he poured out word by word, and Fu Lin listened carefully, never impatient or incomprehensible as he expected.

"Let me think about it?" Fu Lin didn't agree or refuse outright. He turned his back to Lan You and faced Jiang Shui, thinking for a long time.

Maybe half an hour, maybe two hours, I don't know how long it has passed.

When the sun first rises, the rising sun spreads across the earth, and the red light contaminates the earth layer by layer.

The golden light fell on their side faces, so beautiful that they were not like ordinary people.

"You are my angel." Fu Lin hugged Lan You heavily, whispering in his ear, as gentle and accustomed to his lover for many years.

"You are my salvation." Lan You gently placed a kiss on Fu Lin's face.

On the way back, the two talked a lot.

It was past six o'clock in the morning, not long after the sun appeared, and the dewdrops hanging on the sharp green grass leaves did not fall, and most of the shops on the street were not open.They saw from a distance that several shops had opened their doors earlier, the steam in the steamer carried the aroma of the mixture of dough and minced meat, the golden fried dough sticks had just been pulled out of the oil pan, and the top was shining with golden light, the hawker covered the sauce On top of the firm tofu, wontons are topped with seaweed and dried shrimps, with coriander, a few drops of sesame oil and a few drops of vinegar.This is the most ordinary happiness, safe and warm, everything is so beautiful.

And Fu Lin was still by Lan You's side.

On the streets of Haining Street in Haicheng City, two teenagers walked side by side.

He said, "Then do you still like him?"

Lan You shook his head, with undisguised emotion in his eyes.

"Then do you have someone you like now?"

Blue Point nodded and continued to look at him.

"Can you tell me who it is?" After he asked, he looked at Lan You, still smiling so gently, and Lan You didn't know why he wanted to cry.

He is a very strong and even powerful person, but he doesn't know why when he is with Fu Lin, he is always moved by some very simple things, and his eyes often turn red.

Later, I learned that happiness is not easy to come by, so I cherish it even more, and weep because of the preciousness of my lover.

It's a pity that Lan You doesn't like to cry, he thinks that's really stupid.

But tears are something that people cannot control.

From a physiological point of view, touch, pain, joy, and many emotional triggers can make people cry.

But regardless of the past or the future, Lan You felt that crying was too silly.

He would rather cry alone in bed, bit his arm without making a sound and go to the hospital to get medicine, and don't cry in front of anyone, except for being too happy.

"I like you very much now," Lan You said firmly.

He is a person who does not believe in promises, and the only thing he can express is now.

"Then you just like me all the time." Fu Lin was touched by his words for a moment, recovered quickly, took his hand and walked to the breakfast stand.

Lan You was led by him, looking at the tall figure in front of him, he acquiesced in his heart, "Now I like you the most."

In a blink of an eye, Lan You realized that things are different now.Fu Lin's departure, the disgust and incomprehension of the people around him, coupled with his own problems, everything was like a knife, ruthlessly piercing his not-so-strong body.

Alive, so tired.

The street lights are shining, illuminating the way home for wanderers from all walks of life.

It was past ten o'clock when Lan You came home, and his parents were sitting in front of the TV watching the program.They watched him enter and close the door without saying a word.

He had had enough of the embarrassment of this condensed air, he didn't like this kind of depression, so he spoke first.

"Mom...Dad." His ending sound was a little long, as if he was begging and there seemed to be thousands of words behind him.His mother stood up, patted his head, and said, "Okay, let's go back and rest when the fever subsides."

After speaking, he waved his hand, as if he had put in too much effort.

Lan You was at a loss for a moment.He stood there in embarrassment, trying to think of something to say, but the words "I..." were blocked in his throat, because he then said two words "Fu Lin..."

The mother's eyes flew over, and Lan You closed her mouth, because there was only resentment and disgust, and there was no trace of love.

What they love is the excellent Lan You, the good student Lan You, the Lan You who is likely to be admitted to a famous university, and the absolutely obedient doll Lan You, not his unfilial son.

Lan You turned around and went back to the room.The moment the door was closed, there was a "bang" sound, and I don't know what the grumpy and quiet father dropped again.

He threw away his thoughts, emptied everything, took a shower, and then sat alone at the desk looking at his notes.

Because it was a leave of absence (to put it nicely, it is called a leave of absence, to put it badly, it is to escape home), Lan You packed a lot of things and came back, and originally planned to never face it again, because life is worse than death.But now looking at the notes, remembering those hard work and perseverance, remembering the fetters of the past, he finally didn't want to escape any more.

I forgot which movie said, "The greatest defeat is to escape desperately."

Lan You has been running away for five days, he can but he doesn't want to and can't run away for a lifetime.

Because Lan You's own pride doesn't allow it, those past efforts can't be wasted.

They worked so hard to live, how could they give up because they lost something.

Therefore, we must work harder to pursue it with our lives.

At twelve o'clock sharp, Lan You read all the notes and went to bed.

That night, he had a dream. He dreamed that the teacher of the college entrance examination would not give him papers. He dreamed that Fu Lin was his front desk. kicked myself out.

On June [-], [-], at two o'clock in the morning, Lan You woke up from his sleep.He wiped the cold sweat off his forehead, but the pain of being bullied was still lingering.

Afterwards, every time he thought of painful things, Fu Lin's gentle smile would appear in his mind. At that moment, he felt that he was not afraid of anything.

At [-]:[-] in the morning, Lan You got up and looked at the street lights outside the window.

"Fu Lin, I believe that even if you leave, your soul will not be far away from me."

"Lan You is not that weak. If possible, you have to watch how I get in and how I get out."

"Look at me, I'm going to tell them what the power of despair is."

He put his right hand to his lips, blew a kiss out the window, and turned to go to bed.

He slept soundly in the second half of the night, and he set an alarm clock for six o'clock in the afternoon to prevent himself from oversleeping.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, Lan You woke up, got up, changed into new clothes, put on glasses, and went out.

It was about four o'clock in the afternoon when he arrived at school. In fact, he received a text message from a friend yesterday, asking if he was still in the college entrance examination?He thought for a while, and only replied with two words, "Of course."

Of course I don’t believe in fate, of course I don’t succumb to the world, of course I don’t believe your lies, of course I want to write my name on the highest position.Waiting for oneself to stand on top of the peak and fall gorgeously under the gaze of the world, that is called a curtain call.

After going to school, he went straight to the teacher's office to get some certificates and test supplies.

The head teacher looked at the student he was most proud of while fetching things for him.

Lan You is smart and spiritual. What's rare is that he still works hard. His talent is already very valuable, and he is willing to work hard. How could he not study well and get high test scores.

Lan You took the things, said "Thank you teacher" and wanted to turn around and go home, but was stopped by the teacher.

"Teacher, is there anything else?" Lan You was not curious, because he knew that he had done everything that had to be done, and the rest was troublesome.

"Lan You, the teacher sees that you work so hard and are serious, the teacher has something to say."

"Tell me." In fact, Lan You didn't want to listen at all, he knew what the teacher would say without listening.

"You are a smart and hardworking child. The teacher has always taken care of you as his own child, but why do you insist on engaging in those low-level things?"

"Teacher knows that you young people like to play, and the teacher did it when he was young, but when he is older, he knows what is right and what is wrong."

"I've never seen two men together. It's wrong for you to do this. Since Fu Lin is gone now, you should change it. You should study and study in the future. What should you do? As long as you are not stupid, You are definitely promising!" After saying that, the teacher patted Lan You on the shoulder, as if he had got rid of some sin.

Unfortunately, Lan You never thought he missed it.

It's just because the teacher is too kind to him, he is too lazy to refute.

After saying a few perfunctory favors, Lan You bid farewell to the teacher and went home.

He didn't hear the sigh behind him, as if he was worried that a lost child would not find a way out.

When he got home, his rare parents were at home. Before he left, he left a note on the table and sent them a text message. The temptation of watching the college entrance examination was still strong enough for them.

"Lan You, come here." His mother stopped him.

Lan You changed his slippers, put the things in his hand on the table, and walked over.

"Let's talk." The mother said in a rare compromise, and let him sit on the sofa.

"I know what happened to you, but I don't care what happened to you. You have to take the college entrance examination. If you don't do well, we can repeat it for another year. Anyway, you have decided what university you want to go to. This is no problem!"

"No problem." Lan You answered with her head bowed. She couldn't see the expression on her face, and there was no emotional ups and downs in her tone. Her mother seemed to be a little happier and continued to talk.

"If you pass the test, all the mistakes you made in the past will be wiped out. Let's just pretend that nothing happened. Mom knows you were cheated. Mom doesn't blame you. Everyone has rebellious moments, but as long as you There will be such a rebellious mentality in the future, and it will be fine if it is changed.”

"Then what if I fail the exam? I will never fail." Lan You raised his head and asked, looking at his mother with piercing eyes.

"It doesn't matter if you don't do well in the exam. It doesn't matter if you don't repeat the exam. Your dad and I will help you find a good job, which is stable and decent. After a few years, when you grow up, let's talk about it later."

"What's next?" Lan You continued to ask, he didn't have the slightest fear, even a little aggressive.

"Lan You!" His mother slapped the coffee table, and Lan You quickly stood up.

"Don't think that I can tolerate you doing this kind of thing when you are in adolescence! Your mother, I can't afford to lose this person!"

"I have always misunderstood you. I thought you were a good boy, but I didn't expect to do such a shameful thing for the family!"

"Your mother and I will always have someone pointing at my back, you know?"

"You think you just say it. You will definitely get married and have children in the future. What are two men together? This is a pervert!"

"Mom knows that you have some mental problems. It's okay. Let's go to the doctor. Mom and Dad will make you better. Then you will know what is right."

"You're still young, mom doesn't blame you, be good, go to sleep."

Lan You was so angry that he even trembled a little. He wanted to say everything in his heart, but he couldn't.

Those words can only be written in suicide notes or online novels, and no one will believe them in reality.

He turned around, said no more, and went back to his room to sleep.

That night, he opened his diary and wrote a sentence in it.

"To live is disgusting, but death is not the only way out."

Then I tore off this page, tore it into very shredded pieces, and threw it in the trash can on the street while waiting to go out in my pocket.

He knew that his trash can would also be checked by others.

They're trying to dig through their own trash for clues that he's a psycho.

Lan You no longer wants to argue with anyone, it's too tiring.too tired.

He lay down on the bed, closed his eyes, but found that he couldn't fall asleep.

So I took my mp[-] and earphones and listened to the music silently.

"boy don't cry

orphans of a beautiful world

but my heart

My home

where is it

where is it my friend

listen quietly

there is a voice saying love you

close your eyes

follow her

Following her is like following hope..."

Lan You fell asleep in the loop of the single, and turned off the music in a daze. At six o'clock the next morning, he woke up with the sunshine. After washing up, he saw the egg noodles on the table. He ate them quietly. Same stupid choice debate as yesterday.

Children can never talk to their parents, because parents can beat their children.

Students can never talk to teachers, because teachers can punish students.

Subordinates can never speak up to their bosses, because those who can speak up are fired.

At seven in the morning, Lan You was driven to school by his father.

When he got out of the car, he saw his white hair in the rearview mirror.

"How funny," he thought to himself.

"It is clearly written in the composition that children know how to be grateful when they find their parents' gray hair, and they know that life is more than gratitude only when they find their own gray hair. It's ridiculous."

At nine o'clock in the morning, the first language begins.

Lan You did it with ease, his language was his strong point, and it was difficult to vent his language recently, so he poured out all his feelings on the test paper.

In half an hour, he finished all the previous basic questions. Four or ten minutes later, he finished the composition in one go, checked both sides, and changed a few words.

At exactly eleven o'clock, Lan You stood up and handed in the paper.

The whole paper was written densely but even more rarely neatly, especially the composition, he wrote it all.

He didn't go home at noon. He took the 200 yuan his father gave him to eat at McDonald's, and the rest of the money went to the hotel to open a standard room and sleep.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, he woke up.Turn off the alarm clock, wash your face, go out, and rush to school to take the afternoon exam.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, he walked into the examination room, and at 04:30 in the afternoon, he handed in the paper and walked out of the examination room.

The first is that he hates mathematics, No.20, he is good at mathematics.

This is not a paradox, the former is the heart, and the latter is the fact.Because he worked hard enough, the paper alone was more than one meter high, and the math paper was nothing.

After returning home, he was not sleepy. He wanted to go downstairs to buy some drinks and take out the trash on the way, but when he went upstairs, he ran into the aunt on the third floor.

My aunt is about 40 years old and has two children who are about the same age as her, twins, a boy and a girl.

The daughter is a so-called academic master, who is a person who studies hard, while the son is a scumbag, who is not good at studying but has a good brain. It is said that he is going to be a soldier soon.

Seeing Auntie, he didn't want to call out, so he had to bite the bullet and call out "Auntie."

The aunt agreed with a smile. He wanted to go home quickly, but was greeted warmly and friendly by the aunt.

"Xiaoyou, what do you say about your college entrance examination?"

"generally."

The aunt covered her mouth and asked Lan You's ear, "Can I go to college?"

Lan You didn't know what to say, so he said "Yes!"

"Then can you come and tutor Jia Jia? Her grades are not very good..."

Lan You thought to herself, "It's a ghost if her rote memorization method is efficient!", but without resorting to facial expressions, she quietly rejected the aunt with a paralyzed face.

It is okay for a person to call, but if there are too many calls, it is like a machine that has been programmed by someone. In this way, people are boring.

Her daughter was originally not suitable for studying liberal arts, but because she heard people say that girls are good at studying liberal arts, she did not understand the meaning. Coupled with years of rote memorization and rigid thinking, she is completely useless.

Of course, it's not their fault, and it's even less Lan You's fault.

Just at this time, his son came back.

The aunt hurriedly wanted to say goodbye and took the child home. Of course, Lan You knew why, because he was a pervert and would infect her precious son.

But unexpectedly, not only did this person not avoid him, but he even found a reason to distract his mother and be alone with Lan You.

He stood in front of Lan You, with a curious and tangled expression on his face. Lan You didn't want to be someone else's tutor, no matter if it was a daughter or a son. He turned around and wanted to leave, but was blocked by someone.

"Lan You!" The man stopped him.

"I know everything about you!"

"Don't run away! I tell you, you've been better than me in everything since you were a child, I've had enough."

"You deserve what you are like today, but I didn't expect such a good student like you to have such perverted hobbies."

"It is said that being with a man is very exciting, otherwise, you and I will try!"

Lan You pushed him away, turned around and went upstairs.

The second day is foreign language and comprehensive literature, the former is very simple, the latter is simply abnormal.

Lan You was not idle either, looking at his notes in the comprehensive essay, reciting English to pass the time.

Play a game of checkers with yourself when you are ready.

It rained a lot that afternoon, basically the whole road was abandoned, and the sewage flowed away with mud and sand.Lan You looked at the flood downstairs, closed the door and went to bed.

Close your eyes, rest your mind, listen to songs, and think.

It's so easy to live.

The next day the air was very fresh, Lan You took a deep breath, got in the car and rushed to school.

The literature review in the morning was extremely abnormal, with a large number of topics dazzling, and the combination of the three subjects of politics, history and geography was a design that distorted human nature.But fortunately, he has memorized them all, and there is no difficulty. Of course, liberal arts must be memorized, and a rough memorization is enough.

At [-]:[-], Lan You finished the inspection, handed in the papers, and went out for a walk alone.

The once-familiar school has become unfamiliar now, and every road seems to have never been traveled.

Lan You walked the road he and Fu Lin walked together again by himself, as if he had never left.

English test in the afternoon, first listening comprehension, then written test.

At [-]:[-] p.m., Lan You handed in the paper.

Little did he know that his act of self-imposed exile has become a legend among middle school students in Haicheng for many years.

Many years later, Lan You was buried deep in the ground, and there are still rumors about him in the world.

It is a miracle that each subject is handed in half an hour in advance.

As for how he got in and how he got out, it doesn't matter to others at all.

After the college entrance examination in the afternoon, the moment Lan You walked out of the examination room, the glare of the sun almost burned his eyes.

He didn't bow his head, didn't hide, looked at the sun, and there was a round phantom of white light in his eyes?Is it the shadow of the sun?

When he thinks that the college entrance examination is over, he feels that the time is so fast, as if he just raised his head and blinked, the most important things in his life have passed away, and the most important people have also been lost.

What a bad summer.

Lan You closed his eyes, shook his head, and looked at his watch.It's 25:[-] in the afternoon. It must be boring and embarrassing to go home. It's better not to go back, so the parents will be happy too!

Passing by the library, he dropped it. At this moment, he really answered a word - nothing.

Laughing at himself like a bereaved dog, Lan You turned to the right and went to the library.

Little by little, he walked past the main building, the secondary teaching building, and the corner where he had practiced English countless times. He stretched out his hand and stroked the young trees that hadn't grown up.

Step by step up the steps of the library, standing on the second floor, he turned his head, glanced at the familiar campus, then turned and walked in without hesitation.

As soon as he walked into the library, he immediately became cold, and Lan You, who was only wearing half sleeves, suddenly got goosebumps.But looking at the books on the high bookshelves on both sides, he almost felt that all the pain could be ignored.

"If heaven has a shape, then it must look like a library." Lan You has always believed in this sentence.Anywhere in this world will make you feel restless or restless, but this is the only place where people's souls can be comforted.This is the place of supreme purity, even a pornographic novel is so interesting.

Lan You took a copy of "□□", found a seat by the window, sat down, and read slowly.

The sun shines on the young man's clean face through the floor-to-ceiling windows. His whole body is as warm as light, and his eyes cannot be seen clearly, but there is nothing but the occasional "rustling" sound of turning the pages of the book.

Today is the day of the college entrance examination, but there is no holiday in the first and second grades, so the library is still open.At this time, there were girls reading books chatting in a low voice, which passed into Lan You's ears, but he turned a deaf ear to it.

Until a girl who was dressed in a particularly exquisite fashion stood in front of his desk. At this time, the chatting and "giggling" laughter of the surrounding girls intensified, almost to the point where Lan You couldn't read quietly.But he still didn't look up, just blanked his eyes, thinking about something.

The girl probably has never seen such a cold person who is unwilling to look up at her, but she also likes Lan You's appearance and doesn't want to be ashamed because of the crowd around her, so she took another step forward and patted Lan You's face. Shoulder.

Lan You closed the book, put his fingers where he saw it, and looked up at the girl standing in front of his desk. He didn't even want to guess, and asked directly, "Student, what's the matter?" It was regarded as a response.

The girl was even more embarrassed, her face was slightly red, half embarrassment and half shy.Then, as if he suddenly thought of something, he took out his hand and pressed it down, and said, "Is it convenient to make friends? My name is Wei Yiqian, and I am a freshman in high school this year." After speaking, he took his mobile phone and waited for Lan You's reply. Seems ready to be pressed.

Lan You's personality is not very good, and now he is very unwilling to get along with others. When he sees this kind of girl who is similar to flirting with him, he is even more embarrassed, and his face is full of impatience.

He said, "Sorry, I have someone I like."

The girl didn't give up, and asked, "Then do you have a girlfriend now?" After she finished speaking, she lowered her head, only to see the handsome guy reading a little pornographic book in the library, which is basically known by everyone. She felt that she probably shouldn't have known this man.

Lan You thought for a while, and there was a smiling face in his mind. There was a kind smile on his face that he had never seen before, and his eyes were full of tenderness.Lan You said to the girl: "I have a partner, we are fine. I'm sorry."

The girl finally gave up, said "Okay", turned around and ran away, leaving laughter and shouts all over the floor, which provoked the teacher on duty and reprimanded everyone.As for the book he saw in Lan You's hand, he didn't say anything, just shook his head.

Lan You continued to read, and it was getting late when he finished reading. He looked at his watch, and there were still a few hours before the library closed.

He put back the "□□" and was about to read the "Compendium of Materia Medica" again, but unexpectedly, his cell phone, which was usually quieter than his own, suddenly rang.

A roaring voice came, it was the familiar anime OP.

He picked up the phone, said "Hi", and waited for the other party's answer.

The other party directly came up with a yell, and Lan You had to take the phone away silently for 30 seconds, and then waited for the other party to almost finish cursing before picking it up and asking, "What's the matter?"

The person on the opposite side was his only friend in high school, his junior high school classmate, watching him have a crush on others, seeing him with Fu Lin, the partner who had been silently accompanying him all the time.It's just a little too loud.

"Fu Lin, are you coming to the class reunion tonight?" the other side asked anxiously.

"Give me 3 minutes." Lan You hung up the phone, and squinted at the willow tree opposite, with bright and dark eyes that others couldn't see through.

After 59 minutes and [-] seconds, Lan You called the other party and said two words, "I'll go."

There were only two words, but it took all his strength.

Lan You received a text message from the other party, saying that it was [-]:[-] in the evening, on the sixth floor of Yintai Center, and he replied "Okay, I see." Then he turned off his phone, closed his eyes, and thought about it in his mind.

This is not just a simple meal, the whole class and the whole school are watching me.

He can't be coaxed, he can't not go, they didn't do anything wrong, they don't need to avoid or cover up, they should go openly, eat and drink in an upright manner, and bid farewell to teachers and classmates.

Graduation party, maybe I won't see you in the future.

Lan You smiled, he didn't want to see those people at all, if it wasn't for the last bit of dignity, he wouldn't go.

As for this farce, it's time to end it.Since it was provoked by him, it should be destroyed by his own hands. This is called having a beginning and an end.

At [-]:[-] on June [-], [-], Lan You took a taxi to Yintai Center.

In the car, all the scenery receded, and Lan You thought, "Maybe only by running can I leave everything behind."

Only by keeping everyone from catching up with you, will no one point fingers at you anymore.

This is the only way, the only way out.

The sea city at night is very beautiful, plus this area is a university town, which brings together various snack streets and shopping malls. At a glance, the neon lights are twinkling, very beautiful.

Lan You's side face was pressed against the glass, his eyelashes trembled slightly, red and green lights hit his face alternately, he was as beautiful as a fallen angel, covered with black feathers.

At that moment, Lan You looked at the huge city with a blank expression on his face, but secretly made a decision in his heart.

This decision will change the fate of many people, but he has no way out.

Since there is no way to be a good boy, then be a bad boy through and through.

"God," he said silently in his heart, "if you really exist, then I want to tell you that the humble and ugly Lan You is willing to use the last 60 years of his life in exchange for a realization, and I hope everyone who sees it will think about it. I think, I hope everyone can see our persistence."

"Even if you don't exist, then I will do it."

"If there is no god in this world, then I am a god."

"I want to end this endless road of sin with my own hands, and I want to use my blood to pave the red carpet for this road until the end of happiness."

"Bless me" Lan You read the name softly, "Fu Lin..."

It was already around 50:[-] p.m., and today was catching up with high school graduation, and they were all rushing to the party, so there was a bit of a traffic jam today.

Lan You was glad that he arrived in time, and he gave the master 50 yuan to leave, which was considered extravagant once.

Walking into this cold and gorgeous building, feeling the charm of reinforced concrete, Lan You just felt cold.It is not the tranquility of the soul in the library, but it is more restless. It is too noisy here, and there is everything, but there is nothing that should be there.

Seeing the familiar voice over there, Lan You walked up and patted the man on the shoulder.

The man turned around and said pleasantly, "That's great, Lan You, I thought you weren't coming back!" After that, he patted Lan You's arm, meaning "good brother!"

Lan You had nothing to do with it, but felt that his strike was a little too heavy, and it hurt a little.

When Roy left, Lan You raised his arm silently, and decided to rub it while walking. After all, he had to toast and drink later. It would be embarrassing if he threw others and himself as soon as he lifted it.The teacher must have wondered if it was on purpose, and none of the students liked to talk to him, and even ten thousand mouths couldn't tell if it spilled on others.

"Oh! It's so hard to get along with other people."

It was the third time today that Lan You lamented this matter.

The graduation party basically means that there is no chance to meet again, and all the classmates who were so flamboyant before are also kicking their tails today